Threatened? It's not going to be real, is it? Zhou Fan played a drum up and down in his heart, fidgeting and looking outside.

The car didn't get on the highway and would be fined because it was overloaded, so they rushed back along the auxiliary road under the highway.

"Uncle, Hong Yu said that if I don't go back tomorrow, he will let people tie me up, what's the matter?" As he spoke, Zhou Fan glanced at Huang Yan, who was driving, and asked him tentatively.

"He said you would believe it! Fools, they tie you to try"

Zhou Fang looked around, and then said, "Huang Yan, do you dare to tie her up?" ”

Huang Yan, who was driving, frowned in embarrassment, forming a Sichuan character, and didn't know how to answer.

"The boss didn't give me clear instructions, we also work for people, you don't let our brothers get angry inside and out"

Of course, Zhou Fan knows whose food is eaten, who is in charge, they take Hong Yu's salary, and of course they have to do things for him.

Suddenly, Zhou Fan had a flash of inspiration, a good idea came to his mind, he smiled secretly in his heart, and still looked out with a sad face.

After driving for nearly two hours, I finally arrived home, the car was parked on the side of the road, and the bodyguard delivered the things to the door for Zhou Fan, and returned to the car.

"Thank you! Go back first! It's late," Zhou Fang threw the cigarettes in his pocket to the people in the car, and waved goodbye to them with a smile.

The car drove south from the bridge and disappeared quickly, and Zhou Fan touched the key to open the door.

The wolf barked twice, then stopped howling, and pulled the door at the door, expecting to get out sooner.

"Is Xiaofan back?"

A low voice came from the courtyard, and then the electric light at the gate came on.

"Dad, you haven't slept yet" Zhou Fan pushed open the door and walked in.

"You two don't come back, your mother and I didn't just come back from the bridge, just locked the door, what did you buy? Why do you buy these old things? ”

The door was locked, Zhou Fan handed the things to his father, bent down and led the dog collar, put it in the cage, and locked it.

"I didn't buy anything, Xiaofan bought you two clothes, and I don't know if it fits"

turned off the lights, Zhou Fan also followed into the hall, washed his hands on the basin shelf behind the door, opened the West House gently, and saw that Zhou Ying had already slept, so he closed the door gently.

"Mom, why are you still sleeping with the stars? Aren't you tired? Zhou Fan took off his shoes and went to the kang, took the child over, and held it in his arms.

"You touch it, isn't it a little hot?" Zhao Yumei touched her forehead, and then touched her granddaughter Xingxing, comparing.

Zhou Fang washed his hands, reached out and touched Xingxing's forehead, and after a while, he touched his own again, nodded and said, "It's a little hot, is there a thermometer?" ”

"Yes, in the small medicine box," said Zhuo Guoqiang, who went to the hall to get the medicine box.

Zhou Fan used his forehead to easily press against his daughter's forehead, and after a while, he frowned and said, "It's feverish, and it's still very hot."

The two boys slept so soundly that they didn't hear Zhou Fan talking at all.

Zhou Fan stretched out his hand to touch the two sons, pulled the quilt for them, and said a little sadly, "Blame me, if you don't go to the city to eat, maybe the stars won't have a fever"

"People eat whole grains, how can there be people who don't get sick, just talk nonsense" Zhou poured a glass of water, poured it back and forth with a teacup, and drank it after it was cold.

The thermometer was clamped under the child's armpit, Zhou Fan held the child, sat on the kang, looked at her, and felt that he was better than the child's life, the maternal love they got was less pitiful, and the father's love was even less, and the love of the grandfather and grandfather he got was really not worthy of being parents with Hong Yu.

Don't blame the child for being estranged from himself, blame himself for not being able to let them live a good life, it is his own incompetence.

His nose was sore, tears fell, he lowered his head, and silently endured the pain from the deepest part of his heart, and what kind of heart-piercing pain, so painful that he couldn't breathe, it was like death.

The thermometer was taken by Zhou Fang, and he looked at it and said, "Thirty-nine degrees seven, is there any fever medicine at home?" ”

Zhuo Guoqiang nodded, took out a bottle of antipyretic medicine from the small medicine box, scalded the measuring cup with hot water, and said, "I can't see the numbers on the measuring cup, you come"

poured the medicine, Zhao Yumei took the child back from Zhou Fan's arms, and whispered in her mouth, "Xingxing, good child, go to sleep after taking the medicine"

Zhou Fan secretly wiped away his tears, tried not to let his family see them, turned his head and did not look at the stars that everyone was paying attention to, but touched the heads of the other two children.

Zhou Fang on the side naturally understood, reached out and patted Zhou Fan's shoulder, stopped his hand on her shoulder, and comforted, "It's okay, the children have poor resistance, they were born prematurely, and they are even more frail and sickly, you were different from them when you were a child."

Uncle's words stung Zhou Fan's heart even more, and she collapsed in an instant, she thought of a lot of caring and loving faces, and more of the loving father, riding on her father's shoulder, looking at her mother with big braids, washing and drying.

More than 20 years later, their shadows are still clear, like imprints, deeply imprinted in their minds, and they have never left.

Childhood memories are beautiful and can be reminiscent for a lifetime.

"Xiaofan was also born prematurely, maybe because he drank milk since he was a child! These children don't like to drink milk, especially goat's milk, and I don't blame the children for not being happy to drink it, even I don't like to drink it, it's so fishy."

Zhou Fang was taken aback, looked at Zhou Fan, and then looked at Zhuo Guoqiang, and after thinking about it carefully, he felt that something was wrong, so he asked, "That Xiaofan's eight characters are not accurate?" ”

"You go to the back room and say, don't make noise to the children" Zhao Yumei bowed to them and motioned for them to go inside, Zhou Fan's room to say.

Xingxing drank the medicine and drank some water, and when he saw Zhou Fan on the kang, he hummed and chirped a little tantrum, Zhou Fan got off the kang and opened the window, and also went to another room.

Zhou Fang sat cross-legged on the kang, and Zhou Fan lay beside Zhuo Guoqiang, listening to him talk about his birth with his ears pricked up.

"When Xiaofan Niang gave birth to Xiaofan, it was June, and the belly was sharp, and they all said that it was a boy, and I was also happy, there were already two daughters, and this was a boy, and the family liked it very much, especially my mother" Speaking of this, Zhuo Guoqiang reached out and touched Zhou Fan's head, smiled and continued, "I was working in the coal mine at that time, and I couldn't take care of my family, and the family planning was relatively tight, so Xiaofan's mother tightened her belt, probably afraid that the production team would find out, and sent me a telegram saying that the child was a little different, and he always kicked his stomach when he slept at night, At more than eight months, I couldn't hold it anymore."

Zhou Fan was tired, crawled next to Zhou Fang, pillowed on his lap, and continued to listen.

"I just came back, it was very hot and stuffy that night, and the electric fan began to thunder at about eight o'clock, and the lightning flashed on the roof of our house, and the thunder also thundered on the roof, and your mother had a stomachache, I said that it might be scared, in fact, I was also afraid, at that time, there were thunderstorms and lightning outside, and the beans were crackling and smashing down, and at that time there were two rooms, or mud walls, grass roofs, I was really afraid that I couldn't stand it, your two sisters were on your grandmother's side, I was relieved a lot"

Zhou Fan grabbed Zhou Fang's pants tightly and asked eagerly, "What about later?" ”

Zhou Fang smiled, gently touched her head, and looked at Zhou Fan like a child, with love in his eyes.

"Later, your mother's amniotic water broke, and there was no condition to go to the hospital at that time, so I went to the midwife to find someone, but it was wind and rain, and people just didn't go out, no way, I ran dozens of miles and asked another midwife, but they didn't even let the door in. It's strange at that time, it's only a few dozen miles away, there is no rain at all, it's raining a lot here, it's too late for me to come back, you were born, the ground is full of blood, your mother is afraid that the blood will stain the bedding, so she lay on the ground and gave birth to you" Speaking of this, Zhuo Guoqiang wiped a handful of tears, and continued with some choked up, "She said that she was incompetent, and gave birth to a daughter, and she didn't leave it for the old Zhuo family, and she died and had no face to see the ancestors of the old Zhuo family"

Zhou Fan got up all of a sudden, frowned and said, "What is this called?" Is it a shame to be angry with me? My mother is too ......" didn't finish speaking, Zhou Fan flattened his mouth and lay down again.

I feel a little angry, but what can I do? Things have already happened, blame yourself for being reincarnated, and curse in your heart, fool, what's the hurry, reincarnation must also be measured.

"I found out before dawn, your mother is wrong, the bleeding can't be stopped, a mattress is all wet, your grandmother hugged you and said, the sky is thundering five thunders, proving that you have a big life, rushing to be born may be the reincarnation of monsters, at that time, the chickens, ducks and dogs in the family died overnight, and an old mulberry tree behind was old and thick, and it was split by thunder, and what flowed out of the tree was red, just like blood, you said it is not strange!"

If you are evil enough, you won't really tell the Zhishan master that you are the reincarnation of a fox spirit! How is it like a clip in the chat? Is it a coincidence?

"What's even more strange is that your grandmother's old sow, under a litter of piglets, all of them are flower pigs, there is a brown two ears are white, four legs are also white, just able to feed, ran away, a few days not seen, it suddenly ran to our house, but scared me to death, your grandmother's family lives in the middle, our family lives in Tundongtou, not close, how did it come over? When it arrives at our house, it sleeps on the ground like a wolf, and when you give it something to eat, and when you cry, it barks, as if there is something to hold it."

"No wonder Xiaofan is particularly fond of animals, and he has been guarded by an elf pig since he was a child, maybe it's a fox fairy," Zhou Fang pondered and asked, "What about later?" ”

"Later, I couldn't support the child, so I gave the child to Aunt Xiaofan, her family lives in the city, and her husband works as a teacher in Beijing.

"Later, I went to Inner Mongolia, we became uncles and nephews, and my mother gave birth to a younger brother, and then we ......."

Everyone knows about it, and there is no need to mention it again, Zhou Fan got up, put on his shoes, and opened the door to sleep.

"Something is wrong, my sister-in-law was bleeding profusely, and it was the middle of the night, how did I stop the bleeding?" Zhou Fang touched his chin and asked.

Zhuo Guoqiang held back his tears, got off the kang, and responded lightly, "Isn't she very good now?" ”

Looking at the closed wooden door, Zhou Fang fell into deep thought, general postpartum hemorrhage is very tricky, even the big hospital is in a hurry when it encounters this situation, there are still things in it.

Maybe it was going to the hospital, maybe it was ......

They don't want to say it, so forget it, what's the point of revealing the scars of the past?

Zhou Fang touched his legs, his legs were a little numb, just now Zhou Fan pillowed, and thought of the scene when he saw Zhou Fan for the first time, now he feels a little stupid when he thinks about it.

How can a newborn child stare at people with his eyes open? How can a child who is just more than a month old turn over?