As I walked upstairs, my boss, who had been drowsy, stopped me: "Sir, your wife has just gone out." ”

My heart subconsciously "chuckled" and said, "She's out?" How long have you been out? ”

"It's been about 20 minutes, and I'm talking to her, and she's ignoring me, it's weird!" The boss said to me very depressed.

My heart fell into a trough in an instant, and I hurriedly thought about things in a better direction: Maybe Mo Han went back to her hotel to get something, right~~ It must be like this.

My beating heart finally calmed down, nodded to my boss, and hurried upstairs.

Once I got back to my room, I began to search around: if Mo Han was to leave, she would leave something behind, such as a note.

I searched almost every corner of the room, but I couldn't find anything like a note left by Mo Han, and I felt a little relieved that maybe Mo Han really went back to the hotel to get something, and she would come back to me later.

My hands were soaked with sweat, so I pulled out a pack of cigarettes from my bag, took out one, lit it quickly, and crushed myself!

I smoked a cigarette and looked at the two bowls of porridge I had just bought on the table in a daze, and I was still thinking about the scene of eating with me when Mo Han came back later.

I don't know how long I've been sitting in the sunlight through the cracks in the curtains, and I've been expecting the doorbell to ring for a while, only to be disappointed again and again.

At noon, I went down to pay the room fee for another day, I never thought that Mo Han would leave me, she promised that this time she would not leave, she could not lie to me......

......

The ashtray was already stuffed with cigarette butts, and the light in the room was getting dimmer, so I sat from early morning to dusk.......

Unwilling to accept this fact, I pulled back the curtains and looked down...... But in the endless crowd in front of me, there is no Mo Han, I have confirmed it countless times!

The last rays of sunlight finally disappeared at the edge of the sky, the street lamps were lit one by one, and the night came! ...... My heart sank little by little, and Mo Han left, and she didn't even leave me a note of goodbye as she had ever done before.

I laughed and laughed out loud until I had exhausted all my strength and lay on the bed, motionless...... I didn't cry, I didn't close my eyes, I just stared blankly at the ceiling lamp hanging from the ceiling.

Yesterday night accompanied me with Mo Han, this night accompanied me only in the dark!

The porridge I bought in the morning was already rancid at this time..... I was hungry, but what could I eat, I didn't want to eat anything, so I just closed the curtains and locked myself in my room, living in the darkness and loneliness, where I would rather sleep forever...... Everyone will have pain, but will there be such pain as mine that life is better than death??

Why did Mo Han leave, I couldn't figure it out, what kind of hardship did she have?

We were together for real last night, and she told me: she loves me! She's not the kind of casual woman, her body has already been given to me, why should she leave me? I'm going crazy...... Can anyone give me the answer!!

......

The next day, I don't know what mood I was in when I left Suzhou, maybe I didn't have any emotions at the moment, and I was numb from pain.

In the numbness, I still desperately want to go back to Nantong, I want to go to the Taoist, he really calculated that Mo Han and I will meet in 10 days, he must have figured out why Mo Han left me, I not only want him to figure out why Mo Han left me, I also want him to tell me, when we can really be together, at this moment, I have been deeply trapped in it and can't extricate myself!!

......

The weather in the summer is unpredictable, when I rushed to Nantong with a body of pain, the sky was suddenly full of dark clouds, and the wind was raging through the city, and there would be an unexpected rainstorm later, but I couldn't care about it, even if there were knives under the sky, I didn't care if I was stabbed to the skin.

After I got off the train from the station, I didn't stop for a second, and ran straight to Furubashi....... Under my constant urging, the car maintained a very fast speed to move forward, on the way the rain suddenly fell wildly, smashed on the window "crackling" sound, the wind was even more devastating and destructive ravaging the trees and flowers on both sides of the road, dark clouds obscured the sky without a trace of light, my surroundings became extremely depressing and suffocating in the harsh environment.

When the car finally arrived at its destination, the driver kindly reminded me: "Young man, the rain is so heavy, I will take you to a place where you can shelter from the rain, there is no shelter from the rain." ”

"No need." As I spoke, I handed the money to the driver, opened the door, and ran down the sidewalk in the face of the torrential rain and the wind, and I thought that the chief had not left at this time, and that he must be waiting for me on the sidewalk by the river with a huge umbrella.

I had run to the end of the sidewalk, but I didn't find the chief, he had left before the rain had fallen, or he had the same weekend as a white-collar worker today, and he didn't come at all.

I just stood helplessly in the rain, I wanted to light a cigarette to renew the oxygen for my life, but I couldn't even light a cigarette in such a heavy rain, and at this moment my desire to survive seemed to be extinguished by the rain.

.......

The sky had stopped raining, the rain on the leaves, dripping on my hair, and the cold sliding down my cheeks, the world was empty as if I was the only one left, I didn't know where to go, and I didn't want to go, so I stood in the center of the sidewalk in a daze, ignoring the blurred figures around me passing by.

"Yo~~ Isn't this a little monk, why are you standing here in the rain?" The Taoist chief appeared in front of me out of nowhere, holding an umbrella.

My heart was ecstatic, and I took out the cigarette that had been soaked in the rain from my pocket, trembled and handed it to the Taoist, and said, "Give you the cigarette and help me ~~~ calculate a hexagram." ”

The Taoist looked at me inexplicably, but he didn't reach out to pick up the cigarette in my hand, and I suddenly said to the Taoist chief: "Do you think the cigarette is not enough, I still have ..... in my bag?" It's all up to you. As I spoke, I opened my bag and pulled out the cigarette and stuffed it into the chief's hand.

The Taoist took my cigarette, but frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Please help me do the math." I said, tugging at the sleeve of the Taoist.

The Taoist took away my hand that was tugging at his sleeve, let go of the folding stool in his hand and sat down, placed the paper and copper coins printed with gossip, and then spread out another folding stool and beckoned me to sit down.

"I met her yesterday in Suzhou." Without waiting for the Taoist to speak, I said.

The Taoist nodded, stroked his beard again, and motioned for me to continue.

"You said we would meet in ten days, we really met, I believe you now, you help me count ~~Count~~." I spoke incoherently for a long time, and I didn't say what I wanted to express in my heart, my heart was too anxious.