Chapter 95: A tug-of-war between memory and reality
Xin Shanming ordered two dishes, one braised pork and one fried phoenix.
"When you were a child, you liked to eat braised pork the most, and every time your mother made braised pork, you could eat two bowls of rice!"
"You can order the rest, Dad is not a picky eater." Xin Shanming handed the menu to Xin Manqing.
Father?
Xin Manqing's heart almost stopped, but Xin Shanming said it so naturally, his eyes were full of pampering.
Xin Manqing had a hard time holding the menu, she didn't know what the so-called "father" on the other side liked to eat, and whether there were any taboo tastes.
"Then let's have a fish roe and nori soup."
"That's right! You loved caviar when you were a kid too! Xin Shanming seemed to remember many things from the past, and his face was full of a fatherly smile.
"Did I like to eat it when I was a kid? I'm sorry...... I have amnesia, I have forgotten everything I had done when I was a child. Xin Manqing was a little sorry.
For someone who is deeply immersed in memories, the loss of shared memories should be very sad.
is the only one who remembers the past, not to mention that this person is still his father, Xin Manqing at this time can't even shout the word father.
"It's okay, it's okay, I know you lost your memory because of the car accident...... Daddy doesn't blame you. ”
"When I was a child, I blamed me for not being able to protect you and your mother." The half-hundred-man on the opposite side seemed to have ruddy eyes, and his voice was slightly choked, but he still tried to smile at Xinman.
Xin Manchun lowered his head, with mixed feelings in his heart.
In the face of such a father, she was not ready to say anything.
"Dad heard that you're married?" Immediately afterwards, Xin Shanming's words made Xin Manqing directly stunned.
"Hmm. But things are not what you think. Xin Manqing wanted to explain something, but he didn't know how to tell his father.
His contract marriage is just to rebuild the orphanage, he must be very worried, he actually uses lifelong happiness as a bargaining chip.
"Qing'er, I heard that you got married. Dad was actually very happy. ”
"But," Xin Shanming suddenly took Xin Manqing's hand, "How can your marriage partner be the third young master of the Gu family?" ”
"I ......" In fact, Xin Manqing didn't know how he provoked this third young master of the Gu family.
My father's calloused hands were very rough, but they didn't arouse Xin Manqing's disgust, maybe this is the induction that blood is thicker than water.
"Do you know that his motives for marrying you are not pure?"
"You know I used to be his parents' bodyguard, right? He always thought that I had betrayed the Gu family, resulting in the death of both his parents. ”
"In this way, I am equivalent to his father-killing enemy, and I don't share the heavens."
"Why are you so simple and deceitful that you married him?" Xin Shanming's words exploded in Xin Manqing's ears like a *, and his already unfirm belief collapsed more and more.
"Then did you really betray the Gu family's parents in the first place?" Xin Manqing asked with difficulty, she wanted to know the answer.
Xin Shanming sighed and fell into a deep whirlpool of memories.
Back then, Xin Shanming and Bo's father were very good brothers, although he was his personal bodyguard, the Bo family never regarded him as a subordinate or an outsider.
When he first met Xin Manqing's mother, he was introduced and matched by Mrs. Bo, he was grateful that they were too late, how could he betray, and what could he get from betrayal?
However, the kidnappers took advantage of his affectionate and loyal character weakness to force him to tell him the route of the Bo family's escape.
He can't help it.
At that time, the kidnappers knew that he would not give in if he was hard, so he kidnapped his wife and daughter, that is, Xin Manqing and Mrs. Xin, and Xin Shanming was very entangled at that time.
The kidnappers called him, and the sound of the flock of birds* defiling his beloved wife came from the other end, as well as the crying of his daughter, and Xin Manqing's claustrophobia also fell at that time.
Xin Shanming finally had no choice but to say a location that had been changed, thinking that if it wasn't for the exact coordinates, these people shouldn't be so easy to track down the Bo family.
Later, there was bad news.
So all these years, he has been wandering around with the idea of atonement, and he never has the face to return to the Gu family.
It's just that every year, I burn paper in front of the tombstone I erected for the Bo family and his wife to talk to them.
Xin Manqing listened to the truth of twenty years ago told by Xin Mingshan, and when he heard that his mother was almost defiled and he fell into the words claustrophobia.
Some memories seem to be awakened, the headache is intense, and the mind begins to replay that dark day, with a painful expression.
Bo Jingyu sat in the office, his brows furrowed.
Two days ago, the spies reported that they had originally found Xin Shanming's traces, but in the end they lost them.
After all, Xin Mingshan has undergone strict professional training and has a certain anti-reconnaissance capability.
There was also a report from the other side, saying that Tian Jingya's whereabouts abroad were basically mastered, at first, Tian Jingya was really happy abroad, eating and drinking a lot, and she was originally interested in the school where Qin Ruoning conducted.
I heard that there are many celebrities in it, and there are many opportunities to enter the upper class.
Foreign brand-name luxury goods also make her linger, buying, buying, buying, and always being an eternal topic for women like Tian Jingya.
She wasn't fit to be a doctor at all.
Later, when she was almost done, Tian Jingya was ready to return to China with the "spoils", but she couldn't find her passport book. These are good, and they can't go back abroad.
Some people squeezed their scalps and wanted to come out, but at this time, Tian Jingya really wanted to return to China.
After all, no one knows anyone abroad, and a person is indeed boring and boring.
Tian Jingya dialed Qin Ruoning's phone, and Qin Ruoning comforted her on the other end of the phone and said that she would help her handle the passport.
Let her play abroad for a while, and she will give her some more pocket money.
Tian Jingya really spent some time abroad stupidly, and she didn't know what was happening in China.
"Find someone to bring her back." Bo Jingyu's face was cold, and he commanded on the phone, not to resist.
On the other side, Xin Manqing had a headache and fainted.
Xin Shanming knew that his identity was special, and he was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, so he hurriedly called Gu Yankai to get rid of him and send Xin Manqing to Anji.
Xin Manqing seemed to have had a long dream.
The dreams are full of terrible pasts, things that I don't want to think about in my heart, but they appear in the dream like a slide one by one.
In addition to listening to what Xin Shanming said, she also remembered the truth of the year.
Bo Jingyu in the office received a call from his assistant, saying that Xin Manqing had fainted and came over at 120.
Bo Jingyu hung up the phone and came to the ward where Xin Manqing was, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Gu Yankai's unlikable face.
"You can go." Bo Jingyu is not angry and arrogant, and Xin Manqing will not be good to follow him.
Gu Yankai wanted to say something, but he thought that his plan was going well, so he obediently left the ward, after all, there was still someone waiting for him to deal with.
Bo Jingyu looked at Xin Manqing, who was motionless on the hospital bed, this little wild cat that was not worrying, Xin Manqing's forehead began to ooze fine beads of sweat, and it seemed that he was experiencing a nightmare.