Chapter 16: The First Time (Thanks to Reiko-chan Diamond)
Pei Shuyi was stunned for a moment, her eyes stared at Pei Tingqing in a daze, she didn't know why she suddenly didn't want to break the atmosphere at the moment, she muttered, "Big brother? ”
"Shuyi." Pei Tingqing also whispered Pei Shuyi's name, maintaining an intimate posture of leaning over, his hand stroked Pei Shuyi's cheek, feeling the delicate and beautiful touch in the palm of his hand, his eyes were deep, and his voice became deeper and lower, "Do you know how much my eldest brother likes you?" ”
I like it until my heart aches, and I like it until I am helpless.
Pei Shuyi nodded, "Hmm." She held Pei Tingqing's hand and said with a smile: "I also like big brother." ”
It is said that couples like to listen to sweet words such as "I love you", even if the eldest brother said that he liked her before, and when he heard it a second time now, she was still very sweet in her heart.
Pei Tingqing looked at Pei Shuyi's clear and dark eyes, he smiled bitterly and shook his head, "No." ”
Pei Shuyi's liking is different from his, he is full of desire and possession of her, but she is full of dependence and adoration for him, this is a kind of brother and sister love, not with the desire between men and women.
After all, it's just his unrequited love, but it is said that the crush is sweet and astringent, but all he can feel is conscience and moral condemnation and guilt, how can he destroy her beauty?
It's not that he doesn't have courage, but he is reluctant, and the more he likes her, the deeper his guilt becomes.
Pei Tingqing's eyes were filled with sadness, he let go of Pei Shuyi's hand and sat up, "Go to sleep." ”
After speaking, he was about to straighten up and turn off the light, but Pei Shuyi suddenly stepped forward at this time and kissed him the right cheek.
This time Pei Tingqing reacted more strongly than last time, he stiffened there, and it took a long time before he looked at Pei Shuyi, "What are you kissing me for?" He wrinkled his brows and said to Pei Shuyi with a very serious expression: "Do you know that only couples kiss each other?" And I'm your big brother. ”
Pei Shuyi was shocked by Pei Tingqing's indifferent attitude, and didn't understand why Pei Tingqing was angry, she defended herself with some grievances, "But aren't lovers kissing each other?" We are brother and sister, so I kissed my eldest brother's face, and I kissed it once before, but you asked me to kiss it. ”
"That was before, and now you're grown." He longed for Pei Shuyi to be close to him, but he was afraid that Pei Shuyi would be too close to him, so that he couldn't control himself from turning into a beast.
Men are too impulsive in this kind of thing, not to mention that he doesn't think that he will have such strong restraint against her.
He would rather continue to be in unrequited love, entangled and painful by himself, than make the big mistake of having a relationship with his sister.
Pei Shuyi bit her lip and stared at Pei Tingqing, but Pei Tingqing didn't say anything more, and stretched out her hand to turn off the bedside light.
The room was plunged into darkness, Pei Shuyi watched Pei Tingqing walk back to the sofa through the neon lights shining outside, she seemed to have just reacted, "Oh." ”
Why has the eldest brother always been hot and cold in recent times?
Just now she just kissed her eldest brother's face, if it was really a couple, she would kiss and do that kind of thing, why was her eldest brother so unhappy?
Pei Tingqing was lying on the sofa, his arms were pillowed behind his head, his eyes were open in the dark room, but Pei Shuyi on the bed was not a little sleepy at the moment.
Thinking of Pei Tingqing's abnormal behavior just now, Pei Shuyi flipped over, turned back, lay there on her side and looked at the direction of the sofa, and finally couldn't help but speak after a long time, "Big brother, I can't sleep." ”
"Big brother can sleep." Pei Ting responded lightly, "And you don't think so much, you will fall asleep soon." ”
"Oh."
After a while, there was another sound of rustling, Pei Shuyi on the bed was still tossing and turning, Pei Tingqing frowned, "I really can't sleep?" ”
"Stomach aches."
Pei Tingqing pursed his lips when he heard this, and hesitated for a while before asking, "Then the eldest brother sleeps with you?" ”
After a while, Pei Shuyi replied sullenly, "Hmm." ”
Pei Tingqing no longer hesitated, got up and walked over by the light outside, when he lifted the quilt, Pei Shuyi had already moved inside to make way for him, Pei Tingqing couldn't help but stretch out his long arm and hugged Pei Shuyi over, his chin rested on the top of her head, and indulged himself to inch in, "Let the eldest brother hold you." ”
"Hmm." Pei Shuyi drilled into Pei Tingqing's chest, the eldest brother's body was always hot, and in such a cool night, sticking it made her feel very warm and comfortable.
But Pei Tingqing was not so comfortable, snuggling together like this, the two balls on her chest were clinging to his tight muscles without any obstacles, and her whole soft body was in his arms, and after a while, he felt his lower abdomen twitch violently, the fire in his body burned, and his wheezing became heavy uncontrollably.
Pei Shuyi noticed Pei Tingqing's abnormality, she moved, and asked puzzledly, "Big brother, what's wrong with you?" You're getting hotter and hotter, and you seem to be nervous. ”
"Nothing." Pei Tingqing felt that he was doing his own thing, she was not with him, he thought that she could be hard, not to mention that now she was in his arms?
It was the first time in Pei Tingqing's life that he was so embarrassed, he stretched out his hand to hold his stiff lower body, so as not to be honest with Pei Shuyi, and tried his best to make his voice sound normal, "Sleep." ”
"I want to hear my big brother sing." Pei Shuyi feels that her eldest brother spoils her too much now, even if she wants the stars in the sky, the eldest brother will find a way to pick it up for her, let alone sing? So she added: "I haven't heard my eldest brother sing, my eldest brother's voice is very good, and singing must be good, right?" ”
Pei Tingqing: ".........."
This little girl who doesn't know the height of the sky, she doesn't sleep anymore, he really can't control himself.
"Sing what?" The boy's voice was hoarse.
Pei Shuyi was lying on Pei Tingqing's chest, her ears were close to his heart, she liked to listen to her eldest brother's heartbeat the most, and her eldest brother's heartbeat was fast at the moment, "Big brother can sing anything, I like everything." ”
"Then 'Two Tigers'."
Of course, Pei Shuyi didn't want to listen to this, "No, that's what a three-year-old child listened to." ”
"So what the hell are you going to do, huh?!"
Pei Shuyi heard the impatience in Pei Tingqing's words, and she was stunned for a moment, "Big brother? ”
Pei Tingqing suppressed, "Sleep, if you don't sleep again, I'll tear you up." ”
"Oh." Pei Shuyi saw that Pei Tingqing seemed to be really angry, she didn't dare to make any more trouble, and obediently lay back in Pei Tingqing's arms, she closed her eyes.
People with simple thoughts are not easy to lose sleep, even if Pei Shuyi recognized the bed, after a while, Pei Tingqing still heard the sound of shallow breathing in the silence, he relaxed, his arm loosened slightly, looked down at the girl on his chest, and called tentatively, "Shuyi? ”
Didn't wake up.
Pei Tingqing pursed his lips, a fire burning in his throat made him even more thirsty, and after hesitating for a few seconds, he leaned over to kiss Pei Shuyi, no longer satisfied with his forehead, Pei Tingqing's palm held Pei Shuyi's face, from the center of his eyebrows to his nose, and then to her cheeks, his hot lips pecked lightly, imprinting traces of dampness and heat.
It was the first time he kissed her face, as delicate and sweet as he had imagined, and his lower body was already swollen, and he removed his palm and grabbed her legs instead.
At this time, Pei Shuyi still didn't wake up, and Pei Tingqing called her hoarsely again, "Shuyi? ”
Still no response.
Pei Tingqing's Adam's apple slid twice, and slowly pushed his huge body into Pei Shuyi's legs.
He just borrowed it, and he wouldn't ruin her, anyway, he fantasized about doing this kind of thing with her every night, which was already very dirty and sinful, and since he couldn't control it, he indulged himself without letting her know it.
This is the first time that Pei Tingqing has developed from adolescence to the present, some men will not have the phenomenon of bereavement in their lives, and he didn't have to rely on his own hands to relieve it in the past, just like that, he was released after a short few minutes in Pei Shuyi's legs.
It's too comfortable, and it's no wonder that humans need xing to relieve stress, but after a while, it's empty and unsatisfied.
Pei Tingqing felt something erect again, he hurriedly let go of Pei Shuyi, sat up from the bed, took out a tissue to wipe off the stickiness on Pei Shuyi's pajamas, and then covered Pei Shuyi with a quilt, and he went to the bathroom to take a cold shower.
In this case, he can still restrain himself, Pei Tingqing himself feels very ironic, if this girl is not his sister, even if she is only 16 years old, she doesn't like him, just to meet his physical needs, even if he is strong, he will want her just now.
But assumptions are just assumptions, and on the other hand, if it were other women, he wouldn't feel it.
It wasn't until Pei Tingqing suppressed the second yu fire that he came out in a bathrobe, lying on the sofa with his eyes open, and still didn't fall asleep all night.
When Pei Shuyi woke up the next day, Pei Tingqing had already washed up and changed his clothes and sat on the sofa, and after coming to his senses, Pei Tingqing regretted his behavior last night, he almost didn't know how to face Pei Shuyi, and walked over without any fluctuations on his face, "How is it, do you feel uncomfortable?" ”
The real discomfort refers to whether she feels that she is being pushed against something hard, and whether her legs will be soft, after Pei Tingqing asked, he also deliberately glanced at Pei Shuyi's pajama pants.
"I'm not feeling sick anymore." Pei Shuyi thought that Pei Tingqing was asking about her fever, so she replied to Pei Tingqing with a smile, "Big brother, don't worry." ”
Pei Tingqing: ".........."
He overestimated himself, what a failure for the first time.
Pei Tingqing nodded, and said to Pei Shuyi quietly: "You go and wash up, after breakfast, we can go to the exhibition." ”
"Hmm." Pei Shuyi got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, and when she closed the door and changed into the white pajama pants on her body, she noticed something on her legs, and her eldest brother gave her milk last night, thinking that she accidentally spilled milk on her pants, so she didn't pay attention to it.
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Pei Tingqing came to participate in the animation exhibition for the first time, and found that from a few years old to dozens of years old, there are people who like comics and animation, Pei Shuyi is happier than ever, and pulled Pei Tingqing to take a lot of photos with his mobile phone.
Pei Tingqing was also willing to accompany Pei Shuyi, following behind Pei Shuyi, listening to her say some anime knowledge that he didn't know, watching her walk backwards, innocent and playful, Pei Tingqing's lips were pouting with a gentle and doting smile.
Occasionally, when she bumped into someone without looking at the road, he reached out and pulled her, and she smiled at him heartlessly.
In the years that followed, Pei Tingqing often recalled this day, in the long time that he and Pei Shuyi were entangled for so many years, but only this day was Pei Shuyi's happiest.
When the two came out of the exhibition site again, it was already 1 o'clock in the afternoon, and they were so happy that they even ignored being hungry, Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi went to eat first, and in the afternoon, Pei Tingqing took Pei Shuyi to visit the clothing store.
In the past two years, Pei Shuyi's clothes were bought by Pei Tingqing for her, and they were well matched, she was only responsible for wearing them, female classmates often said that she was very tasteful and knew how to wear clothes, in fact, everything was due to her, a great big brother.
The two went into several clothing stores, Pei Tingqing fell in love with the clothes and wanted to buy them for Pei Shuyi, Pei Shuyi herself felt that there were too many clothes, and she didn't let Pei Tingqing buy them again, but she dragged Pei Tingqing to a men's clothing store and helped Pei Tingqing choose a dark black tie, after all, Pei Tingqing would wear a suit on formal occasions on weekdays.
"Isn't it good?" Pei Shuyi and Pei Tingqing stood in front of the mirror together, and she stood on tiptoe to tie the tie for her eldest brother herself.
Pei Tingqing didn't say anything yet, Pei Shuyi said proudly: "Actually, you don't need to try it at all, no matter what kind of tie the eldest brother wears, it is the best-looking." ”
"Really?" Pei Tingqing stared down at the girl in front of his chest, he raised his eyebrows, "You're praising the eldest brother for being good-looking, right?" ”
The eldest brother is sometimes very arrogant, and when he gets the opportunity, he praises him for his good looks, Pei Shuyi glared at him, and then took off the tie and handed it to the clerk, asking the other party to pack it.
Pei Tingqing walked over and was about to pay, but Pei Shuyi hurriedly stopped him, "I'll pay." ”
Pei Tingqing saw Pei Shuyi take out his wallet, and he couldn't help but say, "Isn't all your money from me?" It makes no difference which of us pays. ”
"That's different, you forgot? Today is Valentine's Day, and this is my first Valentine's Day gift to my big brother. Pei Shuyi took out the bank card and asked the other party to swipe the card.
Valentine's Day gifts?
Pei Tingqing took the packaged tie from the clerk, and a happy smile crossed his calm eyes.
Is there something he is going to give to his little angel as well?
When he was about to leave, the clerk said to Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi complimentally: "Mr. and this young lady are really a good match." ”
Pei Tingqing likes to listen to this kind of talk, but Pei Shuyi explained a little embarrassedly, "You misunderstood, this is not my boyfriend, but my eldest brother." ”
Is she and her eldest brother like a couple? Otherwise, why do several people who are not familiar with them say that they are a couple?
"Really?" The clerk was a little surprised, and took a closer look at Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi, "But you don't look like each other at all, aren't you biological?" And .........", she intuitively felt that this brother's feelings for his sister did not seem to be pure.