Chapter 123: I wish you would live better without me

After hearing this, Wei Wei seemed to have suddenly collapsed, his shoulders trembled violently, and he said hysterically out of control: "I've made it very clear, are you bothered by Duan Xuchu?!" ”

Duan Xuchu shook his whole body when he heard this, "I'm annoying? The hand he held on Wei Wei's shoulder loosened, and tightened suddenly, and a little bit of force was about to crush Wei Wei's fragile bones.

His eyes were tightly twisted into Wei Weiyi, and there was a bloody color in it, "You think I'm annoying Wei Weiyi?" Yes, ......", his lips hooked a self-deprecating and bitter arc, and his voice was hoarse, "I am entangled with you like this, and I myself feel very annoyed, and I also ask myself why I can't be as high-profile and disgusted as I was six years ago, and tell you to get out, why can't I be a little more free and easy, let you go, maybe I will live better." ”

"But you don't know Wei Weiyi, if you didn't let me know that you love me first, maybe one day in the future, I would really be tired of you, and now I have poured out my whole heart to you, I am about to divorce Jiang Qian, and I will soon be able to be with you justifiably and marry you, but you said so irresponsibly that you don't want it, you abandoned me, why Wei Weiyi, why did you treat me like this, you said it!" At the end of his speech, he roared again, his eyes were red and he fell into a frenzy, his chest and his whole body were shaking, and large pieces of sweat were rolling down his forehead.

He never understood why there were mentally ill people, but now he realized that there was really one thing, that there was a person who could make people nervous breakdown, make him hoarse and yell like a madman.

This kind of helplessness drove him crazy, it was like walking into a dead end, no matter how strong his mind was, he couldn't come out, he felt that if he continued like this, he would be as delirious as Liu Xiuyi.

"Ahh

Until the flesh and blood were blurred in the end, Duan Xuchu turned around sharply again, and saw a fruit knife in the fruit bowl on the dining table, he took it and broke Wei Wei's hand and stuffed it for her, then held her wrist, put the knife against his heart, and stared at her motionlessly, "You stabbed me Wei Weiyi, please give me a good time, don't treat me like this now." But if you have the slightest affection for me, you don't torture me anymore, you let me free Wei Weiyi! ”

"No......" Wei Wei opened his eyes wide and shook his head in shock, the tears in his eyes kept pouring out like a dam bursting its embankment, and her whole pale face was soaked with tears.

She pulled out her hand, only to hear the knife fall to the ground with a "clang", and Wei Wei turned around and ran into the bathroom of the room, closing the door from the inside with a "bang".

Duan Xuchu stiffly turned his face to look over, he stood still and did not move, after a long time he closed his eyes tiredly and slowly, his back seemed to collapse suddenly, and his knees slowly bent down.

He sat on the ground, his crisp back leaned back against the chair behind him, his hands held his head, ten fingers inserted into his hair, the bright red blood on the back of his hand flowed into the dark hair, and then smashed to the ground drop by drop along his sideburns, blooming into a bewitching flower, and the setting sun cut his originally tall figure into a lonely and desolate shadow.

After it got dark, Dr. Zhou took the opportunity to report to Duan Xuchu and took the medicine box to help Duan Xuchu treat the wound on the back of his hand.

His two hands were blurred with flesh and blood, even Doctor Zhou was shocked to see it, but Duan Xuchu didn't even let out a painful moan, he bent his legs and sat there, his attention was not focused on the pain of flesh and skin, his eyes looked through Doctor Zhou's shoulders and looked ahead, but he didn't know where to put it, he was in a trance and stiff.

It was the first time Dr. Zhou had seen Duan Xuchu like this.

Duan Xuchu is too forbearing, no matter how painful and bitter his heart is, he never shows it in front of anyone, he has always been moody and angry, he is like wearing a gentle and polite mask to everyone, and outsiders see how unfathomable and omnipotent he is.

He is so perfect that people can't find one of his weaknesses, as if he can be invincible forever, but at this moment he doesn't mind letting his subordinates see his fragile side, it can be seen that he is really tired, really hurt to the extreme, painful to the extreme, he began to be negative and decadent, and he couldn't even maintain his superficial image.

Doctor Zhou wanted to say something, but Duan Xuchu suddenly asked, "Do you also think I'm annoying?" He tilted his chin slightly, the arc was lonely and sad, "I shouldn't trap her, I shouldn't force her to love me, I shouldn't ask her to go on with me, if I let go happily, there will be nothing." But...... I gave up on her, who will save me? ”

Doctor Zhou's eyes were sour, and she looked at Duan Xuchu who was muttering to herself seriously, and she smiled and said, "Since you can't let it go, then continue to persevere." No matter why Miss Wei is suddenly so ruthless to you, I believe that her heart is not made of stone, as long as Mr. Duan insists, no woman like Mr. Duan can resist a man like Mr. Duan. ”

Duan Xuchu was stunned when he heard this, suddenly laughed, and asked Dr. Zhou teasingly, "No woman can resist me, including you, Dr. Zhou?" ”

Dr. Zhou lowered his eyebrows and replied as usual, "I am also a woman." ”

Duan Xuchu was speechless, and after a while, he stood up, his expression returned to his usual calm, and while walking towards the room, he instructed Dr. Zhou, "Bring the food to the room." ”

"Yes."

After Duan Xuchu strode into the bedroom, he lifted the quilt and pulled Wei Weiyi out, hooked Wei Weiyi's legs without saying anything, carried Wei Weiyi to the sofa and put it down, and when Dr. Zhou put the dinner on the table, he picked up a piece of cola ribs and put it in the bowl under Wei Wei's eyes, "You rushed to eat with Nan Nan that day, and now you are the only one, eat!" ”

Wei Wei's pupils twitched when she heard this, she looked down at the past, and quickly turned her face away, the meaning of refusing to eat was obvious.

The soft arc of Duan Xuchu's lips stiffened a little, and after a pause for a few seconds, he picked up the ribs and put them in his mouth, chewed for a while, and suddenly reached out to pull Wei Wei's face, lowered his head and pressed Wei Wei's tightly closed lips, pried it open with his teeth, and fed Wei Wei Wei with his mouth like that.

Wei Wei struggled, but one of Duan Xuchu's arms wrapped around her thin waist, and after withdrawing her lips, he grabbed her chin and forced her to swallow, and then went to eat the rest, and fed her the same way on her lips...... This was repeated several times, but Wei Wei still ate some in the end.

However, she hadn't eaten for two days, so she was forced to swallow too much at once, her stomach was unbearable for a while, and suddenly there was a surge, Wei Wei suddenly pushed Duan Xuchu away with all her might, ran to the bathroom and threw up on the sink.

Duan Xuchu followed, his slender figure leaned against the door frame, lit a cigarette with a lighter, and said expressionlessly: "Spit it out!" After vomiting, I will come back and continue to eat. As I said just now, I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere, I'm just guarding you, I'll see how long you can spend with me. ”

Wei Wei turned his head suddenly, raised his foot and was about to walk to the side of the bed, Duan Xuchu reached out and grabbed her wrist, and held the mobile phone in front of her eyes with the other hand.

Wei Weiyi's eyes were originally unmoved, but when she saw Wei Mohua on the mobile phone screen being tied with ropes, she trembled and raised her eyes to look at Duan Xuchu, "What are you going to do?!" ”

"Very good, and what you care about, I thought you really wanted to die and didn't want anything." Duan Xuchu lowered his head and stared at Wei Weiyi, a painful look appeared in his inky eyes, "It turns out that in your heart, anyone's position is more important than me, and I will always be the last one in line." In that case, then let me tell you that if you continue to go on a hunger strike, I will assume that you agree to Wei Mohua to be buried with you. ”

Wei Wei was stunned for a moment, shook his head and said firmly, "No...... You won't hurt Wei Mohua, you can't threaten me. ”

"What are you relying on?" The ice in Duan Xuchu's eyes shattered, and he raised his finger to pinch Wei Weiyi's chin, "You tell me what Wei Weiyi you are relying on, is it just that I won't do anything that makes you sad?" ”

Wei Wei's heart was in great pain, and she didn't dare to look at Duan Xuchu's bloodshot and painful eyes, so she turned her face away.

She doesn't deserve Duan Xuchu like this for her at all, she doesn't deserve Duan Xuchu's love at all.

"Where's the girl?" Duan Xuchu's urgent gaze stared at Wei Weiyi, and asked hoarsely again: "Our daughter, don't you want Wei Weiyi too?" ”

"You know what? When I came this afternoon, Nan Nan was still asking me where Aunt Wei had gone and why I didn't accompany her. She asked the maid to make a rainbow cake for her, but she only ate one bite and said that it was not good, and she lacked the taste of her mother. However, if you see the disappointed expression of the girl at that time, as a mother, you will definitely be very painful. You want a real mother so much, can you really be ruthless and don't even care about her? ”

Wei Wei's body trembled, and tears suddenly welled up from her closed eyes, but she said coldly, "The love you give her is enough." ”

"So Wei Mohua woke up, our daughter didn't die, you have no love, no regrets, right?"

"Yes."

As Wei Wei's voice fell, Duan Xuchu's hand pinching her chin gradually loosened, and finally hung down, "Good ......", he seemed to have lost all the strength to quarrel at this moment, nodded and sneered: "Since you want to die so much, I'll find you a more convenient and faster way." ”

Duan Xuchu didn't wait for Wei Weiyi's response, grabbed Wei Weiwei's wrist and pulled Wei Weiyi out of the door, and walked all the way to the sea, "Jump into the sea, Wei Weiyi, let's be together." ”

Under the pitch-black sky, his face was a little blurry, and there was a sense of coldness and evil all over his body, which made Wei Wei suddenly feel frightened, and instinctively took a step back.

Duan Xuchu's subordinates pulled her back violently, Wei Wei's whole body fell into Duan Xuchu's chest, her head hit it, and she was suddenly a little dizzy, and before she could recover from her senses, her feet were in the air, Duan Xuchu stopped her waist and picked her up, and strode towards the sea.

As he went deeper and deeper, the sea water overflowed Duan Xuchu's knees, waist, and chest...... Wei Wei leaned into the crook of Duan Xuchu's arm, feeling that she was being submerged by the sea little by little, she closed her eyes silently, and let the feeling of suffocation surround her.

Suddenly, there was a violent sound of water, and her body sank suddenly, and the arms hooked on her legs withdrew, and instead grabbed her shoulders and pressed her into the water continuously.

Wei Wei drowned in the water, and suddenly drank too much seawater into her mouth, she didn't even have a chance to exhale, her body floated in the water, her long hair spread out like seaweed, her two arms in the water, her feet didn't touch the ground, and she couldn't catch anything.

Wei Wei saw darkness in front of her, only to feel that the feeling of suffocation in her chest was getting stronger and stronger, and it was becoming more and more difficult to breathe, drowning was often the most terrible and desperate way to die, but anyone with the slightest desire to survive could not bear this pain.

However, Wei Weiyi didn't make any struggle, she only knew that if she held on for a while, she would be free, she would no longer have to be condemned by her conscience all the time, and she would not feel guilty and hate herself so much every time she saw Duan Xuchu.

Wei Wei relaxed her body, waiting for death to come, but the next second the back of her neck was tight, one of the man's big hands clasped her head, and the other held her waist, and then her lips were blocked, but air poured into her chest.

Wei Wei opened his eyes suddenly, and in the middle of the clear water, the handsome face of Duan Xuchu was infinitely dilated in his pupils, and his breathing gradually became smoother, but the tears in Wei Wei's eyes poured out, mixed with the sea water, and it was impossible to distinguish.

She stared at Duan Xuchu, feeling that it was as long as a century, but in fact, it was only a few seconds, Duan Xuchu held her out of the sea at once, and there was another "boom and la" sound, and Wei Wei lay on Duan Xuchu's shoulder.

Duan Xuchu pulled out Wei Weiyi, held half of Wei Weiyi's face with one hand, and he spoke hoarsely and hard, "Don't you just want to be with me, but I don't want to let go, you want to die?" Okay, you win Wei Weiyi, you don't have to die. ”

"If this sea is our real beginning, then it's the end of it all." At close range, Wei Wei saw the water beads hanging from Duan Xuchu's eyelashes, and his eyes were shining brightly in the night, locking her tightly, not moving.

At this moment, he was unusually calm, and he said clearly word by word, "From now on, I will never force you, threaten you again, pester you again, and never appear in your sight again." From this moment on, we are over. If you want to stay here, I won't drive you away; If you want to leave, I don't care about you. ”

After he finished speaking, he put down Wei Weiyi, who had never said a word, and let her stand in the sea water only up to his chest, he turned and walked back calmly, and stopped again halfway.

Duan Xuchu only felt that some hot liquid was gushing out of his eyes, he closed his long eyes vigorously, turned his back to Wei Weiyi and said softly, "I hope you will live better without me." On the other hand, if you don't have a good time after leaving me, then I will imprison you by my side again, so if you want to really escape from me, you have to try to make yourself happy. ”