460 Identity, revealed
I stayed in school for half a month, during which Feng Qianyue never came, and Hao Yingying and I just had a little bit of an outrageous little move, but we happened to be broken by Feng Qianyue who suddenly arrived. Sometimes I think about it, maybe everything is predestined in the dark.
Hao Yingying has never been jealous of the relationship between me and Feng Qianyue, on the contrary, she even hopes that I can get closer to Feng Qianyue more, according to her, she can't bear to see Feng Qianyue sad. At Hao Yingying's urging, I immediately pulled out my legs and chased after me.
Actually, I had mixed feelings at the time, and I didn't know what to say after catching up, but I still chased after it.
Feng Qianyue didn't run far, and I saw her soon. It was the noon break, and the campus was empty, and under a bare plane tree, I finally grabbed Feng Qianyue's slender wrist.
"You let go of me!"
Feng Qianyue shook her arm violently, trying to break me away, but I not only held on tightly, but instead pressed her against the trunk of the plane tree, and reached out to press her shoulders, and then said angrily, "What are you doing?" ”
Only then did I see that her eyes were red, and tears were rolling down her cheeks, and she looked very sad indeed.
"What do you care about me, I want to go home!" Feng Qianyue yelled at me: "You and Yingying continue to make love, why did you come out to chase me?" ”
Feng Qianyue's voice was full of hatred, but her eyes were full of sadness. I looked at her seriously and said, "Are you jealous?" ”
"I'm jealous, how can it be?!"
Feng Qianyue pretended to be incredible: "You and Yingying are originally a couple, and Yingying is my good sister, I don't know how happy I am when I see the two of you together!" ”
"Then what are you crying about?"
My words stopped Feng Qianyue, Feng Qianyue's lips moved slightly, and she looked like she wanted to say something, but after all, she didn't say anything, and her eyes slowly began to become stunned, not knowing what she was thinking.
I slowly let go of her.
Feng Qianyue didn't run again, but slowly slid down the tree trunk, and finally squatted on the ground, buried her head in her knees, and cried whining. I didn't know what to say, so I had to squat on the ground and accompany her silently.
I don't know how long it took, Feng Qianyue slowly raised her head and asked me with tears on her face: "Wang Feng, do you like Yingying very much?" ”
I nodded.
Of course I like it, I don't like people, why do I want relatives?
"And what am I?" Feng Qianyue's tears welled up again, her voice became choked, and her eyes looked at me with despair but a hint of hope.
This time it was my turn to choke.
I have to say that in the past period of time, Feng Qianyue and I have indeed developed an extraordinary and beyond friendship relationship, and the ambiguity between us is well known to each other, and some small actions that are only found between couples, we are also extremely natural.
Moreover, it seems that it is not enough to say that they all know each other, after a martial arts competition has passed, almost everyone on the provincial road knows the relationship between the two of us, and it is not a big deal to see the excitement, waiting for me and the Liu family to tear up.
There are some things that don't need to be said, in fact, Feng Qianyue and I both understand it in our hearts, but when this realistic problem is placed in front of me, it makes me difficult. It is true that I want to marry all the girls I like back home according to my mother's arrangement, but how can I say such a thing?
So I could only look at Feng Qianyue speechlessly.
"I see."
Feng Qianyue suddenly showed a sad wry smile, slowly stood up against the trunk of the tree, and then turned around and was about to leave.
"Chizuki ......" I grabbed her wrist again.
"Is there anything else you want to say to me?" Feng Qianyue turned her head and looked at me seriously: "If not, I'm leaving." ”
"Are you willing to hurt Yingying?" I asked suddenly.
Feng Qianyue was silent for a moment and said, "Of course I'm not reluctant. So, I'm leaving. ”
Feng Qianyue gently shook off my arm again, turned around and walked forward.
This time, I didn't stop again, but just watched her slowly walk away. My heart is getting colder and colder, thinking let's go, let's go, save us from being entangled, and it's actually good to stay away.
But Feng Qianyue walked and suddenly stopped.
My heart jumped.
Feng Qianyue suddenly turned around, quickly ran towards me, and then threw herself into my arms, her arms tightly wrapped around my back. Her crying voice also sounded: "Wang Feng, I can't bear Yingying, but I can't bear you either......"
Feng Qianyue whimpered, tears quickly soaking my shoulders, but I didn't move, neither hugged her nor said anything. I looked up and looked at the sun in the sky, bright and blind.
Feng Qianyue hugged me, buried her head on my shoulder, and said to herself while crying: "Wang Feng, I don't know when I liked you, even I feel incredible!" I used to like Tang Linfeng, how can I say that I changed my mind when I changed my mind? But really, I have never seen such a good boy as you, you are obviously not very good-looking, but your wise and intelligent mind, outstanding ability, your every move, word and deed fascinates me! I'm happy if you're happy, I'm sad when you're sad, you fight with others on stage, and if you get a little hurt, my heart almost jumps out! That time, when you almost died at the hands of Meteor, do you know how broken, sad, and desperate I was?
I almost thought I was going to lose you! It's good that you survived, and it's good that you're still in this world! I want to thank God, I want to thank Earth, I want to thank this world for everything! Yes, I know that you still have a lot of things to hide from me, and I know that you have a lot of secrets, and even know that you are wearing a human skin mask on your face, and your current face is not your real face, but these really don't matter to me, I just like you, hopelessly, and can't help myself! What I like is you, even if you are pockmarked and ugly, I admit it! I don't think your charm can be reflected in a single face! Yes, I often feel sorry for Hao Yingying, but I really can't deceive my heart! Wang Feng, tell me, what should I do? ”
Feng Qianyue burst into tears and choked up to say the words that had been buried in her heart for a long time. I should have been moved by this confession of true feelings, because along the way, I watched how the two of us fell into it step by step, but I didn't know what was going on, but the more I listened, the more cold I felt, probably because I thought of some very bad memories......
If you know today, why bother in the first place?
If I had been a little nicer to me at the beginning, I wouldn't have developed like this today, right?
"I remember, you have a marriage contract." I suddenly said coldly.
Feng Qianyue didn't notice the indifference in my voice, but said seriously: "Yes, there is!" For such a long time, you already knew that it was Liu Canjun of the Liu family! But, it was arranged by my father, and I never agreed! Wang Feng, don't worry, I will never marry him, I will be disgusted when I see him, let me live with him for the rest of my life, there is no door! ”
Feng Qianyue's attitude towards Liu Canjun, I already knew, and I saw it all, but I shook my head lightly: "No, it's another one." ”
"Another one?!"
Feng Qianyue's voice was full of doubts, and then she suddenly realized: "It's Yingying who told you, I only told her alone!" Yes, yes, yes, there is another one, before I was born, my dad helped me decide. That man was in Luocheng, he was a dirt bun, and he was very ugly, and I didn't like him either, and I wanted to beat him when I saw him. Moreover, my dad didn't like him either, and he was still talking about getting out of the marriage with his family before, but he didn't agree and left directly, probably wanting to stick to my family, which was particularly annoying.
By the way, do you know, he still wants to deal with Emperor Li, you know how stupid he is, how self-conscious, hahaha! Alas, it was more than 20 years ago, who knows what my dad thought, and he made an appointment with someone else! Anyway, I was unlucky, either with this or that, and no one ever asked my opinion, but I never took these seriously, I can marry whoever I want, and no one can force me! ”
The more Feng Qianyue spoke, the happier she became, and the more she spoke, the more hyperactive she became, but the more I listened, the more cold my teeth became, and the more I listened, the more cold I became.
Sure enough, I can never forget all the humiliation I suffered in the Feng family, no matter how well the relationship with Feng Qianyue develops, and how ambiguous the relationship becomes, I can't forget it. Those embarrassing past, no matter how many times have passed, are like sharp knives, jumping out and poking me from time to time, poking me with blood and bruises all over my body.
Every time Feng Qianyue derogated me, the hatred in my heart increased a little.
Eventually, it broke out completely.
And Feng Qianyue, who didn't know about my psychological changes, got up from me, took my hand, and said shyly: "Wang Feng, in fact, the night I spent the night at Yingying's house, I had already discussed the question about you. Yingying said that we had agreed to marry the same boy since we were children, although it was a joke when we were children, but now that we really like the same boy, it is better to turn this joke into reality.
At the time, I scolded her and said she was ridiculous, but now that I think about it, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it. Wang Feng, why don't you take the two of us away, let's find a place to live in seclusion and live a free life! Anyway, I don't want to stay in that house anymore, my dad always forces me to marry Liu Canjun, and he doesn't listen to him, and I'm annoyed to death, so I just leave, okay? ”
When Feng Qianyue said this, she obviously mustered up a lot of courage, and her voice became smaller and smaller the further back she went, obviously she was extremely ashamed, and her cheeks became extremely red, like ripe apples on a tree.
If these words were said before Feng Qianyue didn't demean me and I didn't recall those bad things, maybe I would feel very moved, and even extremely happy. But now, I just feel cold and sad in my heart, and my whole body feels like it's about to burst.
"Wang Feng?" Feng Qianyue finally sensed that something was wrong with me: "What's wrong with you?" ”
I pulled out my hand lightly and slowly stepped back, exiting two or three steps before I stopped.
Feng Qianyue looked at me with a puzzled expression.
"Haven't you always wanted to know what secrets I have, haven't you always wanted to see my face under the mask of human skin?"
My voice was cold and my expression was resolute. After saying this, I put my hand to the base of my neck, and with a "bang", I completely tore off the human skin mask in front of Feng Qianyue......