Chapter 180: A Trip to Suzhou
After Angel left, I was left with an extremely quiet night and a burst of confusion and then loss, I thought back to everything that had just happened, and my heart was afraid for a while, if we couldn't restrain our emotions at that time, what would be the situation at this moment?
I couldn't imagine what it would be like for a long time, but I knew that this was the worst conflict between me and Angel since we met, and no matter what relationship we had at the moment, it had been completely shattered by this quarrel...... Looking at the shoes left by Angel again, I shook my head, but my heart suddenly felt relaxed, isn't this a good result...... It was a mistake for us to know each other from the beginning, and our personalities were too sharp, which is why we quarreled and doubted so often...... Perhaps, forgetting about each other is the best way to end this mistake.
The night was deeper, I found disinfectant water, treated the wound that was cut by Angel, endured the severe pain caused by the disinfectant water penetrating the wound, but I was more worried about the wound on Angel's hand, and I didn't know whether the wound was big or small, if the wound was large, it was easy to become inflamed in the summer season.
I took out my mobile phone and wanted to dial Angel, but I couldn't press the next button, in what capacity can I call Angel at this time, is it the identity of the enemy that makes her feel deeply disgusted? I believe that at this moment, I must be the person Angel does not want to see in this world, so why should I mess with her.
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I had completely insomnia, this night in the light of my self, I made two women cry one after another, I felt my stubborn hot personality, but I didn't want to hurt either of them, but it hurt so completely, especially Angel.
I asked myself: Why did I hold on to my stubbornness in the face of her hysteria? What exactly is my non-explanation for? Is it really because of the inability to explain? Or is there simply no need to explain?
After repeated self-denunciation, I finally gave myself the answer, I don't have to explain to Anqi, because there is no such relationship between men and women between us, all explanations will only make our relationship more abrupt in the sharp, and Anqi's anger is not because she cares about my relationship with Chen Qingyi, what she cares about is her own subjective imagination of the so-called deception of her, her personality is too strong.
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After the stormy seas, it means calm, and I spent the next two days in peace, but at the moment before work, my emotions began to fluctuate violently, because tonight I was going to Suzhou to watch this "Concert" that made me have mixed feelings.
It was 5:30 p.m. when I left the company, and the concert was held at 7:30 p.m., so if we were fast enough, we would have time to have dinner in Suzhou.
I parked my car in the garage of the company, and Lin Xi also came to wait for me outside our company early, she did not stay in the car on such a hot day, but stood outside the car, holding a bottle of chilled Coke, saw me appear, and walked towards me with a smile.
"Let's get hot, let's drink some Coke first." Lin Xi still maintained a warm smile and handed me the Coke in his hand.
I took the Coke handed by Lin Xi, smiled and said, "Thank you, don't you drink it?" ”
"A bottle you can't drink, let's drink it together." Lin Xi said with a smile.
"I have a cold, how bad it is to be cross-infected." I said as I unscrewed the cap and took a sip.
Lin Xi took back the Coke from my hand and took a sip in my defenselessness, and said, "What's the big deal about a cold, I dare to drink SARS." ”
Looking at Lin Xi's appearance, unspeakable emotions surged in my heart, such emotions are neither happy nor sad, if it is even more far-fetched to say melancholy, under complex emotions, I can only respond to Lin Xi with a complicated smile, Lin Xi patted me on the shoulder and said: "Let's go, we can catch up for dinner after we get to Suzhou." ”
"Hmm." I nodded.
Lin Xi took out the car keys from his bag and said to me, "Do you drive it or do I drive it?" ”
"I'll open it, seeing that you're not in good spirits, let's take a rest first." I said as I took the car keys from Lin Xi's hand.
Lin Xi nodded meekly, and after I responded with a smile to her, the two of them opened the car door left and right and sat in.
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On the way, Lin Xi couldn't bear the exhaustion and fell asleep, I turned up the temperature in the air, and found a coat to put on her, looking at her tranquil face at this time, I felt a little sad in my heart, maybe yesterday, the loneliness of the night, the loss of feelings, let her not fall asleep peacefully, at this moment there is finally no loneliness and loss, she will also feel at ease, sleep with peace of mind...... It's just that she doesn't know how long this state of peace of mind can last, and I don't know! ~
The car arrived in Suzhou in an hour of speed, I chose a food street closest to the gymnasium and stopped the car, and gently patted Lin Xi, who was still sleeping next to me, Lin Xi woke up in a haze, took off the clothes he was wearing and asked me softly: "Yixi, have you arrived?" ”
"Well, there's still plenty of time, do you want to eat something?"
Lin Xi thought for a while and said, "Pot lid noodles, okay?" ”
"I don't know if there is one on this street, let's get out of the car and take a look." I opened the car door and got out of the car, Lin Xi also opened the other side of the car and walked out of the car, and we walked side by side again.
Without air conditioning, the heat wave swept in immediately, I was in good health, and I didn't care about such a high temperature, and Lin Xi was already sweating profusely after only walking half a street, and his breathing was a little short, I asked with concern: "Are you okay?" ”
Lin Xi took out a tissue to wipe his sweat and said, "It's okay, it's just a little afraid of heat." ”
"Do you still have a cold drink in the car fridge, I'll go get you a bottle." I said.
"Don't bother so much, just find a place to escape the heat." Lin Xi grabbed my arm and said.
"What's the trouble with me, you go to the opposite shop and stand for a while, and I'll come when I go." After saying that, I took Lin Xi and grabbed my arm, and ran quickly to the parking place.
In the last light before the night, I took a bottle of juice and a bottle of Coke from the car refrigerator, closed the car door and prepared to leave, and in a trance, I saw a vague figure in the noisy and crowded crowd, fleeting.
I looked around, and I knew that the blurred figure was the perfect woman I had seen outside that window in my vision..... I pushed through the layers of obstacles, desperately trying to catch up with her, but the crowd surged, and I was instantly drowned in the ebb and flow of the tide, the noise and heat made me dizzy, and I could no longer find the blurred figure.
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