Jiang Guangguang closed his eyes tightly, and the pain in his chest was almost suffocating. She knew that there would be a lot of things to wait for, so she still ate the buns and drank the water.

Cheng Rongjian asked her to eat slowly and got out of the car by herself. Jiang Guangguang looked at his back through the car window, and saw that he was going to the front, so he knew that he was going to see Zhou Yuan.

She was slightly distracted.

Cheng Rongjian came back soon this time, and the cars began to set off one after another. He didn't say anything, just let Jiang Guangguang sleep a little longer.

Jiang Guangguang nodded, leaned on his body and closed his eyes and pretended to sleep. She thought she couldn't sleep, but who knew that she fell asleep in a daze.

She had a long dream, and Zhou Lai, who was lying in a pool of blood in the dream, smiled at her gently, she stepped forward to do something, but she couldn't stop the blood that kept flowing.

Zhou Lai has always been smiling, his slender white fingers gently stroked her head, and said softly: "Ah Rong, don't worry, I don't hurt." ”

Her tears fell so hard that she woke up from her dream. The car was still moving. Cheng Rongjian's gentle fingertips gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and held her slightly cool hand tightly.

Zhou Lai's funeral was very low-key, and Jiang Guangguang originally thought that Aunt Luo would fall. But no, she cried and fainted when she saw Zhou Lai's body, and then woke up and was terrifyingly calm.

Even when Zhou Lai's colleagues came over, they didn't leave a single tear.

Jiang Guangguang was worried about her, and he didn't leave for a few days, and he always accompanied her. Any words of comfort were pale, and the two of them sat quietly most of the time.

After the funeral was over and he returned to Zhou's house again, Luo Yicai said to Jiang Guangguang: "Ayi, go back." I'm fine. Go back and take care of the trouble, I have an aunt here. ”

She was weak, her face was terribly pale, and even her voice was weak.

Jiang Guangguang wanted to speak, but he couldn't say a word. stepped forward and hugged her tightly.

Luo Yi let her hold her, and said tiredly and weakly: "I'm really fine, when he insisted on taking this road, I knew that in the future, I had to be scared." ”

Her eyes were hollow, and the last words were uttered with great effort. After speaking, tears also fell.

Zhou Lai took this road, and she never agreed. The police were originally a dangerous profession, and the death of Jiang Guangguang's father touched her greatly. But as a parent, where can you beat your children.

She knows the reason why he insists on being a police officer, but sometimes, one wrong step, one wrong step. Once you take a wrong step, no matter how hard you try in the future, all the efforts will be wrong.

As a mother, she watched him walk into the quagmire she had given, but she couldn't do anything. Yes, this day, she did think about it a long time ago. Even sometimes I dream about it.

Luo Yi's tears fell even harder, and after holding on for so many days, she finally couldn't hold it anymore.

Jiang Guangguang's heart ached, and he wanted to find some comfort, but he couldn't find it.

She is powerless, whether it is Zhou Lai or Cui Yu, she is so powerless.

Luo Yi's body was weak, and he fell ill after crying. Jiang Guangguang called a doctor to come over, but heart disease still needs a heart medicine doctor, and the doctor prescribed medicine and told him to recuperate. Don't think about anything.

She has no appetite, so Jiang Guangguang changed his method to cook for her and stew soup. Although she would eat more or less, the smile on her face was reluctant.

Occasionally, Cheng Rongjian will bring the little guy over, and only when he sees the little guy will Luo Yi have more smiles on his face. It's just that after laughing, it's more sad.

Grief does not come out overnight, under Jiang Guangguang's care, Luo Yi's body gradually improved.

Jiang Guangguang stayed in Zhou's house for a while, and after his health was a little better, Luo Yi no longer asked her to take care of her, and insisted on letting her go back.

The days ahead are still very long, and the weeks have come and gone, but the days have to go on.

The Zhou family was originally deserted, and after Zhou Lai left, it became even more deserted. Jiang Guangguang occasionally feels empty when he is alone. Not to mention Aunt Luo.

She didn't want to go, and Luo Yi couldn't do anything about her. Later, she found a compromise and let her come over when she had time, and she was willing to leave.

The villa is too far away, and the little guy and Cheng Rongjian are living in the new house during her time at the Zhou family. waited for her to go back, and then went back to the villa together.

On the first night of going back, Jiang Guangguang had insomnia, and the little guy and Cheng Rongjian who slept in the middle had already made an even and shallow breathing sound, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.

I don't know how long she lay in bed before she gently got up, opened the door and went out.

It was a rare full moon outside, and she tightened her coat and sat down on the cold floor of the corridor, staring blankly at the cold moonlight outside.

Not long after she sat down, Cheng Rongjian came out, he walked to her side and sat down, leaned her head on his shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "Can't you sleep?" ”

After Zhou Lai left, she began to have insomnia, and most of the time she could not fall asleep until the second half of the night. Strangely, she didn't feel sick and didn't want to see a doctor for medicine.

Jiang Guangguang knew that he couldn't hide it from him, so he hummed lowly.

Cheng Rongjian didn't speak, looking up at the moon in the sky. After a long time, he said in a low voice: "Ah Dong and Ah Xi have been walking for a long time, and I can't sleep. Insomnia all night long, unwilling to accept it, numb yourself with alcohol. ”

There was a slight pause, and the corners of his mouth pulled into an expressionless smile. "They died for me, and if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be where I am today," he continued. I also thought about dying, about giving up this life that I hated for a long time. ”

But if he dies, everything they do for him, is meaningless.

He gave up on himself and hated himself. But none of this is what they want to see. So, he has to live well. Live to be. The way they want to see it.

When he said this, he fell silent, Jiang Guangguang had never heard him say this, and he remained silent.

After a long time, Cheng Rongjian clenched her fingers and said softly: "Ah Rong, if Zhou Lai can see it, he won't want you to be what you are now." ”

Yes, if Zhou Lai can see it, he will definitely hope that she is doing well.

Jiang Guangguang's heart suddenly felt a large pain. She suddenly remembered Zhou Lai's guilt and caution every time he faced her.

She closed her eyes tightly. In fact. She never blamed him.

Everyone has their own life, and no one has the obligation to carry another person's life. She understood his escape at that time.

If it were her, she might have been a deserter.

But in the end, he may not be able to let go.

Jiang Guangguang's fingers were clenched tightly, the pain spread wantonly, and she sat in a trance. After a long time, there was a low hum.

The ground is icy. Cheng Rongjian stretched out her hand to straighten the coat on her body, and said in a low voice, "Shall we go in?" ”

Jiang Guangguang hummed, looked out the window but didn't move, and muttered in a low voice, "The moon is so round." ”

Cheng Rongjian also hummed, stretched out his hand and pulled her up.

He knew that she might not be able to sleep now, so he said, "TV later?" ”

Jiang Guangguang was indeed not sleepy, so he nodded and said yes.

At this time, it was already a little more than a little bit, and there were no good TV shows. Cheng Rongjian casually found a TV to watch with her.

Jiang Guangguang leaned on his arms, and there was a half-sound. Only then did he say softly: "Cheng Rongjian, thank you." ”

Thank him for being there for her when she was sad. Thank you also to him for everything he did at Zhou Lai's funeral.

Although he didn't mention it, Jiang Guangguang knew that many things at the funeral were arranged by him. Even the refusal of guests to visit was blocked by him.

Cheng Rongjian looked down at her at this time, the hand under the thin blanket squeezed her hand, and said in a low voice: "Thank you?" Are you polite to me? ”

Jiang Guangguang said in a low voice: "You're welcome, I just want to say thank you to you." ”

Cheng Rongjian said a fool and imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

Jiang Guangguang rubbed his head into his arms, Cheng Rongjian gently patted her back, and said, "The moon is bright tonight, and the weather should be good tomorrow, shall we take the trouble out for a walk?" ”

The little guy is so sensible that it hurts people during this time, and he didn't make any noise about her at all. Even when he went to Aunt Luo's house, he was sensible and well-behaved.

He didn't know what death was, but he knew that it wasn't a good thing.

Jiang Guangguang nodded and hummed. Cheng Rongjian didn't speak now, just patted her back gently. He pulled the blanket over her.

The TV show was boring and boring, and the two of them just watched it quietly. After so long, the person in her arms did not move, and when Cheng Rongjian looked down, she found that she had fallen asleep.

She rarely slept through it, and he didn't dare to move. Wrapped her tightly in a thin blanket, touched the remote control and turned off the TV.

She fell asleep, but Cheng Rongjian was not sleepy now. He kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then closed her eyes.

Probably because Cheng Rongjian was there, Jiang Guangguang slept unusually peacefully. I woke up the next day at dawn.

Cheng Rongjian next to him was still asleep, the sofa was not very big, and he should be uncomfortable lying on his brows slightly furrowed.

Jiang Guangguang originally wanted to reach out and gently smooth it for him, but who knew that his hand just touched his brow, and he woke up. The voice was hoarse and asked, "Can't sleep?" ”

Jiang Guangguang hummed, looked at his curly legs, and asked, "Why don't you go to bed and sleep?" ”

She had slept so deeply last night that she didn't even know when she had fallen asleep.

Cheng Rongjian smiled at this time. He said dumbly, "It's good to sleep here." After a pause, he reached out and rubbed Jiang Guangguang's neck and asked, "Is there any discomfort?" ”

Jiang Guangguang replied no, got up, and said, "You sleep for a while, don't you want to take the trouble out, I'll make breakfast." ”

Cheng Rongjian also wanted to get up, but she said no. Breakfast for three people didn't cost much, so let him sleep with him.

Where can Cheng Rongjian sleep at this time. He smiled slightly and said, "I'm looking at you." ”

Jiang Guangguang couldn't resist him, so he had to let him go. Then I asked him what he wanted to eat.

She was going to change her clothes, but Cheng Rongjian didn't change her clothes, she was wearing pajamas. said that she wanted to eat the buns she made, and then went into the bathroom to squeeze the toothpaste for her.

Waiting for Jiang Guangguang to finish washing, he said that he wanted to eat the dumplings she made. I haven't eaten dumplings in a long time.

He was looking for something to do for her to distract her. Jiang Guangguang didn't notice it, nodded his head, and said to go and see what ingredients were in the refrigerator.

The little guy also likes to eat the dumplings she wraps. It's a little bit more inclusive.

Compared with last night, the two of them talked a lot more today. Cheng Rongjian gave her a hand, telling jokes that the little guy had made during this time.

The little guy has been wild with Akai during this time, not only running everywhere, but even climbing trees. A few days ago, I climbed to the small tree behind me, and I was hooked by the branches and couldn't get off my clothes, so I hung on it stupidly for more than ten minutes. Akai didn't see anyone looking for him and found him hanging in the tree.

He is very bold, and he doesn't cry or make trouble when he hangs on it.

Jiang Guangguang is not there, Cheng Rongjian's control over him is much looser, as long as he doesn't make trouble, he will toss with him. He cut off a lot of flowers and plants in the back. even asked Akai to make him a slingshot and shoot birds.

A few days ago, I took a shower with water while no one was paying attention, and I got soaked, and the bathroom was full of deep water.

He was able to eat, sleep and run during this time, and his body was much better, he originally thought that he would catch a cold, so he called Dr. Zhong to come over and prescribe some cold medicine to prevent it, but at night there was nothing, not even a sneeze.

Speaking of the little guy coming to Jiang Guangguang's face unconsciously smiled, and talked about the little guy beating the hen with a stick every day to make the hen lay eggs, and guarding the grape trellis and beating the grapes with a stick.

Cheng Rongjian listened. The handsome face was a little narrow, looked at Jiang Guangguang, and said, "It should be quite similar to when you were a child." ”

Jiang Guangguang cut off and said, "Why don't you say that it's quite similar to you?" ”

Cheng Rongjian laughed at this time, and said slowly: "Because when I was a child, I neither planted grape vines nor raised chickens at home. ”

There is really a bit of truth in what he said, and Jiang Guangguang couldn't find any objections for a while.

Cheng Rongjian saw that the smile on her face deepened, thought for a while, and said, "After a while, I will also ask Akai to find some grapes to plant." Build another trellis. Later, just cool down below. When the grapes are ripe, they can be picked down the mountain and sold, and they can make a lot of money. ”

His tone was serious. Jiang Guangguang couldn't help but laugh and said, "Okay, plant the entire backyard, and you will be the owner of the grapes in the future." ”

Obviously it was just a joke, but Cheng Rongjian nodded and said seriously: "Good idea." I'll ask Akai to see what kind of breed is suitable for this area another day. ”

Jiang Guangguang smiled and said, "Let the trouble guard the vineyard for you in the future." ”

She hadn't smiled like that for a long time, Cheng Rongjian laughed lowly. said: "The work is ours, are you considered the overseer?" ”

Jiang Guangguang shook his head and said slowly: "I count myself as eating rice." ”

Cheng Rongjian said that it was not good, and he calculated the price of firewood, rice, oil and salt. He usually doesn't care about these things, but he counts them well. He knew the price of most things.

Jiang Guangguang laughed at him, and the atmosphere in the kitchen was harmonious.

The little guy got up when breakfast was almost ready, and he learned to dress himself during Jiang Guangguang's absence. However, when I came out, I didn't find any shoes, and I came out barefoot.

The house is heated and it's not cold. Jiang Guangguang asked him to find shoes to wear. The little guy refused, hugging her and lying coquettishly.

The mother's child is a treasure, and when Jiang Guangguang found shoes for him to wear, he began to sue. Counting the number of times Dad spanked his ass and punished him for how many words he wrote. I didn't give him candy, let him dress himself, wash his face and feet.

He was very numb when he complained, and his little face cooperated to make a look of grievance, which made Jiang Guangguang can't help but want to laugh. But I had to listen carefully.

In the end, the little guy asked Jiang Guangguang to punish his father well, punish him for washing his face, feet and clothes, and punish him for buying toys and delicious food.

He would think about himself very much, Jiang Guangguang couldn't help laughing. The little guy put on a straight face and told his mother not to laugh, but to be serious.

Jiang Guangguang had no choice but to hold back his laughter and let him discuss with Cheng Rongjian by himself.

The little guy said in a milky voice that Dad listened to Mom and didn't listen to him.

He is very eye-catching, and later Cheng Rongjian deliberately said that he was going outside to catch rabbits, but he didn't complain again, and stepped forward to call his father and asked Cheng Rongjian to take him with him.

Jiang Guangguang couldn't help but smile, looked at the father and son who were stuck together, and went into the kitchen to see the steamed buns and dumplings.

The breakfast was very rich, the little guy and Cheng Rongjian were very face-saving, they ate a lot of buns and dumplings, and even ate an extra bowl of porridge.

After eating, he was originally going to go out, but Guo Shu suddenly came over and didn't go out again. He has taken over a lot of business from Cheng Rongjian during this time, but he often comes here.

At noon, it was Jiang Guangguang's lunch, Guo Shu was not polite at all, and made it clear that he wanted to eat braised pork and sweet and sour pork ribs. These are Jiang Guangguang's specialties.

Jiang Guangguang responded one by one, leaving Akai to talk about business with him in the study, while Cheng Rongjian helped in the kitchen.

I don't know if I got up early in the morning or what, but I can do something that I can do in the past, but today I am a little powerless. Seeing the fatty and greasy meat while handling the pork belly, she felt sick in her stomach and threw up before rushing to the trash can.

She suddenly vomited, and Cheng Rongjian was startled. Pat her on the back and pour water, and then call Dr. Chung again.

Jiang Guangguang stopped him, saying that he should have not slept well recently and had an upset stomach. Nothing.

It's just a small thing, but in the end, it makes people turn upside down. Even Guo Shu and Akai in the study were alarmed. Jiang Guangguang didn't let Jiang Guangguang cook the meal, and called Dr. Zhong.

Cheng Rongjian's brows were tightly furrowed, and he would check the time every few minutes, wishing that Dr. Zhong could put on his wings and fly over.

Jiang Guangguang himself has always been very aggressive, looking at his nervous appearance, he felt funny and his heart was warm, so he simply lay on the bed and watched him turn around.

I really didn't sleep well. Lying down, she fell asleep again. In a daze, she heard someone talking in front of the bed, she wanted to open her eyes, but the sleepiness was very thick, and she turned over and fell asleep again.

When she woke up, the room was quiet, and she was just about to get up, when Cheng Rongjian walked in from outside with a bowl of porridge.

He was not surprised to see her wake up, put the porridge aside, took a pillow and stuffed it behind her, and said, "Eat something first." ”

The porridge was boiled thick and melted in the mouth, and Jiang Guangguang wanted to eat it himself. Cheng Rongjian refused, so he had to feed her.

She was obedient and let him feed her.

After eating a bowl of porridge, she wanted to get out of bed and pour water to drink. As soon as she sat on the bed, Cheng Rongjian pressed her and said softly: "Lie down well, call me whatever you want." ”

Jiang Guangguang was puzzled at this moment, reached out and touched Cheng Rongjian's forehead, and then reached out and touched his own forehead. He said to himself, "I don't have a fever." ”

Cheng Rongjian pressed her hand into the quilt, coughed lightly, and said, "No fever." Dr. Chung said that you haven't had a good rest recently, so you should try not to get out of bed and recuperate. ”

As he spoke, he patted Jiang Guangguang's head, and said again like a commotion: "Be good, be obedient." ”

Looking at it like this, everything is wrong, Jiang Guangguang was full of doubts. Tentatively asked, "I can't be sick of something, am I?" ”

Cheng Rongjian pinched her face, laughed, and said, "What nonsense." Have you ever seen someone who is sick and in good spirits like you? ”

Jiang Guangguang sighed. Without waiting for her to say anything, Cheng Rongjian said again: "Lie down, if you are bored, I will find you a book to read." Trouble is going out with Akai now, and he'll let him play with you when he comes back later. ”

He was very serious, and as he spoke, he tucked the corners of Jiang Guangguang's back and pressed her tightly into the quilt.

Jiang Guangguang watched his movements, somewhat helpless, and said, "I'm fine, I don't need to recuperate." Then it's not like I'm used to lying down. ”

But no, she has never been able to enjoy the life of wealth and nobility. If you really lie in bed all the time, your whole body will be even more uncomfortable.

Cheng Rongjian sighed lowly, patted her head gently, and said, "I'm going to be a mother again, why are you still so disobedient?" ”

There was a smile in his eyes, and he gently kissed Jiang Guangguang on the forehead as he spoke.

Jiang Guangguang was still a little confused, looking at him with a pair of clear eyes.