When I woke up, I found myself lying in bed, it was a very simple room, the bed was also a hard bed, the surroundings were quiet, and I could hear the occasional birdsong.

I got up from the bed with my hands on my hands, and the pain all over my body felt as if it had been torn, but it was already bandaged, and it was still with Chinese medicine. I got out of bed with difficulty, walked to the door, pushed open the door, and found that this was the backyard of the temple, the innermost side courtyard, it was early in the morning, the sun had just risen in the east, and a lama I was familiar with was cleaning the courtyard with a broom.

It was the master I saw in the Pufa Temple in Shanghai, but I didn't expect to see him here. I raised my hand and looked at the beads I was wearing on my wrist, it was still there, and I thought it would be taken away by the lamas. What I didn't expect was that such a string of Buddhist beads saved my life, which I would never have thought of before.

And why did this lama give me a string of Buddhist beads before? Did he already know that I might be in such a catastrophe? If that's the case, then this lama is predicting the future, which is really terrifying.

He seemed to have seen me, but did not stop, but continued to sweep the fallen leaves, it was already late autumn in October, and the leaves had already withered and yellowed, and with the breeze blowing, a large number of leaves fell, and those places that had just been swept appeared. He didn't care, when the leaves fell, he continued to sweep, I think if I continue to sweep like this, I can't sweep it all in the fall, maybe I can only wait until it all falls.

Maybe it's once a day, sweep it in the morning, and as for the other time when it falls again, it doesn't matter. But the lama just didn't do that, and swept it over and over again.

"Master, when will this sweep be the head?" I asked as I walked up slowly.

"I just don't like the leaves." The lama replied.

"Uh...... Not pleasing to the eye? ”

"It can also be said that these fallen leaves have been obstructing my eyes and have become an obsession in my heart, and if I can't sweep them away, the obsession in my heart is still there, lingering."

"But the leaves of the trees have withered and yellowed, and there are still so many on the trees, and they have been swept and fallen, and nothing else can be done on this day." I continued to argue.

"So what else can I do? The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, in order to prevent future troubles, do I have to uproot the tree, which saves trouble? I don't like it, but there are always people who like it, what can I do? Am I going to have to kill all the people who like these trees? The lama finally stopped and looked at me meaningfully.

"What does the master mean is that these leaves are my enemies, and these enemies are my obsessions?" I was stunned.

"Yes." His Holiness Buddha Tibetan nodded, "When I was in Shanghai, I advised you to let go, but you said that the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, and others will not give you the steps to stop." In fact, these people are like these fallen leaves, you think they are in the way, you want to keep cleaning them up, a person's energy is limited after all, and there are too many dead leaves, when you are cleaning all the time, you find that you can't sweep at all, but the more you sweep, the more irritable your heart is, you have to clean them all, but unfortunately, do you clean them all? This year you sweep it up, and next year the leaves will grow again, and by the fall, they will fall again. Therefore, proper letting go is also a state of mind. ”

I was stunned, thinking to myself what I meant. Enemies appear faster, more and stronger than the leaves of a tree seem to grow. The leaves also only fall when autumn comes, while enemies appear all year round. I was vigilant about them all the time, trying to kill them all the time, and only then did I think that maybe it was the real leisure. However, the enemy is like a leaf, which cannot be removed at all, and if you pull out a tree, there are more trees outside, and even in the distance there are even larger forests.

How much can I unplug?

I couldn't help but ask myself this in my heart, and after a long time, I looked up and asked, "Is this the Dharma?" ”

"No, this is just an attitude towards things, and the Buddha exists in everyone's heart, it depends on how you think about it, as the so-called Buddha is born from the heart, think about it yourself." Venerable Buddha shook his head and threw the broom to me, and when I caught it, he had already turned away, but left a sentence: "Try sweeping the leaves first, don't be defeated by some leaves." ”

Looking at the broom in my hand, I thought about it, and limped to start sweeping the fallen leaves, where the fallen leaves fell, I went to sweep them, swept them in a pile, and before an hour passed, I was tired and panicked, and my heart was also very irritable. But I still persevered, and continued for an hour, and the pain in my right ankle was unbearable, and my heart was even more irritable, and as soon as the wind blew, the leaves fell, and I couldn't finish sweeping until winter came, but my body couldn't last until that time.

After three hours of perseverance, I found that I was about to collapse, I wanted to throw away the broom, I wanted to cut down a few big trees in the yard, and when the sun reached overhead, I could no longer hold on, so I could only hide in the shade and rest, watch the leaves continue to fall, and spread the ground that had just been swept up with leaves.

The master finally appeared, came with food, sat down next to me, handed me steamed buns, and two plates of vegetables, a plate of tofu and a plate of green vegetables, which he was also eating. You're welcome, I'm really hungry.

The master smiled while eating and asked, "Is it a collapse?" ”

"I almost broke down." I nodded.

"The enemy cannot be eliminated, the obsession in the heart cannot be dissipated, and one day it will drive you to the point of collapse. And this obsession not only makes your obsession accumulate deeper and deeper, but also hurts your body, how long do you think you can last? In fact, everything is done by your own heart, and the last thing you can let go of is your own heart, which is why you can't let go of so many enemies. ”

"I see." I said, "Thank you, Master, for helping me understand my doubts." ”

"I'm just the one who extradited, and the person who crossed the river is yourself, whether you understand it or not, I can only cross here, so I can do it myself."

"By the way, I haven't asked for the name of the master yet."

"Buddha Tibet."

"Thank you, Master Buddha." I was even more polite, "By the way, the person who chased and killed me this time was the Zhao family, and the master here helped me drive them away, will it cause trouble here?" ”

"It's a blessing or a curse, it's a disaster that can't be avoided, Master Li doesn't have to worry, just rest assured to recuperate here, if Master Li wants to leave, you can do it at any time." Buddha Tibetan Dharma King Zhengse Dao.

"Thank you." Again, I said gratefully.

After lunch, His Holiness left with a plate, and I rested for more than half an hour, continuing to sweep the fallen leaves, thinking about what I had just said, how could I put it down? I still don't quite understand, and I still can't figure out what to do next.

Then go ahead and sweep.

Moreover, since His Holiness Buddha Tibetan just said that, it means that I am safe here, so I am not in a hurry to leave. As long as I'm still here, I believe that Long Dianliang and Long Dianhai won't leave, they won't leave if they can't solve me.

Especially Long Dianliang, he made a military order in front of Zhao Xingguo, if he can't kill me, he has to carry the head back, so they won't leave the Western Regions at all. Just let them wait outside, and I'll just continue to heal here.

Swept for more than an hour, the body that has not healed is a little unbearable, I went back to the room to rest for more than half an hour, just walk around the courtyard, the lama saw me wandering around and didn't care, met me but very respectful, around and around, I went around to the place where the scriptures were preached, only then did I notice that the Buddha Tibetan master was actually preaching, there were a large number of lamas sitting below, and there were pious monks who came to worship everywhere, I specially asked a lama, only to know that the original Buddha Tibetan master has such a high status here, and it is the Dharma King of the Potala Palace.

The only Dharma King in China, who is respected by 10,000 people, is not the kind of fake Dharma King advocated on TV, but a real enlightened monk. I had never seen the Buddha and His Holiness on TV before, and he would not show up on TV.

I sat down in the back row and listened to the sutra for more than an hour, and the Buddha and Tibetan Dharma King saw the big from the small and used simple things to draw out the profound truth, which is really admirable. After the sermon, I went back to rest.

In the evening, Yang Qiyu suddenly sent me a message, saying that he had arrived in Lhasa with his comrades, and asked me where I was. I said that I am now in the Potala Palace, safe for the time being, and they will not come to see me for the time being, hiding in the dark to monitor Long Dianhai and Long Dianliang.

I sent him a number, maybe that person can help, it's up to the person to do it or not.