I took the letter with some trembling, Sister Shengnan's parents are still fine, although they are worried about Sister Shengnan's whereabouts, but they didn't open the letter, after all, it is written that I personally opened. I hesitated for a moment before carefully tearing the envelope open and taking out a pink letterhead from the inside, and Sister Katsunan's handwriting landed on the letterhead.

The first line reads: "My little man." ”

This is what she calls me, I am her man, but I am younger than her, and I am happy and distressed to see this affectionate title.

"When you read this letter, don't worry about me, I won't do stupid things, you and I should cherish the mistakes in my life history. I left because I didn't want you to see my ugly side, maybe you don't dislike it, but I will dislike myself, I want to leave my beauty to you forever, and keep my ugliness to myself. Remember when I said it? I am not destined to be on the same line as you, I belong to you, but you cannot belong to me.

Please forgive me for making a decision that I think is right, please forgive me for saying goodbye, little man, you don't have to look for me again, maybe ten or twenty years later, one day I will suddenly reappear, maybe not in this life. I have forgotten when I began to like you, I fell in love with you, maybe since I was a child, maybe not long ago, but these are not important anymore, because what I gave you is not a complete me, thank you for not disliking.

Little man, forgive me for admitting defeat first, I once fantasized about spending money with you and growing old together. But fantasies are too beautiful, and they will always be defeated by cruel displays, and I have already seen through all this. Once, I have also thought countless times, no matter what, I don't care about anything, I don't care anymore, put everything aside and stay with you, even if I end up bruised, I have no regrets. Even if you walk in the future is the sword mountain and the sea of fire, Longtan Tiger's Den, I am willing to go down with you.

However, the ending has been written, what can we do to change it?

You and I once walked hand in hand through that street, but after walking, we still have to return to our respective worlds. You still have a long way to go, and I shouldn't be holding you back, so I'm letting go and you go for your own happiness. Remember to take care of my parents, I know if I don't say it, you'll do the same, right? I know you, just as you know me.

In the end, I only have a small, selfish luxury, in the future, when you marry a wife and have children, in some inconspicuous corner of your heart, you can still have a place for me, not too much, just a little.

Goodbye, maybe never again, my little man. ”

A small piece of letterhead, but in my hand like a thousand pounds of weight, my heart seemed to be torn into pieces, dripping with blood, painful. I wanted to be with her for a long time, but I didn't expect Sister Katsu to make a decision for me in this way, I muttered, "Sister Katsunan, you are so stupid, so stupid." ”

Her mother asked me, "Kobayashi, what did Katsuo say in the letter?" ”

I said sadly: "Auntie, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, Sister Shengnan is gone, she should be safe." She should need time to heal, maybe she will come back when, and from now on, you two elders will treat me as your own son. ”

Her mother seemed to be drained of all her strength, sitting on the sofa and crying to death, but the father of the male sister said: "The girl is older, she has her own ideas, the matter has come to this, no matter how sad we are, it will not help, cheer up." ”

I carefully put the letterhead back in the envelope, only to find that there was a photo in the envelope, I don't know when Sister Katsu took it, with short hair, looking back and smiling, the picture was frozen in her most beautiful time. I collected the letterhead and photos as treasures, and after comforting the second elder for a while, Sister Katsunan's father asked me to go and get busy first, and the second elder was fine. I'm not going to go looking for Sister Katsunan, she's right, she really wants to hide, I'm sure I won't find it, the world is so big, what do I use to follow her traces?

I just hope that one day, Katsuo will figure it out and be able to come back again, no matter how long it takes, I will have to wait.

I dragged my tired body back home, my parents went to the countryside, the house has not been inhabited, cold, I lay on the sofa, silently smoking, looking at the photos of Sister Katsuo lost my soul.

I lay on the couch until the evening, and I never left, until the next morning, I did not close my eyes and went to sleep, I stayed up all night, my eyes were dry, but I did not feel sleepy. At this time, Xiao Fan called, I picked up the phone, Xiao Fan said: "The matter has passed, you can come back at any time." ”

I said weakly, "I've come back, but, Brother Fan, I'm tired, and I want to quit." ”

Xiao Fan was silent for a moment and said, "Are you tired?" Or are you scared? Where are you, let's talk about the golden celebrities first. "I said I really want to quit, I'm not afraid of death, but the people around me can't stand the hurt anymore, Brother Fan, thank you for treating me as a brother, and you will treat me as a brother in the future.

I cut off the phone, then turned it off, tossed it aside and continued to lie on the couch and smoke. Since I embarked on this road, I have given too much, the people around me have been injured, Sister Katsuo is disfigured because I have offended people, and the most ridiculous thing is that I still don't even know who did it. I don't know if anyone else is going to get hurt or die because of me, and I don't want to go through this pain again.

I slept again before I suddenly turned over, went to take a shower, changed my clothes, I took the bank card with 200,000 deposits and prepared to go to the provincial capital, Sister Katsu has already left, and the other person I like is still suffering, I don't want to wait any longer, this is also what I have to do.

I spent a day and a night on the couch and figured out a lot of things.

I closed the door and left, and then drove towards the highway to the provincial capital, but before I got on the highway, I was stopped, it was no one else who stopped me, it was Xiao Fan's car, he was leaning on the station on a necessary road on the highway, with two cigarettes in his mouth, and slowly lit it.

I stopped the car and got out of the car, Xiao Fan handed me one of the cigarettes, I took it in my mouth, and he asked me, "Where is this going?" ”

I didn't hide it, and said directly: "Provincial city." ”

Xiao Fan spit out the smoke ring and said, "Okay, I won't stop you, I'll just say a few words, go or stay, you decide for yourself." I nodded, but my heart was very firm, no matter what Xiao Fan said, I would not waver again. Xiao Fan stretched out a finger and said, "First thing, I treat you as a brother, what are you when I am?" Say quit and quit, do you think this is a play house? ”

I only said sorry, Xiao Fan stretched out his second finger and said, "Now you have a chance to take the position, you think about whether to seize it yourself." ”

I shook my head and smiled bitterly and said, "What if you get on the throne?" I can be more amazing, I can make a lot of money, others are afraid of me, but more people also want to kill me, the superior is too tired, you said that you will succeed in ten thousand bones, and you can't be a superior, you just treat me as a bad seed. ”

Xiao Fan said: "The third thing, I have found the person who did the black hand on you, whether you want to take revenge or not, you can do it yourself!" Forgot how your girlfriend was disfigured? Forget how your dad became like this? Forgot how you got along? ”

As soon as I heard this, my eyes suddenly burst out with murderous aura, I really can't be calm about this matter, because I am not as calm as my heart is after all. I pinched the cigarette butt in my hand and said slowly, "Who is it?" ”

Xiao Fan said: "I don't want to tell you now, you are not my brother, who wants to kill you What does it have to do with me?" Aren't you going to the provincial capital? Go ahead! I said I wouldn't stop you, I wouldn't. But I also remind you, if you don't say a word to quit, others won't trouble you. With me, you can naturally withdraw, but with others, you can't quit anymore. ”

After Xiao Fan finished speaking, he pulled the car door and sat down, made a beautiful turn, drove straight away, I clenched my fists, and my teeth were almost crushed, if I want to take revenge, I can't pick up Bai Fei so quickly, although Bai Fei is drinking in Huadi, she is very safe and will not be bullied, Mr. Qiu's face Huadi's boss still has to give it, if I take it back, I am afraid that Bai Fei will follow in Bai Fei's footsteps.

Xiao Fan is right, once you enter the black road, it is as deep as the sea, how can it be so easy to retreat? Like Brother Kun, what else is he missing? If a woman has it, the money can't be spent, but he still wants to be the boss, who doesn't want to wash An Ansheng's life after being the boss? It can't be washed in vain, it can't be retreated, there are too many enemies, but it is not a golden basin that can be washed to end all grievances.

I threw away the cigarette butt in my hand, stomped it out with my foot, opened the car door and got into the van, and I had already made up my mind.

Since I can't quit, I just step on it a little deeper, who wants my Lin Xiao's life, let the horse come over, see who can really laugh to the end, see if I die first, or if they die first!