Chapter 57: On the Edge of the Abyss (1)
Ding Haozhe couldn't control his emotions anymore when he said this, this was the most unfair thing in his heart, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't win a person's heart, but the man in front of him was at his fingertips.
Yue Linyuan, what means do you have to make Jinyu die for you and don't care about what you do?
Sun Jinyu, you stupid woman, what do you like about this man?
Lin Yuan disdained to argue with Ding Haozhe, he lowered his voice and asked Haozhe: "If, everything you want is given to you, but if you want to exchange your freedom, are you willing?" ā
"Oh, freedom." Haozhe smiled coldly, "Freedom is a fart in front of these!" His emotions have reached the peak of their anger, and people who have everything will still care about this empty freedom. Besides, he has freedom now, but he is not happy.
Lin Yuan smiled helplessly, his eyes as he looked at Hao Zhe actually showed pity and sympathy.
"What are you laughing at, you think I'm talking in my sleep? Of course I can't compare with you, how noble you are, you have everything now, of course I can say lightly that you don't care about anything. I can have no money and no career, but the woman I like, not only do I not deserve it, but I also have to watch her whisper in front of other men, I am not worth it for Jinyu. Yue Linyuan, what are you, what qualifications do you have to make her treat you with all her heart. ā
Lin Yuan secretly thought that if the protagonist of this marriage was replaced by Ding Haozhe, he would definitely succumb to money, power, and status, even if he married a woman he didn't love, and became a pet that could only be regarded as life raised by this woman and her family.
"You have no idea what kind of life I'm living."
"I don't know? Of course I don't know, but I'm curious to know what it's like to be married to Jinyu! I want to know what kind of person you are, so that Jinyu is dead set on you and treats you well without any bottom line. ā
Lin Yuan said, "Haozhe, you are wrong. If you love Jinyu, you should respect her decision. Jinyu has her own ideas, she knows what she is doing. ā
Ding Haozhe pointed to his face and smiled contemptuously: "Me? Why should I respect her wishful thinking. I love her, I should save her, let her come to her senses, and don't fall into your ecstasy! ā
"When you say this, you are thinking completely of yourself, not Jinyu at all." Lin Yuan said bluntly, "You are a selfish person. ā
"What did you say!" Haozhe wanted to grab him by the collar and beat him up hard at this time.
Lin Yuan was not threatened by his anger at all, and said indifferently: "You stop Jin Yu, do you think Jin Yu will be willing." All you do is to make yourself feel at ease, you are simply a selfish person. ā
Hao Zhe's eyes widened, and he clenched his fist angrily and slammed it hard at Lin Yuan's cheek.
Lin Yuan couldn't dodge, and his left cheek was punched down by Hao Zhe's indiscriminate punch, and a piece of his white face was clearly swollen. He wiped his face indifferently and said to Haozhe: "Since you love her, you should respect her, you just blame me for all the faults because you didn't get Jinyu's heart." Isn't it? ā
"Yes, I didn't get her heart, I blame you. My blame is that you got her heart, but never cherished her! Hao Zhe's raised fist had not yet been put down, and he looked at Lin Yuan with hatred.
The cleaner who was cleaning in the corridor heard the argument in the house, worried that the two would have an accident, and the cleaning tools didn't have time to put down, so he slammed into the door: "You guys, you don't matter." ā
Seeing Ding Haozhe glaring at Lin Yuan angrily, and Lin Yuan's face was obviously red and swollen, the cleaner was afraid that the two would continue to fight, so he hurriedly rushed in and stopped one: "The two of you are angry, there are still guests downstairs...... On a hot day, the anger will inevitably be a little bigger, if you have something to say, say it well, don't do it. ā
Lin Yuan waved his hand: "We're fine, you go out, don't talk to anyone." ā
"But you ......"
Haozhe saw that the cleaner was still stunned and didn't go out, and his voice raised an octave: "Didn't you hear it when you went out?" Are you afraid that I will break your Mr. Yue? ā
The cleaner was so frightened by Haozhe that he was so clever that the mop in his hand was not held steady, and he smashed directly to the surface of his feet.
"IāI'll go out. You must dissipate your anger, dissipate your anger. ā
Lin Yuan saw that Haozhe was excited, and didn't want to argue with him anymore, and when the cleaner went out, he closed the door of the office, bypassed Haozhe and walked straight to the window, and said to him lightly: "We were all too excited just now, and we beat you too, are you calm now?" ā
Haozhe heard him say this and knew that he didn't want to argue with himself. This made him have nowhere to get angry, so he had to stare at Lin Yuan's back fiercely, sit on the sofa with his ass, and sprinkle all his anger on the lifeless things, and die down.
Lin Yuan looked out of the window, the pedestrians on the road were in twos and threes, and occasionally couples walked by, envious of others.
"Have you ever been in love?" Lin Yuan asked.
Haozhe smiled mockingly: "There was once, I almost talked about marriage after graduating from college, but the woman's family thought I was poor and couldn't get the bride price they wanted." So you know why I'm working so hard right now, so desperate for everything I want. ā
Lin Yuan said: "It's sad to lose a loved one. ā
"Of course, her parents didn't allow us to be together, and her father slapped me in the face, saying I couldn't do anything about myself. At first, she was still looking at me, wanting to secretly go to get the certificate with me, who knows, she fell in love with a rich second generation introduced to her by her family, and she got engaged to someone after knowing each other for less than a month. From not being blessed, to losing my girlfriend and being humiliated, the pain I have experienced in my life is not comparable to the pain that this relationship has brought me. ā
"At that time, were you ever disappointed in love?"
Haozhe turned his head to look at Lin Yuan: "Why are you asking this?" What does my experience have to do with you, and does knowing my past make you feel relieved? ā
Lin Yuan didn't look at him, his gaze always stayed on a couple passing by, until they were far away and couldn't see him again.
Lin Yuan looked at the couple, and all that flashed in his mind were memories that had been sealed for many years, fragmented and blurred. A smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of his mouth, a little doting smile: "After my girlfriend left me, I no longer have any hope for love." That's good, at least there will be no disappointment and no pain. ā
Haozhe didn't understand what he meant: "Could it be that because of the departure of your girlfriend, you gave up love and made Jinyu a person who bears pain?" ā
"No, I don't have the idea of letting Jinyu share it for me, all the pain, I'd rather hide it in my heart. It's just that she insists on going her own way, and I can't respond to her, I'm afraid that she will sink deeper and deeper because of my response. There may be nothing wrong with her falling in love with me, but she shouldn't be trying to please me. I don't deserve her to do this. ā
Haozhe glared at Lin Yuan: "Don't think that if you say this, you will be able to escape the responsibility." ā
"I don't have any intention of running away, but I don't want you to misunderstand me, I'm not as mean as you think, I'm not someone who plays with women's feelings to achieve their goals."
Lin Yuan turned around, Hao Zhe stared at him before he had time to retract his gaze, and when his eyes collided, Lin Yuan was suddenly relieved of this dispute.
"Do you want to know how I got married to Jinyu?"