283 Father
Su Han didn't know what to answer for a while. There was only the silence of two people in the air.
Is this Ye Cheng's recognition of her? For this moment, she had waited for so long that she could hardly see herself clearly, but when it came to this day, there were no waves in her heart.
She was so eager to get Ye Cheng's approval, so she even felt that she was dreaming at this moment.
"Thank you." After being moved, Su Han only said these two words. She has too many feelings she wants to express, and those vicissitudes and touches of the past have all turned into this thanks.
Ye Cheng nodded slightly, with a loving smile on the corner of his mouth. [
He accepted Su Han's "thank you", in fact, he wanted to thank her even more. It was this little girl who made him understand many truths that he hadn't figured out for decades, and it was also Su Han who took him out of the dead end of traditional thinking and made him understand that there are many things in this world that are more important than power and money, that is, the feelings between people.
Su Han is simple, has not been eroded by the dirt in society, her heart is very clear, and she always adheres to the most primitive beauty and simplicity. Ye Cheng also believes now, this girl really loves his son, and she is willing to give everything for him, no matter what.
If you miss this kind of precious love, will you be lucky enough to meet it again in this life?
Ye Cheng narrowed his eyes slightly, stared at Su Han's face, and fell into a long contemplation. What he did before was it for Ye Junxuan's good, or did it hurt him?
"You don't need to comfort me, I'm self-aware." Su Han smiled bitterly, pursed his lips, and continued, "The reason why I did this is not to get a result. It's just that if I leave Xuan now, my conscience will be very disturbed, so ......"
Halfway through speaking, she couldn't help but beat her chest, looking pained.
Su Han always felt that Ye Cheng was pituring her, pitying her, and didn't really want to say this to her. He was the head of the Ye family, how could he say something tender to her? He always wanted to drive her away, because he looked down on her origins, and she knew all this.
"If I wanted to drive you away, I wouldn't have told you this." Ye Cheng slowly stood up, put his hands behind his back, and deliberately didn't look at Su Han.
Su Han raised his head slightly and looked up at Ye Cheng, his back looked tall and divine in the sunlight.
He is a god, Ye Junxuan's god, and her god. Ye Cheng's words are God's will, and they all disobey the law.
She didn't understand why Ye Cheng said these words to her, there was actually no harmonious common topic between them, every time they intersected, there was nothing but conflict or conflict. She has always been a demagogic goblin in his eyes, and it is because of her that his son will "go astray"......
"Even if Ji Jingyang is not the murderer of your wife, you still won't accept me, will you?" Now, Su Han didn't need to be euphemistic, she said what she had always wanted to say directly, "I don't have anything worthy of your acceptance, even if you are 'moved' by me temporarily, in the end, one day you will still dislike me." ”
Su Han had to make these words clear, she didn't need pity and sympathy, but needed the other party to accept her sincerely. If she wants to live in front of Ye Cheng with her head down, she would rather abandon this inseparable relationship.
Ye Cheng snorted slightly: "Let me ask you, have you ever hated your father?" ”
When the word "father" was spoken, Su Han's heart instantly became heavy.
Did she hate Ji Jingyang? She had asked herself this question several times, and each time the answer was yes. She hated him because he was not responsible for his mother, nor for her daughter, and now that he was dead, she didn't have much grief in her heart, because they didn't have any emotional communication in the first place, and she shouldn't be moved by the man who was gone.
"Hate, hate very much." Even if her feelings for Ji Jingyang did not reach the level of "very", she still answered like this. She only wished she had been more decisive in her approach to the matter.
Unexpectedly, Ye Cheng smiled slightly.
"Your father was a very good man. We also had a relationship in the early years, and he was very good at business, and I was ashamed of myself when it came to business. Ye Cheng suddenly changed the topic and said to himself. [
This is a compliment to Ji Jingyang, and it came from Ye Cheng's mouth. Ye Cheng rarely took the initiative to praise anyone, and Su Han seemed to hear it for the first time.
Ji Jingyang may have been a calm and old business elite, but now, he is no longer in this world, what is the need for his reminiscence?
Su Han could only smile sadly: "It's a pity that he is not a good father. ”
Ye Cheng patted the back of Su Han's hand kindly: "In life, the most important thing is the origin of Fa Choice, as well as the parents of Fa Choice. ”
Yes, Su Han has always felt deeply sorry for this. She doesn't expect any glorious and wealthy life, she just wants an ordinary and happy family of three, but these have become the biggest luxury for her. Every time she thinks about it, she can't help but feel sorry for herself, feeling that her life is miserable.
"After all, he is your biological father, and you should remember him with a grateful heart, because he gave you life." At this time, Ye Cheng was more like a wise man, he sat quietly beside Su Han like this, enlightening her with his reason and wisdom. No anger, no resentment.
"You...... Why are you talking to me about this? The moment he raised his head, Su Han found that his tears were already rolling in his eyes.
Ye Cheng smiled peacefully and said softly: "You can even respect me, why can't you respect your father?" He has never stopped your feelings, and in comparison, do you think he is even more unforgivable than I am? ”
Hearing this, Su Han's tears finally couldn't hold back and fell down his cheeks. She still felt heartache when she heard this, and it seemed that she really didn't let go. If she is relieved, how can she be sad? She hates herself like this, she is a little indecisive, and she can't be ruthless.
"You're a kind kid." Ye Cheng nodded, looked at Su Han and commented. Her heart is full of kindness, because of that kindness, she will be sad and blame herself when she hears about her father.
Su Han didn't know what to say, so he could only sit there and sobbed quietly.
She suddenly felt that she had nothing left, she had lost her father, and now she had no Xuan to accompany her, what was left in her life? In addition to the endless waiting, it is the pain caused by unrequited love. How she wished that someone could give her a shoulder to lean on, even if it would make her cry heartily.
"Actually, I've always felt very sorry Xuan." Ye Cheng looked up at the corner of the sky and said calmly, "Let him lose his mother early, this should have a big impact on his character." ”
Ye Junxuan's personality is cold and withdrawn, and he is hostile to strangers. In fact, his nature is not like this, Ye Cheng remembers that his personality was still very sunny when he was in high school. Since Ding Meilu left, he seems to have changed as a different person, silent all day long, getting colder and colder, until he has become what he is now.
He is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and only those who are close to him can feel the warmth in his heart. Obviously, Su Han felt it.
"If he hadn't met you, he didn't know how long it would be before this kind of walking dead day......" Ye Cheng's fists clenched shallowly, as if he was grieving something.
Everyone knew that Ye Cheng was a strict father and was concerned about Ye Junxuan's affairs in every way. But who understands that he really wants to influence Ye Junxuan's marriage? No, he doesn't want to at all, and he also hopes that his son can find a true love for himself. But Ye Junxuan is trapped in the bitter sea of longing all day long, his spirit is sluggish, and he has even lost hope in his relationship, how can he, as a father, rest assured? At that time, Ye Junxuan even said something like "I don't want to get married in this life", which was just trying to make him angry.
Su Han didn't know if Ye Cheng's words were thanking her. Did she save Ye Junxuan? In fact, he also saved her, and they depended on each other.
Su Han felt that Ye Cheng still hoped that Ye Junxuan would have a good life, and he didn't want his son to be sad all day long, so he was angry and angry with him, but in fact, he just hated iron and steel. But it's a pity that the good intentions of the elders have not been conveyed to Ye Junxuan's heart, in Ye Junxuan's view, his father's coercion and nagging is a burden.
There is a lack of communication between father and son, which is why the relationship has always been so stiff. As an outsider, Su Han can still see all this clearly.
"Uncle, don't be sad." Su Han didn't know how to comfort Ye Cheng, this elder, who had always been cold and hard, suddenly became lonely like this, and she was a little caught off guard. "It's not your fault that you're a good father, you do what a father should do, and it's natural to have high requirements for your children, and every father wants his son to be a good ......"
Was he a good father? Ye Cheng silently asked himself in his heart, is he worthy of this title? [
Su Han smiled gently, and said, "You and Xuan's mother must have a good relationship, Xuan is a dedicated person, and you must be too." If you continue to blame yourself like this, your aunt will be sad to see it in heaven, and she hopes that your father and son will live well, and not be sad because of her departure. ”
Su Han's words really spoke to Ye Cheng's heart. After so many years, he has never let go of Ding Meilu's departure.
Isn't his temper getting worse and worse? It turns out that all this is because of the loneliness in the heart.