He held my arm and pressed me to prevent me from moving, with great force and a clear voice:

"Now that we have a new entanglement, and everything is going against what I thought, let's start over with this new identity, and now I want you to fall in love with me who is a complete stranger now, not Ye Feiqing."

When I heard him say this, my heart was slightly astringent, and he really thought so, and sure enough, I understood him.

He grabbed my hand and held my hand against his completely unfamiliar face, "Because I can't go back, I didn't want to tell you this, let alone lead you into my dangerous and murderous world." ”

"But ......"

He said, "I thought that as long as I didn't think about it, as long as you didn't show up, I could be desireless and ruthless, but some people, some feelings, even if they are suppressed, once they are touched, they will be out of control, not to mention, we have re-entangled." ”

He said: "Fu Yao, I am Bai Yuchen now, not Ye Feiqing, I am no longer the Ye Feiqing." ”

There was no emotion in his voice, and I closed my eyes, my eyelashes fluttering slightly, quietly, without any response.

In fact, I really want to ask him, what happened to him, why did he become Bai Yuchen?

What kind of hardship forced him not to come back to me and Qiqi, not to admit that he was Ye Feiqing, to use another identity, to have me fall in love with him again.

However, I couldn't open my mouth, I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart, I couldn't let go of the events of last night.

After a stalemate for a while, he stood up and said in a somewhat tough voice: "Get up and eat." ”

I gritted my teeth, a little sad, I think he was right, he is really no longer the Ye Feiqing who would indulge me before.

How cold he is now, his words are full of a taste of those who follow me and those who disobey me die.

In the past, Ye Feiqing, no matter how cold he was, he was different to me.

In things like today, he will coax me, he will speak softly to me, and he will laugh with me shamelessly.

I felt sad, I don't know if I was sad that he had changed, or sad about his attitude towards me, or sad about the strangeness he brought to me.

I could feel him standing by the bed for a moment and then walked away, without forcing me or coaxing me, just walking away indifferently, without words.

I opened my eyes when I heard him walk away.

After a while, I heard his footsteps returning.

I closed my eyes again, and his voice came from above: "Get up and eat." ”

Again, the commanding tone, and then I heard him put the bowl down.

He dragged me up, very roughly, and I stubbornly ignored him.

The two of them fought, and the strength was very different, and I was naturally not his opponent, but in the end he was very impatient, and simply stopped forcing me, turned around and left.

Then, I heard the door slamming in the living room.

Aggrieved?

Aggrieved, very aggrieved.

Angry? Angry, angry.

However, I don't know what I'm angry about, angry that he doesn't coax me?

Angry that he is not gentle?

Angry at the embarrassment he gave me yesterday?

Angry he has changed? Isn't it Ye Feiqing who will be gentle and kind to me in every way?

Angry that he didn't die but didn't come back?

Angry at his coldness and ruthlessness?

I don't know, maybe both.

Especially the strangeness he brought me, not because he changed his face, but because he was a person, it really made me feel a strong strangeness from head to toe.

That kind of ungraspable strangeness reminds me of a cruel fact all the time, he is Ye Feiqing, but he is not Ye Feiqing.

He went out and never came back, and in the afternoon I had a fever again, and I was a little groggy, but I didn't want to move at all.

In my confusion, I felt that someone was calling me, someone was telling me to take medicine and drink water.

After a short period of emptiness, I knew it was him, and when I thought it was too late to refuse, the medicine and water had been swallowed by me subconsciously.

I know I'm awkward and unlikable at this time, but I just want to be hypocritical for some reason, and I don't know what I can prove by doing this.

After taking the medicine, he tried to feed me the porridge while I was confused, but I had woken up, so he didn't succeed.

I was hungry, but I didn't want to appreciate it.

I closed my lips tightly and turned my face away, but the sadness in my heart was a lingering desolation.

Qiqi doesn't know whose hands it fell into, although he came back, he is no longer the Ye Feiqing who belongs to me, I feel that I am still alone, I am flustered and helpless, and I feel sad.

The scene of him leaving me ruthlessly and throwing me to those people last night came to my mind again, and my heart contracted and tore and hurt.

I was wandering, he ripped my cheek, pinched my jaw, the pain forced me to open my mouth, he gagged my mouth, and just like that, I ate my first bite of porridge of the day.

I opened my eyes and looked at him strangely and indifferently, and he was not to be outdone: "I don't mind continuing to feed you in this way." ”

I waved away his hand holding my cheek, it was so heavy that even my own hand was a little numb, I thought it should hurt more on the bone of his wrist, but he didn't even frown.

"I'm going back!" I said coldly.

Downstairs is the eighth floor, which is my home with Ye Feiqing, I want to go back, I really want to go back, as if only by going back there can my sad heart settle down.

He said coldly: "Since you have re-entangled with me, I will not indulge you to do what you want, or you will obediently stay here and recover from your illness." ”

His gaze fell on the porridge bowl beside him: "Either drink this bowl of porridge, or you will be hungry all the time." ”

"You can do it yourself." Finally, he threw me this sentence, and he left indifferently without looking back again.

The sound of the door closing came from the outside again, and I closed my eyes, my eyes were very sour, and my heart was even more empty and sad.

I blinked, and I asked myself, what the hell am I messing with? What do you want to prove?

Shouldn't I be happy that he's back? He's changed, but there's nothing more important than he's alive, isn't it? But I couldn't let go.

He came back, but I wasn't happy at all.

I mind my embarrassment last night, I mind his cruelty, if something like this happens again, will he still throw me down again like he did yesterday?

This kind of Ye Feiqing is really too terrible, which makes me feel very insecure.

He was tough, and I was stubborn, and we were at a stalemate for a day, and in the evening he came back, seemingly a little late, and with some alcohol.

When I got into bed, he hugged me from behind, and I felt what he was saying in my ear, but I couldn't hear it clearly.

Vaguely, I really wanted to hear him say, "A-Yao, don't mess with me." ”

He said: "I know you blame me, blame me for throwing you down, you think I'm cruel, you think I'm cold, maybe you still think I'm a scumbag......"

Speaking of this, he paused, buried his cheek in the back of my neck, and then said in a low voice: "I can not dump Nangong Wen, and even disapprove of her identity, but I can't offend Nangong Rui, at least not yet." ”

He said: "A-Yao, I've never been a good person, I've never wanted to be a good person, I'm even worse now, I don't have the means to do it, but you are mine, so you can't throw me away, understand?" ”

“……”

My mind was dizzy and I followed his words, Nangong Wen? It's Mrs. White.

It's okay that he didn't say this, but as soon as he said this, I remembered that he now has a wife, and I was even more unhappy and sad.

There was a voice in my heart that reminded me that he was now a man with a wife, so what was the matter with me following him?

He babbled a lot in my ear, and I was so dizzy that I seemed to hear only a few of them, and I didn't seem to hear anything.

My heart began to soften under his hoarse voice, but it was a little repulsive.

My condition seemed to be getting worse and I felt a needle prick the back of my hand.

I frowned, but I didn't wake up.

When I opened my eyes, the hanging bottle was only halfway up when I reached out and removed the needle and got out of bed barefoot.

It is said that illness comes like a mountain, and I think this is true.

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