That night, Gu Fang didn't know how long he cried.

In the haze, Gu's mother gave her daughter for the first time, maternal love and tenderness. She took a napkin and came over to help Gu Yifang wipe her tears, she was helpless to watch her daughter immersed in sadness, and finally hesitated, stretched out her arm tremblingly, and held her daughter in her arms.

It seems that since Gu Fang began to walk, Gu's mother was reluctant to hold this daughter, as if she was a hot potato. When outside, other people's children are spoiled, and the parents are helplessly smiling and bending down to hug them. And Gu's mother always carried her into the stroller simply and rudely, no matter how old the stroller was, she couldn't sit in it, and she would never hug her. was beaten directly after the quarrel, and later, when the child grew up, he no longer needed his mother to hug him, but the emotional relationship between mother and daughter seemed to be insulated.

Gu's mother is either indifferent or emotional in front of her daughter, and Gu Yifang rarely shows her emotions in front of Gu's mother, most of the time, she is just a voice worm.

Later, Gu Yifang didn't know how he lay down or how he fell asleep, probably because he was too tired, he had no dreams all night, he fell asleep, and when he woke up the next morning, his spirit was much better.

Thinking that there would be nothing going on recently, Gu Yifang simply didn't turn on the phone and didn't bring his mobile phone.

Her mood is much calmer now because of sleep, and she doesn't want to be disturbed by her work anymore.

Ying Xiaohong at the front desk still ignored her, but compared to the storm that came inexplicably last night, this is really nothing. What's more, she has now moved into Miss Ma's office to do things, and there is no contact between the two.

Miss Ma didn't come in today, and Gu Yifang can do things with peace of mind.

The quiet of being undisturbed and having something to focus on are more healing than anything else.

When it was time to get off work, Gu Yifang's emotions seemed to be placed on the level of the flat ground. That drop of water happened to be in the middle of it, so when she went home, she hesitated, she was afraid that when she returned to that home, she would hear something that would make her lose control.

So, she turned around and walked into the Internet café, put on headphones, and immersed herself in ancient music, but I don't know why, when she heard the song "Old Things", she burst into tears in an instant.

This ancient style song, quoting a Song song, is "Poppy Beauty" written by Chen Youyi in the Southern Song Dynasty.

"Poetry waits for the spring breeze every day, but after the peach blossoms bloom, it is in a hurry. The singing is frequently swallowed by pedestrians, remembering the snow in front of the bottle. ”

I don't know if the tune is too tactful, or the words are too touching, Gu Yi's vision is blurred, and his heart is throbbing.

All her efforts, what she wants to pursue but dare not let go of are not "chanting poems and waiting for the spring breeze every day", but when she really touches those beautiful people and things, it is "in a hurry after the peach blossoms bloom".

She was even more at a loss, and she didn't know if she would be qualified to "remember the snow in front of the bottle" in the future, probably going with the flow after all and being an ordinary person who meets the standards of the present world.

"Jiaqi"

Seeing An Jiaqi online, she couldn't help but send a message over, and then paused.

“？” The other party still replied with a question mark neatly.

"Nothing." Gu Fang hurriedly returned, and after the call was out, he felt very stupid again, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

When the call application rang, Gu Fang was shocked, pressed it, and typed to explain: "I'm sorry, it's inconvenient now." ”

The call application rang again, Gu Fang had no choice but to connect, and An Jiaqi's voice came lazily and said, "What's wrong?" Didn't you have something to say? ”

"I ......" Gu Fangfang just said a word, suddenly her lips trembled, and she couldn't help crying, she tried her best to restrain herself, but she could still make people hear the slight choking sound.

"Don't cry, don't cry, I can't stand this, okay, you can be quiet, I'll hang up." An Jiaqi pressed the call, but quickly lost the line again: "I will be in China before the Chinese New Year, if it is convenient, let's meet." ”

"Meet?" Gu Yifang wiped away his tears, he couldn't believe it, An Jiaqi was looking for his face?

"Yes, this weekend is okay?"

"It's okay on Sundays, and I'm still at work on Saturdays."

"Okay, then I've booked a ticket, this is my mobile phone."

Ticket? Gu Yifang had an indescribable feeling in his heart, a little excited and a little confused, there was a friend...... Okay, she may not be qualified to talk to Angela, but it's a strange feeling to have someone on a plane to see you.

"I didn't bring my phone today, I'll text you later." Gu Yifang also posted his number, and then wondered, where did the two of them meet? She really didn't know where someone as upscale as An Jiaqi should invite her to dinner.

As if she had a clear heart, An Jiaqi also mentioned the date location: "Well, I will ask a friend to help book a private room and tell you when the time comes." ”

Private rooms? Gu Yifang was a little uneasy in his heart, and he didn't know what kind of consumption level An Jiaqi chose the place, An Jiaqi happily broke her doubts: "I'm not welcome, choose my favorite food, as compensation, I'll treat you." ”

"How embarrassing is this......

"There's nothing to be embarrassed about, I just like to take the initiative, and I can count it as being benevolent."

Seeking kindness?

On the way home, Gu Yifang's mood was much more uplifted. An Jiaqi's words made her have an impulse to try her future life.

It's just that she doesn't have the domineering spirit of An Jiaqi, although she has a thief's heart, but her courage is not fat, she thinks about it, she can't help but laugh at herself, and when she enters the house, she is not so heavy.

didn't say hello to the family, Gu Fang didn't come home until half past seven, and when she entered the door, Gu's mother, who was sitting at the dinner table, breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a somewhat complaining tone: "Why is it so late?" ”

Looking at the untouched meal, Gu Fang felt guilty in his heart, and it was not easy to say that he was continuing to sulk in the Internet café just now, so he had to say: "There is something in the company today, it's late." ”

"Have you eaten too much? You're not going to do anything wrong, are you? "With the lesson of the last time, Gu's mother is already a snake shadow.

"I didn't do anything wrong, it's just that foreigners have something to do temporarily." Gu Fang didn't have much appetite, but Gu Fang's mother didn't eat either, so she picked up the food on the table and went to the microwave.

This second-hand microwave oven has been used until the plastic shell is loose, buy a new one for the New Year, Gu Yifang thought silently.

The mother and daughter buried their heads in eating and didn't speak, maybe Gu's mother wanted to say something, but seeing the tears on her daughter's face, she didn't say anything after all.

One day later, Gu's mother began to persuade Gu Fang not to take Aunt Gu's words to heart, she told Gu Fang that in fact, Aunt Gu was also under a lot of pressure, after all, her stepson was not her own, and it was not easy to fight, and it was not easy to talk seriously.

After Sun Chen was discovered, because he wanted to save face, he also put the responsibility on Gu Yifang, saying that Gu Yifang hooked up with the photographer that day, but everyone knew that the one who chatted with the photographer Lao Hu the most that day was the bridesmaid Linlin, who originally wanted to match the best man Linlin knew, but was completely ignored.

But what can be done? For the peace of the Sun family and the Gu family, Sun Chen can only admit small mistakes, not big mistakes, then the big mistakes can only be pushed to the Gu side, anyway, the people of the Gu family know that the fault is not on the Gu side. The Sun family is destined not to have any deep friendships, and it doesn't matter what they think.