Chapter 7: Taking Off the Military Uniform (2)
An Nianchu had a big head and rubbed his temples.
Xu Lin asked nervously, "Teacher, won't my eldest cousin bully you?" You tell me, I'm going to scold him fiercely, he's a big man, how can he bully a girl. ”
An Nianchu shook his head, "I have nothing to do with him, so I can't talk about bullying." ”
Hearing this, Xu Lin was anxious, "Teacher, did my eldest cousin do something very excessive to you, I will say sorry to you on his behalf." I can tell that the eldest cousin likes the teacher very much, I have never seen him so attentive to any girl, teacher, you give my eldest cousin a chance, I don't want him to find a bad woman. ”
An Nianchu laughed when she heard this, "How do you know that the teacher is not a bad woman?" ”
Xu Lin held An Nianchu and smiled sweetly, "How can the teacher be a bad woman, the teacher is such a good person, it can be seen that he gets along on weekdays." ”
"In fact, good people can be seen everywhere, and your eldest cousin can be worthy of it if he is not a teacher."
Xu Lin's eyes rolled, with a knowing expression, "Teacher, I know, it must be that the teacher still doesn't like my eldest cousin, yes, I should let my eldest cousin endure hardships, and chasing girls must take a lot of effort." I support the teacher and let my eldest cousin suffer more~"
An Nianchu had a feeling that she couldn't keep up with Xu Lin's thinking, where is this, what she said was that she was not worthy, how could she not like it in Xu Lin's mouth? Now the thoughts of college students, she really can't keep up.
"Teacher, I still have class, I'll go to class first, the teacher's eyes are a little swollen, I didn't sleep last night, the teacher has a good rest~" Xu Lin waved at her, An Nianchu also smiled and waved, and the breath in her heart was also soothed.
Her eyes are still a little swollen? No wonder Qiao Chu saw her and found that something was wrong, a woman was standing downstairs in the building, her eyes were red and swollen, and there was something wrong with it! Didn't you just cry for a while, why are your eyes still swollen now, An Nianchu compressed his eyes with the palm of his hand, and the impression of Qin Muchen was still floating in his mind.
No matter where she goes, as long as she closes her eyes, is it him? An Nianchu really didn't believe it. But it turned out that when she closed her eyes, the probability of him appearing in his mind was as high as more than 90%, and almost she closed her eyes and saw his face.
She thinks about it deeply, but she doesn't feel that her love for Qin Muchen is so strong, but why can't she forget it and erase it?
When I returned to the dormitory, I found that I didn't bring the key, so I asked the dormitory manager for a spare key, went upstairs to open the door, opened the dormitory, and heard the mobile phone ringing non-stop, An Nianchu glanced at the phone number, picked out the silence, and decisively chose to ignore it.
This An Nianchu was so tired that he lay down on the bed, and Qin Muchen was really anxious, and he almost didn't call the police.
After An Nianchu left, Qin Muchen thought that when she brought her over last night, she didn't have anything on her, and she didn't even have any money in her hand now, so she immediately rushed downstairs. didn't look for An Nianchu's figure, and drove to her school, and the dormitory manager told her that she hadn't come back yet.
Qin Muchen drove to look for her again, and then called her again and again, but no one answered. He was in a hurry, he didn't know where the little woman had run away alone, there was nothing on her, could she go back to school? Walking back?
Qin Muchen went to her school again and asked the dormitory manager, "That girl came back after you left, she forgot the key, and asked me to get the key." ”
He smiled briefly and said a few words to the dormitory manager, and went upstairs to knock on the door.
The moment An Nianchu opened the door, Qin Muchen flashed in, and she glanced at him helplessly, "Something?" ”
Qin Muchen was finally relieved to see her, but he was slightly angry, "I made a lot of calls, but you didn't answer." ”
"Excuse me."
Qin Muchen stepped forward and hugged An Nianchu and hugged her tightly into his arms, "I'm worried about you." ”
His strength was too great, so An Nianchu couldn't breathe a little, "Let go....... Can't breathe! ”
Qin Muchen's arm loosened a little strength, An Nianchu breathed heavily, touched his accelerated heartbeat, calmed down for a moment, and spit out, "I don't need your worries, Qin Muchen, didn't you let me leave before, and now you appear here, what are you doing?" ”
His voice was low and hoarse, his head rested on her neck, with a low roar, "Su Nian'an, do you know that I am worried about you, do you know how long I have been looking for you, do you know how much I am afraid of losing you!" ”
An Nianchu covered his ears and shook his head vigorously, "I don't know, I don't want to know, Qin Muchen, you are worried that I am your business, and it is also your business that you are looking for me, and these have nothing to do with me." These are all your wishful thinking, I haven't asked you, all I ask is for you to let go and let me live a good life alone. ”
Qin Muchen's muscles were violent, this was something An Nianchu had never seen, she was afraid of him like this, she didn't know what he would do, and her body trembled slightly.
"Okay, I'll let go, let go."
He let go of her and left.
An Nianchu didn't even have time to see his back, he had already disappeared. It was even more silent than before I came, and there was a knock on the door before, but there was no sound of closing the door when I left. She collapsed to the ground, which was obviously what she wanted, but why, why was she so sad, why did her heart hurt so much, why did she want to rush out, but she didn't know how to open her legs?
He's gone, really gone. An Nianchu looked at the palm of his hand, he would not hold her palm like that in the future, he would not appear in front of her in the future, he had really left her world...............
She flipped through her phone, and in three hours, he made 312 calls, an average of one call per minute. An Nianchu's mouth was a little bitter, his eyes were a little swollen, and the corners of his eyes were filled with tears.
Why was he so ruthless not to look at his phone before, why can't he put it down neatly now, this is obviously the result he wants, so that he doesn't appear again, can't she forget him? Wouldn't she be able to live her life in peace? But why is it more distressed than before, why is it more sad than before, why?
An Nianchu got up from the ground, closed the door, walked to the bed, lay down, and closed his eyes.
is no longer the scene that once abused her, and now what appears in front of her eyes is the scene just now, and that sentence keeps echoing in her ears......... Okay, I'll let go.
An Nianchu glanced at his palm, he let go, really let go, but she didn't have a trace of happiness, she didn't have the excitement she imagined, she was even more sad than when she saw him on the bed of peace of mind. Her heart seemed to be torn apart, and her tears could not reach the blood flowing in her heart.
This time, she succeeded, successfully made him let go, successfully made him no longer appear in front of her, successfully kept him away from her world, and successfully let her know that her heart hurt even more when he left.
But she had already made a choice, she wanted to forget him, she wanted to forget.
An Nianchu hypnotized herself, she didn't know how many tears she shed, she wet her pillow, no matter what she dreamed of, that sentence lingered in her ears, waking up again and again.
She sat up with some numbness, her arms crossed over her knees, her head resting on her arms.
Qin Muchen, since you have let go, can't you take away the image of you in my mind as well! Can't you help but think of you! Can't it be that it doesn't appear in my dreams!
An Nianchu was a little choked, angina pectoris ached, she was holding her heart, obviously her heart was still beating, why did she feel that everything was still?
Qin Muchen, why do you have such a great charm, why do you always disturb my heart, why do you make me want to find you so much, why do you make me want to tell you not to let go.
She sneered, sneered, smiled wryly. It turned out that in the end, she was the one who was in pain.
It turned out that she never let go, it turned out that she always wanted to stalk him, it turned out that she always missed him, and she loved him so much that she didn't even know it.
It turned out that she was still a joke, a big joke, a joke that made her so bitter that she couldn't shed tears.
All night, all night, An Nianchu sat there, motionless, holding her mobile phone tightly in her hand, and the dazzling 312 missed calls made her bitter.
It was dawn, but her heart never lit up, the girl in the bedroom next door knocked on the door, An Nianchu got out of bed a little numbly, her feet were numb and fell, she looked at her ankles, supported the ground with her hands, barely stood up, opened the door and smiled at them, "Can you help me ask for leave?" The foot is broken. ”
"Why are you so careless, do you want me to accompany you to the hospital? Can you still walk? A girl asked with concern.
The other girl was a little sour, "What are you worried about, someone else has a boyfriend, you forgot, wasn't she in the dormitory the night before yesterday?" Whatever hospital you accompany her to, someone will accompany her. ”
An Nianchu barely squeezed out a smile, "Don't worry, I can still walk, please help me ask for leave." ”
They went to class with a book, An Nianchu looked at the red and swollen ankles, he had never broken his feet in high heels before, but he broke when he got out of bed? She swallowed a mouthful of saliva, nothing is impossible.
An Nianchu leaned against the wall, took the bag, and reluctantly walked all the way to the school hospital, the dog who was scolded by the school doctor was bloody, looking at her ankles that were more bulging than zongzi, should she be glad that it was just a break, not a fracture?
"My feet are swollen like this, and it's best not to walk these days. Do you have a boy friend, find one to carry you back. ”
"Can't ...... it yourself"
The school doctor said sharply: "I don't want to be wasted, so I found a man to carry you back to the dormitory." ”
An Nianchu silently lowered her head and looked at the phone number on her mobile phone, the most familiar ones here were Qin Muchen and Qin Muche, but she didn't want to find these two people, and then she was in the same class, she was still a little unfamiliar, and the class she tutored was even more impossible.