PART 18 LEAVE OR STAY (WU YIFAN CONFESSES)
When I came home from the hospital, it was already dark, and Wu Yifan said that he would not let me go back alone, saying that it was not safe to be alone at night, so he had to send me back, so the two of us walked all the way.
"Make a wish, have you ever seen a shooting star?" He asked suddenly.
I shook my head, "Meteor, I'd rather believe that it's just a legend, and even if it does, it's so easy to see." ”
He was silent for a while: "Then do you want to see it?" ”
I looked up, and there was an indescribable melancholy in my heart: "I don't know, maybe I don't want to, my wish won't come true anyway." ”
Wu Yifan suddenly grabbed my hand and caught me off guard!
I subconsciously wanted to break away, but his voice came again: "Xiao Yuan, if the person holding you at this moment is Lu Han, will you still be in such a hurry to let go?" ”
My heart was empty, and I listened to him continue: "Make a wish, I know the weight of him in your heart, but do you feel that at this moment, although he is very close to you, he is like a star in the sky, not to mention meteors, even if it is a star, it is unreachable. ”
"Wouldn't it be good to find someone to look at the stars with you? Why do you have to bite into something so far away? Why can't you see people you can touch when you turn around? ”
I pulled my hand out: "Wu Yifan, I'm very happy to be reunited with you, but when it comes to feelings, I think, you should understand me, we are both the same, no...... I'm different from you, Lu Han chose Shen Yuyun, I blessed him well, I didn't bite him. ”
I subconsciously walked a few steps faster, but instead of catching up, he said in the position behind me, "You have!" ”
My footsteps stopped in place, waiting for him to slowly walk up: "Make a wish, you have, maybe, you don't even notice it yourself, you are unwilling but you don't dare, right?" ”
Yes, unwilling but don't dare......
"Wu Yifan, you said, you are the person I can touch when I turn around, so what about me, I am also the person that Lu Han can touch when he turns around, he is not ...... You still didn't choose me! My short hair just covered the sight of being able to see him, and I seemed to feel a cool breath behind me, "I'll just go back by myself, there will be no danger, it's not too early, you should go home early." ”
Then, without waiting for him to react, I left, Wu Yifan stood in place for a long time, the sky suddenly drizzled, the hair on his forehead was slightly blown, and a middle-aged man who was nearly fifty years old walked to Wu Yifan with a black umbrella: "Young master, do you want to go home now?" ”
Wu Yifan still stood in place until he watched the back of the wish disappear: "Let's go......"
He moved and sat in a car or two.
----- [On campus]
"Make a wish, make a wish! How did you prepare your paper? Ye Wan came to me, and I raised my eyes after sorting out the information on the table, "It's almost, you can help me take a look." I handed her a stack of things like documents, she took them, flipped them open, and after a few minutes complimented, "Well, yes, yes, I've improved a lot compared to last year, hey, if you hand in such papers, Chicago can admit you early!" ”
I was a little carried away by her praise: "No, I think, there will still be better than me, this paper is very important to me, the score of the final exam plus it, maybe, I can go to our school's early training class......"
Ye Wan didn't seem to be very interested in that peiyou class: "Hey, there are all great gods there, not suitable for me, the peiyou class in our school is the most terrifying!" The students who can get in are the top three students, the teachers and students are also terrible, and many of them are foreign friends, and the work and rest time seems to be very different from us, and we usually don't see them at all......"
I don't think much of Ye Wan's words, as long as I get the first place in that class, I will have the opportunity to go to Chicago to study at university! I won't give up!
"Hey, but make a wish, have you ever thought that if you really go to the United States, you will have to leave Luhan, and you will be away for a long, long time......"
Ye Wan's words poked at the place where I was very unhappy again, I still remember the last time Lu Han and I were trapped in the alley, I promised him that I would always be with him even if I gave up Chicago, but he hasn't been discharged from the hospital yet, so I'll ......
Lu Han is indeed the most difficult factor for me, but does he really need me? Didn't he already take Shen Yuyun to meet his parents? Will he need me again? Since I have chosen someone else, should I also put him down, since I can only be a friend in the future, then ...... Even if I go to the United States, we can be friends......
We can video and call, and I can go back every year when I'm off and ......
Hey, it's hard to choose!
No matter how much I say, am I still defeated by my own selfishness......
Going to Chicago, it has been my ideal since I was a child, and it has never changed, and now there is really such an opportunity, should I stick to my ideal, or do I promise Luhan?
If I go to Chicago, I will fulfill my dream and become a useful person in the future, and I promised Lu Han that I will stay here and go to college here, but I will watch him and others look sweet and sweet, and lose my life, in the end, what should I do......
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