166. I've always been ruthless, haven't I?
Ye Shaohong sneered lowly: "He doesn't know, I actually hate to listen to him talk about those things, every time he talks about it, I will have a sense of powerlessness from the bottom of my heart, that feeling, as if we are people living in two worlds, makes me very uncomfortable, and this sense of distance even makes me helpless and panic."
"I couldn't stand his pleading, I relented, or let him go to school, I found that as long as the adults say it, it is a holy order, that is because their ability is stronger than ours, and we must rely on them, so they can dominate us, so from that time I already had an idea, I want to become stronger, only by becoming stronger can I control him to dominate him, let him rely on me and stay by my side."
I listened quietly and felt that Ye Shaohong looked at Wenwen weakly, but he was really too extreme, and he was too domineering and strong.
"Later, I overheard the conversation between my grandfather and my father, and they said that I was not in good health and could not inherit the company, and they only hoped that I could grow up in peace, so it was natural that I became the heir, and I had already started to study related courses."
Ye Shaohong chuckled warmly, but I felt that his smile reflected on the glass made people chill.
"How can I make him an heir? If so, how can I dominate him? So I asked to study those courses with him, and my grandfather naturally wouldn't refuse, and they didn't have too high requirements for me, so they didn't emphasize that I should study hard, I had my own goals and intentions, and naturally I would not be perfunctory, and I studied harder and harder than him. ”
Ye Shaohong smiled bitterly and said lowly: "Actually, I don't know what this feeling is, but that's my obsession, I just want to keep him by my side all the time, I just want him to stay with me until he dies."
That's why he did so many things, even ignoring the wishes of others, and did his own thing.
My heart trembled, this person's feelings were really too selfish and too extreme.
But think about it, it seems that the same is true between men and women, if you fall in love with someone, even if the other party doesn't love you, you still hope that the other person can stay with you until you die.
It's just that the difference is that some people are extreme, and some people are open-minded.
The former is a bad fate, and the latter is a good fate.
After a short silence, his voice sounded again: "Although I am no longer his only playmate, I know that I am still his closest person, so our relationship is still very good, he will still share with me when he is happy, and he will talk to me about unhappy things, until Lin Shanshan appears, it seems that many things have begun to change."
"At that time, Lin Shanshan's parents divorced, and finally Lin Shanshan followed Lin's mother, Lin's mother had no choice but to take her daughter with her, grandpa saw that she had been in the Ye family for so many years, and she had no mother, it was she who brought up the second child of the Ye family, and there was no merit and hard work, so they let their mother and daughter live in the Ye family."
"Actually, this is not the first time we have met Lin Shanshan, Mother Lin also brought her to the Ye family to play in the past, but after all, we didn't live together at that time, and we were not close."
"Lin Shanshan is about the same age as Feiqing, grandpa is kind, Lin Shanshan transferred to school with the light of the Ye family, she is in a school with Feiqing, and the driver picks them up and goes to school together every morning, gradually, the two of them get along more and more harmoniously, and they have more common topics than me, and then the time for Feiqing to find me is getting less and less, especially when I find that Lin Shanshan looks at Feiqing's expression, I feel more and more flustered."
"In addition, I was already uncomfortable because of Lin Shanshan's proximity to Fei Qing, and when I found that Lin Shanshan had admiration and appreciation for him in her eyes, I felt uneasy."
"They are still young, and I am already sensible, and at the age of eighteen, I already understand too many things, so I must take precautions and prevent all the things I am worried about from happening, so I have moved my mind, I want to force Lin Shanshan away."
"I framed her for stealing my mother's things, a very beautiful necklace, worth a lot of money, I just wanted to force Lin Shanshan away, but Fei Qing turned his face with me because of this incident, I was very sad, our brother's relationship for so many years is not as good as a girl who was killed halfway."
I think this incident has left an indelible scar in Ye Shaohong's heart, so much so that it is sad to mention him until now.
In his trembling voice, I could feel his sadness and desolation.
"I have to ask Lin Shanshan to leave the Ye family, but I have to go against me, maybe it's because of Mother Lin, after all, she is the one who brought him up, in his life, even if he is not his own mother, but he is also full of the role of a mother in his life, he can't be willing to let her leave, so he tries his best to keep her."
Speaking of this, Ye Shaohong's mood fluctuated a little, as if he was angry, accompanied by sourness.
"The more he is like this, the more angry I look at, the more I want to drive the mother and daughter away, and finally we broke down, and there was a fight over it, my health was not good, so I went to the hospital, the family was very angry, and they all went to scold him, but he kept his head shut and didn't speak, and he didn't expose the fact that I framed Lin Shanshan, I think, he has affection for me after all, and I'm very happy for this."
"But I didn't expect that because of this incident, grandpa would send him abroad, maybe ......"
He sneered: "Maybe it has nothing to do with this matter, they have long wanted him to study abroad, after learning the news, I ran to beg my grandfather to let him not let him go abroad, I didn't even kneel on the ground and couldn't get up."
"It seems that there is a problem with the people of my Ye family, they all like to be soft-hearted, as if they want to meet all my requirements in my lifetime, but I didn't expect it, I said that I moved my grandfather but didn't say that I moved him, he was desperate to go abroad, and then I found that from that time on, there was a change between me and him, and I couldn't go back to the past."
"He didn't answer my phone calls, he never replied to the letters I wrote to him, and then when I went abroad to see him, he wouldn't see me, and then I started to think, what am I going to do to get him to ignore me? Will you start not ignoring me? ”
"At first, I just played some small tricks, broke his bicycle and left his phone number, and spread some rumors against him at school, and with his cleverness, he wouldn't hear the rumors about me in those words......"
He shook his head helplessly, sad and sad: "But it didn't work, he didn't come to me once, and then my methods became more and more cruel every time, in exchange for his ignorance."
Ye Shaohong gritted his teeth: "The more he is like this, the more angry I am, the stronger the arrogance I want to conquer, and in the end I find that I can't stop, if I stop, I always feel that this life is boring and seems to have no meaning, so this seems to be my only reason to live."
After saying this, he didn't continue for a long time, my eyes fell on his quiet and luxurious back, and in the silence I said, "You have said what you should have said, and I have listened to it, can you go?"
I think that his love for Ye Feiqing may be love, but it may not necessarily be love, just because Ye Feiqing is the first playmate to walk into his lonely life and has always been by his side, so he treats him as his own toy, which can only be his stuff and no one else can have it.
This is his selfishness, but also his possessiveness, it seems that the men of the Ye family have such a stinky problem, and Ye Feiqing's possessiveness is not less than him.
He turned around gracefully, and looked at me fixedly with warm deep pupils: "You don't really want him to go to jail, do you?" As long as you make the decision I want, he'll be fine. ”
I chuckled, "Really? If I'm indifferent, do you really want him to stay inside? ”
He smiled shallowly, calmly: "I've always been ruthless, haven't I?"
In my daze, he muttered, "What can't I do?" Since I can't get it, I will never allow others to get it. ”
My emotions sank, and I said angrily, "In that case, why did you keep him until now? Wouldn't it be better to die with him? Since then, life and death have depended on each other. ”
He smiled gently and gracefully: "There is a saying that says, don't you know that you don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin?" Moreover, if a person dies, there is nothing, and what is more important than being alive? ”