I had a long dream, in which my father, when he was still very young and thin, was playing with stones in front of his old house, and a few people came up and beat him up, calling him an illegitimate child and a mongrel.

My dad didn't speak, he stood there crying with his head down. I heard him sitting on the threshold singing, singing a lullaby, while a woman lay there on the bed in the room, breathless.

I think this woman must be my poor nameless grandmother.

Knowing that this was a dream, how could I dream about my father's childhood? However, in my dreams, I hid in the corner and wept bitterly as I watched all this.

I watched my dad grow up in my dreams. I see him suffering, being ostracized, and escaping from the indifferent capital alone, and from beginning to end, the role of "father" has never appeared by his side.

Even if I hadn't met him, I still felt sorry for him, I couldn't accept it, I couldn't accept that I had such a grandfather, I couldn't accept that I was as good as him, and when I thought of it, I felt that I had betrayed my poor father.

"Why hasn't he woken up yet?" A familiar voice came to my ears.

Only then did I realize that I was already conscious, but how could this sound be so familiar?

The next moment, an unfamiliar voice came, saying: "He was already injured, and he ran so hard, causing the phenomenon of overload in the body, plus there was something in his heart, he was in a hurry, and the internal and external injuries broke out together, causing vomiting blood, liver dysfunction and other symptoms, although the rescue was timely, there was no big problem, but because it was too painful, if the patient himself did not want to wake up, I am afraid no one could wake him up." ”

As soon as these words came out, there were several voices in the room, including Sun Nanbei, Shen Nuoyan, and Zhang Yishan, it could be seen that they were all very anxious, I felt guilty, but I didn't even have the strength to open my eyes, I don't know if this is the state that the doctor said.

At this time, the first familiar voice sounded in her ears, and she said, "Don't make any noise, you all go out." ”

My heart was overjoyed, and then I sank, knowing that it was Song Jiayin who was by my side at this time. I didn't expect her to come to see me, I was very touched, and at the same time I was very worried, her injuries are not healed yet, she needs to recuperate, why did she come?

The third master's voice sounded in his ears, and he said: "Miss Song, leave me here to take care of Chen Ming, you go and rest, the doctor has told you that you can't move, you have to lie down after sitting for a while." ”

Hearing this, I was even more worried about Song Jiayin's condition, and I wanted her to go, but she grabbed my hand and said lightly: "You told me to leave him?" How can I ...... I stayed with him right here, holding his hand and talking to him with some considerate words, and not going anywhere. ”

Everyone didn't speak again, Song Jiayin said: "Okay, you are all tired, go and rest, also, help me tell Mr. Chen, let him take care of his body, go back to the capital first, and when Chen Ming understands, he will naturally go to see him." ”

Hearing this, I had a sore nose and fell asleep, remembering my anger at night and the words I had said. In fact, they felt quite guilty about Shen Nuoyan, because I knew that they had good intentions in deceiving me, just like I had been hiding from my mother about my brother.

But because I couldn't accept this fact for a while, I lost my temper with them. When I think of this, I blame myself. It's just that it's hard to change my attitude towards Uncle Er, especially after that dream. I don't understand why he can run to me so cruelly to my parents, play a charitable grandfather, shout at me, and make a look like he is willing to do anything for me?

Did he begin to regret that he was too cold and harsh to his son and daughter-in-law when he was old? That's why you remembered to compensate me?

I don't know any of this, I just feel that I am particularly ridiculous and stupid to be deceived for so long.

The third master discussed it for a while, but decided to leave here and not disturb the two of us.

When they were all gone, the room was quiet, and I heard Song Jiayin say softly: "I know that although you can't wake up, you must be able to hear my voice." Every time you've been hurt in the past, as long as I come, you've always been able to hold on, and this time, you'll be able to do the same, right? ”

I was slightly moved in my heart, yes, I was depressed several times, it was because of Song Jiayin that I had the courage to continue to stand up and move forward, without her, I would probably really collapse.

Song Jiayin put my hand on her face and said, "I heard Shen Promise say that you blame them, and I think you must blame me too, but it was all because you were in a hurry, I know." When you wake up and think about it quietly, you won't blame us. But I still have to apologize to you, Chen Ming, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have deceived you. I always knew that no matter how bloody the truth was, I had to face it, but I still couldn't bear to let you know this, I hoped that I could keep this secret for the rest of my life, but I knew that this day would come, this pain, it should be yours, you have to bear it, I can't help you. ”

Her voice was very soft and soft, but I heard self-blame and helplessness in this voice, I wanted to touch her face and tell her that I was okay, I was not angry with him, and I could bear the pain, but I couldn't say anything.

Song Jiayin said softly: "Before, I always thought that as long as I Song Jiayin wanted to do something, there was nothing I couldn't do, only to find out when I met you, your suffering, everything you encountered, I couldn't resolve and bear, for the first time in my life, I felt that I was so useless." ”

Hearing this, my heart is very warm, those wounds torn by pain began to heal little by little, I don't know how to tell Song Jiayin the joy in my heart, every word she said today is much more pleasant than any love words.

Song Jiayin stopped talking, maybe she was tired, she lay on the edge of the bed and accompanied me quietly.

As the minutes ticked by, I felt very tired, and gradually I fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, I was pleasantly surprised by the voice of the third master.

The third master asked Song Jiayin very nervously how was it, my heart suddenly rose, and I heard Song Jiayin say a little weakly: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

The third master said in a deep voice: "I know you are worried about him, but if Chen Ming knows that in order to take care of him, regardless of the injuries on his body, he will feel even more guilty, do you want him to feel guilty?" ”

I agree with the third master's words, Song Jiayin didn't speak, I was very anxious, I wanted to open my eyes, and my eyelids couldn't help moving. But Song Jiayin and the third master didn't notice it, I heard the third master say: "I will take good care of him, you go to the bed next to you and lie down and rest for a while, just for him." ”

After a pause, he said, "An An, help Miss Song to rest." ”

An An hurriedly said yes.

At this time, I suddenly heard An An screaming, followed by the nervous voice of the third master, and he shouted, "Miss Song? Miss Song? ”

I was in a hurry, opened my eyes suddenly, and what caught my eye was the picture of Song Jiayin being picked up by the third master, at this time Song Jiayin's face was pale, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, her eyes were closed, and she looked weak and powerless, An An was nervous on the side, and shouted: "I'll call the doctor!" ”

My heart ached, a carp sat up from the bed, and then, I pulled out the needle in my hand, three steps and two steps to the escort bed, at this time the third master was putting Song Jiayin down, hearing the movement, he turned around, relieved, and said happily: "Chen Ming, are you awake?" ”

I nodded, and said to the third master guiltily, "Third master." Makes you bothered. ”

The third master vacated for me, I came to Song Jiayin's side, wiped her forehead, and found that her forehead was full of cold sweat and cold, I said distressedly: "It's all my bad, it's all my bad." ”

At this time, Song Jiayin slowly opened her eyes, looked at me and smiled, and said, "It's good that you can wake up." ”

I tenderly imprinted a kiss on her forehead and said, "You have always taken care of me before, and now I will take care of you." ”

Song Jiayin nodded with a smile and slowly closed her eyes.

Looking at her tired face, I looked at her chest, presumably the wound there was still aching, I was distressed, and said to the third master: "Third master, please pour me a glass of water." ”

The third master nodded, poured me a glass of water, I helped Song Jiayin, asked her to lean in my arms, I carefully fed her water, she obediently drank the water, pushed the cup in front of me, her eyes were full of gentle brilliance, she said, "You drink too." ”

I nodded and smiled, "Okay, I'll drink it too." ”

I drank the water, and the two of us drank a glass of water, which was not a big event worth mentioning at all on weekdays, but it was very warm at the moment. I put down the water glass and helped Song Jiayin to lie down. At this time, the doctor came, and after examining Song Jiayin, he determined that she was fine, but the old injury was not healed and was caused by overwork.

An An walked up to me at this time and said, "Chen Ming, you finally woke up, do you know that you slept for a week?" ”

I was stunned, I thought I had just slept for a day, who knew that when I woke up and fell asleep, I slept for a week, thinking of this week, Song Jiayin took meticulous care of me, and accompanied me day and night, I was even more moved.

The doctor suggested that I have a physical examination, and after the examination, the doctor said that I was fine, but I must pay attention to rest and not let the wound crack or anything like that.

In this way, the doctor left, An An ran to get me medicine, and the third master withdrew from the ward, allowing me and Song Jiayin to have more private space.

I came to Song Jiayin's side, held her hand, stroked her cheek, and didn't say a word, all I could think of was the words she had said to me when I was unconscious.

Song Jiayin asked curiously, "Why don't you speak?" ”

I said, "I'm remembering, I'm feeling, you were like that before, a hand caressing my cheek. One hand holding my hand, right? ”

Song Jiayin raised her eyebrows and said, "You know? ”

"yes, I know, didn't you say that? You said I couldn't wake up, but you knew I could hear it. I chuckled and pinched her nose and said, "Yes, I heard you all." ”

Song Jiayin smiled softly, I got up and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, kissed the tip of her nose, and finally took her sweet and soft lips in my mouth, and kissed her deeply little by little.

A long kiss, Song Jiayin grabbed my collar, a little nervous.

I put my head on her forehead and quipped, "Our Miss Song is omnipotent, but her kissing skills are a bit unacceptable." ”

Song Jiayin raised her hand and gently stroked my lips, and said with a smile: "My kissing skills are not good enough, you don't care about teaching me." ”

I smiled and said, "Miss Song means, do you hope I can kiss you more in the future?" ”