In her sleep, two big hands tightly imprisoned her arms and dragged her back, Chen Chen turned his head nervously, and the cell door behind him was wide open, like the bloody mouth of a monster in a horror movie, and he would eat her in the next second. Zhang Zhe stood far away, motionless like a statue, and didn't even give her a little glance, let alone come to save her. Is it because I don't plan to go back with him? Chen Chen struggled in vain, trying to break free of the hand that held her, but the more she struggled, the greater the strength of the drag, and she gradually became unstable, and could only watch herself being dragged in.

"I... I don't want ... I want to go home.. Go home.. Zhang Zhe. Zhang Zhe, don't leave me... Help me... Help me... Chen Chen frowned, his eyes closed, and his body trembled slightly with fear.

Zhang Zhe suddenly woke up and took a few quick breaths of nervousness. Chen Chen in his arms frowned, his eyes closed, his body trembled slightly from fear, and he whispered his name. Zhang Zhe didn't dare to push too hard, for fear that it would scare her, so he had to anxiously touch her hair and coax her.

"I'm here, I'm here, we're home, you wake up, open your eyes and look at me."

Hearing the voice, Chen Chen finally opened his eyes, propped himself up in panic and looked around. Everything around her was familiar, and after relieving her tension slightly, she looked down at Zhang Zhe. He was staring at himself worriedly, as if he was a little overwhelmed.

Chen Chen rarely slept so unsteadily, with nightmares one after another. One moment it was Luo Yangfan smiling at himself, and the next second he turned into a monster and wanted to swallow himself; After a while, I dreamed of returning home, but Zhang Zhe disappeared, and after looking carefully, I found that I had returned to my cell; After dreaming that he was really going to serve an eighteen years in prison, Zhang Zhe felt hopeless, and left her here alone.

Zhang Zhe called her name softly, frowning and looking nervous.

It's home, it's already home. The place where Zhang Zhe is is home is home.

"Nightmare?" Zhang Zhe stroked her sweat-soaked hair and comforted her in a low voice: "I'm here, I've gone home, don't be afraid." ”

She leaned forward, as if trying to get closer. And just when Zhang Zhe thought she wanted to get closer, Chen Chen stopped, then turned his back to him, shrunk and closed his eyes. Zhang Zhe's arm was still raised in the air and waiting for her to move to a comfortable position to put it down, but looking at the distance between the two people separated by her, she didn't know whether she should put it down now.

"Why are you turning your back on me?" He asked, confused.

Chen Chen rubbed the side of the bed again and moved farther away from him: "I'm angry, I don't want to talk to you." ”

Zhang Zhe was a little confused, obviously she didn't do anything, why was she suddenly unhappy.

"Why are you angry with me?"

“。。。。。” She answered his question with her back and silence.

"Turn around and scold me when you're angry, don't turn your back on me." As he spoke, he leaned forward and reached out to pull her over. As soon as he touched her shoulder, Chen Chen turned his whole body and turned sideways on the bed, put his feet on his body, curled his legs and began to exert force. Zhang Zhe stayed for a while, watching her hold on to the head of the bed and borrowing strength, trying to straighten her legs with no effort, only to understand that she wanted to kick herself off the bed. But it was uncomfortable to borrow strength, her strength was small, Zhang Zhe just rubbed back a little, and then stopped moving.

Seeing what she wanted to do, Zhang Zhe didn't move or speak, stared at her with interest and rubbed it down and started to exert his strength again, as if he wasn't going to stop if he didn't kick him down. But the further down she went, the more she didn't have any leverage, and her legs stretched out hard finally pushed her upper body to the side of the bed again and again, and then retracted and tried again, and the cycle repeatedly. Zhang Zhe lay firmly in place and looked at her, and the situation changed from her planning to kick Zhang Zhe out of bed to lying on the bed and doing 'squatting exercises'.

After repeating for a while, she finally understood that she couldn't fulfill her wish at all, and frowned angrily and lay down again, leaning on the side of the bed with her back to Zhang Zhe from afar.

She was deflated, and Zhang Zhe suddenly became interested. Ignoring her cold eyes, he leaned forward and hugged her tightly from behind.

"Why are you waiting for me to take a shower at the door of the bathroom just now, and you dislike me so quickly? Want to kick me off? Zhang Zhe said with a smile and began to tease her in a low voice.

"I'm angry, it's not good to coax that, you pay attention to the current atmosphere." She seriously explained to Zhang Zhe that the current situation should not be a joke, and she looked contrived with a straight face.

"Then how can you get rid of it?" He put his arms stretched out over her, as if he was really ready to start helping her breathe.

"Go away, go away, don't look at you." Chen Chen wanted to push Zhang Zhe away, but the strength of his arms was not as strong as her legs, Zhang Zhe watched her push herself in vain a few times with a funny face, and after no result, he had to turn over and lie on the bed, burying his face in the pillow without looking at him.

"Turn your back on me." Seeing that she seemed to be determined not to look at herself, Zhang Zhe began to make her own hands to turn her over, she pressed her arms under her body and shrunk to block Zhang Zhe's hand.

"Are you not going to turn around?" He stopped and asked seriously, as if waiting for her to make some major life decisions.

"Don't, don't, don't, don't!" Unable to emphasize it repeatedly, she used repetition and loudness to express her appraisal position.

Zhang Zhe smiled lightly and whispered comfort: "Be good, don't make trouble"

Zhang Zhe is gentle like a kitten on his body in the cold winter, and the soft fur rubs against his body, making people unable to resist its caresses at all. The hot and humid air gently rubbed against her ears, making her body soften into a puddle of water a little bit. The determination to prepare for a 'cold war' with Zhang Zhe began to waver,

She rolled over and lay in his arms looking at the ceiling, one hand running wildly over his chin. Zhang Zhe leaned sideways and stared at her seriously.

"I won't let Luo Yangfan go." Chen Chen whispered, his tone completely devoid of the coquettishness he had just loved, and it was as cold as cold water that had just been taken out of the refrigerator. The cold feeling of stinging people is excited.

Zhang Zhe's expression still hasn't changed, one hand is still holding her, and the other hand is playing with her hair.

"You want to stay here alone, don't you?" Zhang Zhe's tone was a little flat, not at all like the attitude when he nervously asked her during the day.

Chen Chen was stunned for a moment, his eyes flashed, and he didn't answer.

Seeing that she was silent, Zhang Zhe sighed, seemingly a little helpless.

"I know that you are actually so bold, such a big thing, if you are someone else, you are so scared that you don't want to stay for a day, and you are still hesitating to go home with me."

She was a little nervous, for fear that Zhang Zhe would start to get angry like during the day.

"It's not that I don't want to go home...", she was a little lacking in confidence, and carefully observed Zhang Zhe's face, "I just feel that I have come to this point, I don't know if I should give up because of this setback... It's a bit of a pity..."

"This frustration?" Zhang Zhe's arm under her neck was withdrawn, and he supported his upper body and lowered his head to look at her, "Such a big thing, called this frustration?" ”

“…… Give up because of such a big setback......" She stared into Zhang Zhe's eyes and cautiously changed her words.

Zhang Zhe reluctantly put away his arms and lay down next to her, looking at the ceiling with her.

"I'm not trying to force you to make a choice, I'm just afraid that I'm going to let you be too free and you'll really get hurt. When I think of you alone in it, I can only see the sky the size of my palm, I am sick and uncomfortable, and I can't take care of you, my heart hurts and I can't breathe. I'm scared like this outside, you're alone in that kind of place, how do you survive. ”

Zhang Zhe wanted to cry a little, tears rolling in the corners of his eyes. The family who finally got it could only see her being framed and in the cage but unable to do anything, that feeling made him feel like a canoe floating on the sea, with only an oar in his hand, facing the endless sea, it seemed that waiting for death was the only way.

Chen Chen turned sideways and hugged him, she didn't say anything, it didn't mean that there were no hidden worries.

"Luo Yangfan won't let me go, it's all because I shouldn't have treated him politely in the first place." This is what Chen Chen regrets the most, obviously the first time Luo Yangfan invited him in front of Zhang Zhe, and after being blocked by Zhang Zhe, he never had to have any contact, that was the safest.

Zhang Zhe felt guilty. She responded to Luo Yangfan because she was in conflict during that time, if she wasn't so sensitive and didn't listen to her, she wouldn't be like that. If she knew at the time, she would definitely prevent her from having contact with Luo Yangfan. Zhang Zhe was a little sad, and he didn't know what to say more meaningfully, so he had to turn around and take her into his arms, as if he could get a little comfort in this way.

"I don't want you to stay here." Zhang Zhe raised his head and gently pressed the top of her head with his chin, aggrieved like a child who had just lost a toy.

There is a time limit to wait for a person to slowly count down in the long river of time, see the time getting shorter and shorter, get closer and closer to the dream, there will be a kind of joy of victory. And waiting without a return date is like walking alone in a dark world, and the heart without a support point is empty and guarding a person to come back, without a date, as if you can't wait for her to come back.

Zhang Zhe waited quietly, but his heart was uncomfortable, his heart had lost blood, and he could hear the echo in a moment.

Chen Chen understood his feelings, and the endless waiting and pursuit were terrifying. His heart was beating hard, but it seemed to be suddenly mixed with a little nervousness, and she felt a little distressed.

"Is a year at most good? I promise you that I will go back in a year at most. ”

Chen Chen didn't know how long it would take him when he got up, but Zhang Zhe needed a moment to support him.

He was a little surprised, as if he didn't expect Chen Chen to take the initiative to give him a deadline, staring at her face in disbelief.

"Don't you believe it?" Chen Chen raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile.

"Believe, believe, of course believe. I believe everything you say. ”

Zhang Zhe happily hugged her in his arms, and his raised face was full of happiness.