Chapter 00037 - A Difficult Choice
"Look at you, get your clothes, take them off quickly, and I'll wash you when you go back to the hotel in a while!" Hong Xin took the medicine and said unhappily pointing to the blood stains on my sleeve.
"Just find a dry cleaner, and you're good to go! So what's the trouble?" I saw the blood on my sleeves, took off my coat, and held it in my hand.
In fact, it's a bit hot to wear a coat in this weather, but we all have guys with us, and we can cover it up in a coat, this is not the Northeast after all, and it will be troublesome to meet the patrol police to investigate.
"I buy my own clothes, I wash them myself!" Hong Xin snatched my clothes and put them on her arms.
I glanced at her, touched her head, sighed and said, "Xinxin, we may have to go back to the Northeast in a few days."
I said this, the psychology is very uncomfortable, more than a month of getting along, I have become accustomed to Hong Xin by my side, I used to think that I only loved Yaoyao, but now I find that I may be a little in love with her
It's not that I'm so attentive, I've always thought I'm very single-minded, I'm with Yaoyao, Yaoyao's love for me is like a fire, she can burn the strong love in my heart, and Hong Xin to me, like a slow stream, very slow, very calm, I didn't care at first, and when it was time to separate, I found that the stream had flowed into my psyche unconsciously, and I was entangled and a little overwhelmed
"Are you going to drive me away?" Hong Xin looked at me calmly and asked casually.
"You want to come back to HH with me?" I don't know how to ask that.
"What do I think, you don't know?" Hong Xin's eyes were a little red, and she bit her lip and said.
"You may not have any results with me" This sentence is not the first time I have said it to Hong Xin, but this time it is the most painful, more painful than a needle in the heart.
"Hehe, Meng Fei, since I have known you until now? Did I ask you, give me a result?? I asked you to be accountable to me?? You and Hong Tao are fighting at the Jiangbei construction site!! I almost crashed into the guardrail a few times while driving! Just so that Hong Tao doesn't hurt you! But zuihou you didn't even give me a text message back?? Do I do this? Do you want to reciprocate? I love you so much now! Love that doesn't ask for any result!! Let me go with you, let me be by your side, and wait until I don't love you, okay? Hong Xin's voice was a little excited, and tears flowed from Shui Lingling's eyes.
"I'm sorry!" I looked at her and said something that made my own disgusting.
"You know the most annoying thing about me is when you say this to me!! I'm sorry, I can only talk to a girl once!! You know what?? Hong Xin looked at me and said seriously.
"Me and your brother!" I said my psychological concerns, and this subconscious concern turned out to be Hong Tao's problem, not Yaoyao's problem, I don't know what this means, maybe Hong Xin has unconsciously occupied the same position as Yaoyao in my heart.
"Let me ask you, Meng Fei, do you have a choice about you and my brother?" Hong Xin looked at me and asked.
"I didn't choose, Zhang Xu is my eldest brother!!" I thought about it for a moment and said firmly.
"Do I have a fucking choice, then? Do I have one?? I don't want to love you!! I think when I was caught! You didn't try to save me!! I think when my dad just left! In my saddest heart! The hardest time! It's not that you get drunk every day with me!! Do I have the right to choose all over again? Hong Xin scolded the dirty words for the first time.
I looked at Hong Xin with tears in my eyes, slowly stepped forward, and hugged her in my arms, she didn't struggle, and put her head on my shoulder.
"You come back to HH City with me, let me think about it, my heart is very messy, I don't want to, I think in my heart that others are still with you, give me some time, okay?" I was really confused, and I didn't speak with any logic.
"Xiaofei, maybe I will leave you when you have the hardest choice, I Hong Xin will never be your trouble, I love you!" Hong Xin leaned on my shoulder and said lightly.
"Am I a bastard!"
"I'm used to it!"
"No swearing!"
“”
Hong Xin and I stood on the street for a while, and we didn't know the relationship between the two of us, to be precise, I couldn't figure out the relationship between the two of us.
I'm only a young man in my 20s after the New Year, and I've had a girlfriend in my fucking twenty years, although I look pretty sassy on the surface, but I'll be honest, I'm a fucking idiot-level junior brother about feelings, so I don't know what to do with my relationship with Hong Xin.
I have asked myself more than once, if I had met Hong Xin first, would I have given up Yaoyao, and if there was no Hong Tao, would I have been with Hong Xin
If it's a JB, in real life, then fucking so many ifs, I'm such an ordinary person, I can only fucking yell at the sky: "You fucking waited for me to become God that day, I'm fucking strong, rape you to death!" ”
Hong Xin and I adjusted our minds, and then I wiped her tears, and then the two of us held hands and slowly walked back to the hotel.
This time the top of the room is more humane, I didn't book a big round bed, the fucking round bed last time, I was in bed when I slept every day, and when I woke up, I was on the ground, and I fucking resisted the ability to fight, all of which were practiced by that bed.
I took off my bloodstained pants, then took a shower, changed into new clothes, and just then took Hong Xin into Wang Mumu's room.
weishenme has to go to Wang Mumu's room first every time, because this house has a lot of fun, and it is also a place for us to have fun after tea and dinner, which is more attractive than the fucking kiln, Dakang and Chenchen, also come to this room as soon as they have nothing to do, and appreciate the super invincible pretending to be a criminal, Wang Mumu and the aiqing story of chicken intestines is not right!! Now it's a fucking love triangle! also added a Wei Jue
"Lord Wei! You tell me the truth!! What the hell are you fucking fucking with that bitch! The chicken intestines brushed his teeth and asked seriously.
"I've said it 10,000 times! No! I usually only take my mouth the second time and live, but I didn't fucking wait for the second time before I was pitted!! Lord Wei roared excitedly.
"Say it again! Is there any! Ji Guzi took a toothbrush and walked towards Lord Wei in a daze.
"Yes! That's it! ”
"You're fucking blowing, fucked?"
"I said no, you don't believe it!!"
"Lord Wei, I'm ***!"