The first side of the diary is blank, probably all the habits of everyone who writes something, and what appeared in front of Fang Linger on the second page was Junyi's signature, and it was not difficult to see that it was Gu Xingguo's name, and it seemed that this diary was his.

Reading other people's diaries is a crime, which Fang Linger knows very well, but driven by his curiosity, Fang Linger finally put the text on the first page in front of him, and what he saw was the words written with a pen.

1974.2.14

It was the first time I had seen such a lovely girl, her hair was long and silky like a waterfall, but I didn't know how nice it would be if I could know her name, even just to be a friend.

This is the first page Fang Ling'er saw, and it is also all the content of this first page, looking at these things, she didn't come to her senses, I don't know what it means, who is the long-haired woman mentioned in it? Could it be that it's already my mother, but after thinking about it carefully, it shouldn't be, it's probably my uncle's mother.

The hand flipped through the lower right corner of the page, and the content of the second page was very simple, that is, how he missed this girl or something, and the next one was also, Fang Ling'er looked at these few pages and suddenly felt that Grandpa Gu was a very infatuated man, and it seemed that he would be frivolous a few times when he was young.

It wasn't until Fang Ling'er turned to the fifth page that she discovered something new.

1976.2.28

I attended a dinner party today, a very boring dinner, I originally wanted to come out to breathe, but I didn't expect to find the girl I saw that day, today she didn't have that long hair, but coiled on her head, and the whole person looked down and generous. I also plucked up the courage and chatted with her for a while before I knew that her name was Xiang Zilian.

Fang Ling'er nodded, sure enough, it was Gu Xingzhi's mother, so that means they had just met back then? Thinking about it this way, Gu Xingzhi is the third child of the Gu family, so there must have been two sons at the beginning, and the uncle was an illegitimate child......

1976.3.15

This is the first date with Zilian, in this date she brought a girl, saying that her name is Shu Jingyun, but she did not go far alone as a light bulb, quietly enjoying a person, leaving us a lot of free time. I also chatted with Zilian for a long time, and found that the two of us had many similarities, and we were very close to each other.

1976.5.2

We had a relationship, which was the most unexpected thing for me. I never thought I'd be on a day like this.

Fang Ling'er read several pages in a row, probably all of them were about Gu Xingguo and Xiang Zilian, and she didn't read it carefully because of the urgency of time, but she just looked at it, and the first half of it was yellowed, it looked like it should have been a long time ago, and when she turned to the bottom half, the paper turned out to be white.

Just wondering why this is the case, I suddenly saw a word, "My beloved she is gone, to a far away place".

The beloved she mentioned in this sentence should be Xiang Zilian, but why is she so sad? Isn't that already gone? In other words, the uncle was already born at that time, so why did he leave? Fang Ling'er flipped through the diary for a few more pages, and didn't say anything about the reason in front of her, so she simply put this question aside for a while, and then read it.

Because of time, his eyes have been searching for his mother's name, and it was not until 1996, the year Fang Ling'er was born, that he found his mother's name.

The content in it is written that her friend gave birth to a lovely daughter, very similar to her, but the little girl's father does not like this girl, it seems to call her Fang Ling'er, hoping that she will have a smart spirit.

Fang Ling'er was shocked, that is to say, when she was just born, Gu Xingguo already knew that his father was not good to him? So why didn't they tell the story early, or that they should be taken away?

Looking down, the time is 1998, and it means that he can't find Shu Jingyun and them, so it seems that he has already left with his mother in 98, otherwise Gu Xingguo would not have written like this, and when Fang Linger turned to the last few pages, it was this year.2014.

This year, I also met Gu Xing.

2014.5

Today I met Shu Jingyun's daughter, she is still very cute as she was back then, but she has grown up a lot, and suddenly I feel that if I hadn't made that decision back then, then wouldn't the result be different now?

Decision? Is there anything that was not recorded in this diary before, what did you not know, or what you should know?

Fang Ling'er's thoughts were very chaotic now, she didn't notice the door moving, and suddenly a figure came in, and Fang Ling'er saw who was standing in front of her.

"Ling'er, why are you here?"

Gu Xingguo looked at Fang Ling'er a little confused, as if he wondered why she was here, when he saw the diary in Fang Ling'er's hand and the photo next to him, his face crossed with panic and uneasiness.

None of these emotional changes were missed by Fang Ling'er, and now her eyes were like eagle eyes, looking at Gu Xingguo's body and couldn't forget to see her through.

I also figured out a little, why I was so close to myself, so close that I gave most of the company's shares to myself, so close that I didn't need to be afraid of anything in front of him, and now she seems to have understood a little, if it weren't for her own relationship, then there would be no difference between herself and passers-by.

"Grandpa Gu, when you looked at my rose necklace, I knew that you were hiding something from me, and now that I have seen it from my diary, I want you to tell me in person, what are those things that you are hiding from me."

Every time Fang Ling'er said a word, the cold in it increased by one point, and she couldn't wait to pour everything Gu Xingguo knew into her mind.

Gu Xingguo didn't expect her to ask this suddenly, and originally wanted to continue to make up a few more reasons, but looking at Fang Ling'er's eyes like ice picks, he didn't know what to make up, and he was entangled in his heart for a long time, and finally sighed helplessly, what should come will come after all.

"Is that all you want to know? If you knew the truth, you probably wouldn't be as carefree as you are now. ”

Fang Ling'er was stunned for a moment, but it was also a few seconds, and finally she firmly held up her thoughts and looked at him. I can't just be naïve forever.

"I want to know, whether it's good or bad, as Shu Jingyun's daughter, I want to know everything about her. And that decision you made at the time. ”

"Okay then."

Gu Xingguo recalled that back then, it seemed that everyone was still alive in front of him, but now the two flower-like women were gone, and they were gone with the angel.

Time back to many years ago, in those years, the Gu family was not as famous as it is now, it was just a medium-sized enterprise, and the rise of Gu's enterprise was inseparable from Xiang Zilian and Shu Jingyun. Back then, Xiang Zilian gained a firm foothold in the industry with her own strength, which frightened many companies, Gu Xingguo herself met her by chance, and when she knew that she had a relationship with Gu Xingguo, she was busy developing the Gu family's business.

Unexpectedly, the development was very good, and in just a few months, the Gu family was developed by Xiang Zilian to become a big player in the business world, but when she gave birth to Gu Xingzhi, she passed away after not living for long.

"How did she die?"

Fang Ling'er suddenly asked this question, which caught Gu Xingguo a little off guard, how he died, how he died, he himself knew it, she was in her arms that day, and every word she said to herself was resolute and angry, but she didn't know what to say, all of which were indisputable facts.

"She died of illness, don't mention it, your mother was always by her side during that time, and you weren't born when Zilian died."

The memories continued to talk about the Gu family's economic depression again, that year was the economic crisis, Gu Xingguo and Shu Jingyun talked for a long time, and finally Shu Jingyun chose to marry Fang Chengye, when the old man of the Fang family was there, if the Gu family was the first, then the Fang family was the second, but what I didn't expect was that although this similar method of harmony also made Shu Jingyun have a tragic life.

Not long after getting married, Fang Chengye already had a new love, not only that, but also had a daughter, Fang Chengye's treatment of Feng Qin and Shu Jingyun are two different versions, I don't like it, I have to hook up with the mistress. When the head of the Fang family was alive, he was not so rampant, and when he died, no one took care of Fang Chengye, and his last mask was torn, and Shu Jingyun and Fang Ling'er were driven out of the Fang family with a letter of resignation.

However, the news that Shu Jingyun got by herself was because of the support of the Fang family, and the Gu family returned to its previous prosperity.

Hearing this, Fang Ling'er felt her mother's despair at that time, a woman who had only been married for less than three years was kicked out by her husband for unreasonable reasons, and there was no one to rely on, and she also knew what happened after that, how could a family like the Gu family, which loves face, accept a single mother with a child.

Shu Jingyun is like a waste product, there is no one to take care of on the street, Fang Linger suddenly regretted why she didn't treat the sallow old woman well, why she didn't be obedient and scolded herself every day.

Even if she was thinking about doing something, it was too late, and suddenly she felt that time was so fast, so fast that before she could react, she was no longer there.