Chapter 90: Mutual Forgiveness
In the dimly lit ward of the hospital, Mo Qianyu was lying on the bed like that, the paleness of her face revealed her exhaustion, and she kept talking in her dreams when she was not sleeping well.
And Gu Mulin, who was beside her bed, didn't dare to close his eyes, he kept sitting on the edge of the bed and taking care of her. He was still holding Mo Qianyu's hand tightly, and he was careful even to breathe, for fear of waking her up.
I saw that Mo Qianyu was not sleeping peacefully, and there were many beads of sweat oozing from his forehead. Gu Mulin deliberately took a towel and carefully wiped the sweat on her forehead.
And so the night passed, when the morning sun shone through the glass. Mo Qianyu slowly opened his eyes, and Gu Mulin, who had not slept all night, happened to fall asleep on the side of the bed.
Mo Qianyu, who opened her eyes, felt that the sunlight projected outside the window was a little dazzling, and she habitually prepared to reach out to block it, but found that she couldn't lift her hand.
Mo Qianyu struggled to sit up from the bed, and saw Gu Mulin who was lying on the side of the bed with his hand and asleep. Mo Qianyu's heart was mixed at this time, and he didn't know how he should treat Gu Mulin.
Knowing that his hand was grabbed, she simply let him go. Helpless, she had no choice but to lean on the head of the bed and look out the window.
Thinking that the child in his belly was gone, Mo Qianyu sadly stretched out his hand to stroke his belly, but he couldn't feel the existence of the child anymore.
At this time, Mo Qianyu couldn't control her emotions anymore, and her tears fell down "popping", falling on the white quilt and turning into a circle.
Afraid that Gu Mulin would hear him crying, Mo Qianyu bit his lip tightly, desperately trying not to let himself cry.
Gu Mulin, who was not sleeping peacefully, heard the movement from the bed, and he suddenly woke up.
Gu Mulin, who raised his head, looked at Mo Qianyu who was trembling with his head down, he stood up with a worried face, stretched out his hand to support Mo Qianyu's back, and asked worriedly:
"Shallow language, what's wrong with you? Isn't there something uncomfortable? Tell me, I'll call the doctor. After Gu Mulin finished speaking, he was going to go out and call the doctor.
But Mo Qianyu suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of Gu Mulin's clothes, shook his head at him, and then said to him in a crying voice:
"No, don't go, I'...... I'm fine, I'm not uncomfortable. ”
Gu Mulin had no choice but to return to the bedside and hugged the crying Mo Qianyu into his arms. He coaxed Mo Qianyu like a child, gently patting Mo Qianyu's back.
Feeling Gu Mulin's comfort, Mo Qianyu's mood gradually stabilized. Her trembling body gradually relaxed.
After a while, Mo Qianyu raised his head with teary eyes, and then looked at Gu Mulin above his head and said:
"Our baby is gone."
Gu Mulin nodded with a heavy heart, and said in a somewhat hoarse voice:
"I know ......"
Just when Gu Mulin blamed himself, he suddenly heard Mo Qianyu say again:
"I don't blame you......"
As soon as this sentence came out, it made Gu Mulin feel a little strange. He had thought last night that if Mo Qianyu blamed himself, he would accept whatever she did to him.
But he didn't expect Mo Qianyu to say this, and to forgive himself so easily, all of which were unexpected by Gu Mulin.
Seeing the shock in Gu Mulin's eyes, Mo Qianyu lowered his head and looked at the snow-white sheets, stretched out his hand to pull his clothes, and said slowly:
"I blamed you for it yesterday, I shouldn't have wronged you like that, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."
As Mo Qianyu spoke, her tears couldn't help but fall again. Hot tears rolled down her cheeks and landed on the white sheets.
Seeing that she was crying again, Gu Mulin hurriedly sat on the chair next to her. He stretched out his hand and slowly lifted Mo Qianyu's head, and then carefully wiped her tears.
Seeing her crying, Gu Mulin also felt unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart. While wiping tears for her, he comforted her:
"Shallow words, I don't blame you for a long time, I know you didn't mean to do that to me. So I've forgiven you a long time ago, I'm fine. ”
Hearing Gu Mulin say this, Mo Qianyu asked in a thick nasal voice:
"Really? You really don't blame me, do you? ”
Gu Mulin reached out and combed her messy hair, smiled at her, and then nodded firmly, indicating that what he said was true.
After receiving Gu Mulin's affirmative answer, Mo Qianyu suddenly threw himself into Gu Mulin's arms. He buried his head deep in his arms, absorbing the warmth of his arms.
After a while, Gu Mulin saw that Mo Qianyu's mood gradually stabilized, he hesitated for a while, and then said:
"Shallow words, I went to the bar last night just to drink, and nothing else. Those women are just playing on the spot, in order to deliberately anger you, but I have nothing with them. ”
Mo Qianyu heard him say that, and the figure in his arms instantly stiffened. I didn't want to recall the bits and pieces of last night, but I had to face it.
Feeling the stiffness of Mo Qianyu's body, Gu Mulin quickly patted her back, and while calming her emotions, he said:
"Let's not even think about last night. The past is gone, and we just don't think it happened. ”
Mo Qianyu shook his head, his eyes dimmed for a moment, and he said with some self-reproach:
"But...... Our children...... Our unborn baby has become a victim of our quarrel like that, he is still so young, he is a living life......"
Gu Mulin's figure was stunned, and he knew what Mo Qianyu wanted to express. As the father of the child, he is not a cold-blooded animal, but also a person with feelings.
But what is lost has been lost, and those who are alive must live well. So he hugged Mo Qianyu tightly, wanting to give her more warmth.
After receiving his comfort, Mo Qianyu gradually figured it out a lot, and his heart was relieved. She looked up at Gu Mulin and said:
"Let's not quarrel in the future, we all have to believe in each other, okay?"
Gu Mulin nodded at her firmly, and the two of them looked at each other, feeling the warm sunshine outside the window, and the corners of their mouths rose slightly......
Although Mo Qianyu doubted whether Fei Fei had done anything in her wine, she did not have full evidence. And she even wondered if she was hallucinating when she met Cheng Feifei.
And she didn't plan to tell Gu Mulin about it, because she didn't want the contradiction between them to be even greater. If she could, Mo Qianyu swore she would figure this thing out.