This parting was not an accident, but a premeditation.

Carrying a white canvas backpack to the crowded subway station, dragging a 24-inch pink suitcase in her right hand, she staggered a little, like a faltering old lady, perhaps because of the crowd, or because the luggage was too heavy. She would look behind her from time to time, and she didn't breathe a sigh of relief until she saw the figure. The rest of the time I kept my head down, not knowing what I was thinking. Even if she accidentally bumped into someone else's back, she just said sorry lightly and didn't even raise her head. He followed her silently, not taking her suitcase, nor asking for help. Let her carry her suitcase to the security machine, let her carry the heavy suitcase up and down the stairs and panting.

After a long time, I finally walked to the ticket machine and bought two subway tickets to H City International Airport. She stepped aside and handed one of the tickets to the expressionless boy in front of her. The boy, who was a head taller than her, looked at her condescendingly, did not speak, and did not take the subway ticket in her hand. It took a long time for her to tremble and withdraw her hand that was frozen in mid-air.

"Then I'll help you get the ticket!" She held back the tears in her eyes, and she was afraid that if the tears flowed, the boy would turn away impatiently.

It was he who said to send her away, one last time.

She dragged her heavy suitcase, buried her head and slowly walked to the subway board, Li Mingfeng, doesn't it have anything to do with breaking up? Did you even give her a stingy look? Is that what bothers her? Oh, it's really stupid, after all, you broke up, and people annoyed you. Xia Yuxun thought to herself, and before she knew it, she had come to the platform where she was taking the train.

She Xia Yuxun is about to leave this city, leaving this person, it's not a big deal, time will dilute all this, she will meet better people, she lowered her head, and searched in her mind for all kinds of chicken soup for her soul that can encourage her to be strong. With the gentle prompt sound, the train slowly entered the platform, the sound of the wind sounded in her ears, the sound of dripping, the two glass doors slowly opened, and many people poured down from the train, she stood quietly and waited. Maybe people are too busy! The people behind her flocked up, and no matter what the subway station stipulated to get down first and then get up, it didn't take long for her to squeeze her around. The white sneakers have a messy shoe print. It's hard to stand firm, but what about him? Will he also be squeezed to the point where he can't stand steadily, he hates that his white sneakers are trampled on the most, and he subconsciously looks for Li Mingfeng's figure.

What about Li Mingfeng?

"He's gone." Her heart was still panicked, and the chicken soup for the soul she had poured before had turned into boiled water at this moment, and it had no effect. He's gone, he's gone, he's gone, she kept reading this sentence in her heart, like a question, like a silent cry. The sound of the door closing sounded, Xia Yuxun did not step on the train, she looked around in a panic, trying to find the familiar back.

"Li Mingfeng." She shouted to the crowd, and passers-by ignored her after a quick glance.

"Li Mingfeng."

"Li Mingfeng." While looking for a phone call, the phone was connected, and after a while, the cold voice of the customer service came: Sorry, the phone you dialed is on the phone. When she called again, the customer service told her that the phone you were calling was turned off.

She seemed to understand something, but she was not reconciled.

"Li Mingfeng." She buzzed around the platform like a headless fly. Disturbing others also disturbs yourself. The subway crowd came and went, but she still didn't find the figure.

She was tired, physically and mentally exhausted, and squatted weakly in the corner of the staircase.

"Miss, do you need help?" The person who spoke was a girl with clear eyebrows, and she was a subway police officer patrolling the platform. Xia Yuxun, who was squatting in the corner and grasping the pulley of the suitcase, looked up at her in despair, her eyes were already full of tears.

"He's gone, he's gone." She muttered to herself.

"Who's missing?" When the police saw her panicked, they also became nervous.

"My boyfriend."

"You can call him!"

"He can't get through, he doesn't know how to answer the phone." She knew that he wouldn't answer her calls.

"What do you mean?"

"He's intellectually problematic! I can't find him again, he's in danger. "He really has a problem with his intelligence, and he dumped her for the second time, for the same reason as last time, he annoyed her! He said he was tired and annoyed with her! But she is so good to him, she will tolerate all his faults and endure all his naivety for all his shortcomings. Such a good girl, he doesn't want to be intellectually problematic. Oh, it's her own intellectual problem! actually lost her face for a man, humbled to the dust, obviously people didn't want her anymore, and she tried to trick the police to help her find him. Lying for such a man, becoming unbearable for such a man, she Xia Yuxun is a person with intellectual problems.

The police looked at her anxious appearance, a trace of unknown emotion flashed in her eyes, and she couldn't bear it: "Why don't you call the police!" Go up the stairs and turn left past the sentry box, walk a few steps to the subway police station, the police will help you find him. ”

She said thank you, really went to the police department to report to the police, and really went to make a record, she described his height and appearance characteristics, with obsession and reluctance in her eyes. Her eyes were red and her eyes were hollow.

"Are you alright?" The nice male voice asked cautiously, and the owner of the voice handed her a cup of steaming water.

"I'm fine." Her eyesight was not focused, her eyes were dilated, and she didn't look up and said lightly: "Thank you, Uncle Police." ”

The person handing over the boiling water twitched at the corners of his mouth when he heard what she said. Doesn't she look at people? At most, he can accept the title of brother if he dies.

After an hour and a half of tossing, she slowly got on the train to the airport. Didn't you say you were going to take her to the airport? Didn't you say that you were going to have the last ride? Why get away halfway? Xia Yuxun, Xia Yuxun, what are you not guilty of? She cursed to herself as the plane slowly moved off the road. She's going back!

Let's end it, this relationship! No matter how reluctant you are, no matter how unwilling you are, he has let go.

Forget about it, this relationship! Tormenting your mind and body, he said that the fortune teller Wong Tai Sin told him that you are easy to quarrel if you don't match, so you always quarrel over some inexplicable questions.

Forget about him! Xia Yuxun, forget him, you don't have to give up your favorite hobby! Forget him and you can do what you want, and forget him and you can have boys and boys, girls and girls in the future. Forget about him and you can get rid of that big basket of demands he made to you, why not? Why not? Are you stupid, Xia Yuxun.

Even if you let go of everything, even if you accept a series of demands from him, he still abandons you!

So let it go, Xia Yuxun.

She thought to herself, the expression on her face also changed due to the fluctuations in her heart, and after saying these words to herself in her heart, she seemed to feel better, holding her head and looking at the white clouds outside the window, in fact, the world is so big, right! Don't live so narrowly, don't make yourself so tired. At an age when you should be laughing, don't be old-fashioned, as if you've experienced a lot.