Although he was happy with this ending, He Chong still felt a little guilty.

"Yes, I brought Amy ......"

Chiba had expected it.

"Satisfied?"

"You admit to liking him?"

"Aren't you just going to force me to admit it? Yes, I like him. ”

She looked at him stubbornly, letting the tears roll in her eyes, but she didn't fall.

"He has a girlfriend."

"He didn't tell me." When she said this, she felt that she was simply making trouble.

He Chong sighed slightly and apologized, "I'm sorry, I know you feel embarrassed by doing this. ”

"It's good if you're happy."

Tears still flowed uncontrollably, and He Chong was frightened.

"Chiba, I really like you, give me a chance. I know I'm a man, but I'm willing to change it. Song Yingchen is not suitable for you, he is weak and indecisive, and he is not the kind of person who can protect you. ”

He raised the muscles of his arms, which was another asset worth showing off in addition to money.

"I don't need anyone to protect me, I just ask no one to hurt me."

"I didn't mean to hurt you, don't get me wrong. It's a fact that Song Yingchen is with Amy, I just want you to sober up and stop having illusions about him. ”

"Fantasy, yes, fantasy indeed." At this moment, she didn't care about any self-esteem, and smiled wryly as if to say to herself, "What do I like him, I have nothing." ”

"Even if you have nothing, you don't need anything with me, because I can give you anything."

"What do you mean, money? I know that your family is the richest man in Lucheng, with a car, a house, a company and an industry...... But none of this has anything to do with me. ”

"Not only that, but I also have stocks and ......," Ga Chong muttered, and then said, "Anyway, don't look at his strengths and weaknesses, but compare them, I'm really much better than him." ”

"I never wanted to compare you two."

"But I want to compare, I don't accept it!" He became agitated, and even clenched his fists, "What is better than me except that he can read?" After all, he is still a student, and he is not mature at all. ”

As he spoke, the elevator went to the ground floor, and as soon as the door opened, Chiba walked out quickly.

"If you find a woman to ask, you will choose me like this, what do you don't like, you have to say one, two, three."

"He Chong, feelings are not buying and selling, not picking fat and thin, and not shopping around. You are indeed better than Song Yingchen in some aspects, but this cannot be used as a weight for feelings...... Me too. I can't just ask him to accept me just because I have a crush on him, he's such a good match for Sister Amy, and I bless them. ”

"Foolish, you're lying."

"Believe it or not."

"What do you like about him?" He Chong shouted almost hysterically.

A cold wind blows, and snowflake paper for celebration falls from nowhere.

She suddenly put away her excitement and said softly as if she were reciting a piece of prose: "His temperament, connotation, smile like sunflower, and cute like a little hamster when eating." These things may seem to you less important than having a limited-edition luxury car and a house where you can ride in the house...... But that's feelings. Liking a person's meaningless places is more real and down-to-earth than liking what he is proud of, and you won't understand it. ”

"Doesn't it look good when I laugh? Did I gobble up something while eating? You don't want to take the time to eat and chat with me, how do you know that I don't know if I'm cute! He Chong blocked in front of her and argued dissatisfiedly, "I know you don't like him for money, and it's because you're not greedy for vanity or pretentiousness that you're not as snobbish as other girls...... But what's wrong with being rich, is it a mistake to be rich! ”

"Not that problem."

"What's that?"

"I don't think you like me."

"Why?"

"You're just grateful, just like he just sympathizes with me." She was a little confused, and she didn't know if it was appropriate to evaluate the attitude of the two people towards herself, but she blurted out.

"I didn't! At first, I was very grateful to you, but then I really liked you. Believe it or not, I'm dreaming of you right now! ”

"If it hadn't been for that kidnapping, would you still like me?"

He Chong did not rush to answer, but thought about this question very seriously. But in just ten seconds, he said categorically: "If it weren't for that, I don't know if I would like you, but I don't think this question is meaningless at all, why assume that what has happened has not happened, isn't this how life takes us step by step into a new stage, generates new understanding, and sprouts new feelings?" ”

"Life is indeed unknown, but we must not forget the road we have traveled. At that time, we were trapped in the deep well, and we thought we were going to say goodbye to this world, except for the rain that God rewarded us and the hay spread under our feet, you only have me, and I only have you. So at that moment we became the most important thing to each other, but if it wasn't me and someone else, you would still have this illusion. I am human, not the embodiment of hope, and I do not want to be anyone's delusion. ”

"Then let me fall into the deep well again, and with another person, I have no water to drink or food, and I am exhausted...... Believe me, I'll still think of you without hesitation. ”

"Don't say stupid things, even if the relationship between us was still very tense at the time, I can't bear to see you suffer, let alone now."

"That proves you have me in your heart."

"Of course I have you in my heart, you are my boss, friend......"

"That's right, if you develop step by step, won't you become a lover."

She couldn't fight anymore, and He Chong's eloquence was simply powerless for her to parry. She just wanted to cry out loud in a secluded and uninhabited place, and that place was better than the Sakura Apartment.

She said no more, and walked forward without hesitation, and the Christmas overture came out of the hotel lobby.

"Yang Qianye!" He Chong howled with the green tendons on his neck swelling, and the people around him looked over, "Don't you like me at all, even a little!" ”

She stopped.

Everyone around seemed to be waiting for her to give an answer to the golden man behind her, and she also seemed to be the protagonist of the stage in an instant, and she had to give the last perfect performance before the curtain call.

She turned her head back and shook apologetically, "I'm sorry. Then he fled without looking back.

He Chong held his head in his hands and squatted down in pain.

Walking aimlessly along the Lujiang River, she had the illusion of being abandoned by the city. As twelve o'clock approaches, the revelers finally build up a noisy momentum, fireworks, neon, music, river lanterns......

She forgot how she had walked back to Sakura's apartment, but it was clear that there was nowhere else to go. This is what she has left, even if she wants to find a place to cry, she can't help but choose, if it weren't for Lu Meiqin giving her the temporary right to live in this house, she wouldn't even have a place to stay in Lucheng.

She couldn't help but ask herself again, "What do you like about him?" ”

Turning on the faucet, the hot water was turned up to the maximum acceptable amount, and she flushed herself. The hot water burned the skin bright red with the power of the bite, and the pain was a little itchy, like a shallow wound bleeding quietly. She scratched and scratched, and wherever it itched, she tried her best to scratch off the skin completely.

It's time to use hot water to "disinfect", she was poisoned by Song Yingchen.

After taking a shower, the trance-like feeling was finally restrained, and she struggled to tell herself that it was nothing.

It's really nothing, Song Yingchen didn't deceive her and said that she was single, but she just concealed it from her lover who was in a different place, and her motives could not be verified and there was no need to verify them.

It's really nothing, she likes him willingly, and it has nothing to do with him. Song Yingchen has never expressed an attitude of liking her even once, so no matter who she is with, she is not obliged to explain to her.

It's time to put an end to this unrequited love, and instead she's a little grateful that Amy didn't show up too soon, but in the last days of the year. Enough should, she thought.

Someone knocked on the door outside the house, she hesitantly stepped forward to open it, and found that it was actually the "culprit" who made her lose her soul tonight.

"Are you alright?" Song Yingchen asked, her neck and face were a little red due to alcohol.

She poked her head out to look left and right, there was no third person, she wanted to open her mouth, but her throat hurt. Laboriously put the tip of the tongue against the upper wall of the mouth to stimulate saliva, and then speak.

"You're alone? What about Sister Amy? ”

"I'm back at the hotel, I don't have to worry about you, come and have a look."

Song Yingchen took a step and was about to enter the house, but she blocked it with a little rudeness.

"I'm fine, I'm sleepy, you can go back and rest."

Song Yingchen's outstretched leg quietly retracted, a little surprised.

"Why don't you let me in?"

"I want to say that you should go and accompany Sister Amy, He Chong told me that she just got off the plane and must be tired."

"I didn't live with her...... Can you go in and have a glass of water? ”

This is someone's house, how can she stop it again and again, so she has no choice but to turn sideways.

Song Yingchen still maintained the posture of the master, and went into the kitchen to open the refrigerator, but he couldn't find anything to drink, so he took out an apple.

"Have you washed it?" He asked, the apple in his hand red and shiny.

She nodded, and then heard the clatter of her teeth crusting into an apple.

The two sat back in the living room, and she deliberately kept a distance and kept her head silent.

"Why do you think you're suddenly upset?" Song Yingchen asked, the apple in his mouth held up his cheeks, and he really looked like a hamster.

She still buried her head, the tip of her nose to her toes, and lied: "I've been very tired lately, I feel dizzy from time to time, and I want to sleep." ”

Song Yingchen quickly ate the apple, threw away the core and wiped his hands, and a unique fragrance of apples permeated the living room, which was very intoxicating.

"If you don't feel well, you have to see a doctor, don't delay."

"Just get some sleep." She said that the wound in her heart that had just stopped bleeding seemed to be torn open again.

Song Yingchen looked inside the house: "I'll get that thing." ”

"I'll get it." She hurriedly found the album-like thing he had hosted in 1101 and handed it to him, but her eyes fell elsewhere.

Song Yingchen took it, and her eyes were instantly gentle.

"Haven't you seen it?" He asked this not so much as if he cared that she had seen it, but disappointed that she hadn't.

"How can I look at your things, or open them and check them to see if there are any traces of turning them over." She said angrily.

"Whew-" Song Yingchen exhaled and unwrapped the package, and sure enough, it was this album. He opened it and handed it over.

She didn't answer, but her eyes involuntarily moved away. As the beautiful hand turned the pages of the album, she saw many photos of Song Yingchen and Amy, both solo and group.

The background is abroad, it should be the United States.

She eventually took it.

The people in the photo are really beautiful, handsome men and women, smiling like flowers, a pair of beautiful people with deep affection.

"Here are all the pictures I had with Amy when I was in the United States. She was a trainee teacher at the school, I was a student, and neither of us thought we would come together one day. She knew more than I did, and she had a wide horizon, and she took me from the west to the east, and saw the United States thoroughly. It's me chasing her, you know, I like older women, not so much crooked. We had a lot of fun together, but we also faced a lot of pressure because I was younger than her and I wasn't 18 years old at the beginning......"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"You've saved this thing for me for so long, so let's listen to the story inside. I put you here because I don't want my mother to see it, she has always opposed me and Amy's affairs, and I quarreled many times on the phone across the ocean, if I didn't have a visa, I guess I would have flown to teach me a lesson. Later, I thought it wouldn't be a problem to continue like this, so I lied to her and said that I had broken up with Amy. So when I came back this time, I didn't dare or want her to see this album, it was completely a *. ”

"Have you finished your course in the United States, and if you want to go back, you can leave the album there."

"I finished my credits ahead of schedule and didn't want to further my studies, so I brought everything back this time and won't go back anytime soon."

"And you're going to keep it a secret? One day you will get married, Aunt Lu will always have to pass. ”

"Amy won't marry me."

This calm sentence really surprised her.

"Why?"

I also wanted to know why, but she only announced the answer, not the reason. In fact, before I came back, the conflict with her had intensified very much, I wanted to return to China to develop a studio, but she insisted on staying in the United States, and refused to back down, and then we decided to be separated for a period of time to calm down...... But as soon as I came back she told me that she wasn't going to marry me, not in this life. So, whether it was a breakup or a relationship with a lover, she respected my decision. ”

"If you are willing to irrigate, why don't you want to see flowering and fruiting?"

"Amy is very independent and assertive and doesn't like to follow the crowd. She likes to be free and likes to walk around, believing that love is a kind of relationship and a process, and there is no need for a predetermined result. As the saying goes, uncertainty is beautiful, maybe that's what it means. ”

The atmosphere suddenly became subtle, Song Yingchen was calm about her privacy, but she felt sorry for this relationship with no future, forgetting that she had just been injured.

A woman who pursues herself like Amy, even in the face of an excellent man like Song Yingchen, will not have conscious attachment and emotional adhesion. This is such a free and free personality that is not troubled by shackles, and she estimates that she will never learn it in her life.

Of course, she doesn't want to learn either, she would rather face this face every day, every year, every month, every day, this life is enough.

"I don't know her, so it's hard to say anything." She said perfunctorily.

"You don't need to say anything, I'm just whining." Song Yingchen unconsciously rubbed her fingers to relieve the embarrassment, "I was also surprised that she suddenly appeared today, in fact, I thought I had broken up with her." ”

A bean-sized sweat actually flowed down her forehead in the cold night, and she looked at Song Yingchen in almost horror, this man who was defined as ambiguous but his face was full of sincerity.

"What?"

"We haven't been in touch for a long time, and the last contact was during the broken bone. I think she gave me an answer about whether I would go back to China or I would go to the United States, and her answer would be not to accommodate each other. ”

She felt that the next question was reckless and rude, but she couldn't help but ask: "You think you have broken up, but you still admit that she is your girlfriend when you introduce her to me?" ”

"Sorry, that's just to hide from He Chong. Amy is now engaged in consulting, and the first big order in the domestic business is Aogu. There is actually no friendship between them, and if she knew that I had broken up, He Chong might not help her. I'm sorry, it's a bit unseemly, but I'm hoping to make this happen and help Amy."

He cupped his head as he spoke.

"Understood. You've drunk too much, are you okay? ”

"Do you have water, your mouth is thirsty?"

She got up and went to the kitchen to boil water, and without waiting for the water to boil, she walked back to the living room to listen to him continue.

"He Chong called Amy this time to talk about cooperation, and I was surprised to see her suddenly."

"Sister Amy is beautiful."

"Of course, how could my vision be wrong."

Thinking about the ups and downs of a night and the embarrassment of being frozen by the cold wind by the river, she felt ridiculous. She is singing a one-man show entirely, while the male protagonist is acting on another stage.

"I'll make you tea."

"Forget it, I'd better go." As soon as he got up, the phone screen in his hand lit up.

She glanced unconsciously.

"Amy said she wanted to talk to me." He shook his phone generously, proving that it was a message from Amy.

"Hmm."

"Are you alright?" Song Yingchen suddenly asked the sentence before entering and exiting the door.

"It's okay!" She replied loudly, trying to suppress the embarrassment and weakness of her heart. As soon as he finished speaking, he found that he was a thief, and what he cared about was obviously the physical condition she pretended.

"It's okay, just pay attention to your body when you live alone. I'll go first, and I'll call if there's something. ”

"Okay, let's go, be careful on the road."

Delivered to the door, he turned his head.

"By the way, I might be out for a while."

"When?"

"Just for a few days, I wanted to go out for a walk, but I didn't tell my mother. You know the problem I had with her, I just wanted to find a place to figure out those things quietly, and then I should find something to do when I came back, and I can't just keep drifting around like this, right? ”

"Where are you going?"

"KIKI ISLAND, WARM AND SEA. Sleep until you wake up naturally every day and then swim in the sea, read a book after eating, or do a massage, and visit the night market bubble pub at night, which is very good. ”

"Sister Amy together?"

"I want her to be with me, but not hanging."

She bit the tip of her tongue and nodded in an indescribable mood.

"Do you still like her?"

He smirked: "Can you say that you don't like this thing if you don't like it, it takes time." ”

"Yes, it takes time." She answered, but it was as if she were talking to herself.

"Chiba, Merry Christmas."

"Merry Christmas."

Slowly closing the door, from big to small, the face that made her obsessed but had to say goodbye gradually cut off......