The door to the bedroom on the second floor was not closed.

When Ning Bo walked in, Guan Luo was leaning on the head of the bed and smoking, and he didn't take off his shoes, and the whole person was half-leaning on the cushion.

"Ninth Young Master, I have already asked someone to clean the room where Miss Shen lived before in the afternoon."

Guan Xiao's smoking seemed to stop, and he waited for a while before hearing a slight "um" in his snort.

Nimber noticed his expression, gloomy and gloomy. It seems to be thinking about something.

After thirty or forty years of errand work in the house, there are some things that Ning Bo doesn't understand, but it's inconvenient to say more. He swung the crescent-colored nightdress he had folded to the head of the bed.

"Miss Shen left too hurriedly in the afternoon, and she didn't explain anything, and when she asked someone to clean up the room in the afternoon, she saw this skirt, I remember that the skirt should be something in the house, so I have asked someone to wash and iron it, and it has been hanging in the cabinet on your side before, Ninth Young Master, you see ......"

Ning Bo is still a little uncertain about some things, especially about Tang Jingcheng.

Guan slightly pinched the cigarette and glanced at the nightdress.

"Leave it alone, I'll hang myself in it later."

"Good. Then I'll leave it here for you. Nimber straightened up.

Guan Luo was still leaning there smoking, there were no windows in the room, the lights were very dim, and the air smelled a little choking.

Ning Bo "coughed": "Ninth Young Master." I'll open the window for you, let it breathe. So saying, he walked over to himself and opened the closed curtain and the window. Jie Tai Caicai.

The cool breeze from the suburbs poured in from outside, Guan slightly felt a hint of coolness, turned his head to look, and there was just a large blue sky outside the window, the sky was far away, but a few stars could be seen.

Star......

The corners of Guan Luo's lips suddenly hooked a smile.

"Ah Xi is asleep?"

"Sleep, just fell asleep."

"Why is it so early today?"

"I didn't take a nap in the afternoon." Ning Bo sighed softly, "This kid doesn't know what fate he has with that Miss Shen, in the afternoon, when Miss Shen was carrying her luggage and was about to leave, she happened to be seen by him, and then it was not good, holding Miss Shen's leg alive and not allowing her to go, and crying and calling her Tang..."

Ning Bo only spit out the word "Tang" and immediately stopped.

The three words "Tang Jingcheng" have been banned in the house in recent years. Nimber realized that he had talked too much today, so he "coughed" again and said no more.

Guan Luo raised his eyes and looked. frowned, and smiled a little sadly: "Ah Xi treats her as someone else, so he is reluctant to let her go." ”

"It should be this reason, so after Miss Shen left, Ah Xi cried for a while, and a few subordinates couldn't coax it."

That's nature.

How to coax?

In the past three years, Ah Xi has called "Aunt Tang" countless times in front of Guan Luo, and has asked him clearly and clearly, "Where did Aunt Tang go?" Why don't you come and see Axi? ”

Every now and then, Guan Luo was reluctant to answer.

Tang Jingcheng has been gone for three years, but in his heart he feels that she has always been there.

Flesh can rot, bones can be transformed, but her spirit remains.

And he never showed the slightest sadness in front of outsiders, because he was unwilling to admit the fact that Tang Jingcheng had disappeared from this world.

Ah Xi didn't know that Tang Jingcheng had passed away, and Guan Luo had never mentioned it to him, so in his concept, Shen Chunguang was the Aunt Tang who took him out to watch the fireworks three years ago.

This is the advantage of being a child, having the right not to figure out a lot of things, laughing when you are happy, and crying when you are sad.

How nice is that!

Ning Bo saw that Guan Luo had been silent, and he didn't stay any longer, planning to go out, but when he walked to the door, he turned back.

"By the way, Ninth Young Master, this is the address where Miss Shen will temporarily live after she moved away, and the driver brought it back to me in the afternoon, it looks like the name of the hotel."

Nimber handed over a piece of paper.

Guan glanced at it and took the paper: "Thank you." ”

"Then I'll go downstairs first, Ninth Young Master, you should also rest early."

Nimbor withdrew, closing the door for him.

Guan Luo was the only one left on the entire second floor, and he casually placed the piece of paper with the address of the inn on top of his crescent-colored nightdress.

One was and the other was now.

The past was gone, and now he was more than thirty kilometers away.

Guan Luo has also kept thinking about assumptions in the past few years, if he hadn't watched Su Jue take Tang Jingcheng to Myanmar three years ago, would the ending be different?

When Shen Chunguang arrived at the entrance of the studio alley, Su Jue's car was already parked there, with the headlights on, and the person was sitting in the car.

She deliberately walked over lightly.

"Hey!" Standing outside the car and knocking on the window heavily, Su Jue, who was contemplative, was startled, turned his head, and in the light outside the window was Shen Chunguang's smiling face.

He couldn't help but feel a little better, opened the door and got out of the car, Shen Chunguang put his hand in the pocket of his jeans and shook it leisurely in front of him.

"How long has it been?"

"No, just arrived."

"So what are you doing in the car alone?"

"Miss you!"

"......" Shen Chunguang was taken aback by him, what happened to this man tonight? It didn't sound right on the phone just now, why is it becoming more and more hypocritical now?

"What's wrong?" She couldn't help but ask.

"It's fine."

"It's okay, why did it suddenly sour like this?"

Su Jue smiled bitterly: "It's rare to tell you the truth?" ”

“……”

Well, Shen Chunguang surrendered.

This man is still as unsmiling as he was three years ago, but his words are so sharp that a rare joke will definitely make you sour to death.

"Let's go, since you're here, come back to the studio with me."

"Studio?"

"Hmm." Shen Chunguang nodded, "It's been three years, and this is where I've always wanted to come back." ”

The two walked along the alley, and three years is not a long time, nor is it short.

Many of Yunling's old alleys and streets have been renovated, the roads have been widened, the surrounding old residential buildings have been demolished, and many places have been renovated beyond recognition.

Shen Chunguang walked all the way to the depths of the alley, and found that the originally clean alley had become much more lively, and many small and chic shops had opened on both sides, from coffee shops to small bars, so that there were still many tourists wandering around the alley at this late hour.

The whole alley has also obviously been renovated, new is new, but the original clean charm is missing.

"It's not what it used to be." Shen Chunguang's tone couldn't help but feel a little lost.

Su Jue explained: "In recent years, Yunling has been striving to create a civilized and healthy city, and many places are being renovated. ”

"I know that there is no such thing as a fixed thing."

"But your studio is still the same."

Because it is located at the end of the alley, the location is relatively remote, and no one has touched that studio.

Soon, Su Jue accompanied Shen Chunguang to the door of the studio.

The bonsai in front of the courtyard, the street lamp, the bluestone slab, and the wood carved plaque, sure enough, everything is still the same.

The only difference is the state of mind.

Shen Chunguang stood there for a while......

The locks on the doors were rusty, and the greenery in the pots had withered.

She simply sat down on the steps at the entrance of the courtyard: "Sit down." ”

Su Jue frowned: "You don't go in?" ”

"Don't go in!"

"No keys?"

"yes, no key!"

The key to the studio was still in the apartment in the city, she didn't take it with her when she went to Myanmar, and she just wanted to go over to raise the baby and wait for childbirth to relax, at most she would have to come back after the child was born, but who would have thought that this trip would be three years.

"But it doesn't matter." Shen Chunguang stretched his legs straight on the steps, his hands still in his trouser pockets, "I didn't come here to remember anything, many things can't go back even if they haven't changed." ”

She said this normally, but those who listened to it could not help but be sad.

Su Jue took his trouser leg and simply sat down beside her, and the two sat side by side, regardless of whether the steps were dirty or not.

Tang Jingcheng took a deep breath and looked up, in front of him was the old wall root, on which grass grew, and further ahead, another row of buildings, high and low, seemed to be clustered together.

This place is located in the crowded urban area of Yunling, there are many buildings, and the sky is very narrow, and there are no stars in sight.

Su Jue looked at Shen Chunguang's eyes, tilted her back slightly, she rested her face on her knees, her eyes were very bright, and she was cold.

In the past three years, he can no longer see any peace and warmth from her, Tang Jingcheng, who once stood at the gate of Mahagen De'ang Monastery to give alms, has died, and Tang Jingcheng, who once carried shoes and bare feet and folded his hands and bowed to every Buddha statue, has also died.

Su Jue has watched her survive little by little over the years, and she has become what she is now, he knows that she has suffered a lot, although he can't empathize with her, but Su Jue can understand this feeling.

Just like when he was brought back by Su Hongzhi when he was more than ten years old, from the first step into the Su family, he has always had a string in his heart, which forced him to keep moving forward, snatching, extinguishing his conscience, and even once he was willing to sacrifice marriage and happiness just to get the interests he wanted.

He did get what he had always wanted over the years, but he knew he wasn't happy.

How can you be happy if you take every step cautiously, step by step, and dare not breathe loudly?

Shen Chunguang is the same now, or the law is like this.

You must give up or lose something while you are fighting for something, who can tell which is more important?

But tonight, Su Jue just felt tired, after so many years of fighting for it, it seemed that he had never gotten what he wanted most.

"Tang Tang..."

"Huh?"

"Do you have to stay with him?"

"What?"

Su Jue smiled bitterly: "If I can, I am willing to give up everything I have in Sufan, you let go of the hatred of the year, let's change places and start again together." ”

"Start over?"

Shen Chunguang seemed to have heard a very funny joke: "How is it possible? You may be able to, but I can't! The most important people in my life are no longer there, Su Jue, I survived the past three years just to return to Yunling, otherwise I would have been gone three years ago, so do you think I still have a chance to start again? ”

"Yes, everything is in your heart, and you can choose your lifestyle later."

"I chose, I chose to let go three years ago, but fate didn't allow it." Shen Chunguang's eyes suddenly became angry, "I don't have the courage to forgive again, I have nothing left, and I can't afford to lose at all." ”

She was the only one left with this life, so she came back with it.

"Su Jue, don't ask me such stupid questions in the future, and you can't say it again! Can you let go of all these things that you fought for in Su Fan? Can you watch everything fall into Su Zhan's hands in the end? It's impossible, you can't let go at all, we are actually the same kind of people, you were able to force yourself to love Yao Xiaotang in order to get the support of Defeng Bank, I can also sell myself for revenge, everything in this world can be compared to a transaction, but you are for profit, I am for revenge! ”

Shen Chunguang sat on the steps and coldly refuted Su Jue word by word.

Su Jue could only laugh, how could she have been wrong?

He can sacrifice his marriage for the sake of profit, if Yao Xiaotang does not die, he must tell this lie for a lifetime, how long is his life? He has bet his whole life on it, is there anyone more ruthless than him?

"Okay, I'll take these words as your words for a while, get up and send me back." The coldness on Shen Chunguang's face disappeared in an instant.

The only thing she's learned over the years is to be able to hide her emotions with ease.

She patted the dust off her ass and stood up.

Su Jue also stood up.

"Still living in the old house of the Guan family?"

"No, I moved out in the afternoon."

"Moved out?" Su Jue was taken aback, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”

"I don't want you to worry."

"And where do you live now?"

"There's a hotel not far ahead, about two streets."

Su Jue drove her over, and the car stopped directly at the door of the hotel.

"Then I'll go in first, good night!" Shen Chunguang deftly jumped out of the car.

"Wait!" Su Jue shouted, frowned and looked at the four-story building in front of the car, which was obviously very old, and the light box with the name written on it at the door of the hotel was a little broken.

"Anything else?"

"I'll go in with you."

"No need." Shen Chunguang understood his intentions, but Su Jue was also a person who said the same, he had already gotten out of the car and locked the car door, and held the coat in his hand, "Let's go, let's go up together!" ”

“……”

Shen Chunguang had no choice but to follow Su Jue into the lobby.

After the two of them entered, a figure next to the light box at the door flickered slightly, the light flickered, a small cigarette butt was dropped, and the black leather shoes stepped on it and crushed it......

When Alai got the news, Guan Luo's car had already stopped at the door of Thyme, he opened the door and got out of the car, and walked directly through the hall to the private room upstairs.

"Brother Jiu, didn't Brother Mai say that you won't come tonight?" Alai started chasing all the way up the stairs.

Guan slightly grimaced, did not answer, only asked: "What about them?" ”

"On the third floor, it's already scattered, I'll take you there."

Alai personally pointed the way in front, and the young master and waiter who knew Guan Luo took the initiative to stop and say hello when they saw him coming, usually Guan Luo didn't have any fights, and he would play with these people twice when he was in a good mood, but today he didn't say a word, Alai felt that the man behind him was murderous, and he looked like there was something big.

"It's all inside."

Alai opened the door for Guanluo.

The box was originally quite noisy, singing and singing, playing with a sieve, but when I saw the people coming clearly, no one made a sound.

Lao Mai was also startled, he didn't expect Guan Luo to come suddenly.

The rest of the men naturally didn't dare to get angry.

Only Ye Tan, who was sitting in the corner, stood up from the sofa with a "whoosh".

"Ninth Brother ......"