This is my previous words of thorn leaf non-love, I said that even if I am Shen Chengchi's dishonorable mistress, I am willing, and now I am lifting a stone and shooting myself in the foot?

Seeing that I was silent, he mockingly asked, "Why don't you speak?" Did I say yes? Nothing to say? ”

I didn't look too far away, and I was in no mood to talk anymore.

It was probably because I ate the shrimp, and I was already a little uncomfortable, so I didn't bother to talk anymore.

It was a little itchy, and I couldn't help but scratch my neck twice.

Ye Feiqing also stopped talking, and started the car with a calm face.

I was a little drowsy, and when the car stopped, he walked around the car and walked over to me and opened the door: "Get out of the car."

I moved groggily, like I didn't have the strength to move, and then I felt as if I was being picked up by him.

I tried to open my eyes and look at him, but I only saw that the corners of his lips were straight, devoid of his usual bewitching and carelessness, cold and serious.

The smell on his body is very good, with a light mint fragrance, a cool smell, and it smells very comfortable.

He held me steadily, and his firm chest gave me a sense of reassurance.

I don't know if I'm awake or asleep dreaming, it's a blur, and the images that flash in my mind are mixed with this situation, and the chaos makes me unable to distinguish between dream and reality.

Ye Feiqing was three years older than me, he was twenty when I was seventeen, and he was nineteen when I was sixteen.

I met him when I was fourteen, and now that I think about it, it turns out that we have really known each other for many years, and although we have been separated for a few years, we have known each other for ten years......

Nineteen-year-old Ye Feiqing is still just a student, in addition to going to school, he also works part-time as a tutor.

That girl has very good conditions, overseas Chinese in the United States, and Ye Feiqing is the same age.

Although I was only three years old with him, at the age of sixteen I was like an ignorant child, who would be willful and grumpy.

In comparison, that girl is much more dignified and gentle, and she is a classmate with Ye Feiqing, it is simply the right time and place, and the building near the water is the first to get the moon.

Several times when I went to look for Ye Feiqing, I saw him talking and laughing with that girl, especially the girl's eyes when she looked at him, which was as bright as a star in the sky, the smile in the corner of her eyes was crooked, and the love and admiration were so obvious.

Although I didn't know much at that time, a woman's natural intuition gave me a sense of crisis.

I don't feel at ease, sometimes I will count the time to go to the girl's door and wait for Ye Feiqing, who is a tutor.

That day, the girl didn't know why, so she invited us to dinner, saying that she was grateful to Ye Feiqing for being her tutor and making her make great progress in her studies, and then called me by the way.

The girl had a car at home and she asked the driver to drop us off at the restaurant.

When she got in the car, she said that she still had some questions to discuss with Ye Feiqing, so she pulled him to sit in the back seat together, I sat alone in the passenger cab, looking at the scenery passing by the window, I felt very blocked in my heart, as if someone had robbed my beloved things, heartache and uncomfortable.

That girl seems to have endless questions, and the two of them have endless words, which are very compatible, even when eating, they don't finish talking, and I just dry from head to toe.

Actually, I really want to lose my temper, and I really want to make some movement to attract Ye Feiqing's attention and tell him that there is another me here.

But in the end, I held back, just because the girl was too dignified, and I didn't want to be subservient, I didn't want to bow down.

I ate that meal absent-mindedly, accidentally ate shrimp and then became allergic.

When I found out, I only ate one, and I thought a little carefully, thinking that if something happened to me, he would just talk to that girl?

I ate a few more with my breath, so the effect was very fast, and finally I fainted and fell from the chair to the ground.

Ye Feiqing was stunned for a moment, hurriedly picked me up from the ground, and then sent me to the hospital.

I watched Ye Feiqing carry me into the hospital, looking at the lights on the roof of the hospital and the snow white of the walls, memory and reality overlapped, and I couldn't help but murmur in a daze: "Ah Qing ......"

I felt a drop of moisture fall from the corners of my eyes, and my eyes were sour and uncomfortable.

Because of the memories floating in my mind, my chest was still filled with pain and grievance.

So I muttered again: "Don't tutor her, I don't like it."

I felt his body stiffen for a moment, and then asked in a low voice, "What did you say?"

In a daze, I didn't speak again, and closed my eyes uncomfortably.

I woke up to see salt water dripping from the back of my hand, the drip was nearing the end, there was no one in the room, I stared at the ceiling and blinked, feeling as if I had another dream, as if it wasn't a dream, but something that had just happened.

"Do you remember something?" The sudden sound startled me.

My eyelashes flashed, but my face was silent, my eyes moved slightly, and calmly fell on Ye Feiqing, who was standing by the bed at some point, and asked inexplicably: "What should I remember?"

He crossed his hands around his chest, pursed his thin lips, and his piercing eyes looked into my eyes as if to explore whether I was telling the truth or not.

After staring at him for a while, I raised my hand to cover my forehead with dizziness, covered my eyes by the way, and then said a little tired and weak, "Thank you for bringing me to the hospital."

Thinking that there was still a show to be recorded in the afternoon, I suddenly opened my eyes and asked him, "What time is it?"

I don't think it's too late.

He glanced at the watch on his wrist: "It's almost two o'clock."

I looked at the hanging bottle that was about to be hung again, "I'm sorry for the delay, if you have something to do, go and get busy, I can do it myself." ”

Ye Feiqing did not leave, and the atmosphere fell into silence.

His hand, which had been wrapped around his chest, was leisurely inserted into his trouser pocket, hiding the strength of his preparation.

He squinted at me fixedly, "You really didn't think of anything?"

I blinked, turned my eyes, and my clear eyes slowly fell on him: "What do you want me to remember?"

Before he could speak, I had already said, "I've let you down, and if those memories are painful to me, I don't think I'll remember them."

His pupils shrank, and a cold breath flowed under his eyes.

After looking at me for a while, he leaned forward, his hands at my sides, and the oppressive aura greeted him.

"Pain?" He said coldly: "Of course it will make you miserable, who made you a ruthless woman!" I think you'll be ashamed of what you've done if you're even the slightest bit of a heart. ”

His eyes were piercing, and his eyes were like blades of a blade at the secrets and tenacity of my nerves.

His bewitching lips hooked slightly, and he said seductively and coldly: "You'd better not lie to me, otherwise you'll ......"

My eyes flashed, and just as I was about to lose my breath, he suddenly straightened up again and stepped away, "I've already asked for your leave." ”

With that, he left.

Listening to the sound of the door closing in my ears, knowing that he was gone, my heart was relieved.

I closed my eyes and carefully recalled the images that floated in my mind when I entered the hospital, and then suddenly remembered what happened when I first met Ye Feiqing.

In that short period of time, I grew up very quickly, and I was used to being alone, even if I was afraid, I had to move forward hard, one step at a time.

That day, I suddenly had a menstrual period, and the sanitary napkins at home had been used up, and my stomach hurt again, so I had to get up and buy it myself.

There was no one in that little alley when I went, but when I came back, someone tripped and fell to the ground, and then I smelled a smell of blood.

There was a faint voice outside the alley: "Looking, I must not have gone far."

My heart was beating, and I didn't dare to make a sound.

I was really a little scared, because I couldn't see, because of the bloody breath, and a lot of images flashed in my mind, this person was dead, or this person was chopped and flesh blurred.

I got up and tried to run, but he grabbed me barefoot, and I was so frightened that I hugged my head and resisted the urge to scream.

There was a sound of footsteps in the alley, and the man who had been lying on the ground suddenly stood up, he was obviously injured, but his strength was great, and I was dragged against the wall by him, and shrunk together with him in the dark corner.