The smell in his arms was very good, it used to be the smell of her greed, not one of them, but after she had accepted the world without this smell, he broke in again, and she would have a trace of expectation in her heart, but more fear.

She didn't know what he would do, and she didn't know if the suppressed emotions in her heart would be provoked by him, so she wanted to stay away, she spoke ill of him again and again, but he was as gentle as ever, this was not the result she said she wanted, what she wanted was for him to be angry, and for him to stop appearing in front of her.

It's a pity that he didn't yell at her again, he always kept a gentle smile, once she looked at Qi Yanmo and could see Qin Muchen's shadow, but now he actually made her feel as if it was Qi Yanmo.

A gentle and shallow smile can coincide with Qi Yanmo's smile, but it can't coincide with Qi Yanmo's feeling like a spring breeze, Qin Muchen's smile makes her feel another kind of fear, similar but not similar.

An Nianchu slightly hooked the corners of his lips, "Qin Muchen, I still say the same thing, many things are not something you can control." ”

He didn't speak, just hugged her tightly, An Nianchu didn't know how long he had been holding her, so sleepy that she closed her eyes. When An Nianchu opened his eyes again, Qin Muchen was no longer beside him.

Sure enough, he left, didn't he say he wouldn't let go? What a joke.

She sat up from the hospital bed, and it happened that Qin Muchen came back from outside, holding warm porridge in his hand and handing it to her, "Eat a little, otherwise you will have a stomachache." ”

An Nianchu looked at him, her face was still a little pale, a little sickly, she couldn't, she definitely couldn't have the slightest expectation of him, she couldn't! She took a deep breath and swallowed a mouthful of saliva, "Thank you for your kindness, I can go down and eat by myself." ”

He scooped a spoonful into her mouth, "Eat." ”

An Nianchu frowned and turned his face: "I don't want to eat." ”

"The body is your own, and you know better than me whether you will have stomach pain or not. Are you coming on your own or let me feed it? ”

She clenched her teeth, she didn't know how Qin Muchen could see that she had a stomachache, she hadn't had a stomach ache for a long time, should she drink the porridge he bought? An Nianchu was very hesitant, she didn't want to accept the slightest kindness from him, but after seeing the bowl of porridge, her body tortured her even more restlessly.

A little bead of sweat oozed from her forehead, and Qin Muchen reached out to wipe it off for her, "Eat, don't get along with your body." ”

An Nianchu shook his head, and the moment he got out of bed, he was a little dizzy and lay down in Qin Muchen's arms.

He helped her to the bed and fed the porridge to her mouth with a spoonful of soup, "Eat, or I'll feed it in another way." ”

An Nianchu turned his head, Qin Muchen put the porridge to his mouth, then leaned over and kissed her lips, fed the warm porridge in his mouth to her mouth, and licked her lips unsatisfied.

"An An, do you like me to feed you like this?"

"Qin Muchen, you-"

He hooked his lips and smiled, "If you don't come by yourself, I can continue to do it for you." ”

An Nianchu still sat still, but Qin Muchen had already picked up the bowl and took the spoon...... She glared at him and reached for the bowl.

The warm porridge solved her stomach pain, but looking at him, she didn't feel very well. If you love, if you don't want to let go, why did you treat her like that in the first place, this is a question that An Nianchu has not figured out until now.

At the beginning, she was just a substitute, and after being ravaged and in pain, she finally no longer had any expectations of him.

After all, it used to be a bitter love, and she has not forgotten him for a long time, even now. A year is not a long time, but it is not a short time. If she didn't want to let go, why didn't she pursue it at the beginning, and when she had no hope for him and no longer had any hope for him, she appeared in front of her and told her that she didn't want to let go. But Qin Muchen, how have you ever held her hand?

She fixed her gaze on his white fingers and spat out indifferently, "Thank you." ”

An Nianchu got up, Qin Muchen stood in front of her, he stretched out his hand, but she hurriedly dodged away, "Qin Muchen, at least now I don't have a good impression of you, please don't put your own emotions on me." ”

"Okay, let's take our time."

Qin Muchen's hand that was still in the air was lowered, "An An-"

An Nianchu waved his hand, "Don't call me by my previous name, it's a very bad memory, let's call my current name." ”

"An An...... I don't think I've ever failed like this. ”

She didn't speak, just stared at him, there was a trace of frustration in his eyes, she pursed her lips, "Qin Muchen, God is fair, he has given you a lot, and he will take back a lot of it." ”

"As long as it's not you."

An Nianchu smiled and shook his head, "You take care of your illness, I won't bother you." ”

"An An, I know we may have missed a lot, this time I took the initiative."

She stared at him, unable to remove the veil from his eyes, but smiled softly and turned away.

Qin Muchen was the only one left in the empty ward, he sat on the hospital bed, and the nurse who came to take his temperature for him, after seeing the results, educated him: "Sir, the body is important, do you know that you still have a high fever, just now I saw you go down to buy porridge, this kind of thing can be done by your girlfriend." ”

Qin Muchen hooked the corners of his lips, "When will I be able to get my fever down?" ”

The little nurse was bumped by his smiling fawn and stammered, "This...... It depends...... Wait for the doctor to come...... You ask. ”

He nodded and closed his eyes.

An Nianchu returned to the dormitory, lay down on the bed, closed her eyes and saw Qin Muchen's figure, he occupied all of her.

Her life is still becoming regular, without Qin Muche's appearance, An Nianchu enjoys it very much.

On the first day, she snickered at the fact that he did not show up.

The next day, she was a little disappointed. obviously said that he wanted to take the initiative, but as a result, everyone was gone.

On the third day, when you are alone, you will scold: bastard, every time you talk doesn't count! What a thing!

An Nianchu closed his eyes full of Qin Muchen, the scenes in the hospital were projected in his mind, obviously he didn't want to see him, but he still listened to his words. But looking forward to it is the beginning of disappointment, An Nianchu smiled bitterly, he is really stupid!

Qin Muche called, "Woman, my brother is not lightly ill, just call you by your name, you can come and have a look when you have time." ”

"He needs a doctor, not me."

Qin Muche's lazy voice came from the other end of the phone, "Woman, you are so ruthless. ”

An Nianchu chuckled, "Did you only find out today?" I've always been very ruthless, when he was sick, I took him to the hospital, I was benevolent, there were already doctors and nurses taking care of him, and it was useless for me to go, so why go? ”

"Woman, be kind to my brother."

"Qin Muche, this is really not like what you said, aren't you at odds with your brother? In a year, the relationship has become so close? It's enough to have a good brother like you, to accompany him. ”

Qin Muche lazily spit out, "Woman, there are some things to look at with your heart, don't use your eyes." ”

"Yes, take it to heart."

"Woman, you're getting less and less lovable."

An Nianchu shot back, "I've never been cute, Qin Muche, don't you know?" Cute is equal to being pitiful and no one loves me, I don't need to be cute, because someone will love me all the time. ”

"Just be ruthless."

Qin Muche hung up the phone, and An Nianchu lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.

He was sick, very serious.

But what does this have to do with her, he is accompanied by doctors, nurses and family, and she is not medicine, so it is useless to go. What is it like? The fever will not be bad for a few days, An Nianchu shook his head vigorously, and he couldn't shake off Qin Muchen's figure.

She sighed, since she couldn't sleep, she wouldn't waste much time going to the hospital anyway, at least she could sleep peacefully when she came back.

Quickly walked to the school gate, lazy a taxi, and when she arrived at the hospital, she began to hesitate whether to go in or not, but if she went in and saw him, what should she say? Come and see him?

But she just wanted to reassure herself, gritted her teeth, and pushed his hospital room open. He lay quietly on the bed, without Qin Muche and without a nurse. She didn't take a step forward, just stood in the doorway, glanced at him from a distance, and immediately turned to leave.

"An An—"

An Nianchu was startled, turned sideways, and breathed a sigh of relief. Thankfully, he didn't wake up, and she sped out. Bumped into a person in a hurry, An Nianchu didn't raise his head, and said directly: "I'm sorry." ”

"Woman, didn't you say you wouldn't come?"

A lazy voice sounded above her head, An Nianchu looked up and saw Qin Muche's figure, she pretended to be surprised, "Oh, I thought about it, it turns out that Qin Muchen is also in this hospital." I just sent a classmate over to see a doctor, and I'm leaving now. ”

"Woman, your skills in lying have yet to be trained. It's not a shame to come to see my brother. ”

It's a shameful thing, An Nianchu still doesn't admit it, "I'm not looking at him." ”

After saying that, she turned around and ran, and when she arrived at school, her heart was still pounding and beating fast, but she was relieved. kicked a stone and muttered in a low voice: Bastard Qin Muche, what is serious, where is it serious? He wasn't lying on the hospital bed properly, his face turned a little pale, and he didn't see the rest of the problems! She ran away!

Obviously, she didn't plan to have any more contact, but she still couldn't do it.

Qin Muchen, three words are far more difficult to quit than she thought.

An Nianchu took a deep breath, looked at his white sneakers, chuckled at the corners of his mouth, and hinted to himself: Treat him as a stranger and put an end to any news related to him.

As soon as her phone rang, the caller reminded Qin Muche, An Nianchu hesitated, but still answered the phone.

"Qin Daxing, what's the matter?"

"Woman, my brother is in the operating room."

An Nianchu took a deep breath, "Don't lie to me, I saw that he was fine just now, so his face turned pale, and he will go into the operating room now?" How can it be? Where is his body so weak. ”