It seems that I have never thought about death, and I always feel that death is too far away from youth. We move forward with ups and downs in time, and there will be pain and joy in indulgence, but those will eventually dissipate, but fortunately, we can still stay in the bottom of our hearts and allow you to linger in the afterlife.

At that time, we knew that the moon was the month of the year, and the sunlight was not much different from thousands of years ago.

It seems that everyone is the protagonist of this world, but everyone is like a passerby in this world. The joy and sadness of one's own life can actually be experienced only by oneself, and the warmth and coldness of human feelings are not something that others can empathize with.

But for a person who has lost his memory, it is like losing his identity in this world, losing everything in the past. It's as if anyone can give you any name and life, and you can't even refute it, you can only bear it in silence. Without an identity, it's like temporarily losing your ID card, even if you can still replace it, but for your heart, isn't there any interference?

Time seems to pass quickly, but the past slowly returns to his mind, Xin Manqing only feels a little like a different world, as if he doesn't know where to go.

Bo Jingyu stayed by his side, obviously holding her hand, obviously affectionate, obviously able to feel his care and care. However, Xin Manqing, who was haunted by nightmares, still couldn't believe it. I can't believe it, even if it is Bo Jingyu or Gu Yankai, it turns out that deception may not matter to them, but it grabbed her heart.

Xin Manqing didn't want to believe it, but he couldn't deny the scenes that had just appeared in his dream, and every scene made his heart ache to the bone. originally thought that Bo Jingyu was different from others, at least he showed his own heart, but in fact, he would choose to abandon himself for the sake of interests.

The room was dark, except for a warm yellow lamp shining in the distance.

Xin Manqing sat on the edge of the small bed that had just been hypnotized, half-sitting and stunned. Bo Jingyu held her hand, her eyes also showed nervousness, looking at her for a long time, she couldn't help asking, "Manqing, how is it, are you up?" ”

Unable to get a response from Xin Manqing, Bo Jingyu looked at the French doctor on the side with some nervousness and asked, "Doctor, is she okay?" Haven't you woken up yet? ”

The doctor was wearing a white coat, and when he heard Bo Jingyu's words, he couldn't help but smile and comforted: "Don't be nervous, it's okay." Immediately, he got up and walked to the window to open the window, and the piercing white sunlight shone in, making Bo Jingyu frown slightly.

"It should be that she hasn't adapted to it for the time being, this has entered the final stage, maybe it's a succession of memories that make her body a little uncomfortable." The doctor replied to Bo Jingyu in fluent English, and then said in Chinese: "No problem, Mr. Bo, don't worry." ”

Bo Jingyu nodded, and then heard Xin Manqing's voice: "Jingyu." ”

Bo Jingyu never let go of her hand, looked at her more nervously at this time, and nodded: "I'm here, are you okay?" ”

Xin Manqing smiled lightly: "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired and want to go back to rest." ”

"Okay, let's go home. Yihuan should miss you too. After Bo Jingyu politely said goodbye to the doctor, he left with Xin Manqing.

Xin Manqing followed Bo Jingyu and heard him mention Yi Huan, Xin Manqing felt slightly heartbroken. Children are probably the most innocent, right? Xin Manqing still can't get out of the nightmare just now, in the dream, Bo Jingyu is not what he is now. Thinking of what Gu Yankai did to him before, Xin Manqing couldn't help but wonder, would Bo Jingyu be the same?

Bo Jingyu only thought that Xin Manqing was too tired, so he didn't think much about it. After all, memory awakening is always a very tiring thing.

After Xin Manqing and Bo Jingyu left, the doctor got up and put away some equipment on the small table next to the bed, and threw away a disposable needle. A smile tugged at the corner of the doctor's mouth, this is the seventh consultation, it should also be improving, right?

The consultation was carried out ten times, and before the consultation, in order to better treatment, the doctor gave Xin Manqing drugs with sedative properties to make her more devoted. Bo Jingyu had some concerns before, but because he was very relieved by the French doctor, he also agreed.

During this period of time, there are indeed many things that have recovered Xin Manqing's memory, Bo Jingyu greeted Xin Manqing, and Xin Manqing was able to answer.

However, Xin Manqing has become quieter than before.

In the car, Xin Manqing sat quietly, looked ahead without saying a word, and ignored himself, Bo Jingyu said understandingly: "When you are tired, close your eyes and sleep, and I will call you when I get home." ”

"Okay."

Recently, Xin Manqing has become more and more quiet and well-behaved, but Bo Jingyu is always faintly uneasy, but he doesn't know why. It's probably because Xin Manqing was always sharp and sharp in the past, and he was rarely so well-behaved, right?

However, seeing Xin Manqing's memory improve day by day, Bo Jingyu is still very pleased.

Bo Jingyu didn't know what Xin Manqing was thinking about, and he had no way to help, so he could only feel distressed on the side.

In order to allow Xin Manqing to receive better treatment, the family hired a nanny so that Xin Manqing could recover his memory with peace of mind. However, Yihuan still likes her mother very much and doesn't like to be with a nanny. Unlike the nanny aunt in China, Yi Huan can still listen to that person, but this mixed-race nanny, Yi Huan doesn't like it at all.

Bo Jingyu has also made up his mind, and has asked the housekeeper to contact the nanny, and let the nanny in China come here to take care of Yihuan and Xin Manqing. For this time, Xin Manqing just didn't feel disgusted, but just said something troublesome.

But Bo Jingyu is not too troublesome, the important thing is to make them happy.

After returning home, after the two of them opened the door, the mixed-race nanny immediately greeted them and said in broken Chinese: "Madame, sir, welcome home." ”

Bo Jingyu nodded, and Xin Manqing also evoked a faint reluctant smile.

The mixed-race nanny naturally knew how to observe words and feelings, and could see that Xin Manqing was a little abnormal, so she changed to English and said exaggeratedly: "Madam, are you okay?" The face is so ugly, cinna will pour you a glass of juice. ”

Xin Manqing beckoned: "It's okay, just give me a glass of water." ”

When Cinna heard this, she immediately obeyed the order.

After watching Cinna leave, Bo Jingyu realized that Xin Manqing had been unhappy today, not like the previous diagnosis, so he asked, "How is it, do you feel okay?" ”

"I'm fine."

"Sit down and have a good rest and remember a lot of things? It's already the seventh time, and there are still three treatments. I'm worried, Manqing, don't hold it up if you can't support it. After all, this is a heavy pressure on her soul, and Bo Jingyu can't help her, so she can only cheer on the sidelines.

Xin Manqing smiled and shook his head.