Rang the doorbell, waited for a while Shen Man helped me open the door, and a long time ago when we went to Yangzhou to participate in the Buick S curve challenge and stayed in the hotel, she was wearing pajamas, there was a cup of coffee still steaming on the bedside cabinet, and there was half an unfinished cigarette on the bayonet of the ashtray, but this time she didn't watch TV, I can imagine: a moment ago, just smoking and drinking coffee, how lonely and lonely she was.

Shen Man went back to the bed, covered the quilt, she looked at the sofa not far away and said to me, "Sit." ”

I nodded and sat down on the couch, lit myself a cigarette, and gave myself time to think about what I should say later.

Shen Man picked up the unfinished cigarette on the ashtray, took a puff, snuffed it out, looked at me for a long time, and said, "We are separated." ”

I nodded, we are indeed born, this kind of life stems from the fact that we are no longer innocent, we are no longer willing to show each other's innocence and naivety to each other, we have all gone through vicissitudes!

"Happy newlyweds!"

"Thank you."

.......

After a long silence, Shen Man said to me, "Yixi, sing a blue lotus song for me again." ”

"No guitars."

"Cappella ......."

I finally nodded, and Shen Man took a sip of his coffee cup, waiting for me to speak.

"Nothing can stop you, your yearning for freedom, your imaginative career, your heart has no worries, through the dark years, I have also felt hesitant, when you bow your head for a moment, only to find the road under your feet, the free world in your heart, so clear and high blooming with a blue lotus that will never wither......" My voice was low and heavy, and then choked, I felt an indescribable humiliation, my life has long deviated from freedom, with heavy shackles, corroded in the flies of time......

Shen Man had tears in his eyes, but he never dropped, and said to me with a smile: "Do you know the legend of the Blue Lotus?" ”

I shook my head......

Shen Man lit another cigarette and inhaled half of it before he said abruptly: "It is said that ....... Before each woman is reincarnated, the Buddha will give her three lotus flowers as a choice, the red lotus flower indicates wealth, the white lotus flower represents beauty, and the blue lotus flower represents wisdom. The woman who chooses the red lotus is like a vine on a towering tree, and the glory and wealth that passes by can't change the ending of the tree after all......... The woman who chooses the White Lotus will have the beauty of the country and the city, but it is inevitable that it will become an accessory...... And the blue lotus is not an earthly flower...... A woman who has the vision to choose it will become a rare goddess in the world, and she will not be able to grow branches and be pure in the turbid current of materialism! ”

I looked at Shen Man and waited for her to continue.

"I don't know what lotus I chose in my previous life, but I hope to be the woman who is lucky enough to choose the blue lotus....... That's why your singing appealed to me so much in the first place...... Maybe it's a kind of fate, so the three of us have become friends who talk about everything...... You are like a black wild horse, running wildly, but no one will ever know where you will run....... And the prince is a noble white horse...... The Blue Lotus has never been a noble accessory, she longs for freedom, longs for running, and longs for independence, so she has been waiting for the black wild horse that will never know where to go, and even looking for and following, but the world is so big, the Blue Lotus has never met the wild black horse...... As time passed, they aged with each other, but they finally met..... It's just that at this moment, the blue lotus has not bloomed and has withered, and the black wild horse has also exhausted and declined, and he can't run anymore......" Shen Man didn't say any more, her expression was suddenly lonely and lonely!

My mood is mixed, I really can't run anymore, I am no longer the wild horse that will run arrogantly, but a dark horse that is about to die, will I regret turning a blind eye to the blue lotus that has been following him for so many years?

.......

My wedding with Chen Qingyi was held as scheduled on the third day of the Lunar New Year, and the number of guests who came to congratulate was staggering, especially Chen Qingyi's, when the wedding banquet began, it took a full 100 tables to accept all the guests.

Han Feng and Ye Yiyi served as the best man and bridesmaid respectively, and the wedding officially began under the announcement of the master of ceremonies.

Everything started according to the original design process, but I felt a sense of unease in my heart, and I wanted this wedding to be spent in peace.......

I took advantage of the gap and whispered to Han Feng, who was the best man next to me, "Has Angel contacted you again?" ”

Han Feng shook his head and said, "No...... Now that you've chosen, let's get married with peace of mind...... I thought: Angel won't come....... Because you didn't give her another chance to redeem it. ”

I looked towards the entrance to the hall and said nothing.......

Our wedding ring was given to us by Pippi, and I picked it up and kissed Pipsqueak and took it from him........ The master of ceremonies then announced that we were exchanging wedding rings.

I stared at Chen Qingyi for a long time and stretched out my hand to her, Chen Qingyi smiled and nodded, and handed my hand to me, and when we finished the ceremony of exchanging rings, we had a marriage contract between us.

I gently helped Chen Qingyi bring the wedding ring, and handed my hand to Chen Qingyi....... Chen Qingyi stared at me for a long time, and finally gently put the wedding ring on my hand.

The master of ceremonies announced in a festive tone, "It is an honor that we are here to witness the marriage of a couple of couples, and now please ask the groom to give the bride a kiss that is affectionate enough for life." ”

The crowd began to coax, and the sound of "kiss one, kiss one ......" was endless.

I gently put my arms around Chen Qingyi's waist and let her come close to me...... She closed her eyes, and I approached her little by little, and gradually we felt each other's breath.

The scene suddenly fell silent, and the sound of "kissing one, kissing one" could no longer be heard, and everyone subconsciously looked at the door of the hall......

I gradually loosened Chen Qingyi's waist and looked towards the door with everyone's eyes.

I have never seen her so desperate and helpless, and at this moment, under the gaze of everyone, she is like a rose that blooms proudly, but with thorns, lonely and drenched in cold rain.

She didn't say a word, just bit her lip and looked at me as the groom dressed up....... There is only 20 meters between us, but it seems like we are separated from the ends of the world.

She looked at the wedding ring on my ring finger, didn't look at it, didn't cry, just nodded, turned away......

Han Feng pushed me: "Go after it, even if you are not together, you should make it clear." ”

I finally came back to my senses, followed the direction of Angel's departure, and ran quickly....... There was an uproar at the scene!

......

I finally caught up with Angel and took her cold hand.......

She looked back at me, her expression calm and sent a chill through my head to toe.

"Why did we so easily overturn everything we had promised?" Her eyes finally moistened.

"I'm sorry for you....... Forget about each other! ”

"Look me in the eye and say it again."

Her tears had fallen, and I couldn't look at them directly: "Forget about each other....... I want a peaceful, peaceful family, I'm really tired and don't have the strength to face all those disturbances anymore......"

Angel broke free of my hand holding her, and her expression froze again: "Zhang Yixi, you owe me all your life....... I swear, you're not going to have a good time...... I swear ......"

The red Porsche Cayenne was like a fire, with her resentment, her anger, whistling in front of me, and my soul was emptied.

.......

The snow in the sky was still drifting disturbingly, as if to prove that she had been here, and I finally couldn't see the cause and effect!!

(End of Volume 2)

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Many readers misinterpret the ending of the growth history...... In fact, the pair of men and women that Wang Jing saw on the beach were imagined by Wang Jing, himself and Ye Xuan, not Zhang Yixi and An Qi.......