Since that day, it seems that nothing has changed, I am very calm, maybe this is the real relief, and Pei Shuyi is probably tired, she has long wanted to get rid of my relationship with this sin, she has not looked for me again, not even the least greetings, it seems that we have really become strangers to each other, and there will not be much intersection in the future.

On the other hand, under the confrontation with Duan Xuchu several times, they all ended in Tang Junheng's fiasco, Tang Junheng stopped for a while, recuperating and preparing to find another opportunity to catch it all, until another thing happened, that is, the subordinate named Lian Zihan next to Duan Xuchu also became interested in Yan Jin, who was also a man.

In this regard, Rao is Taishan collapsed in front of him and did not change his face like me, I also felt irritable and confused, although I have lived for so long and seen a lot, and there are homosexuals in the circle, I do not discriminate against them, but when this situation appears in my own children, I can't accept it anyway.

Therefore, my attitude towards Yan Jin is getting tougher and tougher, so that he must marry the daughter of that family, Yan Jin himself probably realized that it was difficult to control his feelings for Yan Qiao, worried about what mistakes he would make, he still compromised in the end, and told me that after destroying Tang Juntang and them, he would leave here, no matter where he went, as long as he was far away from Yan Qiao.

In fact, I know better than anyone that there is nothing wrong with falling in love with anyone, but as a father, how can I watch my children go down a road of no return? So even if I do it wrong, I do it for the good of Yan Jin.

I got up and walked to Yan Jin's side, pressed a palm on his shoulder, and said in a low voice He should not run away, but must choose to face and overcome, and try to make himself like a girl again, after all, he has loved Su Yixun before, hasn't he?

Yan Jin's lips pursed, and she was silent for a long time before nodding at me.

Because Lian Zihan took the initiative to approach Yan Jin many times, Tang Junheng also learned that Lian Zihan liked Yan Jin, so he took advantage of the time that Lian Zihan did not stay with the other three, Tang Junheng let people catch Lian Zihan and inject drugs into Lian Zihan's body, as well as other dependent drugs.

Later, Tang Junheng used Yan Jin to ask Yan Jin to take Lian Zihan to a certain room in the Paradise Club, thus luring Duan Xuchu and several of them over, and he laid a net outside, trying to take this opportunity to get rid of Duan Xuchu, Yan Jin had to do this, otherwise his identity as a spy would be exposed, and in the end it would only fall short.

Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao and several of them passed, and formed a confrontation with Yan Jin in the corridor, Yan Jin pretended that his marksmanship was not accurate, and wanted to let Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao go logically when his ability was insufficient, and then he killed all the subordinates who were present at the time.

However, Tang Junheng probably felt that Yan Jin was reluctant to attack Yan Qiao's brother, so he arranged another subordinate, as long as Yan Jin had the intention of letting Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao go, that subordinate could shoot Duan Xuchu and them without following Yan Jin's instructions.

The result was that Duan Xuchu blocked the bullet for Yan Qiao, Yan Jin didn't expect such an accident, he was shocked and flustered, worried about Duan Xuchu's safety, so even if Yan Qiao didn't force him, he would immediately let Duan Xuchu get treatment.

On the surface, Yan Jin was at a disadvantage, and under the threat of Yan Qiao, Yan Jin naturally let go of Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao, and on that rainy day, Yan Jin appeared at the door of the hospital wearing a human skin mask, in fact, he wanted to see the injured Duan Xuchu in person, but later he bumped into the only one, and he had to leave the hospital again.

In the car, Qin Yue asked Yan Jin why he didn't take the only one away from him, Yan Jin resisted the urge to kill Qin Yue, and finally only threw Qin Yue out.

The sum of these things made Tang Junheng, who was already defensive of Yan Jin, suspicious of Yan Jin, seeing that Yan Jin's identity was about to be exposed, and after doing so much, he was unwilling to give up, which led to his later fake death.

And at that time, the Li family wanted Yan Jin to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors, I have raised Yan Jin for so many years, and I have long regarded Yan Jin as my own son, how could I hand Yan Jin back to the Li family? What's more, Yan Jin also said a few years ago that he is just the eldest and youngest of the Pei family's chaebol, and he has forgotten everything in the past, if the Li family really comes to him one day, there is no need to ask his opinion, let me refuse directly.

But the Li family is unwilling to give up, that posture is like trying everything to compete with the Pei family's chaebol, and Yan Jin wants to go back, it is really beyond my strength, I didn't kill them, that's because they are Li Jiayao's relatives, I am thinking about the brotherhood with Li Jiayao, and it just so happens that Yan Jin's fake death can break the Li family's mind.

On the other hand, they all felt that Yan Jin was unwilling to marry the daughter of the family I arranged for him, and betrayed me and took refuge in Li Shaochong, and united with Li Shaochong to deal with me, Yan Jin and I did create this illusion for them, and when I went to Pei Shuyi's residence to take Yan Jin away that day, I continued to cooperate with Yan Jin to act, threw the pistol to him, and naturally forced him to commit suicide.

From then on, Yan Jin only had the identity of Li Shaochong, and for Tang Junheng, he explained that Pei Tingqing suspected him, and in order to continue his revenge plan, he used fake death to get rid of the identity of the Pei family's chaebol Dashao, before this he had already bought off the staff of the funeral home, and the person who was cremated at that time was not him.

Yan Jin's death gave Pei Shuyi a big blow, she fainted from excessive grief, I personally sent her to the hospital, and waited until she woke up, holding her in the crook of my arm and comforting her in a low and gentle manner, at this time I only had the responsibility for her.

This is actually very sad, from the beginning in this relationship I was extreme and crazy, vigorous, desperate is also the love realm I pursue, otherwise how many people in this world will have the courage to fall in love with their cousin? Ethics and ethics are no longer important to me.

For more than 30 years, I have been using my life to interpret this unacceptable deviant love in the world, like a flame burning, maybe I will die before it will be extinguished, I once thought that I would love Pei Shuyi this woman for the rest of my life, until the moment my breathing stopped, I also said a lot of love words to her, and promised never to give up loving her.

However, at this moment, I am holding Pei Shuyi in my arms, but I really don't feel like before, my heart doesn't beat violently anymore, and I want to break through my chest like before, and I don't want to rub Pei Shuyi into my body anymore, so that she can blend with my blood and bones............ All this shows that I don't want Pei Shuyi anymore.

I can tell what love is and not love, just like I once let Ning Lianmeng hug, my heart is no longer in Pei Shuyi, what I gave her is just a shell, for me, when love is transformed into a responsibility, it is the saddest thing.

After all, I couldn't live without Pei Shuyi, so I would rather bear the condemnation of sin and conscience, even if I go to eighteen layers of hell after death and become a livestock in the next life, no matter how difficult this road is, no matter how hard I live in this life, I have to grow old with Pei Shuyi.

But to this day, I am really tired, tired, and numb, I finally believe that there is no eternity and eternity in this world, and no kind of love can always burn like a fire, and my fire for Pei Shuyi was finally extinguished.

Forgive me, I don't have the strength to love anymore and go on.

I didn't tell Pei Shuyi the truth, because the whole thing is too complicated, I don't want her to get involved in my world again, if she really wants not to be disturbed, then I will give her a quiet and beautiful sky, and don't let her get involved in these intrigues and grievances again, the less I know, the better it will be for her.

And Yan Jin is dead, he has no intention of coming back, on the one hand, because Yan Qiao's sentence will never forgive him and hurt Yan Jin, in Yan Qiao's eyes, Yan Jin is a homosexual, Yan Jin is so afraid that Yan Qiao will be disgusted and discriminate against him, so he left the best years in the past for Yan Qiao, and he disappeared forever in Yan Qiao's life.

Moreover, this is the last opportunity to annihilate Tang Junheng and his gang, in order to get rid of Tang Junheng, who wants to put Yan Qiao and the entire Pei family chaebol to death, Yan Jin has given up his life, he himself doesn't know if he can come back alive, rather than letting the people who care about him and love him grieve again, then it is better to take advantage of this time to end his life.

Pei Shuyi asked me with a sad expression if this was retribution, and if it was the punishment that her cousins and I should bear? I comforted her on the surface not to let her think too much, but in my heart I agreed with her very much, for me, combining with my cousin, the biggest punishment given to us by fate is not the tribulations and pains of the past, but in the end, Pei Shuyi's "no love".

The night before Yan Jin's funeral, I sent Pei Shuyi back to her residence from the hospital, she still did not recover from the grief of losing Yan Jin, lying on the bed with her eyes closed and crying silently, while one hand always held me tightly and did not let go.

I sat at the head of the bed without saying a word, until she fell asleep, and when I got up to leave, she suddenly grabbed my hand again, opened her eyes and asked me if I was busy at such a late hour. I just thought she was the least inquiring, nodded and told her that there were still some things to deal with, so that she could rest well and take care of her body.

Pei Shuyi's hand holding my hand stiffened, and it took a long time for her to let go of me, and then said good night to me, I suddenly remembered that I called her abroad on the night I was twenty years old, and she happened to agree to be with Wei Chengshu that day, and when I hung up, I said good night to her, and she said good night means I love you, and I can't say it to her cousin, but to my girlfriend.

She didn't love me, and now when she hears the word "good night" again, she feels a little harsh and ridiculous, so I stand at the head of the bed and calmly remind her that since she has never loved me, then don't say good night to me again in the future, she probably felt humiliated, her face suddenly turned white, and she looked at me with those dark eyes in a daze, and her pupils were full of tears.

Once her tears made me the most painful and distressed, but at the moment I didn't feel a little anymore, I don't feel pain, I don't pity her, maybe this is the real let go, I didn't say anything, when I turned around and was about to leave, she asked behind her back that we had handled a marriage certificate, and now do you want a divorce?

Hearing this, I paused, and the curve of self-deprecation and sarcasm spread on my lips, look, she is so eager to get rid of it, she must be worried that I will regret it, and then entangle and persecute her, right? Maybe I would have been like this before, but not this time, not until I die.

My tall figure stood there, casting a shadow on the ground, I looked at it calmly, with my back to Pei Shuyi and did not look back, I said to her in a non-turbulent tone: "Don't be so troublesome, after all, the marriage between the two of us will not be recognized in the domestic law, you are still young, and it will not affect who you marry in the future." ”

And I have only loved Pei Shuyi one woman in my life, whether it was before or after, I will never fall in love with a second woman, now my life has gone through most of it, I have been in such a position for many years, the height is unbearable, sitting on the prosperity of the world, and I have seen the vicissitudes of life, and I have long been accustomed to loneliness and loneliness.

I'm not afraid of being alone, so even if there is no one by my side from now on, it doesn't matter to me, so be it, whether she Pei Shuyi marries other men in the future, or if she is lonely and old like me, it has nothing to do with me, and I won't interfere anymore.

I didn't wait for Pei Shuyi to answer me again, I don't love this woman anymore, what will happen to her in the future, it doesn't matter to me anymore, I walked out, and when I closed the door from the outside, I turned my head and saw Yan Qiao who was leaning against the wall with his arms in his arms, his figure was long and straight, worthy of being my son, such a casual posture was so casual and good-looking.

When I went downstairs, Yan Qiao suddenly called me an instructor from behind, and my figure suddenly froze, thinking that he knew something, and reflexively turned around, and my identity was revealed at this moment.

That night, Yan Qiao hugged me, called me father, and told me that he loved me, and he said that whether I was his instructor uncle or Pei Tingqing, the controller of the Pei family's chaebol, he was the greatest in his heart and admired him the most.

I was moved and ecstatic, this is what I have been looking forward to for many years, from the moment I knew that I had this son, I longed for Yan Qiao to admit that I was his father, and that he could call me daddy.

He finally grew up, understood my silent dedication over the years, and forgave my hardships and actions, so even if I exhausted all my efforts to pave the way for his future, create everything for him, and give him the best in the world, what I could give, it would be worth it.

I hugged Yanqiao tightly in the crook of my arm, closed my eyes, and tears rolled out.

Tang Junheng arranged the final assassination at Yan Jin's funeral the next day, on the one hand, when Duan Xuchu went to attend Yan Jin's funeral, Tang Junheng and Wei Mohua took people to a cabin by the sea, and after Wei Mohua burned the wooden house, he took Wei Wei to Infernal Island, and Tang Junheng did not hesitate to kill his subordinates in order to hide his ambitions, and deliberately let go of Doctor Zhou.

On the other hand, they had set up an ambush on the winding mountain road in advance, so as to get rid of Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao, who were driving by there, and by the way, Pei Shuyi, who was with them, but before that, Yan Jin used the identity of a mysterious person to inform Duan Xuchu of the trap set by Tang Junheng.

Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao planned and arranged for their subordinates to drive their car past there, and finally the car exploded and fell into the cliff, Yan Qiao let Pei Shuyi fall asleep, and he and Duan Xuchu rushed to Yan Jin's funeral after the assassination incident caused by Tang Junheng.

Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao were safe and sound, but Tang Junheng had another plan, and his purpose in taking the only one to Infernal Island was undoubtedly to lead Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao to go to Infernal Island to save the only one, and they laid a net for the second time, trying to destroy Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao in one fell swoop.

Duan Xuchu knew that going to Infernal Island would be more than lucky, but in order to save the only one, he still decided to fight hard, Yan Jin knew this very well, and did his best to protect the only one when he was on the island, and at this time Tang Junheng was unwilling to bend behind his back, he wanted Duan Xuchu and Yan Jin to fight and lose.

In this way, on the one hand, Tang Junheng can reap the benefits of the fisherman, and secondly, he wants to take this opportunity to get rid of Yan Jin logically, then he can not only be the real leader of his own organization, but he can also get two parts of the forces in the hands of Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao, and the third reason is that if Yan Jin fails miserably, then Tang Junheng can be regarded as leaving a way back for himself.

It was precisely because Yan Jin expected Tang Junheng's mind that he handed over the map of the island to Tang Junheng, and sure enough, Tang Junheng acted as a betrayer in the organization in front of the only one, handed over the map to the only one, deliberately relaxed his vigilance, and let the only one hand over the map to Duan Xuchu again.

Yan Jin's purpose was to let Duan Xuchu bring someone over, and take advantage of this best opportunity to annihilate Tang Junheng in turn, and he believed that Duan Xuchu would definitely do it.

That night, Yan Qiao went into Yan Jin's house alone, so as to lure Yan Jin away, people with a little brain know that this is to transfer the tiger from the mountain, and the reason why Yan Jin chased Yan Qiao out was to let Duan Xuchu and them in.

However, on the top of that mountain, Tang Junheng had already set up an ambush, Yan Jin almost paid with his life to protect Yan Qiao, Yan Qiao at the moment when he grabbed Yan Jin's wrist, he seemed to realize that Li Shaochong wearing a mask was Yan Jin, he wanted to save Yan Jin, but one person was difficult to beat, and finally the two of them fell into the cliff one after another.

In this killing, although Duan Xuchu also lost a lot of manpower, Tang Junheng overestimated himself, and the person who really suffered heavy losses was him, and in the end he had to escape with the only dozen or so people left, continue to recuperate, and wait for the day when the mountains will make a comeback.

Later, Duan Xuchu made an appointment with Pei Yixian and Pei Shuyi to meet, and revealed on the spot that Yan Jin was Li Shaochong's true identity, and soon after, all the evidence pointed to me, and everyone believed that I was the real mastermind behind the scenes, and I laid out the whole situation.

They felt that in order to merge M2K and annex the other three chaebol families, I did not hesitate to gamble with the lives of my own son and Pei Shuyi, and at that time Yan Jin was in a fishing village, I was in a coma for a long time, and when all the charges were imposed on me and Yan Jin, we didn't even have the slightest chance to defend ourselves.

After that, Yan Jin came back as Yan Xiao's fiancé, supporting the Pei family chaebol who was at a crisis at the time, and it was too late to prove his innocence after so long, not to mention that Yan Jin couldn't argue, who would believe his one-sided words?

In addition, Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao were imprisoned soon after, and Yan Jin's innocence was no longer the most important thing at that time, so in the end, Yan Jin chose to be silent, not to explain, and to swallow everything alone.

All of this was what Pei Yixian and Yan Jin told me after I woke up from my slumber, Tang Junheng chose to take the only one away on the day of the funeral, assassinating Duan Xuchu and Yan Qiao, Yan Jin didn't have time to tell me at all, and many things in the past were reported to me only after they happened, who would have thought that this time he didn't notify me in advance to cause an accident?

At a fake funeral for Yan Jin that day, I calculated that Yan Qiao and they should also come over, but they were nowhere to be seen for a few hours, when the police and fire rushed to the cabin by the sea, and soon after that, there was a report, and my subordinates reported the matter to me.

I suddenly had a bad premonition, worried that Yan Qiao and Duan Xuchu had also encountered an accident, and coincidentally, I couldn't get through Yan Qiao's mobile phone, and I was anxious to confirm the safety of Yan Qiao and Duan Xuchu, if I rushed over, maybe I could save them, so I immediately drove the car, and happened to see Duan Xuchu's car explode on the winding mountain road, and then rushed to the cliff.

I only felt a shock in my chest, under the "squeak" emergency brake, a fishy sweet taste crept up my throat, and my brain was dizzy and chaotic, but I couldn't wait to slow myself down, I opened the car door and ran over a few steps, watching Duan Xuchu's car fall.

And in the car, there are my most cherished biological sons and women who have been guarded with their lives for many years, even if I don't love Pei Shuyi anymore, but at least she is Yanqiao's mother, I still have that responsibility for her, no matter what, as a man, I still have to protect her and let her be well.

But are they leaving me now? No............ No, how can I lose them? Even if I exchange my life for theirs, I am willing, the only people I protect in this world are my sons and women, if they die, then what is the point of my existence? Even if I get the whole world, what's the use?

I remembered what Pei Shuyi said in the hospital that day, is it the biggest punishment of fate for our cousins to send black-haired people? After so many years of trying and giving everything I had, I just wanted a good ending, but it turned out that we still couldn't escape the final catastrophe?

But if that's the case, why not leave me alone with all my sins? Why would you be so cruel and take the life of my own son? I have always believed in fate and reincarnation, I thought that after I died, I would be sent to the eighteenth layer of hell, and I would never be reborn, but what is more cruel and terrible than this is that when I was still alive, I lost my son, what could be more sad than this?

I felt unprecedented despair, almost losing my mind, when I confirmed that I couldn't save Yan Qiao and Pei Shuyi, I just wanted to jump off this cliff, at least even if I died, I could still follow them, and I could die with them, so that I would have no regrets.

As I fell into grief and couldn't extricate myself, someone behind me shot at me, and with a "bang" of gunshots, a bullet went into the back of my head in the next second, and I didn't even have time to react, a sharp pain hit me, and then warm and sticky blood flowed out, staining the skin on my neck.

I turned my head stiffly, only to see Pei Yanjie still holding a gun in his hand, and then I knew that Pei Yanjie, a subordinate, had betrayed me and taken refuge in Tang Junheng.

Pei Yanjie also wanted to shoot me a second time, but Ning Lianmeng, who came closely, ran over and stopped Pei Yanjie, Pei Yanjie felt that Ning Lianmeng had ruined her business, and wanted to kill Ning Lianmeng together, but at this time, a car came in the distance, Pei Yanjie didn't have time to make up another shot at me, so she immediately dragged Ning Lianmeng together and drove away in my car.

I didn't struggle anymore, I didn't care about my own life, because if Yan Qiao and Pei Shuyi were both dead, what would I do if I was still alive? I just hope that fate will have mercy on me one last time, that I can't be together in life, and that I won't be separated from my son and woman again after I die.

At that moment I gave up my life on my own, holding on to the railing behind me with one hand, my back slowly slid down, I sat on the ground, feeling very satisfied, and that was enough, so I gently closed my eyes and calmly waited for death to come.

However, after a while, someone suddenly hugged me tightly, and he called out to my father in my ear in a panic, telling me that he was Yanqiao, that he was fine, and that I was awake............ The warm liquid soaked my skin, and I couldn't tell if it was Yanqiao's tears or my own blood.

Just as I was one step closer to death, it seemed as if I was being pulled back violently for a moment, trying to open my eyes to see, but I didn't even have the strength to do so, but I could feel myself being hugged very tightly, and the other party choked up and shouted over and over again.

My consciousness was in a state of wandering, but at this moment I slowly had a little bit of lucidity, and finally judged that the person who couldn't cry was Yanqiao, and he was still alive? That's good, so I can't leave him first, and leave him in this world like a stupid boy, I haven't paved the way for him in the future, I haven't held the whole world in front of him, and I haven't seen him get married and have children, so how can I leave with confidence?

Otherwise, I'll just die.

Yan Qiao seemed to be frightened by me, I could feel that his whole body was trembling, and I didn't know what it was like to cry, this stupid child, how could I be okay? Isn't it right that I am a god-like being in their eyes? So I'm not going to die anyway.

My lips trembled, and I wanted to open my mouth to say not to be afraid, but I found that my voice was hoarse, I couldn't make a sound at all, my mind gradually went blank, and my consciousness began to drift, and finally I even looked at Yan Qiao It became a luxury, and I fell into a coma.

Later, I couldn't wake up, and during this time I always heard someone talking, and she read love poems to me, and her voice was gentle and graceful; She sang the song I once sang, "The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you............"

She said: "Pei Tingqing, I love you, from the first time I saw you, without you knowing, I have loved you for many years." If you don't wake up and can't hear what I'm saying, then you'll never know how much I love you for the rest of your life............"

I just want to laugh, I don't know if it's sad and self-deprecating, or happy, anyway, I only regard this as a dream, otherwise how could Pei Shuyi say that she loves me in reality? In fact, even if I dreamed before, I never dreamed that Pei Shuyi said that she loved me.

Otherwise, even if I was asleep, I would wake up laughing, but to this day I have not been moved, I really let go of Pei Shuyi, so I don't worry about whether she loves me or not.

Later, I don't know how long I slept, I woke up, Yan Jin told me everything, he said that everyone misunderstood me, Yan Qiao and Pei Shuyi both decided that I was the one who manipulated everything behind me, and I gambled the lives of my son and woman to complete my plan.

Pei Shuyi couldn't accept this fact after knowing it, and pulled out the medical equipment at my bedside one night and wanted to kill me, and then she went crazy, because the club was seized, and is currently being detained by the police for investigation, the Pei family chaebol was implicated, plus I was not there, Yan Jin and Pei Yixian couldn't save the huge Pei family chaebol for a while, and now the Pei family chaebol is gradually going to depression and defeat, and is in the crisis of being annexed.

I didn't say anything after hearing this, and asked Yan Jin to arrange for me to be discharged from the hospital, but more than a dozen medical staff suggested that I continue to recuperate in the hospital, because I had been sleeping for too long, and the various organs of my body had lost the ability to function............ I waved my hand and didn't let them go on, in fact, it was simply summed up that I didn't live long.

But for me, life and death are no longer important, people live for a lifetime, there will be a death after all, the difference is only the process, as early as the first time I shot Pei Shuyi to commit suicide, I have already looked down on life and death, and now at this juncture, there are more important things than my life, such as I want to save the Pei family chaebol and Yan Qiao in prison.

I insisted on returning to the company, wearing a black suit all the way through, everyone would bow to me and greet me, from their respectful attitude, I knew that in their eyes I was still the handsome, uncannibalistic existence of the god of fireworks, as long as I came back, I could turn the tide and solve all problems.

I can do that.

That night I turned off the lights, leaving only a small patch of light, and I sat at the bar, in the shadows, smoking a cigarette, my throat aching, coughing incessantly, still drinking wine from the glass in my hand.

Soon after, Yan Jin came back and advised me to take care of my body, but I didn't listen to him, interrupting him and asking Pei Shuyi in a hoarse voice where is Pei Shuyi now?

I'm just asking, and I don't plan to go to her again, or let her come back to me, I don't want to be with her for a long time, and she must hate me for risking her and Yanqiao's lives, I'm afraid that even if I die, she won't see me again, right?

It doesn't matter, what the world thinks and evaluates of me, how Pei Shuyi misunderstands me, it doesn't matter to me as a dying person, I asked Pei Shuyi where she was, just to know how she was, without me, would she be better off? I asked Yan Jin to take good care of her, even if I was gone, all of them would treat Pei Shuyi well for me, it was my responsibility.

Yan Jin told me that Yan Qiao was unwilling to get out of prison and wanted to threaten me with himself, and if I really loved him and Pei Shuyi, I should admit that I and Pei Shuyi were messing around, and I would give him and Pei Shuyi a name no matter what.

I shook my head after hearing this, in the end, I am too spoiled, he has always been so self-willed in front of me, otherwise how could he not think about it, if he really admitted to the outside world that I and Pei Shuyi's cousin are in love, what will be the consequences? It doesn't matter how Yan Qiao forces me, but I can't help but think about him, so I can't do what Yan Qiao says no matter what.

Yan Jin stood on Yan Qiao's side at this time, and also felt that I should admit Yan Qiao's true life experience to the outside world, if I can't give up everything for Yan Qiao and Pei Shuyi, and let myself be ruined, it means that I don't love Yan Qiao and Pei Shuyi, or I don't love them enough, what I value is still my status and family interests.

Status and family interests? It's really ironic and ridiculous, at this moment I saw sadness in Yan Jin's gaze, for so many years, I have always thought that he is the one who understands me best, and now he actually questions me like this, so it seems that how much failure should I have in this life?

I didn't explain a word, just said to Yan Jin You don't understand, I covered my face with my palm, only to feel a warm liquid slowly gushing out of my eyes, gradually soaking my palm, flowing out of my slender and white fingertips.

That night, I told Yan Jin that since everyone had found my crime, then stop arguing and clarifying anything, and let all the truth be buried with my departure, and I gave Yan Jin the freedom to leave the Pei family, and not to do anything for the Pei family's wealth in the future