Chapter 92: Far Away
A lot of feelings.
The reason is that after the end, it is still like a fish in the throat.
is nothing more than unwilling to be abandoned, or entangled in a few years of emotional giving, and in the end it becomes nothing.
Over time, love becomes resentment.
Because love turns into hate.
That's pretty much it.
Just like today's Chen Su, it comes from the family's wealth and personal conceit.
Once something happens in terms of emotion, which makes her accept incompetence, even after many years, she still can't forget it.
It's not that person that can't be forgotten.
What I can't forget is the shame and anger from my heart.
Over the years, she has always allowed herself to live a pure heart and low desires, but in fact, every time in the dead of night, she is still troubled and sad because of that feeling.
Until, the young man, returned to Mukden again.
Everything is like a blowout well.
While making her heart complicated, she also grasped the last straw for self-redemption.
With my life's work, I will live a glorious life and make you regret it!!
A café downstairs from the company.
Chen Su stirred a cup of milk tea with great interest, was silent for a long time, and showed no sign of taking the initiative to speak.
Anwar smiled, "What's wrong?" Wasn't it good just now? Why are you unhappy again? ”
"Nope."
Chen Suqiang smiled, supported his chin with his left hand, and his temperament was cold.
"Can you tell me about your past relationship?"
Anwar's patience has always been talked about by his family, and his tolerance for not matching his age is quite the style of An Longtu back then.
Whether in terms of wisdom or character, he is the leader of the younger generation of the An family.
This is also one of the important factors why An Longtu is quite fond of Anwar.
Chen Su put down the spoon and looked at Anwar squarely, "Do you really want to listen?" ”
"I'm curious, what kind of man is he, who has no eyes and no good things? How could you miss out on such a good you later? ”
Anwar folded his hands on the table, listening attentively.
Chen Su did not feel Anwar's praise in disguise, and even resisted a little.
She knew that Anwar was trying to please herself.
However, using almost insulting words to rely on someone who doesn't know it seems inferior.
At the same time, he was also suspected of concealing himself, looking away, and only then did he have a relationship that he shouldn't have.
"He's not as bad as you think." Chen Su corrected.
Anwar smiled indifferently, and a trace of disdain flashed in the depths of his pupils.
As the first heir in line to the throne of the Ann Group.
is already standing at the top of the power, and it is not inappropriate to look at any peer with his vision and describe each other with unbearable words.
"Can you believe that he hasn't touched me in the nearly two years I've been with him?" Chen Su took a deep breath, and his expression became extremely irritable.
It seems to be a little humiliated, as well as angry.
Anwar didn't observe these subtle manifestations, and he smiled dumbly, "Don't tell me, that guy is incompetent? ”
Being able to be on such a sensitive topic, Anwar can also ensure a calm heart, which shows how tolerant he is.
Chen Su shook his head, "You're wrong. ”
"Although I am very reluctant to admit it, I have to admit that he doesn't look down on me, including my body."
This sentence touched Anwar's heart, he narrowed his eyes, puzzled and said, "Since ancient times, men love beautiful women, especially those like you, I don't believe that after he hugs the beauty, he can still have no distractions and sit still." ”
"But, on the contrary, he is this kind of man who is so calm that it is terrible."
When Chen Su said this, he bit his lower lip and said with humiliation, "I have tried to get him to surrender under my pomegranate skirt more than once, but I have failed. ”
Anwar, "......"
Anwar moved his hands, feeling a little uncomfortable.
A woman who is about to become her own wife, when she mentions another man, is so obsessed and unforgettable.
He...... In fact, it is already angry.
However, in order to maintain a man's most basic politeness and cultivation, he is still smiling, pretending not to mind Chen Su's past.
"In the past, was I very lowly and humble?" Chen Su smiled miserably and suddenly asked.
"Nope."
Anwar shook his head and comforted in a low voice, "You just fell in love with a man who is not worth paying, it is his fault, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
Chen Su looked into Anwar's eyes and asked rhetorically, "Then, if I tell you that I still love him until now, will you be disappointed?" ”
Groov.
Anwar was touched, and he was silent for a long time, he let out a long breath and said with a far-fetched smile, "Susu, this joke is not funny, don't say it in the future." ”
"Actually......"
Chen Su lowered his head blankly and muttered, "I don't know if I hate him more or love him more." ”
Outside the window, it was drizzling.
Turning his head, in the reflective mirror, his arrogant and cold face was reflected, which was very amazing and beautiful.
However, that man just didn't look down on her.
Anwar changed the topic and said lightly, "I'm actually more interested in why your relationship story is so complicated, why did you come together in the first place?" ”
Chen Su was dumbfounded and speechless.
Because she is greedy for vanity, because she is proud and conceited.
Not only do you want to live a more glamorous life, but you also want to have the best and grab more, so as to constantly satisfy your inner vanity.
However, Chu Xuan, who was studying at Shaw College back then, was talented and high-spirited.
What girl who is just starting out doesn't like it?
Not obsessed?
Since everyone is scrambling for it, it proves that he is the best.
With her Chen Su's character, she must start first and grab it until she arrives!
In the end, she succeeded.
After that, I slowly realized that under the endless vanity, I gradually became like a walking corpse, and I loved because of vanity, and the gains outweighed the losses.
So, now she wants revenge.
I want to make that man regret it!
For the sake of vanity, she pursued him Chu Xuan, although she was at fault first.
But if he forsaken himself, it is a sin and cannot be forgiven!!
"His name is Chu Xuan."
Chen Su took out a photo from his bag that he had kept private for a long time and slowly pushed it in front of Anwar.
Anwar held the cup in one hand and casually picked up the photo with the other, looking at Chu Xuan, who was still in the stage of youthful appearance in the photo, and smiled lightly, "Very handsome." ”
"When we get married, I'll make this man disappear before your eyes."
Anwar picked up the lighter placed next to the table, and little by little, burned the yellowed photograph into ashes.
"Thank you." Chen Su said in a calm tone.
The disappearance in Anwar's mouth is actually to make the man who once occupied an important position in Chen Su's heart completely disappear from this world.
Instead, she mistakenly thought that she had disappeared into Mukden, a city full of birds and flowers.
"In the future, you will be mine."
Anwar stretched out his hand to cover the back of Chen Su's hand, and said arrogantly and evilly.
Chen Su lowered his head, in a trance.
It's still a little bit of a disappointment.
He is still not as far away as he is in the past!