472. Quiet: I don't want to lose him

Chapter 472

I didn't expect him to do this, and I was somewhat surprised: "Hey......"

I was just about to stop it, but he had already made a call, and now it's too late to stop it.

And he was still instructing the person on the other end of the phone: "Keep Xiao Zhao for me, let her go back to standby, and pay her salary as usual."

When he hung up the phone, I was a little unappreciative: "The boss is just different."

I muttered coldly, "What's the big deal?"

Suddenly, he approached me and wrapped me around his arms.

Slowly approached me: "What did you say?" I didn't hear me, you say it again. ”

Sensing the smell of danger, I leaned back, and finally leaned back against the rails of the bed.

Looking at his slowly approaching face, his eyes clearly imprinted my appearance, my heart beating uncontrollably, I know, it is the feeling of heartbeat, and I also know what he is going to do.

Thinking of what he had said earlier while I was asleep, I immediately calmed down.

I staggered my gaze from him without any expression and said, "My stomach hurts."

After a pause, he immediately stopped teasing me, and asked me worriedly, "Where do you hurt?"

Before I could answer, he came to hug me anxiously: "Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital."

I refused, pushing his hand away: "No, I'll just sleep for a while."

No longer looking at him, I lay down under the covers, covered my head and closed my eyes.

I said, "As long as I don't see you, I won't hurt anywhere."

He asked me puzzled, "Quiet, which tendon are you doing wrong?"

I didn't reply, the atmosphere quieted down, I knew he hadn't left, and I was sensitive as if I could feel him fall on me, burning my eyes, burning me uncomfortable.

It was a long time before I heard him go out.

My tense nerves finally relaxed, and I exhaled, I opened my eyes and looked at the small piece of sky outside the window, and walked for a while, and then I closed my eyes and fell asleep when I was tired.

Hua Xu said that it was good to go on like this.

Actually, to be honest, if it had been put in the past, because of the child, it didn't matter if I could have continued to do this with him.

But now I can't, not only can't, but I don't think it's good to go on like this.

Women are different from men, men can sleep with women even if they don't have feelings, but women will be emotionally supreme, which is why I feel bad.

Because I found out that I already had a different feeling for him, although I don't know when it started.

But what about me?

Because of inequality, it will be painful, because of inequality, so I feel uncomfortable, I feel emotional, dissatisfied, sad, unwilling, angry, sad......

The ups and downs of love, the five flavors are mixed, and at this time, I have tasted all the astringency in my heart.

He said that he didn't think about snatching the child from me, and I understood what he meant, after the child was born, after all, we are already husband and wife, and we will continue to maintain the family relationship in the future.

I also know that this is the best choice for us, and it is also the best ending, and I have tried to persuade myself to accept it, so be it, give the child a perfect family, and wronged myself for the sake of the child.

Because I have experienced the imperfections of the family, I also very much want to give my children a perfect home, but I can't do it.

I feel angry when I think about it, but I don't know what I'm angry about, what kind of temper I'm making.

In short, I was inexplicably panicked, my heart was swollen, and my temper was rampant.

Does Qi Huaxu not like me? I'm still angry that I'm not angry, and I would be so attracted to a man who used to be so kind to me.

After all, when I faced the past, I always hated him a little, hated him, didn't I? I wanted to leave him so much, but why did I suddenly like him?

I think maybe I'm angry Huaxu is just used to me, angry he doesn't like me, but even if I'm angry, what can I do?

The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, the more I thought about it, the more my eyes hurt, and I sighed deeply, and I forced myself to sleep.

After the hospital incident, my mother's attitude towards Hua Xu took a 360-degree turn, from the previous enthusiasm to the current one.

Similarly, my attitude towards Hua Xu has also taken a 360-degree turn, from the previous distress and reluctance to the current cold face and unwelcome.

Even if I didn't want to see him, he took care of me carefully and thoughtfully, as long as he was there, I never walked to the toilet, nor did I eat a bite of food.

At first, he was still sleeping on the sofa, and the person concerned didn't say that it was hard, but my mother began to feel distressed, thinking that he was too hard, so she threw people directly into my bed.

Anyway, we're already husband and wife, and it's normal to sleep in the same bed.

I was not happy and found all kinds of reasons to argue that I was not used to sleeping with others.

My mother used to hate Hua Xu very much, and she didn't like the things I had with him, and I didn't like that I had too much contact with him, and now she actually said in the face of my bunch of reasons:

"Not used to it? You're not mistaken, you've all slept for years and aren't used to it now? ”

I said I was shy, and my mom said, "Shy? What are the children shy about? ”

My mother also added one more reason to him, if I had something to do at night, it would be easier for him to take better care of me, so the minority obeyed the majority, and just like that, Hua Xu was thrown into my bed.

Every time I wake up, I wake up in his arms, but this situation irritates me and makes me inexplicably angry.

I quarreled a few times, and each time I was resolved by his dead face, and I was defeated not because I was not angry, but because I no longer had the strength to make trouble.

I don't know if it's because of pregnancy or something else, but in short, my mood hasn't been particularly good lately, and my temper hasn't been particularly good.

It's winter now, but I'm as anxious as if I'm spending summer every day, and if something doesn't go well, it's easy to get angry, and my temper is bursting.

I fell asleep in bed every day, couldn't go anywhere, and was really irritable, and really wanted to go out for a walk.

It's like polishing all my good temper, and my whole person is not in a good state.

I feel like a terminally ill patient, like a wasted person who can't lift his spirits and strength, listless all day long, except to eat and sleep, except to sleep is to vomit, except to vomit is to lose his temper.

I don't want to do this, but I just can't control it, this kind of uncomfortable day is really too hard.

Sometimes I even feel the urge to stop this child, and I think then I'll be free.

But every time I have such thoughts, I feel guilty and cruel, and I feel guilty for my children.

My mother and Hua Xu tolerated my bad temper, my willfulness, and my arrogance like a sea of rivers.

Even though Hua Xu installed a TV in the bedroom for me to pass the time, even though he went to buy a lot of children's clothes and came back for me to pick and choose, which made me feel less stuffy and distracted me, it was still difficult for me to calm down.

I obviously didn't do anything, I ate well every day, and slept long, but I wasn't fat but thin.

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