Chapter 580: Parting is also a farewell
In the Zhaoyang Palace during the day, it was rare to be lively for a while because of the arrival of Shen Wenqing and Zhou Xianchen.
Xiao Jinxuan, who hasn't been out for a long time, also keeps a chuckle on her lips all day.
Now that the night is getting deeper, after Shen Wenqing and the others left, Xiao Jinxuan also went to bed after taking a cup of soothing tea.
I don't know when it started, Xiao Jinxuan even had insomnia.
If she didn't have a cup of soothing tea to help, she would always think of the faces of the abolished Empress Dowager Xue Yi, Xiao Jinyu, and the people in the harem who were executed by her as soon as she closed her eyes, and then she had insomnia until dawn.
Thinking of this, Xiao Jinxuan, who was already lying on the soft collapse, raised a pair of plain hands in front of her and looked at it over and over again by the moonlight outside.
Although her hands were still the same as usual, Xiao Jinxuan always felt that she could smell a smell of blood, and even thought of those who had died in her hands.
Revenge, resentment, but she has stepped on blood all the way to the present.
Sometimes in retrospect, Xiao Jinxuan feels that she has become really terrible, and her hands are bloody, and she can't wash her back in this life.
Unable to help but let out a long sigh, she put her hand down, and just wanted to close her eyes and not think about these things, when suddenly an evil and flirtatious voice suddenly came.
"Xuan'er looks at you cold and cold on weekdays, and when you are alone, you become sentimental. If you have any unhappy things, tell me about it, don't you still have me. ”
Zhou Xianyu's familiar voice, Xiao Jinxuan just didn't see the figure, and she would definitely not hear it wrong.
Now that they are gathering less and leaving more, they don't spend a day thinking about each other, so after being surprised, Xiao Jinxuan opened the brocade quilt in surprise and prepared to get up.
But Zhou Xianyu, who had already pushed open the door of the dormitory and walked in in a grand manner, quickly stopped the other party's actions, and said with pity:
"Jinxuan, just lie down, I just came in from outside, the late autumn night is very cold, if this cold is for you, how can you get sick then."
Seeing Zhou Xianyu's careful and considerate words, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help but smile with happiness on her lips, and then she didn't insist, and then she lay down again.
As for Zhou Xianyu over there, after using his internal force to dissipate the cold qi on Yunjin Morobe, he then took off the cloak he was wearing and walked towards Xiao Jinxuan.
turned over very naturally and affectionately, and Zhou Xianyu hugged the other party very softly in his arms.
Then he habitually put his chin against Xiao Jinxuan's forehead, his eyes were slightly closed and he didn't speak, but he felt the feeling of hugging each other at this moment.
And Xiao Jinxuan, who was nestled in the other party's arms, smelled the faint fragrance of golden orchids on Zhou Xianyu's body, and she was a little uneasy just now, but she was unconsciously calmed down.
The two of them didn't speak, they snuggled together quietly for a long time, and finally Xiao Jinxuan gently poked Zhou Xianyu's chest with her fingers, and then said:
"It's the middle of the night, why didn't you come here if you didn't stay in the Royal Prince's Mansion, I saw you push open the door of the palace and enter, the palace maid who kept vigil outside, you didn't hurt anyone."
As soon as he heard Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but smile evilly, and said in an extremely lazy voice:
"Xuan'er, look at what you said, you people from Zhaoyang Palace, when have I ever injured one. It's just that they were given a sleeping hole, and when they woke up, they were fine. As for why I came, I actually said goodbye to you Jinxuan. A new purple bamboo bloom was found in Gansu and reported to the imperial court, and I am ready to go to find medicine for you in person in the near future. ”
Because of the fact that she found the purple bamboo flowering, Xiao Jinxuan knew about it during the day, so she was not surprised.
just heard that Zhou Xianyu was going to find it in person, and Xiao Jinxuan's heart was extremely reluctant for no reason.
She has never been a little daughter, but her eyes were red, and she leaned into the other party's arms and said:
"Otherwise, you don't want to go, anyway, the master may be able to find the medicine guide. Somehow, I always feel that if you are gone, I will have a feeling that it is difficult to see you. So don't go anywhere in Jingshi, or let's leave together. ”
Hearing Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu heard the uneasiness in the other party's tone, and hugged the person a little tighter, and then he said softly:
"Xuan'er, don't worry, I'm just leaving for a few months, and I promise that after you get the medicine, I will definitely come back and take you away." It's just that now your body needs to be raised, and the car and horse are not suitable for you. I know that in this palace, the queen mother and you are getting worse and worse, but in the end, this is the most suitable place for you to recuperate. And only when you are in the palace, and those gossips outside are stopped by the royal brother, they will not cause you harm. In fact, I've always been extremely surprised at how your true background was leaked. ”
As soon as she heard Zhou Xianyu's words, Xiao Jinxuan chuckled helplessly, and then told the Yang family about it as it was.
At the end, Xiao Jinxuan sighed, and then said with a hint of loneliness:
"You just asked me why I was so sentimental alone. Actually, I just think that with the passage of time, everyone has changed a lot in terms of status. Just now, I felt that my hands, which seemed to be white, were actually stained with blood. Maybe I, Xiao Jinxuan, can indeed earn a piece of the world in the harem, but a woman like me may not be able to be a dignified and stable virtuous helper like Sister Shen in her life. I just want to know, do you think I'm terrible like this? ”
Hearing this, Zhou Xianyu was stunned, and immediately knocked Xiao Jinxuan's forehead, and then shrugged his shoulders angrily and funny and said:
"Silly Nizi, what are you thinking about in your head every day, you woman is really ruthless, from the first day I met you, I saw it. However, I, Zhou Xianyu, am not a weak scholar, and the number of people who died under my gun in the big and small battles I have experienced is several times more than the one you killed. Therefore, you and I are called a natural pair, and I like your bold and ruthless temperament, and where will I think you are vicious and terrible. ”
Having said this, Zhou Xianyu's voice paused, and then his expression suddenly became a little more solemn and said:
"Jinxuan, I know that you don't want me to leave, a large part of the reason is that you feel more and more unsafe in this palace, right? Don't worry, the imperial brother is the king of a country, and he has promised me that he will protect you no matter what. As for the queen mother's side, I know that you don't have no way to deal with the other party, it's just because of me that you have shown a lot of mercy. But you also have to remember to protect yourself, if the queen mother is really too much, you care about the old feelings and it is inconvenient to fight, you must also inform the royal brother, so that he can defend and you. ”
Zhou Xianyu's trust in Zhou Xianrui's words, Xiao Jinxuan could naturally hear it.
Hearing this, Zhou Xianrui actually promised to keep her safe, if the other party had said this before, she would naturally believe it.
But after the recent series of events, Xiao Jinxuan instinctively had a little more suspicion about this.
But she is not the character of chewing people's tongues behind her back, and she doesn't want to separate Zhou Xianyu and the two of them because of herself.
Therefore, for Zhou Xianyu's instructions, Xiao Jinxuan also nodded and smiled in response.
Then I suddenly saw Xiao Jinxuan turn over and sit up, and motioned to Zhou Xianyu, who didn't know why, to light up the small candlestick next to the bed.
Then she walked down to the ground with a faint halo and took out a pear blossom wooden box from the dark compartment of the dresser.
After Xiao Jinxuan opened the box, a black and gold purse with fine workmanship embroidered with a tiger suddenly caught Zhou Xianyu's eyes.
Reaching out and taking out the purse, Zhou Xianyu couldn't put it down and looked at it for a long time, seeing that the purse was embroidered with gold wire, and the black tiger on it was also lifelike.
And inside the purse, it was also stuffed with a lot of forget-you-forget grass, and when he saw this for a while, he couldn't help but chuckle and said:
"Xuan'er, your name alludes to the meaning of forgetting worries, and now you have stuffed these carefree grasses into your purse, which is the meaning of calling the master to take you with him wherever he goes. Don't worry, even if you don't have this purse, my Zhou Xianyu will always remember you in my heart, and I won't forget it for a moment. ”
Hearing this, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help but take the carefree hairpin from the pillow, and then looked at Zhou Xianyu with infinite reluctance, and said in a choked voice:
"Xianyu, you have to remember to go early and return early, don't let me **** miss you for this hairpin. Now that the rumors about my background are getting worse and worse, the palace of the Great Zhou is no longer suitable for me to continue to stay. Since there is news of Zizhu in Gansu this time, whether we can find the medicine guide or not, when you come back, we will leave here. After all, medicine is hard to find, if I, Xiao Jinxuan, are destined not to have this blessing in this life, then I just want to stay with you for the rest of the time, and I will not be trapped in the harem until I die. ”
Regarding Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu, who has never refused anything from the other party, agreed without thinking about it.
Then I saw him holding Xiao Jinxuan and lying down on the soft collapse, and then put the purse embroidered for him by the other party on his body, and then after he kissed the other party's forehead, he said softly:
"Jinxuan, go to sleep, I have arranged everything in the military aircraft department during the day today, in order not to delay time, I will leave tonight after saying goodbye to you. In addition, Su Qi and Bai Chu still stayed in the military aircraft department to assist Meng Mian, who was in charge on behalf of him, to deal with official documents, if you have something to do, you can go to them. I have already arranged over there, as long as the people of Zhaoyang Palace enter and exit the military aircraft, they will definitely not be blocked. ”
Before this parting, it is always the most difficult to give up, especially for Xiao Jinxuan and Zhou Xianyu, the two of them have met and loved each other, and now they have decided to stay together for life.
It can really be said that it has always been a gathering of less and more separation, although there are already husband and wife, but after all, there is no husband and wife who marry others, and live a newlywed life.
Now that the situation has finally stabilized, but because of Xiao Jinxuan's illness, Zhou Xianyu has to travel far again.
was extremely reluctant to give the other party a final hug, and it was also thanks to Xiao Jinxuan that she was by no means a woman with a weak mentality, because until Zhou Xianyu left the dormitory in three steps, what she gave the other party was a calm gaze and a light smile.
It's just that after the door of the palace was closed, Zhou Xianyu's figure completely disappeared from sight.
Xiao Jinxuan, who held the carefree hairpin tightly, the reluctant tears came out of her eyes, and she couldn't sleep for a moment all night, and she stayed up in this kind of longing until dawn.