was ruthlessly debunked by Guan Ying, I put down the phone a little embarrassed, but I didn't answer the phone that was dangling by Guan Ying in front of me.

"It's better not to fight, between me and my senior sister, I don't think you won't understand." I whispered for a long time.

"What's going on between you?" Guan Ying asked knowingly with a strange expression.

"She doesn't necessarily want to hear me."

"How do you know she doesn't want to hear your voice if you don't fight?"

"I really don't want to fight...... Go back and rest, sleepy panic! I said as I walked to the side waiting for my substitute.

Guan Ying grabbed me, ignoring my objections, directly pressed the dial button and then stuffed the phone into my hand, and said in a contemptuous tone: "I have already dialed for you, you still have to twist and pinch, don't blame me for not treating you as a man." ”

Guan Ying's radicalism made me not react for a moment, I looked at the phone in amazement, Guan Ying took my hand and put it in my ear, so I heard the ringtone that touched my nerves.

I didn't expect Shen Man's CRBT to be Penny Dai's "how".

"I'm getting dark here, I'm here, it's cool here, I'm here, everything has changed, I've become sensible, I've started to keep a diary again, and what about you, I'm getting bright here, I'm hot here, I'm here, everything has changed, I'm not crying, I've put away all the photos, and what about you, what would happen if we were still together......."

In fact, a ringtone doesn't mean anything, at least it's a highly sung song, there are too many people who use it to make ringtones, but I'm still stuck in a complex mood and can't extricate myself, and after half a year, I'm finally going to hear her voice again?

The ringtones were repeated over and over again, but there was no response....... Finally there was a tone that no one answered, and I was even complacent....... It turned out that I was so afraid to face Shen Man, even if it was just a phone call.

"No one .......answered," I said, returning the phone to Guan Ying.

"I'll continue to fight later, maybe I haven't heard something."

"The substitute driver is waiting over there, I'll leave first, and we'll get in touch tomorrow." I said and walked away like the wind.

......

After drinking some tea at home, I felt sober, and then turned on the computer and started to look up information on the Internet to start the marketing plan of "Seaview Coffee".

It was 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, I was a little hungry, so I went to the refrigerator to find something to eat, but unexpectedly found an unopened Christine cake in the crisper box, I knew that this was prepared by Angel for me, she probably thought that I would go back to Jinan to celebrate her birthday with her, but it was delayed for a day, and she had gone to Shanghai, so I missed it.

I took the cake out of the fridge and opened it again, because it was winter and the cake was still fresh, so I poured a glass of boiled water and ate it.

The sweet taste is in the mouth, but there is a sense of melancholy in the heart, and the root of this melancholy may be because of the loneliness in the middle of the night, when a person is quiet, he is always lonely.

I wanted to call Angel because I was thanking her for the cake, but I found her number and remembered that it was late at night, and I would have disturbed her to rest if I called her so inexplicably.

Maybe I was really hungry, a ten-inch cake was actually eaten by me a small half, for my amazing amount of food, I made an excuse: I should eat a portion for Angel, so I thought about it seamlessly, but it was even more empty and lonely, at this moment she was not by my side after all.

......

After a simple wash, I lay on the bed, but I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't control my mind into the stormy sea.

Feeling like I was suffocating in the storm, I finally couldn't take it anymore and grabbed a cigarette and car keys from the cabinet and left the room that seemed to be a cage.

As I drove along the edge of the city, I felt like a blind wolf, empty of blood but unable to find its way to go.

I parked my car by the river around the city, got out of the car and lit a cigarette to immerse myself in the darkness of the night, and the cold air finally sobered me up.

Looking up, my gaze could not pierce the fog around me, so I groped my way forward......

The river was quiet even when it was flowing, and I was afraid of breaking this tranquility, so I kept moving forward so much that the smoke between my fingers seemed so meandering.

.......

There was a tent set up on the river embankment not far away, and a vague figure was vaguely seen outside the tent, and the cigarette butts between his fingers flickered and dimmed, and he looked deep and lonely with his head down.

I approached him and said hello: "Where's the wind......"

The sound of my sudden sound in the middle of the night did not startle him, he just looked up at me, took another puff of cigarette, and answered, I saw in him a kind of courage and composure that ordinary people could not match, and do not forget that it was the middle of the night, and there was not even a street lamp around to illuminate it.

I sat down next to him, handed him another cigarette, and asked, "Backpackers, right?" ”

"Hmm." As he spoke, he lit the cigarette I had handed him, and I could see his face by the faint light of the fire, a strong, weather-beaten face that made him even more resolute.

The cigarette in my hand went out and I refilled it......

"Why did you come here in the middle of the night?" He asked me.

"I can't sleep, come out and ....... yo-yo," I smiled, paused and said, "My name is Zhang Yixi, and I dare to ask Your Excellency's name." ”

"Zhang Chuang."

"We have the same surname, and we met so late, it's quite fateful, do you have wine, drink two glasses." I suddenly became addicted to alcohol again, but I didn't know how to tell if Zhang Chuang was also a drinker, maybe he gave me a like-minded feeling at first glance.

"Yes, Erguotou." As he spoke, he got up and went back to the tent, took out two bottles of two-two-five, and threw one of them to me.

I unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a sip, and the burning sensation suddenly permeated my body, and I couldn't help but sigh: "Cool..... It's so cool. I took another sip of it, and I was fascinated by this feeling of having such an experience on this cold winter night.

Zhang Chuang also unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a sip, but he didn't sigh to me like this, he looked a little confused.

"Actually, I envy you backpackers, I have always longed for your freewheeling life, but I don't have such an opportunity to understand and travel the great rivers and mountains." I held up the bottle as I said and motioned for him to touch one.

Zhang Chuang raised his hand to touch me, took another sip of half of the wine in the bottle, and said for a while: "I have traveled a lot, but I have never found my life goal, maybe it is not appropriate to call me a backpacker......... I'm more of a bum! ”

I looked at him with some surprise, maybe the loneliness he showed was not a habit, but indeed experienced something unwilling.

"We can meet under such conditions, and we are fortunate to have a bottle of wine together, so talk to me about any undesirable experiences." I said to Zhang Chuang very sincerely.