Chapter 251: Ambiguity
Jolosi quickly picked up the water and came back, she learned things quite quickly. The action is a lot sharper than a few days ago. While talking to Lu Ziji, he was cooking noodles, and when the noodles were boiling, he also beat a poached egg in it. It didn't take long for a bowl of steaming noodles to be placed in front of Lu Ziji.
gave the noodles to Lu Ziqi, and she took the mooncakes and ate them. After taking a bite, she said that it was delicious, and then looked at Lu Ziqi and said, "Do you want to be?" ”
Lu Zizhen had already started to sandwich noodles again at this time, so he said no. When the noodles were almost eaten, he looked at Qiao Luosi, who was drinking water, and asked, "You don't want to go home during the Mid-Autumn Festival?" ”
His tone was flat and flat now.
Jolosi's hand holding the cup paused slightly, lowered his head, and said, "I have nowhere to go." ”
Lu Zizheng didn't believe this at all, but he didn't say anything and continued to eat noodles.
Because of the mention of going home, Jolosi didn't speak for a while. After a while, he looked at Lu Ziqi and asked, "Is your family also here?" ”
His accent doesn't feel local.
Lu Zizhen glanced at her now. The reply is no. After a slight pause, he looked at Jolosi and asked, "What?" ”
Jolosi put the cup away and said, "No, are you going home for the New Year?" ”
The movement in Lu Ziji's hand paused, and then said lightly: "Don't go back." ”
Over the years, he has long been accustomed to the Mid-Autumn Festival alone.
He fell silent and did not speak again.
Seeing that he didn't dare to speak anymore, Jolosi silently cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks. took the clothes Lu Zizhen had changed to wash.
This time, Lu Zizhen did not let her wash it, and told her that he would wash his clothes himself in the future.
Her hands, every time she washes her clothes, her skin breaks a little. There are often scars on the fingers.
Jolosi said it was okay now, and it was okay for her to stay. Lu Zizhen originally wanted to ask something, but in the end he didn't ask anything.
Jolosi wasn't empty, he was doing his laundry and she was leaving water on the side. For a moment no one spoke. After waiting to dry her clothes, she began to cook.
Because Lu Zizhen came back from a business trip, the meal was much more hearty than usual. Lu Ziqi was not idle, helping to choose dishes on the side.
The dish in the evening was fried by him, and he also made a braised pork. When he was along the river, he didn't touch the spring water with his fingers, but in the past few years, he has learned a lot of things.
Lu Zizhen went out early and returned late, and Qiao Luosi didn't know what he was doing. It wasn't until dinner was over that she tentatively asked, "Do you have a rest tomorrow?" ”
Lu Zizhen nodded.
Every year during the Mid-Autumn Festival, he would go to the sanatorium. But he didn't tell Jolosi. When he went out the next day, he said that he was going out.
His face was pale, and Jolosi had wanted to ask him where he was going. In the end, I didn't ask, oh.
Lu Zizhen quickly went out, walked to the door, took out the money from his wallet, put it on the table, and said, "You also go out for a walk yourself." ”
After he said this, he didn't care about Jolosi anymore and left directly.
He used to be a little early, and many shops on the side of the road were selling mooncakes. He bought a lot of mooncakes and then carried them to the sanatorium.
Because of the festival, it was a little deserted inside. He had been living here for a long time, and most of the doctors and nurses in it knew him, and they greeted him with a smile when they saw him.
Lu Ziqi took a bag of the moon cakes he bought and distributed them with them, and carried the rest to Yongran and Cui Yu's mother.
Cui Yu's mother was still quiet and peeled moon cakes for her. She knows how to take it and eat it. After eating for a while, he looked back at Lu Ziqi and asked sluggishly, "Is Xiaoyu here?" Xiaoyu likes to eat moon cakes the most. ”
She didn't know anything, and no one told her about Cui Yu's absence.
Lu Zizhen was slightly stunned, and said softly: "She worked overtime today and couldn't come over." ”
Cui Yu's mother didn't speak now, and after a while, she suddenly said again: "She has a baby." ”
Lu Zizhen probably didn't expect her to say such a sentence, and she didn't move for a while. The past, as far away as the last century. He stood there for a long time.
Cui Yu's mother didn't speak again after saying that, and took the moon cake and bit it so woodenly.
Lu Zizhen was suddenly exhausted, and he also did not speak again. He stood like that in a trance, and he didn't come back to his senses until a nurse came. After a few words of greeting with the nurse, I went to the side of Retort.
He was exhausted, smoked a cigarette outside, and then went back.
This time, he was quiet, just sitting on the bed in a daze. She heard the door open and looked over.
Her eyes were dull, she glanced at Lu Ziqi, and quickly withdrew her gaze.
Lu Ziyun quickly walked in and took out the mooncakes with the stuffing she used to love to eat and handed them to her.
Retort Ran didn't pick it up, still sitting so sluggishly. Lu Ziyun had nothing to say to her, was silent for a while, and said, "Eat, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival." ”
Retort Ran still didn't move, and Lu Zizhen didn't speak, so he sat down on the side. In the past few years, no matter how busy he is, on this day, he will always come over.
The Mid-Autumn Festival is the day of the league members, and Yong Ran is his only blood relative in this world.
Although, every Mid-Autumn Festival is bleak. But he still persisted.
Never felt before along the river. I never cared about the days of these members. But now I stubbornly care.
It took a long time for Yong Ran to take the mooncake he was handing in his hand and took a small bite. The familiar taste of the stuffing reached her taste buds, and her tears fell down her eyes as she ate it.
Lu Zizhen didn't know why she was crying, but she took out a tissue and slowly wiped it for her. He said in a low voice: "Don't cry, if you like to eat it, I will bring it to you in the future." ”
He didn't speak, just sobbing and eating mooncakes. Lu Ziqi was silently accompanying him on the side.
Yong Ran cried with tears all over his face, waiting to finish eating the mooncakes. Lu Zizhen went to fetch water to wash her face.
She let him rub it, and when he was about to pour the water, she suddenly looked at him with red eyes and asked, "Is my dad also gone?" ”
Her illness was good and bad, and occasionally she remembered the past. But because I don't want to admit everything, I've always avoided it.
This was the first time in a long time that Lu Zizhen had heard her ask about the past.
His body stiffened, afraid of irritating her. He didn't even know how to answer for a moment.
Reckless eyes were red, and he just looked straight at him. After a long time, Lu Zizhen nodded with some effort.
Not only is it gone, but I don't even know where the body is. During the period when Hongguang had an accident, he also did not dare to appear. Paying someone to get the body out didn't work. Until now, there is not even a place to worship.
His eyes were terribly red, but he didn't speak. Just sit there.
She's like this. I don't know if it's good or bad. Lu Zizhen was silent for a while, and went to ask the doctor to come over.
It was also useless for the doctor to come, and he still didn't speak. The doctor's explanation is that she is willing to face the past, which is a good thing. The root of her illness is here, as long as she is willing to face it, the disease will get better sooner or later.
Lu Zizhen nodded and asked the doctor if he could take her out for a walk. Because she can self-harm and hurt others, her actions are not as free as Cui Yu's mother.
The appearance of Lu Zizhu's injury last time is still vivid. The doctor was a little hesitant, thinking that today was the Mid-Autumn Festival, so he nodded in the end. just told Lu Zizhen to be careful, after all, her condition is unstable, one second is fine, but the next second may go crazy.
Lu Ziqi nodded, thanked the doctor, and then went to find a wheelchair and pushed the retort out.
The hospital gown on her body was loose, as if it was a few sizes bigger. It has been a long time since he has come out, and he doesn't make trouble when he goes out, so he just stares at everything outside.
In the past, the two had nothing to say when they were together, and now they have nothing to say. Lu Ziqi pushed the retort and walked around slowly.
After not seeing sunlight for a long time, the burning skin is sickly white. Outside, her spirit is not good, she is still sluggish.
Lu Zizhen stayed in the sanatorium until the afternoon before leaving, and when he left the sanatorium, he did not immediately return to the rental house. After spending a long time in the park, I bought some things and walked back.
It was still so far away that I could smell the smell of food. When I walked to the door, I saw Jolosi busy at a glance.
Lu Zizhen was slightly distracted, in the past, he was out all night buying and getting drunk. He just stood in the doorway.
Jolosi was dealing with the fish in the pot and didn't notice him. Inadvertently turned her head sideways and saw her standing at the door, a smile immediately appeared on her face, and she said, "You're back, you can eat later." ”
Lu Ziqi came back to his senses and put his things aside. He rolled up his sleeves and said, "I'll come." ”
His voice was low, and his handsome face was immersed in shadows, unable to see expression.
Jolosi said no at this time, and said, "You can rest for a while." ”
There are already several dishes on the table. The fish is the last left. Lu Ziqi took the dishes, chopsticks and cups out, opened the drink he bought and poured it out.
He actually wanted to bring some wine back at first, but then he thought that she was allergic to alcohol, so he changed to a drink.
Waiting for him to pour a drink and serve the meal, Jolosi's fish is also out of the pot. She brought it out, and Lu Ziqi took it and brought it to the simple dining table.
The evening was richer than any other day, and Jolosi was out for a stroll today. There is a pair of people who talk about what they see outside.
Lu Zizhen didn't respond to anything as usual. Occasionally, a sound or two.
Waiting to finish eating, Jolosi cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks. Originally, he was going to wash and sleep as usual, but who knew that Lu Zizhen suddenly said: "Let's go, I'll take you out to see the moon." ”
As he spoke, he walked outside.
Jolosi hummed in hindsight, and then followed briskly.
Although it is the Mid-Autumn Festival, it is still very deserted here. There were almost no people in the alleys. There are no street lights here, but the moon is bright tonight, just like daytime.
Qiao Luosi originally thought that Lu Ziqi was going to take him out. Who knows, but no. He walked high up behind the alley.
After walking a hundred or two hundred meters, he stopped. There was a wooden ladder on the side, and he climbed up to the roof. Then he said to Jolosi, who was down there, "Come up." ”
The ladder looked dangerous, but Jolosi didn't hesitate. Climb up the ladder with both hands to work. Climbing to the top of the ladder, Lu Ziqi stretched out his hand.
She gave him her hand and climbed up to the bungalow with his help.
The terrain here is much higher than below, and you can see the lively lights in the distance.
It shouldn't be the first time Lu Ziji has come here, and pointed to the cement bricks on the side. Motioned for her to sit.
Jolosi sat down, looked at the full moon in the sky, and said softly, "The moon is really round tonight." ”
No, a full full moon. It glows with a cool silver glow.
Lu Zizhen didn't speak, lit a cigarette and smoked. The two sat quietly for a while. After sitting for a while, fireworks burst into the sky.
Jolosi just kept watching. Suddenly, I hope that time will stand still, and I will be so far away.
The Mid-Autumn Festival here has always had the custom of setting off fireworks, and some people began to set them off. It didn't take long for the sound of fireworks thumping to go off one after another.
The fireworks bloomed in different colors and shapes, and Jolosi looked at this and that for a while, and didn't forget to point to Lu Ziqi to look at it together.
Lu Zizhen never felt that watching fireworks was not so boring.
In the middle of the night, the two sat on the roof for a long time. It wasn't until his body slowly became cold that Lu Zizhi asked Qiao Luoxi to go down.
Jolosi's hair was blown up, and his hands and feet were cold. It was Lu Ziqi who helped her, and she slowly moved down.
Lu Zizhen's palms were warm, and there was a faint smell of smoke on his body. But it doesn't smell bad at all.
She was a little stiff from the cold, and when she went back, Lu Ziqi boiled water and poured a cup for her. Jolosi said thank you now.
Lu Zizhen didn't speak, fetched water and boiled it, washing her face and feet.
When he looked at the moon, his figure was quite lonely, and when he lay on the bed later, Jolosi hesitated for a moment, but still asked cautiously, "Your family." Where is it? ”
He went out for a trip, but he didn't look like he was going out for a holiday. She could even sense that he wasn't in a good mood.
Lu Zizhen probably didn't expect her to ask this, and he didn't answer. Jolosi couldn't see her expression in the dark. I waited for a long time and didn't see him answer, so I didn't say anything more.
The moon outside the window is bright, and it looks like daylight outside. In the past, Jolosi slept quite early, but tonight he couldn't sleep at all, and he looked out the window with a pair of eyes open.
She was in a trance. After looking at it for a long time, I gently closed my eyes.
Lu Zizhen on the ground also didn't fall asleep, but kept his eyes closed and pretended to sleep. Jolosi on the bed rolled over from time to time, and he didn't open his eyes.
The two of them have their own hearts, and Lu Ziqi still can't sleep in the end. After not hearing anyone on the bed move for so long, he got up. Quietly went out.
He sat at the door and smoked a cigarette, and suddenly remembered what he had asked today. The heart is heavy. Yong Ran suddenly asked such a sentence, I don't know why, his heart was a little uneasy.
He sat for a long time, then took out his mobile phone and called the nursing home. Although it was a holiday and it was the middle of the night, there were still people on duty over there. Hearing him ask about Retort Ranlai, the people over there told her about her condition. said that he had slept after eating after he left, and he did not make a fuss.
Lu Zizhen asked the person on duty to take a look again.
If something happens, no one can bear this responsibility, and that person does not shirk. Let Lu Zizhen wait for a while, and then go to see it.
It took her four or five minutes to come back, and when she came back, she reassured Lu Zizhen that she was already asleep. Lu Zizhen thanked him, and then hung up the phone.
After this stubble, he didn't feel a little sleepy. I simply snuffed out the cigarette butt and went out to buy alcohol. He probably wanted to get drunk and buy cheap Erguotou sold in the alleyway store.
He went all the way back to the rental house, but did not go in, but sat down at the door and began to drink. The wine was strong, slicing a hot slice down the throat. He just drank it one sip after another.
When Jolosi got up, Lu Ziqi was still drinking wine outside, a bottle of wine was almost drunk, and there was a smell of wine on his body.
His back was lonely in the cold light, and Jolosi was slightly stunned, pulled his coat, and gently walked to his side and sat down.
Lu Zizhen heard her footsteps, but he didn't look back or look at her.
Jolosi looked at the bottle in his hand, which was almost empty. He asked in a low voice, "Why did you suddenly think of drinking?" ”
She woke up occasionally to find that Lu Zizhen was gone, and originally thought he was going to the bathroom. I waited for a while and didn't see him come back, so I came out to see.
Lu Zizhen did not speak.
He drank a lot, so Jolosi reached out and took the bottle in his hand, and said in a low voice, "This wine is strong, drink less." I'm going to have a stomach ache tomorrow morning. ”
Lu Ziqi didn't say a word, let her pull the wine bottle over, and sat still.
Jolosi placed the bottle at his feet and looked at the shadow at his feet. said: "If you have anything, you can also tell me, although I can't help much, but I will feel much better when I say it." ”
She's quite experienced.
Lu Zizhen didn't look like he was drunk at all, he didn't speak, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
Jolosi didn't ask any more questions, just sat with him silently. Waiting for a cigarette to finish, Lu Ziqi stumbled to his feet.
Jolosi tried to reach out to help him, but he didn't. I fumbled my way into the house. He looked scary when he walked, and Jolosi quickly stepped forward and grabbed his arm.
Lu Zizhen didn't push her away again this time. There was no light in the room, and the two of them were a little uncomfortable with the light in the room when they just came in from outside, so Jolosi directly helped him to the bed.
She originally wanted to help Lu Ziqi to sleep, but she didn't know what she tripped under her feet, so she fell towards the bed.
Before she fell, she subconsciously grabbed Lu Ziji's sleeve, and now even Lu Zizheng fell down with her and pressed on her body.
The smell of alcohol came to my nose. Jolosi raised his head. crashed into Lu Ziqi's deep eyes. His face was a little flushed, and the whole person looked a little different from usual.
Closer, his face is even better. Jolosi didn't know what he was thinking, so he propped himself up slightly, and his lips were pressed against Lu Ziji's lips.
Lu Ziqi's lips were soft, with a little bit of wine. She bit it, and couldn't help but bite it again.
Lu Ziqi's eyes were deep at first, but gradually they became misty. The underneath body is soft. The fire of instinct ignited.
His brain seemed to be so dull that he didn't even know how he had kissed that soft lip.
When he waited for his reaction, Qiao Luosi's lips had already been sipped red by him, and Lu Ziqi knew that he should not continue. But the delicate lips are seductive. His willpower almost collapsed. Some of them struggled to get up.
Jolosi's face was so red that she didn't move and pretended to be asleep. Lu Ziwei was a little top-heavy, and he didn't care about Jolosi, who was asleep on the bed, and stumbled out.
He drank, and Jolosi wanted to go out with him. But her face was so hot from what she had just done.
Lu Ziji, who went out, was slightly sobered up after the cold wind blew, and the evil fire in his body was still running around. He took the water and took a cold shower, and the mass in his body gradually dissipated.
His head was still groggy, and he was afraid that he would do something because of the strength of the wine. He went in no more, but sat by the door, closed his eyes, and pretended to sleep.
I don't know how long it took, knowing that his brain was not so heavy, and there was no sound inside, he quietly pushed open the door and went in.
Inside, Jolosi didn't know if he was asleep, but he didn't move. Lu Zizhen didn't look at her, walked directly to the ground bunk, and gently folded his clothes and lay down.
Because of the drunkenness, he fell asleep in a short time. Jolosi, who had been lying stiff on the bed, couldn't sleep at all. After a long time, she heard Lu Zizhen on the floor breathing evenly, and she forced herself to close her eyes.
I don't know if the skin was broken or what, it's a little hot. She closed her eyes and fell asleep, her tongue touching her lips lightly, and she turned over slightly.
She squeaked from the plank bed as soon as she rolled over, and she was startled, and stiffened for a long time, and then she lay down gently.