Chapter 16: I Will Support You (3)
Is she reluctant to Qin Muchen? Yes, she was reluctant. But she obviously had the answer in her heart, but she couldn't say it, obviously she asked him to let go before, and now that he let go, how could she tell him that she regretted it.
An Nianchu barely squeezed out a smile and continued: "I laughed, okay, you just pretend to be dead and lie on the sofa like that, let me ignore you, can't you?" If you have to talk or do anything, your good mood has been ruined by you. ”
Qiao Chu pursed her lips, the corners of her lips were slightly hooked, and a pair of peach blossom eyes were restlessly fixed on her body, "Oh, is it? It turned out that I was unhappy when I saw me, but Sister Ann didn't show any unhappiness before. As soon as I mention the man, ...... Is it because of me? Or should I never have mentioned the man in the first place? ”
He deliberately wanted to speak and stopped, An Nianchu took a deep breath, turned around, looked at Qiao Chu, and quickly spit out, "Qiao Chu, haven't I shown any unhappiness before?" But I clearly remember that I behaved obviously, and although I am grateful to you for taking me in and taking care of me so kindly, I am obviously unhappy with many of your behaviors, and you may have automatically ignored them. In addition, my affairs with that man have nothing to do with you, whether I am reluctant or duplicitous, it has nothing to do with you! ”
"Sister Ann is angry?" Qiao Chu smiled even more, An Nianchu turned around, put on the headphones, and determined to ignore his existence!
Qiao Chu stepped forward, took off An Nianchu's headphones, pinched her shoulders with both hands, and forced her to look at him, "An Nianchu, it's useless for you to always avoid like this." Could it be that escaping will solve the problem? ”
Evade? She is indeed escaping, but she is more willing to use avoidance to solve the problem than what she really thinks in her heart. At least after no longer entangled, her mind can calm down, and she will not repeatedly struggle with the question of whether to be close or far away. Now she, even if she sees him, even if she meets him, she will just walk away from afar, occasionally take a second look. After all, once things have passed, they will always be washed away by time. And she is young, and there is time to forget about someone.
What if escaping was the best solution? Qiao Chu, all things in the world, you may not be able to solve the problem by being honest, just like now, if you go out and tell your mother honestly, your girlfriend is not me at all, but a bed partner...... What do you think your mom will do to you? What will happen to you? ”
Qiao Chu shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "My mother will only let me continue to try to chase you, there may be some things that are not as difficult to face as you think, if you don't take that step yourself, you will never know the result of confessing to your heart, it may be bad or good, but if you have never tried it, it will be a knot that will stay in your heart forever." ”
This is already a knot in her heart, but what can she do, she can't take that step, she is afraid of being hurt, after all, after the pain once, how many people will choose to try again? At least not now.
"Qiao Chu, it's rare for you to say these things to me."
He pinched her jaw, and his palm was immediately slapped off by An Nianchu.
"Who made you put on that sad face this morning, I don't know how serious something happened to you. It's just a love between men and women, what do you care about so much, what do you worry about so much? If you don't want to let go, you can't let go, if you want to get close to that man, you want to stay with him, why should you always be limited to your own thinking. ”
An Nianchu sighed, was she very sad this morning? She spit out slowly, "Every time I say that men love women, who is like you, I don't have any requirements for my bed partner, I have very strict requirements for my other half, and I care about it, and I must worry about it, and I must worry about it, and whether I am willing or unwilling is not what I say, whether I want to get close or stay away, I don't know." ”
Qiao Chu knocked on the door of her head, "Since you haven't thought it through, let's think about it now." Remember the saying, some things some people miss for a lifetime, and no one will be there forever. ”
"I know, I know, how do you feel like a bosom aunt right now, it's not your style at all."
Qiao Chu hooked her lips slightly, and looked at her with a pair of narrow peach blossom eyes, An Nianchu instantly felt a sense of hair, and crossed her hands to hug herself, "It's not as good as the intimate aunt just now, now you are completely like playing a lewd old man who can't be lewd anymore!" ”
He shrugged his shoulders and sighed, "Sister An, you really ask for a lot. ”
An Nianchu smiled sweetly at him, "Did you only find out today?" Why can't I ask for more, I know I deserve a better person. ”
Qiao Chu knocked on her head again, "As long as you don't think about it every day, daydreaming will be more perfect." ”
An Nianchu grinned and looked dissatisfied, "Please, I'm not a three-year-old child anymore, please don't always knock on my head, knock stupidly and fail the exam, and I will hate you for the rest of my life!! ”
Qiao Chu returned to his exclusive sofa again, lying lazily, "It's okay, I'm stupid, I'll raise you." ”
She glanced at Qiao Chu, turned around and continued to watch her bloody TV series, but she couldn't watch it anyway, what should she do, will she regret it? She still clearly remembered the distressed feeling she felt that night, but Qin Muchen had already chosen to let go, did she want to pounce? An Nianchu's mouth was a little bitter, she knew that she would regret it, but she had already said those hurtful words, should she take it back now?
But if by the time she really thinks clearly, he is no more, then ......
An Nianchu's heart was a little confused, and he obviously wanted to suppress the words 'Qin Muchen' in his heart, but it was either Yin Biwei or Qiao Chu, they all mentioned him. She frowned slightly, and the scenes of her being with him played in her mind, if there was no later part, it would have been a sweet romance movie, but with the latter part, she would feel like a suspense film. At least for now, she couldn't read his heart, what he thought of her.
She rubbed her temples, every time she thought of these questions, she had a headache, she looked at Qiao Chu and asked, "Is there a bed partner you want to shake but can't get rid of before?" ”
Qiao Chuwei narrowed his eyes, "Why are you suddenly interested in this question?" ”
An Nianchu held the snacks, didn't eat at all, and chewed heavily, "Curious, for the history of feelings, love, and bed...... I'm quite interested. I want to study it well and write a book on how to make men not pay attention when the time comes. ”
"You've already said it's a bed partner, do you think there's anything you can't get rid of? Most women are either trying to make money or lust, both of which are very easy to deal with, as for the kind of entanglement you said, I want to think about it...... It seems that there really is one, which has pestered me for a whole month, but then I happened to be on a mission during that time, and I was not here, she couldn't find anyone, so she should have left, anyway, I haven't seen it again. ”
Qiao Chu spit out lightly, but the sensitivity of women is very high, An Nianchu asked from this passage There was a strong JQ flavor. She continued to gossip: "Then how did she pester you? Does she know about your home? Do you know where you work? Do you know who you are? Don't tell me you didn't even tell her her name. ”
He hooked his lips and smiled, "Sister Ann is so smart, but I didn't even tell her name, and I don't even know her name until now, but I met her once in the bar, and then she blocked the door of the bar all day long, so I didn't go to the bar for a while, and I don't want to encounter a second time in that situation, it's too painful." ”
"Qiao Chu, you are really inhumane, you slept with someone else, you didn't even tell her her name, and you didn't even go to the bar to avoid her, isn't there anything to make clear?"
Qiao Chu shrugged his shoulders, and a pair of annoying peach blossom eyes suddenly smiled, "Sister An, you think that all women are like you, and they can't wait to treat me as a jackal, tiger and leopard, brother, I am infinitely charming, and many women are willing to stick it upside down." ”
An Nianchu looked him up and down and nodded, "Indeed, if you were in ancient times, you would definitely be able to be the top card in Xiaoqilou, the key is to see what the person who posted it upside down looks like, fifty-year-old or seventy-year-old grandma?" But can't you make it clear to that woman, and since you don't know anything, you dare to sleep with a stranger, tsk, Qiao Chu, you really don't have a sense of crisis. I remember a lot of news reports about having met a woman with AIDS in a bar and ......"
"You never say anything nice."
An Nianchu pretended to be very concerned, "Why don't you go to the hospital for a check-up, otherwise what will you do if you hurt others in the future?" You must know that AIDS is very serious and dangerous......"
There were three black lines on Qiao Chu's forehead, "An Nianchu, can't you say something nice?" ”
She shook her head and replied very sincerely, "When I face you, I can only think of ugly words in my head. Do you want me to hypocritically say how handsome, how attractive, and how many women like you? This is too false when you hear it, who will believe it? ”
"I believe it."
With a smile on the corner of his lips, An Nianchu shook his head again, "Qiao Chu, you just don't want to face the reality, what can you do, you are always immersed in being very handsome, very attractive, and very attractive to women, you probably can't find a woman you like in your life." It's not right, you must know that many women like Zhang's ugliness, after all, that is the way to have a sense of security, as for you...... At first glance, it is a big carrot! ”