Chapter 66 The Determination of the Heart, the Trouble of Water
On a cloudy day, on a rainy night, the air in the car was very stuffy, and the breath of desire of the woman around her was constantly casting, surging, and filling...... Xia Yuxing felt a little irritable in his heart.
The seats in the car had been tilted back to the limit, half-reclining, and all I could see was the roof of the car two feet away.
Pushing aside the long snow-white legs that were pressing on him, he pressed the button that controlled the soft top on the car.
"Don't ......" You Luling wanted to say that the rain was still falling, but then she felt that it would be okay to accompany him in the rain.
But things are not as she imagined, as soon as Xia Yuxing stretched out her hand, not a drop of rain could fall into the high air inside the pheasant wall, which was the control of the water by the 'tears of the sea';
The soft roof was completely retracted, and the crystal top wall reflected the warm yellow light, reflecting the rainy sky outside, which stirred the emotions of the little woman in Youluling's heart to be romantic and difficult to reinforce, and with a long leg straddle, she sat on Xia Yuxing's body, holding down the strong chest with both hands, and the tips of her nails inadvertently poked at the sensitive parts.
It's a little painful...... Xia Yuxing was not on the same channel as her at the moment, the dark night, the rainstorm, the sitting, and the pain in his chest made him unconsciously recall the rainy night more than nine years ago, which was actually very similar, except that he was a boy at that time, and the behavior he carried out against himself was a violent beating.
It was on the way home from an outing organized by the class, in the evening, the carriage of the bus was so dark, the thick dark clouds covered the sky, and the sudden rainstorm confused people's hearts, and pressed him to the ground, and the person who vented his violence in his heart was Nian Qiang, at that time, it was the first time he played in the summer rain.
The hideous weather, the fierce face, the evil desire released by Xia Yuxing's distorted face that Xia Yuxing could not forget, the teacher couldn't persuade him when he came, and hit his heart elbow by elbow, until a hole was broken in the bottom of the car, and there was a heavy and palpitating sound, and the beating stopped.
Xia Yuxing's life has been drawn to the dark abyss since then, and Nian Qiang is 'famous in a fight', people believe that it was his divine power that burst out at that time and penetrated the bottom of the car, and the poor worm who was beaten was lucky enough not to die......
In fact, when the 'Starry Sky and Earth' practiced the "Zhizai Kun Yuan Dao Yan Immortal Gong" to repair the "Heart of the Earth", Xia Yuxing had already felt the truth of the incident back then, no wonder since then, he always felt that he was so powerless to live in the world......
Her own life has always been passively endured, and now You Luling, who is sitting on her, has a burning love burning in her eyes. Lust and sex. Desire. When Nian Qiang pushed himself down, he was able to satisfy the fierce desires in his heart by inflicting violence on himself; And now this woman wants to do that kind of thing to herself, to satisfy her inner and physical desires.
It's another stormy night...... Although this association is a bit far-fetched, because You Luling has positive feelings for herself, admires and is even willing to obey the drive.
But it's always someone else who wants to do something to me, or something that I want to do...... I also want to clearly feel my existence, and the heart of the earth is not only to embrace all things in the world, but also to understand the meaning of life and find a way forward'...... He remembered what Long Jiu had said to him, 'You don't have anything you want to do', remembered Wang Chuanshi's resolute resistance when he was in a weak position, and remembered Li Yuansheng's dedication and belief in Jiuhua's stability and peace in the world...... I also thought that the 'Seven Star Seal' would be solved, the demons in my heart had not been eradicated, the villains who took advantage of the danger of others to beat the big brother with a beard, the scum who set up casinos to lend usury and hurt other people's broken families, the rich people like Ai Youlun and Xie Wenqi, and the wandering sweat who lay in the cellar of the rich man's house and whose life was thinner than paper, his flesh and blood were sucked dry, and his body turned into white bones.
'Under the firmament, everything that all life does is included, and it is allowed to interpret the pure and ugly life of the red and earthly world. And I... Summer Rain ...... It is a person, and the tolerance of the heart of the earth is not connivance, let alone the existence of the self.
The thoughts that have been lingering in my heart in the early hours of this morning should also be cleared at this time, those sinful hearts, dirty desires, and tyrannical hegemony that are outside the law may be able to be accommodated in the world for a while, but they cannot exist in the world for a long time...... I am no longer the Xia Shou who only knows how to live every day, carefully in order to make others beat himself less, I don't know where to go tomorrow, and I don't know where the future is.
The current Xia Yuxing, although it is still a tiny existence in the universe, in this earthly world, it is okay to live a little more for yourself, even if it is only occasional and casual......
At this time, You Luling, who had almost forgotten her feelings, found this handsome peerless man under her... The aura on his body suddenly changed!
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At this time, in the 'Amano Yasong' villa in the Xifeng District of Lidu City, Long Jiu came out wearing only a pair of shorts after practicing and taking a shower, and just bumped into Yan Ruoshui, who came back from outside and was in a hurry to enter the bathroom.
The masculine flame and the enchanting spring water touched each other, the face fairy showed seductive eyes, and the slender fingers swiped over the man's strong chest muscles, and then staggered over, closed the door, and lost his flattery; Long Jiu also squinted his peach blossom eyes, his expression of enjoyment rippled on his face, and his mouth was full of admiration, and after turning around, he regained his calm.
When the two sat opposite each other again, Long Jiu had already put on his clothes, but Yan Ruoshui was only wrapped in a bath towel, wet hair and bare feet.
"You're not as seductive as you seem!"
"You're not as happy as you seem!"
This is a mutual evaluation of both sides.
"Actually, your current posture is more attractive, fresh and sweet!" This is Long Jiu's heartfelt evaluation.
"I've read your books...... Probably, we are the same people! The smile on the corner of Yan Ruoshui's mouth was slightly hopeful.
"In reality, I can see through many things, but I can't do it, I can only write it in a book, so that real people can only feel naï......ve when they read it" Long Jiu smiled self-deprecatingly, "You think we are the same people, maybe...... Perhaps, that naïve heart never died......"
"Maybe it's just a worldly color, smearing it layer by layer, waiting for someone who can really understand it, and slowly wash it away." It is rare for Yan Fairy to have such a literary expression.
However, Long Jiu suddenly stood up, "It's just that in this world, I don't know if I can wait until that day......
After he had finished speaking, he went to the study in the side room, took up his pen and wrote two lines, and then went back to his bedroom.
In the same villa, on the wide terrace, Jiang Wanliu and Leng Qianshan, as well as Chu Chaoyun, are all there.
They all looked at the person at the front, Li Yuansheng standing on the railing in the night wind.
"Thinking about Lin Mufei again?" Jiang Wanliu said in a relaxed tone as much as possible.
"He's thinking about Yu Yifeng!" Leng Qianshan also said something rarely, and his tone was not as cold as usual.
"I'm afraid the boss is thinking about the two of them." Chu Chaoyun sighed, she now has experienced the impact of 'love' on people.
"Well, whether the two of them live or die now, I hope they can be together...... Together forever. Li Yuansheng's mood swings were a little bigger.
"So what do you do! No more emotion in this life? Actually, Chaoyun is pretty good......" Jiang Wanliu couldn't help but be lively.
"Lao Jiang, you are really ...... Chaoyun is the one who walks in the rain! Li Yuansheng scolded with a smile.
Chu Chaoyun's face was a little red, "I also understand a little bit now, boss, why you are no longer emotional!" ”
"So you didn't follow Yuxing this time......" Li Yuansheng didn't look back, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, although it was a little bitter.
"I don't want him to feel too much of a tie in love, he is still a little younger after all......" Chu Chaoyun's voice became a little softer in the back.
The smile on Jiang Wanliu's face was relatively cheap, and Leng Qianshan squinted at him, with a slight disdain in his eyes, but he didn't speak.
"The word 'love' will be handed over to Yifeng and Mu Fei, no matter where they are now, and what I have to protect in this life...... It is righteousness, the righteousness of the world! Li Yuansheng's body faintly revealed a royal majesty that blessed the common people.
At this time, in the study, Yan Ruoshui looked at the two lines of words left by Long Jiu, and was in a daze.
"The love of the previous life is over, and now I care about the people!"
The reason why she was in a daze was not only because of the meaning expressed in these two sentences, there was already a person on the other side who didn't talk about love but only gave handouts, so why not have one more, she smiled self-deprecatingly.
Then I looked at this word seriously, and the more I looked at it, the more I had the feeling of attracting people's hearts and minds.
The word...... It seems to be alive, but ...... Still a breath away! She picked up the paper and ran towards the terrace.
Then, Li Yuansheng's ecstatic laughter immediately came from there, "Hahaha! "Shidao Tablet", there is a successor! However, in this life, I care about the world......"
"What did he learn from you......?" Jiang Wanliu couldn't help but pout, how could 'the other side of the sky' do such a thing.
What they don't know is that such a person is thousands of miles away on the side of the road, on the high ground, in a sports car...... And one more!
"Childe! Am I in a hurry......" Looking at Xia Yuxing's eyes at this time, You Luling felt that the distance between herself and this man had suddenly widened again, and she seemed a little helpless when she sat on him.
Xia Yuxing smiled shallowly, clear and innocent, and hugged her off her body, "It's not your fault, it's just that I'm not ready for that, or rather, I'm not sure if I can do such a thing!" ”
"Ling'er doesn't understand." You Luling suddenly found herself becoming a little girl, in front of Xia Yuxing at this time, this is definitely not the so-called weak person in life who is a little introverted before, at this time he is closer to Xia Yuxing, who is calm and decisive in battle, but it is different......
"It's not just that you don't understand, my future, I don't understand it myself, and I don't know where the future of this world is, I may ...... I don't have time! ”
He didn't say that he didn't have time to do anything, but Yululing could understand the meaning of the words, that is, the love between men and women, the affairs of men and women.
"And, now it seems...... I'm afraid it's really not very flat in the water! Xia Yuxing narrowed his eyes.