Chapter 20: It's all back to you (thanks to @Dimension Ball Diamond)
Anyway, she couldn't break free, Pei Shuyi gave up, her two wrists were buckled by Pei Tingqing and pressed on the top of her head, probably Pei Tingqing also knew that it hurt her, so he relaxed a little, but still stared at her urgently.
Pei Shuyi looked at Pei Tingqing's eyes, which were as complicated as ever, and she still couldn't understand him, "I do blame you." Pei Shuyi's words made Pei Tingqing's obscure eyes suddenly light up, and then Pei Shuyi turned away, "But then I figured it out." Big brother, you're right, I have my own life, and I can't follow you for the rest of my life. When you were leaving, I just wanted to follow you, and even long after you left, I still couldn't get used to it, but now I'm used to it. β
"Whether I have you as a big brother in my life anymore doesn't matter to me, so there is no such thing as blaming you, but I want to be grateful to you, it is you who let me know that no one will accompany you for a lifetime and make you rely on for a lifetime. In the past, I was too stupid and naΓ―ve, so I made you laugh at it, but now when I intersect with people, I don't need to be so serious, just keep an appropriate distance, I think we should be like this, right? β
Before Pei Tingqing left, she thought that in addition to her parents, Pei Tingqing, the eldest brother, would treat her well for the rest of her life, and she also relied on him, obeyed him, poured out her heart and lungs to him, and even tried her best to block the knife for him.
However, it turned out that she was wrong, she was the only one who valued this brother-sister relationship so much, he left for the sake of his studies, even if she begged to be with him, he still left her so ruthlessly, and ignored her for a whole year, since he didn't care at all, why did she lower her posture and ask for extravagance?
Pei Tingqing nodded, understanding what Pei Shuyi meant.
She was saying that she would never get close to him as a big brother in the future, and she didn't need him to intervene in her life, and they went straight back to the original point.
No.......... The difference is that he didn't know her at that time, a stranger couldn't affect him, and now that he is in love with her, being regarded by her as a dispensable person is the most cruel and painful for him.
Instead, he hoped that she would blame himself, at least then he would have room to save it, but the truth was that she had already kicked him out of her world.
"Big brother, can you let me go?" Pei Shuyi struggled at this time.
Pei Tingqing didn't think about it and clasped Pei Shuyi's fingers again, and looked down at the woman on her chest from above, "Do you really like Wei Chengshu?" You told me before that your feelings for him are the same as for me, so you just treat him as a brother. In that case, how can you fall in love with him? Shuyi, do you know what couples do together? β
"Holding hands, hugging, kissing, having skin-to-skin relationships......... And so on. Pei Shuyi disagreed, with a faint sneer in her eyes, "Big brother, you have already experienced it, right?" But don't teach me from your experience, I know all the procedures. β
Pei Tingqing was speechless, his heart was blocked and he was a little out of breath, with a touch of blood in his dark eyes, he tightly twisted Pei Shuyi's two lips one by one, and really wanted to kiss her and block her, so as not to let her stab her in the tip of her heart again.
However, in the end, he nodded, "Okay, I don't care about you, but you'd better give me some self-love." If you let Wei Chengshu touch you, do you see if I will tear you up for your parents. β
"You are really a good brother, and you are always worried that my sister will go astray, but big brother, you are my three-year-old child, and you can scare me in a few words?"
Pei Tingqing let go of Pei Shuyi, stood there condescendingly, and said lightly: "If you have the guts, challenge it, don't blame me for not reminding you in advance, it really angered me, and the consequences are not something you can bear." β
Pei Shuyi's shoulders trembled imperceptibly, she was still a little jealous of Pei Tingqing in her heart, bit her lip and continued to stare at him.
Pei Tingqing opened the door and was about to go out, but he paused again, turned his back to Pei Shuyi and said: "What I said is not allowed to Wei Chengshu to touch you, not only does it include having a relationship between men and women, but also you can't hug, kiss and hold hands, don't violate it when the time comes, blame me for not reminding you." β
Pei Shuyi was speechless, "You........ Why is it so unreasonable? β
"Nope." Pei Tingqing shook his head, and smiled bitterly where Pei Shuyi couldn't see, he didn't want to treat the girl he liked like this, if she allowed it, he still wanted to hold her in the palm of his hand, "It's you who are disobedient first, I have to take such tough measures." β
He does not deny that he is domineering and selfish, except for him, she can no longer be so close to the second boy, Pei Shuyi has everything, only belongs to him Pei Tingqing alone.
Pei Shuyi stood behind Pei Tingqing, gritted her teeth and glared at Pei Tingqing, angry and aggrieved, the two were-for-tat, and the maid went upstairs to ask them to eat at this time.
Pei Tingqing nodded to the servant, and was worried that Pei Shuyi would lose her temper and not want to eat, so he stood there waiting for her, "Let's go down together." β
Pei Shuyi will not abuse herself, and the more angry she behaves, the happier Pei Tingqing will be, right? She won't throw in the towel so easily.
Pei Shuyi closed the door and walked side by side with Pei Tingqing, halfway she said to Pei Tingqing lightly: "You interfere with my relationship, you don't allow me to do this or that, and I also curse your girlfriend to have a period every day." β
Pei Tingqing couldn't help but laugh when he heard this, "You are a girl yourself, don't you know that this curse is impossible to become a reality?" Turning his head sideways, he saw that Pei Shuyi's cheeks seemed to be red, and Pei Tingqing's eyes suddenly had a touch of evil in his eyes, "You seem to know a lot, then do you know that without a girlfriend, the eldest brother's hand can still come in handy." β
Pei Shuyi: ".........."
Pei Tingqing's mood improved all of a sudden, and found that Pei Shuyi was not completely changed, at least she was still blushing and helpless in front of him at every turn, Pei Tingqing raised his palm and touched Pei Shuyi's head, leaning over almost against Pei Shuyi's ear, "You forgot, I said a year ago that I wouldn't have another girlfriend." β
Pei Shuyi buried his head to dodge Pei Tingqing's touch, and his breath sprayed on the top of his head, compared to a year ago, his voice became so low and magnetic, so the more mature the big brother, there will be more girls like it, right?
Of course, it has nothing to do with her, with Wei Chengshu doting on her, she no longer needs Pei Tingqing.
Pei Zongyou rarely came back for dinner today, and he didn't show much joy at Pei Tingqing's sudden return, and continued to play the role of a good husband in front of Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi.
During the banquet, Pei Tingqing served dishes for Pei Shuyi as usual, and Pei Shuyi found that he still remembered his preferences, biting his lip and feeling very uncomfortable.
didn't want to eat, but considering that Huo Huiyuan and Pei Zongyou were present, Pei Shuyi had no choice but to eat silently, but under the table, she raised her foot and stepped on Pei Tingqing hard.
Pei Tingqing frowned in pain, but he still used chopsticks to pick up vegetables for Pei Shuyi, and was stepped on a few times, Pei Tingqing still pretended to be nothing.
Pei Shuyi couldn't consume Pei Tingqing after all, so she withdrew her feet and buried her head and ate unwillingly.
Pei Zongyou opened his mouth at this time, and asked Pei Tingqing warmly: "Since you are back, are you going to continue your graduate studies or go to work in the company?" β
Pei Ting said lightly: "I'm going to go to work in the hospital first." β
Pei Zongyou nodded, "You can do it yourself." The two fathers and sons seem to be harmonious, but in fact, there are only one or two sentences, Pei Zongyou turned his gaze to Pei Shuyi again, "Shuyi, there are still a few months to take the college entrance examination, which university are you going to study, are you sure?" β
Pei Shuyi couldn't listen to Pei Zongyou's routine inquiry, Pei Shuyi hadn't opened her mouth yet, Huo Huiyuan replied for Pei Shuyi: "Shuyi just told me two days ago that she was going to a certain university in Japan. β
Pei Tingqing paused when he heard the chopsticks raised in mid-air, and after a while, he didn't pick up any dishes, he pursed his lips and withdrew his arm.
"Japan?" Pei Zongyou didn't object, "It's okay, but before that, you have to get a Japanese certificate, Shuyi, have you started learning Japanese?" β
Pei Shuyi also gradually found that Pei Zongyou and Huo Huiyuan looked inseparable, and judged with her keen sense that Pei Zongyou raised a woman outside, and she didn't love Pei Zongyou as much as she did at the beginning, after all, the eldest aunt was such a good woman, but Pei Zongyou failed the eldest aunt, and Pei Shuyi responded lightly when she heard this, "Well, I'm studying." β
Wei Chengshu graduated last year, but he was only temporarily working at a certain company, preparing to go to Japan with her for graduate school entrance examinations.
Pei Tingqing looked at Pei Shuyi's expression, and he could guess that Pei Shuyi had almost planned everything, and his heart suddenly felt a cramp, and his lips tightened, "Why do you suddenly want to go to Japan?" β
He's back, but now she's leaving?
"It's not all of a sudden, it's a plan when I'm a freshman in high school." Pei Shuyi said calmly: "I want to go to Japan to develop comics. β
She has been gone for at least four years, Pei Tingqing's fingers clenched the two chopsticks, trying his best to calm himself down, "Chinese comics are also very marketable, there is no need to study abroad, in China you feel that the conditions are not enough, I can create for you." β
Pei Shuyi lowered her eyebrows and didn't speak, but Huo Huiyuan saw that Pei Tingqing began to meddle in Pei Shuyi's life again, she frowned and said to Pei Tingqing: "Shuyi, it's okay if she likes herself, just like last year, my mother was reluctant to let you leave home, but she didn't respect your choice?" β
Pei Tingqing pursed his lips.
Pei Shuyi was almost full, she put down the dishes and chopsticks and said politely, "You eat first, I'll go back to the room." β
Huo Huiyuan waved her hand, "Go ahead." β
Pei Tingqing noticed the dishes he gave Pei Shuyi, Pei Shuyi almost didn't move, he suddenly lost his appetite, put down his chopsticks to say hello, and went back to the room upstairs.
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At night, Pei Shuyi sat on the bed with her knees bent, holding a pencil to sketch the hero of the comic on a white paper, the mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated from time to time, she occasionally took it over to look at the messages sent by Wei Chengshu, and replied to him.
There was a knock on the door outside, and Pei Shuyi continued to sketch the lines on the paper without raising her head, "Come in." β
Pei Tingqing pushed open the door, and when he walked in, he saw a girl in a white nightdress under the bedside light, sketching something with a pencil, with a sweet smile on her lips, which made Pei Tingqing's heart throb violently, and he walked over and put the bowl in his hand on the bedside table, "Does your stomach hurt?" Boiled brown sugar ginger water for you. β
Pei Shuyi's smile immediately froze on her lips, she turned over the notebook, raised her head and said to Pei Tingqing, "Let it be put first, I'll drink it later." It's so late, big brother should go out. As she spoke, she calmly pulled the quilt over her body.
It's just a matter of making amends, Pei Tingqing just saw the two balls on her chest through the thin nightdress, and when he saw this, he curled his lips disapplausively, "If you really want to guard against me, the opposite sex, as early as when I knock on the door, you should ask who it is and then let people in." β
Pei Shuyi took the windbreaker jacket next to the bed and put it on her body, "On weekdays, there is only Butler Fang at home, and he won't come over so late, I thought it was the eldest aunt." β
Pei Tingqing nodded and sat directly on the bed, and at this moment, Pei Shuyi's mobile phone on the bedside table vibrate.
Pei Shuyi still had time to get it, Pei Tingqing had already taken it in her hand a few seconds before her, and opened the message sent by Wei Chengshu, "Well, I'll see you in the old place tomorrow." β
"See you at the old place?" Pei Tingqing turned his head and stared at Pei Shuyi with anger in his eyes, "Okay, there will be a secret date place so soon, but I tell you Pei Shuyi, you will stay at home for me tomorrow, and you can't go anywhere." β
Pei Shuyi did not have an immediate seizure, but silently took off the watch on her wrist, and under Pei Tingqing's surprised gaze, she grabbed Pei Tingqing's hand, Pei Shuyi slapped the watch hard in Pei Tingqing's palm, "You don't have to give me the mobile phone anymore, and this watch will all be returned to you." β
Pei Tingqing's voice suddenly became hoarse, "Shuyi........"
Pei Shuyi no longer paid attention to Pei Tingqing, lay back on the bed and pulled the quilt over her body, she turned her back to Pei Tingqing, "Just close the door for me when you leave." β
Pei Tingqing seemed to have been slapped hard, he looked down at the watch in his palm, this was the first gift he had carefully selected for her and gave her, and now she returned it to him, what is this?
There are still a few businesses abroad, and he didn't plan to come back so early, but when he heard that she was dating Wei Chengshu, he came back early, and he thought he could do something, but in the end, their relationship became more and more stiff, and they were almost about to become enemies.
Pei Tingqing slowly clenched his fists, held the watch tightly in his palm, and looked at the brown sugar ginger water he had boiled for her, he wanted to pull her out of the quilt and ask her why she tortured him so much, why did she make him so miserable.
However, like every time, he couldn't take the step of falling in love with his sister and going to hell, and finally he put the watch and phone back in his pocket, and it seemed that they were almost returned to him, right?