Chapter 163: When the Lowest Valley
In the ward, Sun Xiongzhi was already conscious, his physical condition was also recovering well, he could drink some porridge a little, and he was also refreshed, Mrs. Qi held the bowl and held the spoon and carefully fed it spoonful. Sun Xiongzhi refused to let his wife feed him, looking very useless, but Mrs. Qi insisted on this, Sun Xiongzhi couldn't help it, so he cooperated awkwardly.
Seeing Jin Yu come in, Sun Xiongzhi's eyes suddenly had a little more brilliance.
"Jinyu, you're here. Come over here and let Daddy see you. Sun Xiongzhi stretched out his hand to greet Jinyu, and Jinyu hurriedly walked over, held Sun Xiongzhi's hand, and sat beside him.
"Dad, you have to get better quickly."
Jin Yu's voice was fluttering, Sun Xiongzhi's brows were twisted into a knot, and he turned his head to look at Lin Yuan: "What's wrong with Xiao Yu, did you make her angry?" ”
Jin Yu hurriedly said, "No, Dad. It's not about Lin Yuan, he treats me very well. I just don't worry about you, don't be angry anymore, it's not worth it for Ji Yecheng. ”
Sun Xiongzhi sighed, touched Jinyu's hair with trembling hands, and said softly: "Your mother said the same thing, I promise you that you won't think about it again." Those things in the past and the Ji family were all old and confused. Now I just want to get my body in good shape and wait for my grandson to be born. ”
Jin Yu's originally flabby body suddenly trembled, Sun Xiongzhi noticed something wrong, and grabbed a handful of Jin Yu's arm: "What's wrong with you, don't hide it from Dad." ”
Mrs. Qi came over and hugged Jinyu in her arms: "How are you?" Why is his face so pale, and his lips are also pale. ”
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me. It's that I haven't had a good rest in the past two days, and I'm tired. Jinyu turned her face away, not daring to let her parents see her face again.
Jinyu's current state is extremely bad, even if the delicate makeup covers the haggard face, it can't hide the tiredness in her eyes.
Lin Yuan looked at this family of three, and suddenly remembered his parents. They didn't know anything about their situation after they left, and he didn't dare to let them know, and would rather they not know anything and worry, than be anxious about the current situation.
Perhaps only the upcoming grandchildren are the only good news that can be told to them. Lin Yuan's thoughts were a little wandering, and he only felt a little comforted when he thought of this.
A few wisps of cool breeze blew in faintly through the cracks in the window, and Jin Yu had just undergone surgery and couldn't blow the wind, so she shivered, and was seen by Lin Yuan.
Lin Yuan took off his coat and draped it over Jinyu: "Isn't it too cold?" ”
Jin Yu whispered: "Let's go home in a while, I have something to tell you." ”
Mrs. Qi was busy and said, "If you have something to do, go and busy with you, your father is here and here, everything is fine." Now your body matters. ”
Sun Xiongzhi also waved his hand and asked them to go back.
Jinyu wanted to avoid the eyes of her parents, but also a little reluctant, leaned on Sun Xiongzhi's shoulder, sat quietly for a while, and then said to Lin Yuan, "Let's go back." ”
Lin Yuan pulled Jinyu to get up, touched her cold palm, and couldn't help asking, "Why is it still so cold." ”
Jin Yu smiled faintly: "I'll talk to you when I go home." ”
Mrs. Qi took out one of her thick cashmere scarves and carefully helped Jinyu wrap it around: "It's windy at night, be careful not to freeze." ”
Jinyu hid most of her face in a scarf and muttered, "Mom, let's go back." I'll come back to see you tomorrow. ”
"Let's go back." Mrs. Qi smiled lovingly, "Now the most worrying thing for me is you and your father." You're fine, and your dad will be fine. ”
Jin Yu hurriedly turned around and blocked the tears that were about to fall: "I will." Mom, we're going back. Pulling Lin Yuan beside him, he left quickly.
Jin Yu walked quickly, but her steps staggered lightly. Lin Yuan followed closely behind, not daring to relax his hand holding her: "Jinyu, slow down, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Lin Yuan, I'll tell you when I get home. This can be hard for you to accept, so be prepared. Jin Yu walked forward, and as she spoke, a cloud of ethereal white vapor came out and rushed in front of Lin Yuan behind her.
Lin Yuan was a little confused by Jin Yu's headless words, so he had no choice but to follow Jin Yu and follow her inch by inch.
After arriving home, Lin Yuan helped Jinyu hang up his coat and immediately asked seriously, "What do you want to say to me?" ”
Jinyu bit her lower lip: "Are you ready?" ”
"What preparation? You say, even if something happens, I'll help you solve it. ”
Jin Yu suddenly grabbed Lin Yuan's hands, clenched them tightly in his palms, and snorted hoarsely: "Child...... Without. ”
"What?" Lin Yuan hadn't heard what Jin Yu was talking about, so he asked reflexively, and then he saw Jin Yu grabbing his hand and gradually letting go, covering his eyes with both hands, and a broken cry sounded, before he understood the meaning of half of her sentence.
Lin Yuan hugged Jinyu tightly in his arms, let her lean on his shoulder, and asked bitterly, "How can this be?" ”
Jin Yu whimpered and told Lin Yuan about the fact that she had gone to find Ji Yecheng in private.
"It's my fault, I shouldn't be impulsive, I don't want to be ...... at all Lin Yuan, you scold me, it's all my fault. ”
Lin Yuan stopped Jinyu with one arm, clenched one hand tightly into a fist, Qi short nails embedded in his palm, and the pain of the stinging was no more than one-ten-thousandth of the pain in his heart: "Don't say stupid things, how can this be your fault, if the person outside the operating room is me, I will only choose you." ”
"This is my child and yours, the grandson that my parents have been looking forward to for so long, I would rather be my ......"
"Jinyu, don't talk nonsense." Lin Yuan hugged Jinyu closer to his side.
"Isn't it that I don't deserve to have my own child, and I don't even have the ability to protect him, how can I be a good mother?"
Lin Yuan was silent for a moment, forcing himself to calm down, and comforting Jin Yu in a good voice: "Don't be cranky, Jin Yu, you will be the best mother." You're doing this for your dad and for me. If you want to say that the one who is really wrong, it is me. It's me who can't protect you and always bother you because of me. Don't think about anything now, taking care of your body is more important than anything else. ”
"Lin Yuan, my heart hurts."
The corners of Lin Yuan's mouth twitched, he was also in the same pain as Jin Yu, it was his children who lost it, and it was his wife who was sad, but he had no ability to protect them, he had never felt more useless than he was now.
"Jinyu, you believe me, I will not let you be wronged in vain. The Ji family owes us, and I will let them pay us back. ”
"Help me hide it from my mom and dad, and don't tell them yet. I'm afraid...... I'm afraid they ......"
Jin Yu cried in Lin Yuan's arms, her voice gradually lowered and she didn't make a sound, Lin Yuan lowered her head to see, there were tears hanging on her eyelashes, and she had fallen asleep tiredly.
Maybe nothing can comfort her, only a solid sleep, maybe you can wake up and forget a little pain in your heart.
Lin Yuan picked up Jinyu and went back to the bedroom. Jinyu in her arms is like a feather, holding it in her arm without weight, and a gust of wind can make her float at this time. Lin Yuan was a little sad for a second, he didn't expect Jin Yu to lose weight like this, he only thought about his sadness during this time, but ignored her changes.
Jinyu's thin body didn't take much place on the huge double bed, and even the soft mattress didn't sink a little. Lin Yuan carefully helped her cover the quilt, Jin Yu's brows furrowed, he stretched out his hand to smooth out the sorrow between her eyebrows, but found that it was in vain. The helpless hand had to wipe a tear from the corner of her eye.
"I'm not going to let you lose this child for nothing."