Now that I finally heard her silly voice, I seemed to be able to imagine her cute expression now, she must be blinking her beautiful eyes, and then sticking out her little tongue from time to time.

"Silly Xiaomei, I... Of course I miss you, I really want to think about it, if you were by my side now, I want to hug you so much! ”

I pretended to be calm, but I couldn't help but stutter a little.

"Silly stupid~! You are the stupidest fool in the world, I know~! I also miss you very specially, and I want to hug you, and I can't wait to be by your side all the time, hey~ My mother is really selfish~! ”

"Oops~! What did I say, let's talk without mentioning her, stupid, we have to be happy, don't you say! You think, we're going to start school in three days, and we'll be able to see each other more often as soon as school starts. ”

"When the time comes, the two of us are tired of being together every day, hmph, I'll see who can separate us!"

There was a slight choked implication in Xiaomei's voice, but she quickly forced herself to speak to me in a cheerful tone.

Ay~! I always feel that it is not easy for me, but Xiaomei is not easy for her, she has a selfish mother like Bai Jingru, and every day she faces a person she doesn't like very much, she has suffered this holiday!

But she still suppressed this mood, stunned not to see her mother in front of me, maybe she also knew that she would cry in front of me, and when the time came, she would finish crying, and I would be under a lot of pressure, maybe I would do something out of the ordinary.

I love her deeply, how can she be the same?

In fact, I know Xiaomei's heart, sometimes I have to pretend to be stupid with her, because I am her stupid and the stupidest in the world.

"Silly Xiaomei, don't worry, no one can separate the two of us, in the future, I must take my Xiaomei's hand and walk on the red carpet to make her the happiest bride in the world."

I let out a long sigh of relief and smiled.

"Hmph~! You stinky idiot~! This girl hasn't agreed yet, you have to lead me down the red carpet, you are clearly a hooligan, hum, the red carpet alone is not good, I still have to dress as beautiful as Snow White, and then take a lot of beautiful wedding photos..."

As soon as Xiaomei imagined the scene of marriage, her little mouth was endless, and she couldn't stop at all.

The rest of the chat was also a bit of a no-brainer, but we were both very happy and laughing.

As for her mother, Bai Jingru, and my number one rival Wu Wenbo, Xiaomei and I were not involved in this conversation.

It's a rare time to have a cheerful chat, and none of us want to touch that unpleasant minefield.

At the end, Xiaomei hung up, and we were chatting happily at the time, Xiaomei suddenly said that her mother was back, stupid, I hung up first, and the phone couldn't be used after she found out.

I said yes right away, and a series of beeps echoed in my ears.

Ay~!

If you don't feel this feeling, no one can feel the sourness in it.

Xiaomei and I are obviously in love, but we can't even make a good call, even if we make a call, we are suppressing the sorrow in each other's hearts and dare not tell, because we are worried that the other party will cry when we hear it.

Xiaomei has actually always been quite smart, she is not the kind of girl with a cute personality and a short IQ, let alone a cowardly girl.

On the contrary, she is cute when she is cute, gentle when she is gentle, never soft when she should shoot, and she is a girl who is a female man when she should be tough.

Only this kind of her can make me dare to put 100% love on her.

After making this call, I sat on the edge of the bathtub, lit a cigarette and thought for a long time, as for bathing, I was not in the mood at all.

It wasn't until Zhong Xiangyu shouted that I was ready for supper, come out for supper, that I put my phone in my hand, pushed open the door and went out.

Zhong Xiangyu saw that I came out with my clothes intact again, so she was naturally curious and asked me why I didn't take a bath.

I smiled a little lonely and said that I suddenly didn't want to wash.

Then I took the chopsticks, sat at the table, and watched Zhong Xiangyu stir-fry for me one after another.

At that moment, I don't know why, the nose was sour.

I feel very sorry for Zhong Xiangyu and Xiaomei, but it is Duan Jiaojiao, a woman who uses me as a chess piece, and I can always coax her very happily with rhetoric.

"Fanzi, I know you have something on your mind, can you tell me about it~!"

Zhong Xiangyu put a chopstick dish in my bowl and said with a gentle smile.

That's right, Zhong Xiangyu is such a smart woman, how can my emotions in this state escape her eyes?

"Sister Yu... Thank you for being so kind to me, thank you for being so tolerant of me, I feel sorry for you, I'm sorry, I feel guilty and uncomfortable! ”

I lowered my head with tears in my eyes, picked up the dish she had put in the bowl for me, and said.

"You~! In this world, only you will be like this because of guilt, whether you admit that I am your wife or not, we are a family, I can't do without you in this life, so you can say anything to me. ”

"Really, even if it hurts me, I don't want you to bear so much silently alone, I don't ask you to swear to me, I just hope that when you are uncomfortable, you still know that there is a woman who is willing to give you warmth, she is willing to share the pain for you, it's enough! To love you is to fulfill you, not to possess you, really, I've figured it out a long time ago! ”

Zhong Xiangyu got up and sat down beside me, reached out and touched my cheek, and said in a calm tone.

"Sister Yu..."

Hearing her words, my heart was moved, tears fell from the corners of my eyes, and then I held her in my arms.

Zhong Xiangyu also hugged me, she didn't speak, just patted my back gently with her hand.

I don't know what her expression was like, I just felt something hot dripping on the back of my head.

Under the influence of emotions, I told her all the tangled feelings.

I told her that I really love Xiaomei, and I want to be with Xiaomei in the future, but you are my great benefactor, and I also know that you love me, I don't want you to be sad, I don't want you to be sad, I can't refuse your love...

This is an extremely tangled question, and when I say it, I can clearly feel the tremor of Zhong Xiangyu's body.

Of course, I also said the helplessness between me and Duan Jiaojiao, I don't like Duan Jiaojiao at all, but I have to keep saying that I love her in front of her.

A man who has tears and doesn't flick, and the things that have been suppressing me in my heart are relieved, but Zhong Xiangyu's eyes are red in the end.

Saying that she understands my heart, that she feels sorry for me... Since I'm in such pain, then she won't be like this in the future, she knows what to do.

Looking at Zhong Xiangyu's determined expression, I suddenly realized that I seemed to have made a big mistake, and I seemed to have hurt this woman who loved me like my life.

I hugged her tightly and explained to her, saying that Sister Yu won't do this in the future? Do you know how to do it? Don't do anything stupid...

However, Zhong Xiangyu never said anything, just said that Fanzi should eat, this may be the last supper that my sister has made for you in recent days, and my sister will be very busy in the future.

I don't know what's wrong with her, but listening to her speak so calmly, my heart hurts, but I don't know what to say.

After supper, she hugged me and said let's sleep for the last night, do nothing, just hug! Love your girlfriend well in the future, she is a good girl.

I hugged her tightly, paused for a while, and only said one word, OK!

This night, Zhong Xiangyu and I hugged tightly, although she was in my arms, I felt that she was not in my arms, she had been hurt by me and broken, she was desperate, she was going to leave me.

And I, this cruel person, this selfish person, in order not to make Xiaomei sad, I did not redeem this woman who treated me like a mother and wife, and did not eagerly care about this woman who loved me and loved me.

This night, I slept hard!

In the dark night, I put my arms around her, she didn't move, I didn't move, we were all pretending to be asleep.

Maybe I'm a little tired these days, but after all, I fell asleep in the second half of the night.

When I woke up in the morning, Zhong Xiangyu was no longer by my side, and the only trace was the half-soaked pillow.

The side I slept on was dry, and the half of Zhong Xiangyu's pillow was wet.

In this silent night, it turned out that she had been crying, and she didn't make a sound, she didn't wipe it with her hands, she didn't move for a moment, she just let the tears flow.

And I, a ruthless person, not only did I not help her wipe away her tears of sadness, but I didn't even notice it until the morning, when I saw the already wet pillow.

"Oh my God... Why? Why do you do this to me, I hate myself, I hate myself so much, she treats me best, but I hurt her the most, why do you want to do this..."

I picked up the pillow full of tears and wept sadly.

"Sister Yu, I'm sorry, I, Zhang Zifan, I'm sorry for you in this life, I'm really sorry... Woo woo woo..."

I complained about God's cruelty and injustice, and cried out again and again to say sorry.

And in the empty room, there was no sound but my echo.

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