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After I ran out of the office, I told Song Jiayin that I wanted to be alone for a while, and then I drove to Houhai.

I parked my car and walked boredly along the riverbank. After all, I am really happy to be reunited with my father, but I have always had a rod scale in my heart, and I can forgive them for all their conspiracies and deceptions, because I know that compared with the righteousness in my heart and the peace of the world, what is it to be deceived?

As my dad said, in this world, you can laugh and laugh, eat and wear warm clothes, you can leisurely shop during the day, and barbecue and skewers at night, because someone carries the weight for you, and I am willing to be the one who carries the weight forward, so I can forgive their "calculation", but I can't tolerate my dad and my grandfather to cover up and connive love.

The thing that haunts me the most in this world is that I can't kill my love and avenge my brothers who died in vain.

There were people following me from a distance, and I ignored it, just walked quietly forward, and then, I plunged into a bar, found a corner, and sat down with my back to the stage.

Someone was singing on stage, I ordered a few bottles of wine, and slumped on the couch decadently, listening to the singing, drinking a little wine, and my head was faint. I think back to the hardships along the way. Although I will never repeat this hardship, although from now on, I have my father's protection, and maybe it will be a good road again, but so what?

No matter how good the scenery ahead, my good brothers can't see it, so what if the flowers bloom all the way? That flowering soil is mixed with the blood of those who have died for me, and I can't even avenge them, and now, the promise is dead. I feel like I'm in this world, but the more I go, the more lonely I go, the more I live, the more lost I become.

Maybe when people are in a bad mood, they are easy to be negative, the more I think about it, the more sad I feel, unconsciously, I have poured all the wine into my stomach, I lie on the table, holding the empty bottle and shaking, shouting to the waiter, let him bring me a few more bottles of wine, and then, I saw a shadow sitting down opposite.

I slowly looked up, and I was greeted by a familiar face that surprised me a little.

I pointed at her and said, "You...... Bao Wen, why are you here? ”

Bao Wen smiled lightly and asked, "Surprised, right?" ”

I sat up straight, nodded, and frowned: "You shouldn't come here, you should know that the capital may become a cage for you at any time, if you don't want my efforts to be in vain, or if you don't want to see me regret, then you should leave quickly, don't be an eyesore in front of me." ”

As soon as I saw Bao Wen's face, I couldn't help but be angry, because when I saw her, I would think of love, and when I thought of love, I would think of my own uselessness.

Bao Wen said lightly: "If sending me to prison can make you feel more comfortable, then you can send me in." ”

I was a little surprised, and looked up at her, she was still so thin, and there was still no sparkle in her eyes, but she was naturally beautiful, and she was sitting there. Even without the decoration of cosmetics, it is still beautiful and cannot be taken off the eyes. She looked at me earnestly, as if she was silently expressing her feelings for me.

We looked at each other like this, and after half a ring, I suddenly laughed, and said in a lazy goat, "You know I won't do that, so let's go, you're only going to make me more uncomfortable here." ”

Bao Wen frowned slightly, and she said, "Chen Ming, don't worry, I didn't come to find you unhappy, I just ......"

The latter words, she didn't say, just lightly, coldly, and self-deprecatingly.

I looked at Bao Wen, I felt very uncomfortable, she got up and said, "You don't have to be so vigilant against me, I ...... I just wanted to see you. Just now, you passed by the door of my small shop, I saw that you were lost in despair, and I followed on impulse, don't worry, I'll go. ”

I was a little surprised, I didn't expect her to choose to open a store at the foot of the imperial city, she is really arrogant enough, so she is not afraid to attack her? Just thought about it, since the above is no longer concerned, it must not embarrass her, but supervision is indispensable, maybe it is because she knows that she will live under the surveillance of others all her life, and it will be the same everywhere, so she simply came here.

As I thought about this, Bao Wen had already left, and it occurred to me that I would be too cruel to her. It's just that when I thought of what she had done before, I cooled my heart again, thinking that I had been merciful if I didn't kill her, and the things she did couldn't be wiped out because of her deep affection for me.

Just thinking about it, a familiar voice sounded on the stage behind her, it was Bao Wen's voice, she whispered: "Thank you boss for being willing to let me come up and sing, I have done too many wrong things in my life, I am obsessed, stubborn and domineering, so I missed the love of my life, and also hurt many people, I think the rest of my life is long, and I can't grow my guilt." ”

I turned around and saw her standing on the stage, all around her with curious glances from the guests, and her gaze passed through the crowd and landed firmly on my face.

When the music played, she slowly closed her eyes and sang slowly: "Yesterday and today will not come back, and the color of the red face will turn pale." From the past to the present, love is still there, and I am willing to wait for you to wander, outside the clouds. ”

"Loving is sad. On earth, fate cannot be changed. Let go, you can't love each other anymore, is this God's arrangement? ”

"The lover leaves and never returns, sighing wordlessly and loving no more."

"Although the flowers will be scattered, they will bloom again. It's like the love of the next world, outside the white clouds. ”

"Loving is sad. On earth, fate cannot be changed. ”

"Let go, you can't love each other anymore. Could it be that this is a providence of God......"

"Love. It's sad. On earth, fate cannot be changed. ”

"Let go, you can't love each other anymore. Could it be that this is a providence of God......"

Her deep voice seems to be born with countless sorrows, even if she doesn't have any singing skills, but the most emotional thing about this song is precisely her pure emotion.

As I watched this woman with pain in her eyes, the scenes between us replaying like a movie in my mind, I couldn't help but ask myself, have I ever loved her? I think of the care and infatuation she had for me when we played husband and wife, and she was for me. For my sister's dedication and help, I think, there was probably a moment when I was really attracted to her, and when I first met, I also thought about living with her for the rest of my life.

It's just that life is always changeable, and if you miss it, you miss it.

The music stopped, everyone applauded, Bao Wen looked at me and said, "I know you can't forgive me, I will spend the rest of my life blessing you, I wish you happiness, and Mr. Chen, who will live in my heart forever." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned around and left the bar, while everyone else looked at me, some people encouraged me to chase her back quickly, some people said that such a beautiful woman, even if she made mistakes, she had to forgive, in short, she had everything to say, I knew that I couldn't stay here, so I simply paid and left the bar.

Bao Wen had already been overwhelmed by the crowds of tourists, and I didn't try to look for her in the crowd, but continued to wander along the streets. My arm was suddenly grabbed by someone, I turned my face, and saw Song Jiayin holding my arm and asking, "How do you feel?" ”

"What?" I asked with a lack of interest.

Song Jiayin said: "How do you feel about singing to you?" ”

It turns out that she has always been there.

I said lightly: "Don't think about it, I don't feel anything, you know, if I still want to have something with her, I won't do this to her." ”

Song Jiayin said lightly: "I know, I don't doubt you, I just really want to know, when she confesses her heart to you, do you realize why you can forgive her?" ”

I said, "Of course, it's because I owe Aunt Chen." And my sister owes her, and I think you should know all this. ”

Song Jiayin nodded and said, "Of course I know this, I just want you to understand, as if you have a reason to let Bao Wen go, and the old man and Uncle Chen also have enough reasons to fall in love." ”

I frowned, and I wanted her to stop talking, but I didn't interrupt her after all, and she continued: "You also know that if Auntie hadn't 'strangled' him to cover you in the first place, he wouldn't have suffered so much and taken so many crooked paths, so. For them, this is a lifelong debt, and they can't get over this hurdle, so they can only stop you. ”

"They don't have high demands, they just want to live. As far as I know, love was sent to a place where he lived alone, cooking alone, looking for ingredients alone, and if nothing else, he would live like this for the rest of his life, unless he committed suicide. ”

After a pause, she looked at me and said, "I asked, if he really chooses to commit suicide without any hope, the old man and Uncle Chen will not stop him anymore, this is his fate." ”

When I heard that, I was very surprised, I thought that they had rescued that garbage, and would protect him well, give him warmth, give him a sunny life, let him change his mind, and then stage a prodigal son who will not change his money.

I didn't expect them to treat them like this, and for a while, I felt all kinds of bad feelings in my heart.

Song Jiayin said: "They didn't deliberately protect him, on the contrary, they knew very well how deep his mistakes were, and they just wanted him to live." However, who knows if a long lonely life will be more painful than dying directly? ”

I nodded, and said thoughtfully, "You're right, if it were me, I think I'd rather die than live like this." But they worked so hard to save Zhongqing, was it just to torture Zhongqing? ”

Song Jiayin sighed and said, "If you were Uncle Chen, would you want him to live well, or would you want to watch him die?" Let alone. It's hard to say what will happen in the future, maybe after ten or twenty years, he really changed, changed, thought clearly, and then sought an opportunity to atone for himself, do you think you will give him this opportunity? ”

I didn't speak, Song Jiayin held my hand, looked into my eyes, and waited for my answer. I smiled helplessly and said, "If I were them, I would ......"

At this moment, I suddenly realized that my dad and my grandfather, who were so desperate to keep their beloved alive, just wanted to find a redemption for their guilt, they actually knew that there was no point in doing so, but they just couldn't watch that bastard die.

Therefore, in fact, loving life is both a relief and a torture for them.

I stopped, Song Jiayin looked at me fixedly, and said, "I know that even if they have thousands of reasons, you still won't forgive them easily, I just hope you don't blame yourself too much for this, you should punish that guy in another way." Otherwise, why do you want your whole family to be tormented because you love that bastard? ”

This last sentence struck me in the heart so hard that I clenched my fists, nodded and said, "You are right, why should he make us all unhappy, if he knew that I had been miserable because of him, he would be happy, but I will not satisfy him." ”

Song Jiayin was relieved to see that I wanted to open, she hugged me, this action caused a burst of excitement among the tourists around who had long coveted her beauty, but she didn't care. said softly: "Chen Ming, promise me, don't torture yourself because of others anymore, okay?" What you have to do is to live a good life, a happy life, otherwise it will be painful for relatives and fast for enemies. ”

I hugged her tightly and felt very warm in my heart.

At this time, the breeze in the distance is coming, the water is rippling in the distance, and I hold my whole world, sweeping away all impetuousness and restlessness, hatred and resentment.

Song Jiayin gently patted my back and said softly, "Let's go back, okay?" ”

I said, "Okay, it's time for me to go back, I have to pack up and go back to Nanjin, the promise is still waiting for me." ”

Song Jiayin said: "I'll go with you." ”

"Okay."

I let go of Song Jiayin, raised my hand and gently touched her beautiful face, she smiled at me with crooked eyebrows and eyes, and the affection flowing in her eyes was as beautiful as the moonlight on the lotus pond.

I said, "Okay, let's go together, from now on, no matter what you go through, I will not let you run out to me again, I will always hold your hand, happy or sad, and never let go." ”

Song Jiayin smiled and said, "Talking counts? ”

"Words count."

Song Jiayin looked around at the tourists who were whispering and gossiping, and he interlocked his fingers with me and said, "Think about it, then let's leave quickly, at this time, Uncle Chen and Aunt Wei should meet, don't you want to witness the surprise moment of your parents' reunion?" ”

I nodded and said, "I think about it, I dream about it, but I just said so much to my dad, I'm afraid ......"

Before I could finish speaking, Song Jiayin took my hand and walked forward, she said, "They are sorry for you first." To be honest, when I found out that Uncle Shoufo was Uncle Chen, I was also angry in my heart, I think it's okay for you to lose your temper with them, people are not grass and trees, it's normal to have emotions, let alone just lose your temper. If you really cut ties with them, no one will blame you. ”

I tilted my head to look at her and asked, "When did you know that Uncle Shoufo was my father?" ”

Song Jiayin said: "Actually, I have been suspicious for a long time, after all, Lu Xiaofeng and they come and go freely in our Huaxia, and they can easily forge their identities and evade investigation, no matter how you think about it, it's a bit weird, not only that, so many people help you, but there is not the slightest suspicion on it, how can this not be justified?" Therefore, I began to doubt the identity of Uncle Shoufo. ”

After a pause, Song Jiayin's expression was a little unnatural, and said, "Then, I installed a new type of bugging device at my uncle's house......"

I looked at Song Jiayin in surprise and asked, "You actually installed a bugging device at my uncle's house?" ”

Song Jiayin coughed dryly and said, "Isn't there no other way for me?" I know that your uncle is often in contact with Uncle Chen, so I can only make this decision, and later from their conversation, I got a positive answer, and then I went directly to the person above to confirm, and that person put things together. ”

It turned out that Uncle Chen escaped death under the cover of his good brother. It's just that when he was found, he was already dying, almost paralyzed, and his internal organs were also injured to varying degrees, and he was in a coma on the bed for more than a year before he woke up, and for more than a year, the old man was carefully taken care of by his side. ”

This was the key event that prompted the father and son to break the ice. After Uncle Chen woke up, everyone knew what happened at that time, and the old man wanted Uncle Chen to go back, but Uncle Chen refused, because the relationship between the upper echelons in Huaxia was a little chaotic at that time, and many big families were fighting and fighting, and he had been positioned as a traitor to the country. And there was no evidence to clear his name, and not only that, but part of that scientific research was gone. ”

In addition, considering that he might bring danger to his aunt if he went back, Uncle Chen decided to stay put, silently find the mastermind behind the scenes, clear his name and come back. Who knew that the mastermind behind the scenes suddenly stopped after the aunt gave birth, and the wind and waves were quiet for more than 20 years, until your identity was recognized, and there was another bloody storm. ”

In the past 20 years, Uncle Chen has reached a consensus with the above. Thanks to the wisdom of the boss and his willingness to believe in Uncle Chen, otherwise his plan would not have gone so smoothly, and his identity and even the identity of the entire organization would not have been so seamless, so that Su Shihao would not be able to find him. ”

After listening to Song Jiayin's words, I solved the doubts that were pressing in my heart, and I frowned and asked, "But at that time, it seems that the person above was not even a candidate, right?" ”

Song Jiayin said lightly: "So what? He wants to fight, he has the courage and strength, and he has the support and support of his family, and it is not a sure thing to sit in this position? What's more, Uncle Chen has helped him a lot, and he has made great military achievements. has Uncle Chen's strong strokes, so he trusts Uncle Chen very much. ”

I took a deep breath and said: "I really admire these people, one by one they are simply Oscar winners, but if it weren't for their hard-working performances, presumably Su Shihao would not have been found out, and then our Huaxia would be in danger." ”

Speaking of this, Song Jiayin's expression became serious, she nodded and said, "What you said is right, if Su Shihao is allowed to develop, our Huaxia will indeed encounter a lot of trouble." In fact, the church established by Su Shihao is an organization specifically used to help him launder money, and he also used it to build a huge business empire, and then use the money he earned to establish unclear relationships with the upper leaders of several countries, his goal, you should be clear now, right? ”

I took a deep breath and said, "You mean, that's the position he wants?" ”

Coiling Dragon