The past is like a dream.

Set off the waves of memory again, Su Xin couldn't keep a calm and gentle expression, she was sad, she missed, and her peach blossom-like intoxicating face withered.

"Suxin, you...... What happened to you? Dianne saw her good friend's momentary loneliness and asked with concern.

Su Xin shook her head in frustration: "It's nothing, I remembered the past." ”

"Before? Your former boyfriend? You never mentioned him, you ...... now," Dianne asked, unable to help but be curious.

The long-haired person suddenly sighed, and the private memories were accidentally broken, she seemed to be releasing the long-term depression, the long black ponytail tied up high was suddenly untied by her, and the long hair that was soft and waist-high was instantly like a mysterious waterfall, and instantly scattered all over the body, like a long-term memory, a long-term thought.

She put her long hair in front of her, gently followed it, and began to tell the past.

"I grew up with him since childhood, it can be regarded as what you call a childhood sweetheart, when I was in school, he was smart and clever, so I was very attached to him, and he also liked my dependence on him, at that time he was very young, I didn't know what love was, I didn't know what love was, we only knew that we wanted to see each other every day, we all wanted to be close to each other, and slowly grew up, I know, my dependence on him is a special feeling, maybe it's called a long-term love, and the two of us are secretly in love." Su Xin smiled gently, the memory is so warm, this warmth has never been melted.

Dianne listened quietly, she also wanted to know the story of this new friend, it was the trust of friendship that would tell her past.

"Secretly in love, he and I always want to see each other, there was a big tree in the woods at that time, and few people went there, so it became a place for the two of us to secretly date, our own space, at that time it was still young, the first love was impulsive for a long time, I love him very much, even now, I have only him in my heart, so, at that time, I gave myself to him."

Speaking of the privacy of the past, Su Xin seemed very calm, not shy and embarrassed at all, because in her heart, she had no regrets, but was just talking about an unforgettable past.

The shyness on Diane's face gradually disappeared, and she seemed to understand Su Xin's heart at this moment, and she was experiencing the same deep love without regrets.

"And what happened to you? Where is he now? You gave him the first time, and he left irresponsibly? Seeing that Su Xin hadn't spoken for a long time, Diane blurted out and asked.

There was another long sigh, the warm smile just now became sad and tangled in a blink of an eye, the clear eyes were unbearably complicated, and even with a faint tear, Su Xin did not stop the flow of tears, and said lightly: "He is dead......"

"What!"

"He's dead, but I don't think he's dead, he's just missing, and he'll definitely come back." The tone of heartache is full of persistence and misery.

Diane's eyes widened in surprise, she didn't expect the ending to be so unexpected, and she didn't expect the friend in front of her to wait so persistently, how could a person be resurrected after death?

A sentence that I think he is not dead makes Diane suddenly understand why Su Xin has never had the idea of falling in love, and rarely even participates in gossip chats, she is numbing herself with obsession and numbing the facts.

This is painful self-deception.

Shen Lingyu's matter, she heard her boyfriend talk about it, and now her friends are also in this bitter wait?

"Dead ...... He's dead? Did you die unexpectedly? He ...... "Diane subconsciously asked, and after asking, she realized that these patient words should not be asked more, but she smiled understandingly, but her peach-like smiling face was covered with cold tears, and Diane suddenly wiped her tears with heartache and sympathy.

"He was killed...... Su Xin's tone was unusually calm, but the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing out, too many complicated emotions, entangled her for many years, until today, he finally boldly said the depression in his heart, in front of his friends.

"Was, killed?" Dianne was shocked, unable to understand why the good person was killed, unable to understand what was going on in between, Su Xin didn't say, she didn't dare to ask more.

"It's all my fault, it's all my ......" Su Xin suddenly cried and hugged Diane, Diane was startled, she didn't know why her good friend was out of control, so she could only hug her and comfort her softly: "He loves you, he won't blame you." ”

"Well, I love him, and I'm sure he will love me in his heart, even at the last moment." Tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably, but Su Xin's tone was firm.

I don't know how long I cried, it wasn't for long, Su Xin didn't want to let her emotions reveal too much, after all, she was used to hiding this memory, she wiped her tears and smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, Annie, I can't help crying when I miss him so much, you are going to eat soon, it's going to be cold." ”

A good friend who has always been docile and calm, it turned out to be such a strong girl, Dianne seemed to know more about Su Xin, and said with relief: "It's that I shouldn't ask more, it reminds you of sad things, you haven't eaten, let's eat together." ”

The sad atmosphere was gradually diluted by the laughter of the two girls, the two of them lay on the bed intimately together, eating lunch, and the warm furnishings of the home quickly allowed the two to resume the topic of the girl, but the long hair that was scattered in plain heart was not tied back, so let it go with the emotion.

"My hair is so long and beautiful, and I can cover my ass naked." Dianne touched Su Xin's long hair, looking naughty, she had been with the hooligan for a long time, and she didn't like it properly.

"Hello Ana, rascal, I rarely wear my hair down, and you and Xinyu are among the few people I see." Su Xin then complained that her hair was too long and easy to press when she slept.

Dianne suddenly asked, "By the way, Su Xin, who was the person Sister Xiyan asked you to call last time you were hospitalized?" You said he also grew up together, so your boyfriend? ”

"Don't get me wrong, he did grow up together since childhood, and you can also say that he was a childhood sweetheart, but, he and my boyfriend are still me, and we grew up together." Su Xin patiently explained.

"Three?"

Dianne was stunned for a moment, feeling a little familiar, but her little head was confused, and she couldn't remember where familiarity was.

Su Xin saw her pouting and stupid appearance, and couldn't help but laugh lightly, and said, "Senior Sister Dai, where did you think of going?" Three people growing up together, a love triangle? ”

"Why, I don't feel like you, you're too single-minded. I can't imagine that the mysterious school flower has just transferred to another school, and it is a pity that the suitor is completely hopeless. Dianne laughed and touched Su Xin's face, the pink one was too intoxicating and cute, and she was going to bully her good friend again.

Su Xin was afraid to avoid Diane, she was afraid of Diannie's bad taste and teasing, but she was still attacked by her senior sister and succeeded.

"Ah~ Itchy, Annie, please don't touch this." The girl shouted shyly, but Diane was suddenly stunned as if she was awake, itchy? She finally understood why Su Xin itched when she touched it!

Because she herself has always had this reaction recently, both of them have experienced those things physically, so they have become sensitive.

The stupid and cute senior sister finally opened up her physiological knowledge once.

"So that's the case...... she grinned, Su Xin also understood, and nodded shyly: "Yes, yes...... I haven't been touched since he died, so when you touch it, I feel like my whole body is shaking, so let's stop making trouble. ”

After his death...... Diane stopped making trouble considerately, hugged Su Xin and comforted: "Perhaps, he also hopes that you will be happy and find your next lover." ”

"Nope! I love him alone. Su Xin immediately shook her head, and then murmured with a tangled expression: "Moreover, I can't fall in love anymore." ”

"Huh? What can't? Diane didn't hear her whispering clearly, so Su Xin hurriedly diverted the topic and asked, "Annie, you and Store Manager Lin have lived together, so do you know what happened to him before?" ”

Su Xin didn't know why she was curious about this, and she always couldn't let go of it in her heart, and she didn't meet anyone when she went to the coffee shop several times, so she had to ask now.

"I know, I grew up in an orphanage, and I have a sister who you saw last time." Dianne replied casually that of course she had to show that she knew her boyfriend.

"You said he knew martial arts, and he was taught in an orphanage?"

The mention of martial arts made Diane's mind flash, and she suddenly shouted: "Ah! I remember! Three people! Yes, Xiao Nuan said once, he practiced martial arts and went down the mountain with three people, I said how do you feel familiar, haha, I'm so smart. ”

"What...... What the? ”