I took a deep breath and sat on the side of the road in a daze, in fact, I still don't want to go, just listening to Cheng Xue's words, and thinking about what happened to Lin Ran these times, I feel distressed in my heart, after all, we have gone through so many days and nights together. I was holding my head and had a headache.

"Still sitting here?"

I looked up and saw Cheng Xue's smile, "Hehe, I just finished talking to her on the phone." ”

"Let's go, let's go back." Cheng Xue sighed, "You just comfort and comfort her, she has nothing now, don't you two have feelings?" ”

I looked at Cheng Xue in a daze, "Naturally, I have feelings." ”

"That's it, she is different from Xiyu, Xiyu has you, has such a good family, and has so sorry for her relatives. It will be smooth sailing in the future, Lin Ran has nothing now, even if you sympathize with her, you should comfort her, if she really can't think about it. Or play suicide or something, then I say according to your personality, you can't regret it for the rest of your life? ”

I smiled, "No." ”

"Why not."

"I know her."

"You know how stubborn she is, if there is a hurdle in her heart and she can't get over it, then anything can happen." After Cheng Xue finished speaking, she smiled, "Anyway, it doesn't have much to do with me, I'll go back first, and you can think about your own affairs." ”

"Wait." I casually exclaimed, "Ask you something." ”

Cheng Xue turned her head, "What are you doing?" ”

"Do you have any secrets with Lin Ran?"

Cheng Xue's expression froze a little, but she recovered very well at once, "The two of us just have some secrets that are not secrets, hehe, to put it bluntly, that is, something that everyone will know sooner or later, I don't care, I told you a long time ago, I look at these issues from a woman's point of view, there is no personal feelings, if it is mixed with personal feelings, then I must not want you to go, after all, you have sunset." ”

"And what is your secret?"

"Huh." Cheng Xue smiled at me, "You better deal with your own affairs first, you still have the mind to take care of our affairs, I really don't know what you're thinking about every day." Take care of yourself."

I stood up and smiled, "But it doesn't seem to be very serious." ”

Cheng Xue nodded: "It's a blessing, it's not a curse, it's a curse, you can't avoid it." ”

"It's very free-spirited."

"It's good to be free." Cheng Xue didn't speak, and went straight up the stairs.

I stood downstairs and hesitated for a while, but then walked to the side of the road and flagged down a taxi.

After ten minutes, I arrived at the downstairs of Lin Ran's house, I looked upstairs, only Lin Ran's room had a faint light, and the rest was dark. I took a deep breath and looked at this inexplicably familiar place. I didn't rush upstairs, just spun around, and then I walked under the big tree where we used to kiss goodbye.

It was as if some voice had reached his ears again.

"Liuliu, I love you."

"Six-six husband."

"We're going to say it."

"You swear, six-six, my six-six, you swear."

Lin Ran's laughter and laughter kept filling my mind, and the pictures we had before kept coming to mind. I rubbed my head vigorously, looked at the soft soil under the big tree, I thought about it, and then I squatted down and slowly dug up the soil with my hands, which seemed to have just been buried.

After a while, the laughing iron box was displayed in my sight, I picked it up, and found that there was still a small lock on it, such a small box, it is easy to open, but after it is opened, the box must not be able to be wanted. I took this small boxy box and looked at it carefully for a long time, but I still put the box back in. For no other reason than to simply not want to destroy this delicate little box.

I stood up and clapped my hands, took a deep breath, and struggled for a long time whether to go up or not, and finally, I walked up.

I knocked lightly on the door of Lin Ran's house, and Lin Ran's voice came from inside, "Who?" ”

"Me." I replied lightly.

Then there was no sound inside, the door was opened, Lin Ran was wearing a loose red pajamas, fair skin, a slender neck, long hair scattered and behind the pajamas, and a faint outfit on his face.

I'm outside the door, she's inside the door.

"Come in."

I thought about it, I didn't know why, and I was very dazed and said, "Let's talk about it here." ”

Lin Ran smiled, "Are you still afraid that I will eat you?" ”

"It's not. No one in your house? ”

"No one. My dad won't be back at night, when did you learn to be so twisted, since you're here, then come in. I thought you wouldn't come. ”

I looked at Lin Ran, thought about it, and then went in.

Once inside, I found a sofa and sat down.

Lin Ran glanced at me, "What are you drinking?" ”

"Whatever."

"Then drink beer, it's all my dad's favorite drink, I don't know if you're used to it." Lin Ran said as he took out a can of beer from the refrigerator, opened it, and handed it to me. Then he took out a box of cigarettes and threw it over.

I took a sip of beer, then turned on my cigarette and took a bottle in my mouth, "Life is quite luxurious." ”

"Smoking a cigarette is a luxury?"

I nodded, "yes, indeed. ”

Lin Ran smiled: "Or take two when you go?" ”

"No need." I looked at Lin Ran, "You're living with your dad now, aren't you?" ”

Lin Ran nodded, "My mother has never entered this house since she divorced my father, she has been living with my grandmother, and I live with my father now." ”

"How's your mother's illness?"

"Alright, already." Lin Ran smiled, "My mother still wants to have time, and then talk to you about it." ”

I was stunned for a moment, then thought for a moment, "Well, there's time for that." I've been going to school recently, I'm in my third year of high school, and I'm short on time. ”

Lin Ran glanced at me with a smile and did not continue to say this question.

"Do you often have yourself alone in your house?"

Lin Ran nodded, "Well, my dad often travels on business and is away all year round, so I'm a little used to being alone at home now, if I'm really bored, I'll go to my grandma's house and stay with my mother." ”

"How did your dad treat you?"

Lin Ran sat next to me, followed by the smell of perfume that swept in.

"It's a big night, and there are so many perfumes."

"It's morning, and it still smells. Does it smell good. ”

"Well, that's good. Delicate fragrance. ”

Lin Ran also smiled, "I knew you would definitely like this taste." ”

"You know everything."

"Nonsense, or haven't we spent so many years together in vain?" Lin Ran continued to smile.

I was a little embarrassed, and then looked at Lin Ran, "What is your dad doing to you, why don't you say it"

Lin Ran glanced at me: "Do you want to listen to the truth or lie." ”

"Of course it's true."

"It's really good, it's much better than when my mom was around."

"That's fine."

Lin Ran shook his head, "But after so many years, there are suddenly fewer people in the family, and I am really not used to it." No matter how good he is to me, I can't be happy, I just want my mother to come back, I just want this family to be harmonious. ”

"You can go and persuade your father to go to your mother."

"It's useless to persuade, my dad drinks stuffy at night, sometimes he cries when he falls asleep, I get up in the middle of the night and go to his room to cover him with a blanket a few times, looking at my dad's hair, a little gray, he is really old, how old is he, and he is also worried, or he can't grow so much gray hair so quickly."

I smiled, "Then your father is still a little reluctant, not to mention your mother, she is even more reluctant." She doesn't have a new love, so what's wrong with your dad to continue to live? ”

"How do I know, anyway, neither of them will look back, I tried, but it was useless."

"Don't worry, it's impossible to say anything like this, and the two of them will come together again one day."

Lin Ran glanced at me, "Have you ever seen a divorce and still get back together?" Even if there were, how many pairs would it take to happen to meet one? It's been almost twenty years since there was such a family, and now that it's divorced, it's going to get back together, right? ”

I smiled, "Just think about it, didn't we split and merge many times when we came?" ”

Lin Ran looked at me, "Then are the two of us married?" Do you have a family? Do you have children? Can it be the same thing? ”

"Actually, it's all the same, my uncle and my aunt divorce at every turn, it's been many times, and now the two of them are still together, and their relationship is still very stable. Hehe, they're both divorced, and the two of them still live together."

Lin Ran giggled, and then said to me, "What about the two of us?" ”

I glanced at her, then reached out and pointed, "Isn't that good now?" ”

"You're right?" Lin Ran followed closely and said, "In the end, we still broke up, and the breakup was completely separated, you still ran away with Xiyu, didn't you?" In the end, you still failed me, forgot what we used to be, and gave up cleanly, thoroughly, and decisively. Lin Ran continued to smile, "What is that sentence called, by the way, I asked you to wave your sleeves and not take away a cloud." Right? After finishing speaking, Lin Ran smiled again.

I looked at Lin Ran with some embarrassment: "Don't say it so ugly, okay." ”

"It's hard to speak."

"What do you mean I ran away with Xiyu?"

"That's the way it is, isn't it?" Lin Ran continued to smile at me, "Can you say anything convincing to yourself?" Wang Yue, you betrayed me. Love is selfish, I don't have those means of Xi Yu for a long time, so I admit it, hehe"

"By what means?"

"There's no means, Wang Yue, I know you very well, and she knows you very well, but I'm too naïve."

I sighed, "Don't talk about that, okay?" ”

"So what do you want me to say? When I think of this, I feel bad, I regret it, I hate it. ”

"Why don't you cry anymore."

"I don't want to cry, I've cried enough, I cry every day when I'm alone, and there will always be a time when I've cried enough." After Lin Ran finished speaking, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, put it in his mouth, and then lit it, his movements were very skillful. Puffing.

I glanced at Lin Ran and took a deep breath, "Then what did you mean by crying just now?" ”

"If you don't cry, you won't come, and if you cry, you may not come, but if you cry, the odds will still be greater."

"You lied to me?"

"Well, I'm just trying to lie to you, okay?"