Chapter 206: Night Sky Monologues
I finally understood why Shen Lingyu never mentioned Diane and me from the time she came in, because everything was settled, and the roads could no longer be intertwined, was this the last goodbye?
I was the only one left in the ward, lying quietly, the past flashed chaotically, I had thought about it, what was the entanglement with Shen Lingyu, was it a shadow or the past? But when she just left, she closed her eyes and said that her name was Xiao Nuan.
It turned out that this was her truest answer.
I suddenly wanted to smoke, but despite the fact that the temperature was getting cooler, I put on my coat directly, slowly walked out of the ward, and found the bench again, it turned out that cigarettes are so unique to men.
I took a deep breath, and those inexplicable troubles seemed to dissipate into the air with the smoke I breathed, and the night was very quiet, and my heart was quiet.
Light high heels suddenly sounded in her ears, walking very lightly and steadily, I knew that since Shen Lingyu was here, she would be next.
"Your body is recovering, so don't smoke." The soft whisper in the ear reveals tender concern.
I turned around, only to be amazed by the way I saw her.
A tight and dignified white cheongsam, outlining her slender and slender figure, like snow jade arms folded in front of her, in the night, this classical white, as dazzling and noble as a pearl, the high slit cheongsam, so that her slender legs are also snow-white exposed in front of her eyes, stepping on white high heels, every step, with an immortal posture that is not stained.
I was amazed, surprised by her classical beauty, surprised by her dusty temperament, surprised by her dress tonight.
Because I remember this dress very well, this is the dress Wei Zixuan wore when she confessed to her, when she just walked out of the building, this white almost made the audience quiet, and I also remember that it was on that night that she and I officially met.
"I've known each other for so long, and I'll be in a daze when I see it? Don't you ask me to sit down? She walked up to me, her apricot eyes smiling, and she was touching.
I was flashed by the dusty apricot eyes, and I woke up from my daze, and hurriedly asked her to sit down, but why did she wear this set of clothes?
"It's so cold, you are born cold and dare to wear so little, with your arms and legs exposed, can you stand it?" My tone was a little critical, but it provoked the fairy to purse her lips and snicker, laughing too charmingly, her snow-white shoulders were shaking slightly, after sitting down, under the slit of the cheongsam, a pair of long legs as white as snow, almost unobstructed, a little bit of a woman's charm, but her fairy-like temperament, so that I did not have a molestation in my heart.
I quickly took off my coat and put it directly on her legs, she was indeed a little cold with her long legs together, but there was no expression on her face, and she was always smiling softly.
"What are you laughing at, you still laugh at me if you care about you."
"It's because you care about me, I'm happy." She put away her faint smile and looked at me seriously with a pair of almond eyes.
It's too serious, I don't dare to look at each other, apricot eyes are affectionate, this is always the characteristic of Xia Xinyu's eyes, which makes people feel soft when they see it, and they always have the desire to protect.
"Don't sit here, you're too prone to colds." I persuaded her to go back to the ward, but she shook her head and disagreed: "No, just sit here for a while, you know, I hate hospital wards." ”
Well, this is the stubbornness of the fairy, I can't refute it. Just sit here for a while.
"I like you."
"Huh?"
Xia Xinyu spoke again, I was caught off guard, the whole person turned to her exaggeratedly, her eyes widened and she couldn't speak, she sat quietly, didn't look at my reaction, maybe it was expected, she looked up at the night sky, and said lightly: "You should have known a long time ago, right." ”
I saw that her face was calm, and she put away her panic, I did know it for a long time, and I could actually detect the delicate emotions of women, but I didn't want to say it.
She wore this cheongsam, and I seemed to know a little bit what she meant.
"When I saw your photos last night, I couldn't help crying, my eyes were a little crying, so I recovered for a day today, and I came to see you at night, I don't know if tonight is beautiful." She looked at the night sky and muttered to herself, a slight smile on her lips.
I was about to say beautiful when she suddenly reached out and pressed my hand, as if she didn't want me to speak.
"Anne and I grew up together, because of a boy, completely broke off the friendship, that time I lost, and now because of a boy, the friendship is restored, I still lose, but this time I don't blame her." She smiled with relief, and continued: "The two of us are like water and fire, which seem to be incompatible, but only water can penetrate the heart of fire, and only fire can boil the heart of water. ”
Rogues and scholars?
I smiled helplessly, each of them saw one side, and everyone liked one side, but together, the rogue scholar is the real me.
"You took possession of Anne's heart and stole my clothes, it's really bad enough, you know, I knew you at the beginning, I thought you were a bit bad, Anne was deceived by you, but I didn't expect that even my clothes were cheated by you in the end."
The faint monologue, but it is the resonance of the two people, what the clothes represent, only the two of us understand, the two of us once used the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl to describe each other, it was the last time I was hospitalized, it seems that in the end I won? Did that time, I win her dress? I suddenly couldn't guess what she meant by coming today, and she was so smart that she always made me guess.
"A scholar with literary talents, but always has to be a vulgar hooligan, he likes beautiful girls, he likes to look at girls' figures, but you look at my eyes, I have never been lustful, I know, I have an important position in your heart, but I don't like it enough, right." She said so clearly, the corners of her mouth were always smiling, she was confiding in me, the fairy who has always been mysterious and cold, she was very happy to talk to the person she liked.
I saw that she was still a little cold and wanted to take off my hospital gown to her, but she held my hand again and refused.
She never let me speak, didn't let me answer, was she afraid to know some answers?
"You are the first boy who can understand the sound of my piano, the first boy who has a tacit understanding with me, but unfortunately because I like you, my heart can't calm down, until now we haven't finished the ensemble, you don't know, you fell asleep in my piano room that day, I took the initiative to sleep in your arms, you don't dare to hug me, so I can only feel your hug like this, you sleep is not honest enough, touch me ......" She gradually became shy, while I was asleep, she put down her arrogant reserve, just for this hug.
It turned out that it was really her hugging me that day.
"I cried last night, not only because of the photo, but also because you were injured, scholar, you have to remember, you will affect my emotions, don't do this in the future, okay?" There was a hint of resentment in her eyes, as if the bright moon in the sky was not beautiful enough.
That's right, I know this, she is smart, she always guesses my every move, always persuades and cares in advance, this delicate dedication, I feel it, and I have been moved.
How can I be favored by the fairies? How can I respond to the fairy's feelings? I've always been a delivery dick.
"You always say that you are a layman, and you always have to say hooligan words, but will I Xia Xinyu like an ordinary person?" She suddenly said the Qinggao that I admired, pinched me lightly with her little hand, and said angrily to the night sky: "Lin Xiaonuan, you are not ordinary, you know these in your heart, but you are escaping from some of the past and want an ordinary life." So, don't say you're a layman in front of me, because that will make me feel that my liking is too humble. ”
"You run away from the past, but I want to be grateful for your past, because of this, I have the you I like, there are many ways to like it, I don't think I did anything wrong, and I didn't bother Anne."
Under the moonlight, the delicate figure is too thin but so plump, I suddenly know too much of her heart, but she is always Xia Xinyu, and she has not changed because of me, I should be glad. Not changing a woman again is the trajectory of life.
"I told you so much because the two of us have the same heart, you shouldn't run away from it, this is my trust in you, you know me." She stared at the night sky, and her eyes were seriously calming.
A story of a talented and beautiful woman? That's how I described my acquaintance with her, but that's just the beginning of the story, and the ending, as it seems in ancient times, always has no ending.
Is this the end of the ensemble? I sighed in my heart.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, I can't come to see you every day, you have to take good care of your body, and also, take good care of Annie." She stood up suddenly, her snow-white and delicate body was so unbearable to the cold wind, and even a little lonely.
I was shocked, gone? Another one to go? Leaving one by one, do you want to tell me the ending of the story and let me write it myself?
"You're leaving? Where are you going? Don't go to school anymore? I couldn't help but blurt out, breaking the silence she was asking for.
"I'm going to my teacher." She spoke calmly, always smiling.
Xia Xinyu, you don't want me to see sadness? Don't want me to see an expression?
"To the Qin Shengna?" I was even more surprised, this is a plan to say goodbye completely, learn the piano with peace of mind from the Qin Sheng, and inherit his mantle.
She suddenly turned around in surprise and hesitated, "You...... Don't you want me to go? ”
I finally saw her expression, and there was a hint of joy in that surprise.
"I want to know when you'll be back."
Quiet, she didn't answer, just looked at me quietly, and suddenly covered her mouth and sneered, very happy, as if she was laughing at me.
"Stupid scholar, you are reluctant to let me go, I just went to see the teacher, he said that he missed me, and he will be back in a few days."
Forehead... I smiled in amazement, fairy, you deliberately blackened your belly just now?
"I'm Xia Xinyu, stubborn Xia Xinyu, I like you, you can't change it."