225 Tell of grief
I dropped that sentence and ran to the second floor, where the people at the bottom were still discussing, and I wasn't interested in getting involved, at least now they couldn't find the flying boy.
Xu Jie's house is very large, there is a fourth floor, the first floor is the living room, and the second floor has many rooms, in fact, it is easy to know that the room is Xu Jie's when you look at it this way, because there is only one room in the entire corridor There are two bodyguards standing at the door, it is not Xu Jie's room, and whose room is it.
I walked to the door of the room and told the two bodyguards outside the door that I was Chen Ge and came to find Xu Jie, the two bodyguards automatically got out of the way, I pushed the door open, and saw Xu Jie sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, but she hadn't seen her for four days, and her whole person looked very haggard.
After seeing me coming, Xu Jie got up and ran towards me, I hugged her at once, she also hugged me, very hard, how I hugged each other, I chose to be silent, but after a while, I heard her sobbing, I knew that she was crying, crying was so sad.
I have been holding her, letting her tears wet my chest, I have lost my father, so I can understand Xu Jie's helpless mood now, the difference is that I have a father again, and Xu Jie has lost her father forever.
Although I can understand her feelings, I don't know how to comfort her, because I also thought about how she cried a long time ago, but then I stopped crying, and gradually became paralyzed, and I still can't remember how I felt at that time, and the pain will become less and less as time goes by, and it will at least make you feel bad about it, until you really get used to it.
I told Xu Jie that it would pass, but Xu Jie stopped crying, but wiped away her tears and looked at me seriously: "Do you know? This sentence of yours is what I have heard the most in the past few days, everyone will say this to me in a very pitiful and helpless tone when they see me, they tell me that it will pass, you have to mourn and change, every time I hear this sentence I want to give them a slap, and then ask them, does it hurt? ”
Xu Jie said this, and looked at me with her big eyes that were completely soaked, and said, "Do you want me to slap you too?" ”
I said you fight, as long as you are happy, I am willing to do anything, Xu Jie suddenly became happy, and said to me: "Everyone understands the truth, I know that it will pass, no matter how difficult the moment will always pass, I also know that time can dilute the pain, but I don't want to use time as an excuse, once something is lost, it can never come back, I know very well in my heart, just like the toy I liked very much when I was a child, if I lose it, I will cry, and then accept this fact, but it is my father, my father who raised me for seventeen years, I feel like my tears have dried up these days, but I can't find the compromise I felt when I was a child, he was as if he wasn't dead, he was always by my side, how could I forget, it wasn't a toy, then I gave birth to my father who raised me and hurt me for seventeen years! ”
I looked at her, and my heart was like a knife, but I could not find any words to comfort her, as if all the words I had prepared before seemed extraordinarily white in the face of her pain, and I could only listen to her quietly, and be an honest listener.
Xu Jie took my hand and walked to the desk, then picked up a music box and said: "This is a gift from my father when I was ten years old, I remember that I liked music very much at that time, I told him that I wanted to be a musician when I grew up, so he gave me this gift, I always do things for three minutes, but he stands on my side unconditionally, I don't easily say a small ideal, he will always remember, and support me with action." ”
Xu Jie took my hand and introduced all the gifts in the house, basically all of them were given by Xu An, including birthday gifts, June 1st gifts, and all kinds of holiday gifts.
From the babbling infancy, to the innocent and lively childhood, and to the budding girlhood, every happy day she has spent with Xu An so far seems to be condensed in this room.
After Xu Jie introduced all the gifts, she sat on the bed and continued: "When I was a child, I had a lot of dreams and liked a lot of things, so every year's birthday gifts were different, and each one was given by him. ”
Speaking of this, Xu Jie looked at me and said, "You became my dream at that time." ”
I stroked her little head and continued to listen to her, Xu Jie smiled again and said, "Do you know how he reacted when I said that I had someone I liked? His first reaction was to show a very jealous expression, and then said to me with a straight face, Xiaojie, can you stop liking others so quickly? I want to be with you all the time. ”
"I was coquettish with him at the time, saying how much I like you and something, my dad is like you now, has been listening quietly, and then I begged him for a long time, he agreed to let me transfer to Hanoi, at the beginning when I chased you unsuccessfully, he gave me advice, told me, girls should love themselves, can't be old to chase others, to let people chase you, so that people will cherish, he told me, even if you love someone, there is a bottom line, he told me, to find a boy who loves me more than him, he can rest assured to hand me over."
Xu Jie's voice was a little choked, she endured and said: "He really taught me a lot, he taught me how to manage my life, he taught me how to love people, he taught me girls to live a wonderful life, until four days ago I found out that he taught me so much, but never taught me, if there is no him, how should I live!" ”
Xu Jie couldn't help crying loudly anymore, she leaned on my shoulder, her petite body kept moving, I never thought that someone could be in pain like this, Xu Jie cried and shouted, she said: "I can do nothing, I don't want gifts, I don't want a rich life, I can also don't have any dreams, I just want him to come back, as long as he is by my side, everything is enough, but I lost him, completely lost, do you know how sad I am?" Ah, do you know how sad I am? ”
I hugged her, quietly listening to her heart-rending cry, I didn't want to comfort her, but I didn't know how to comfort her, Xu Jie cried for half an hour, and finally cried until she had no strength, she lay in my arms and slept, I put her on the bed, covered the quilt, kissed her on the forehead, and then planned to leave.
I knew I had to do something, at least to catch the real murderer, but when I was about to leave, I saw a bottle of medicine under Xu Jie's pillow, I picked up the medicine out of curiosity and opened it, the bottle of medicine did not have anything written on it, just a white bottle, I opened it, there were white pills one by one, I poured one of them into my hand and looked at it, it was actually a shape engraved with half a moon.
I was stunned for a moment, and I had a hint of foreboding in my heart, although I didn't know what kind of medicine this was, but I knew that with Xu Jie's current mental state, it was very likely to be a drug!
I originally wanted to wake up Xu Jie and ask her to explain this matter to me, but at this time, I couldn't bear to see her sleeping, and besides, I wasn't sure that this was a drug, so I chose to take this medicine away first, ask someone like Yanzi who knows the goods, and then confront her face to face.
After I came out of the room, I inquired with one of the bodyguards and asked Xu Jie if she had gone out recently, and the bodyguard was quite cooperative, saying no, I thought that if Xu Jie didn't go out, this medicine should have been brought to her by someone else, so I asked the bodyguard, did anyone go upstairs to find Xu Jie.
The bodyguard thought carefully for a while before he said to me, "Except for you and Dr. Wang, Miss came to Mr. Dai Hui three days ago. ”
I said I know, and then went downstairs, this time, the people below have dispersed, it is estimated that the meeting is over, only Dai Hui and Sister Yun are left, and he seems to be waiting for me here.
Seeing me come down, Sister Yun asked me how Xu Jie's mental state was, and I sighed and said that she was tired of crying and fell asleep.
Dai Hui walked up to me, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Little brother, if you have nothing to do recently, come over and see Miss, she has locked herself in her room for the past few days, and I'm quite worried." ”
I glanced at Dai Hui and sneered, "It seems that you care about her very much." ”
Dai Hui was stunned for a moment, so I didn't get me wrong, he just felt that Xu Jie was a little pitiful, and had no other thoughts, I looked at Dai Hui and said: "Hui, we can be regarded as brothers, you tell me the truth, three days ago, what did Xu Jie look for you?" ”
Dai Huile said: "It's nothing, you just asked me about the funeral, look at you, is there a misunderstanding." ”
I asked him again, really no, Dai Hui's eyes were a little dodgy, but he still said no, this time I finally got angry, took out the medicine bottle from my pocket, and threw it directly on Dai Hui's face!
The medicine bottle smashed on Dai Hui's face, and then fell to the ground, the pills were scattered all over the place, Dai Hui was stunned, I directly pulled him by the collar, and then pressed him on the sofa, and after scolding Fuck your mother, I punched Dai Hui in the face.
threw several punches in succession, Dai Hui didn't dodge, and didn't fight back, so I held down the sofa and beat him, and I shouted while beating: "Are you fucking pretending to be shit in your head?" Take this kind of thing to Xu Jie to eat, don't you know that you will eat the dead? You're trying to kill her, I'll fuck you! ”
When Sister Yun saw me doing something, she hurriedly came over to stop me and asked me what I was doing, I pointed at Dai Hui and scolded, "What am I doing?" Lao Tzu fucked him, what a fuck, I was his brother, he was my brother, he actually gave my woman this medicine, I won't kill you today, I Chen Ge wrote the two words upside down! ”