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[326] Night talk

In the evening, I went back to the house, lay down and leaned against the head of the bed, picked up a cigarette, lit it, and habitually looked at the starry sky outside in a daze. My mind is so messed up that I don't know what to think about anymore.

The pictures in my mind flashed by, there were pictures of hours, there were old ladies and old men, there were kind smiles of grandparents, and I suddenly felt a little homesick, and shook my head vigorously, so that I could stop thinking about it, the road ahead is still very long.

On the small cabinet at the head of my window, there was a sound of "buzz, buzz", I smiled, turned around, picked up PHS, looked at it, and was a little surprised. But I was still very happy in my heart. It's my little Xiyu calling.

I picked up the phone, and before I could speak, I heard Xiyu's voice, "Six-six." ”

It was a familiar voice, but it actually listened to my attention, and I froze, and I didn't say a word. There was silence for a long time.

Xiyu then spoke, "Are you dead?" I can't speak. ”

Then I realized, "How can I die, I won't be able to die for a while." ”

"Why aren't you dead yet?"

I smiled, "That's what you think I'm going to die?" ”

Xi Yu was also happy, "What, I don't want you to die, do I still want to think about you?" ”

"Why can't you think of me well."

Xiyu was silent for a while, "I miss you." ”

I was a little confused, and happily replied, "What do you want me to do?" "I'm really happy.

Xiyu followed up with a sentence: "No one thinks about it." So come up with you. ”

As soon as I heard it, "I grass, how can you say that?" ”

"I'm telling the truth."

"Can't you fool me, then?"

"Do you think I'm you? Also deceive. I just want to talk to you casually, and then listen to you deceive me and fool me. Then I went to bed happily."

"Why are you talking to me so shamelessly."

"Don't worry about it, you're not a good person in the first place. You say, "You can't do it." I just want to talk to you. Let's talk about it. ”

I smiled, "It's an honor, I can't ask for it." ”

Xiyu's speed of answering was also very crisp, "Well, that's good, but don't fool me a few words, and tell the truth more." ”

"Am I always lying to you?"

"What do you say?" asked Yuyu rhetorically.

I smiled awkwardly, "It's a lot of things, and I don't know why it happened." ”

"You don't have to explain, I know you, you never deal with these relationships. You always feel like nothing is nothing, nothing matters, in fact. You're just a carefree silly kid. Being around a bunch of people who are years older than you all day is a bit precocious."

I smiled after hearing this, "I'm a little precocious, if you don't talk about yourself, I'm no bigger than you." ”

"A few months old, is it called big?"

"A centimeter bigger is called bigger." I said with a smile.

Xi Yu ignored my stubble, "Why aren't you with Lin Ran today?" ”

"Just sent her home. I just haven't had much time to come back," I replied.

Xi Yu sighed, "Hey, I made a mistake, I knew I would call you a few hours earlier, you hooligan might be sweet with someone." ”

I smiled and said, "Well, that's good, if I fight at that time, I'll be finished again." ”

"Well, I feel the same, I guess she has to give you another knife, this time you will change your hand, change your position, or keep drawing one place, a little too unparticular." After Xi Yu finished speaking, he smiled, "The most important thing is that you are quite happy." ”

I thought for a moment, "How's your studies lately?" How's it going? ”

"Are you going to start changing the subject again?"

I sighed, "No, I don't want to ask questions about Lin Ran." ”

"Why don't you want to mention it?"

"Because I don't want to say, why are there so many."

Xi Yu smiled, "I can't figure it out." ”

"Can't figure out what?"

"I don't understand, Liuliu, you are such a good-looking person, you are so afraid of Lin Ran?"

I listened to Xiyu's words, "I thought about it. I have something to fear about her, I just can't figure it out. You don't understand."

"Stop, you're starting again" Xiyu directly interrupted me, "What you mean by this is nothing more than the set of responsibility theory that you are going to pull again, right?" ”

I smiled and said, "Well, if you ask that, I'll just say that, and it's okay if you say anything, but I do think so, and I do it." ”

Then Xi Yu said on the phone, "When can you stop being so hypocritical? ”

When I finished, I sighed, "Wait a minute, I'll go get a cigarette." After finishing speaking, I picked up the cigarette next to the bed, lit it, took a few puffs, and took the phone back to my mouth. Go on. ”

"I continue with something. I'm done with that, it's time for you to speak. ”

I thought for a moment, "Why do you keep calling me hypocritical?" ”

"Aren't you hypocritical?"

I sighed, "Okay, whatever you say, I'll admit it, okay." ”

Xi Yu said on the phone, "You're a liar, a super liar." ”

"What did I lie to you, don't keep saying that I can't. I kid you not. ”

"You haven't lied to me once, you still have the face to say" Xi Yu then scolded, "You are so shameless, I haven't seen you for so long, and your face is still the same as it was back then, and it is as good as it was then." ”

I was a little depressed, "Are you calling me, it's not a chat, it's not, it's not something trying to hear me, you just want to fight, right?" ”

Xi Yu thought for a moment, and then smiled, "The meaning is similar, but it's not entirely true." ”

As soon as I heard it, "What do you mean by that?" ”

"You're half right, not all right."

"I'm half right."

Xi Yu smiled, "I'm not here to quarrel, the quarrel is that the two sides are arguing with each other, but I'm not here to quarrel with you." ”

"Then what are you doing, let's have a good chat." I said depressedly.

"No, I'm here to scold you, I'm scolding you, let you listen, you can't talk back, just listen to me scold. Don't leave your phone next to you yet. You must listen to me scold you. ”

I smiled, "Do you think I have a problem with my brain?" I'm crazy, I'm fine, I'm looking for you to scold me. ”

"Then why don't you do it? I'm going to scold. I want you to listen. ”

I sighed helplessly, "Okay, you scold, I'll listen, after you scold, I'll give you a favor, and then you continue to scold." Make sure I'm always online, okay. ”

After I finished speaking, Xi Yu stopped talking, and there was silence on the phone for a long time, "Look at you, you still can't handle these relationships." You said that to me, what kind of message you sent to me. ”

"I didn't want to convey any information to you, what. I'll let you scold me, and I'll listen, according to your words, and that's not right. ”

Xi Yu sighed, "You still won't deal with these problems. ”

I smiled, "What." Aren't I dealing with it now? ”

Xi Yu shook his head, "Of course it's not dealing with it." If you are like this, it is equivalent to continuing to accompany me in an ambiguous relationship. ”

"I didn't mean that, you know."

"But that's what you mean for someone else."

After listening to Xiyu's words, I thought for a while, "Then you say, what should I do." ”

As soon as I finished saying this, Xi Yu stopped talking, and the phone fell silent again. This time, I couldn't speak, so I put the phone on my chest, then picked up the cigarette and continued to light it. Pumped up. I kind of feel like drinking, but I put up with it, forget it. I continued to smoke while looking at the scenery outside, this time a little more, listening to the sound of the phone and looking at the phone screen. Waiting for Xiao Xiyu to speak.

After a while, my cigarettes were all gone, and the phone still didn't move, so I shook my head helplessly and picked up the phone, "I said that we have a lot of phone bills, so we can't pay like this." "No one on the other end of the phone paid attention to me.

I smiled and said, "I said Miss Xi, we have a lot of phone bills, and we can't pay so much, I'll take the phone bill to charge QB, and then change to a fashionable QQ show, what do you think." It's a bit of a waste. ”

After waiting for a while, I saw that Xiao Xiyu still didn't speak. I was a little depressed: "Are you still there?" If not, I'll hang up the phone. ”

"No way."

I smiled and said, "Let's open our mouths, let's talk about it, what's wrong and there's no way, I'll deal with it for you, I have a lot of methods, it's definitely easy to use." ”

"No way, I still can't forget you, I can't let you go." Yuyu's voice was small.

After listening to Xi Yu's words, I froze for a moment, and I didn't know what to say. Start in a daze.

Xi Yu paused for a moment and continued, "As soon as I quiet down, or when I see a one-on-one couple, I miss you so much, Liuliu, you will make people happy." I even like your hooliganism. I don't know why. Especially at night, when I'm lying in bed by myself, I miss you even more. I always look at the phone, thinking when you will call me over, but you have no conscience, you don't know how to make a call, now, it's been more than a month, and you haven't made a call. ”

I sighed and didn't speak.

Xi Yu was silly on the phone, "I deleted your phone number from my phone book a while ago, and I'm going to forget you completely." But I didn't do it, I found that those numbers still kept appearing in my head, no way, hehe, I can't forget, I can't delete you from my brain, I sometimes think, should I go for some brainwashing surgery, save yourself from being poisoned by you again. ”

I was a little depressed, and forced myself to smile "Hehe, my PHS is yours, how can you forget those numbers." Don't think about it so much, hehe, silly boy. ”

Xiyu didn't pay attention to my words, but said very gently, "I just miss you, am I very unproductive?" ”

I sighed, "Don't keep doing this, okay?" What good do I have. I sometimes despise myself, you are such a good girl. If you want to follow me, I'm not satisfied. ”

Xi Yu smiled, "I always think, what are you good about, you have no money, you don't study, you are not tall or strong, and you are still foolish." What good are you. I always ask myself that, but I just can't forget you, and since I can't forget, so be it. I don't forget. It's pretty good, too. ”

"Actually, your conditions are really good. It's true. We're all young. ”

Xi Yu sighed, "Don't keep fooling me with this sentence." Do you hear that? ”

I thought about it for a while, "Well, I know, I don't say it, I didn't fool you." ”

There was silence on the other side of the phone for a while, and Xi Yu spoke again, "Liuliu, do you believe that I will commit suicide?" ”