XXXIX. Distortion and struggle
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I called Y before work and told him that I was going to work overtime tonight and asked him not to wait for me to eat
About half-past seven, I was still hesitating on the terrace on the top floor of the company, there was no one around, I didn't eat dinner, and I was so irritated that I wanted to smoke a cigarette &mdah; even though I couldn't smoke.
Just after eight o'clock, I cleared my mind and hesitated for a long time before I dialed L's phone.
After the breakup, I deleted his number from the address book, and I asked my old colleague to find out this phone number for me before I got off work.
It rang a dozen times until it was busy. He didn't answer.
I'm tempted to swear. Is this company owned by your family? If you pay such a high price, won't your boss smoke you?
I called again, and still no one answered.
Meeting? Or a family dinner?
I had a hunch that maybe he wasn't using this as a threat to see me. Maybe he was just trying to get revenge on me&mdah;, the woman who had hurt his pride. It's possible that he's going to do something like that, and he's narrow-minded, and he's hating me. But I really didn't expect his methods to be so indiscriminate!
So it's quite possible that he's having dinner with his new lover and looking at my caller ID and laughing contemptuously, right?
So the last time we met at the industry summit, it was actually just my wishful thinking that he had forgiven me, and I was surprised to see me, right? In fact, he had long been disgusted with me, and after seeing me that time, he had the idea of revenge?
So I stupidly withdrew halfway, and I still wanted to think about it, but in fact, I was already recognized and laughed off, right?
The thought instantly crushed me.
My heart was as cold as a piece of iron, and my legs were so weak that I wanted to find a place to sit.
Who is to blame?
Blame me?
l This dead pervert! This sadist! When this time comes, won't you let me go!
I lingered on the rooftop for a long time before going downstairs, thinking about how to find another supplier.
As soon as I got into the elevator, the phone rang, and I was so scared that I almost dropped my phone on the ground. He asked me with concern if I needed to come and pick me up if I had finished work. When I looked at the time, it was almost ten o'clock, and I was busy saying that I didn't need to take a taxi back.
The only heartwarming of the day.
I sat in a taxi, looking out the window at the street view, wanting to cry but couldn't. In fact, the matter itself is not complicated: changing suppliers is not a problem; Explain the reason to S, it's not a problem&mdah;Maybe S can go to L for a showdown to solve the problem.。 Thinking about it this way, I feel a little more relaxed. However, the anger, hatred and despair against L on the rooftop just now are still difficult to subside for a while. I continued to enlighten myself: That's fine, so you give up more completely. In the future, you have to pay more attention to it, and be careful that this slut is plotting against you at any time.
When I was almost home, my phone rang again. A number with no name displayed.
I took a look at it, it was familiar, but it wasn't a callback from L.
"Hey, who is it?"
The other party was silent for a moment, and hummed in a low voice: "Which one?" ”
I was immediately terrified.
It's because I'm anxious and tired today, and I forgot that this is the special number that L contacted me!
Hearing that I didn't react, L continued to say in a low voice, "Why don't you call me this number?" ”
As soon as this sentence came out, I burst into tears.
He wasn't trying to get revenge on me.
"Are you deliberately fixing me!" I yelled indignantly.
The driver glanced at me curiously in the rearview mirror.
l laughed: "Strong woman." I knew you really couldn't let go of your 'career'. ”
I trembled with anger: "Despicable. ”
"Is there a better way for you to call me?" He said smugly.
I wanted to put the phone on the phone immediately, but suddenly I remembered, "Okay, you've achieved your goal!" What about the supplier? ”
l muttered and pretended: "Ah...... My goal has not been achieved, what do you want to do about this? I don't know until I meet ......"
"Get out!" I scolded him indignantly, "Communiqué personal vendetta, despicable means!" No work ethic at all! Thanks to your boss, you can still trust you! Sooner or later, your company will have to be destroyed by you! ”
"It's going to be down," L said nonchalantly, "I haven't heard you say '' for a long time, strong woman." ”
I was speechless. At this time, the car had already driven to the gate of the community, and the master flipped through the watch to make an order, and by the way, he turned around and peeked at me. I paid a little awkwardly and hung up while waiting for change.
When I got home, I was still angry, but the doubts and grief were gone. I just feel that this person is so dead-faced.
After going to work the next day, I went directly to S and reported the situation to him.
"Isn't that easy? You're going to find L! S stared at me with a smile and said.
I had expected him to say this, so I brought out all the reasoning that I had prepared in advance and persuaded him to go.
In the end, S agreed.
Although S went to find L in the end, every day when I came home, as soon as I lay in bed and looked at the ceiling, I felt that the world was spinning.
Dog blood plot!
Sadistic hero!
But I don't feel sweet at all now, and one day I'm going to be brought down&mdah, and he seems to be glad to find it effective to harass me by means of influencing my work, which is very unbearable for me. I feel more and more that this person is psychopathic, like a character who jumps out of a comic that never enters the fireworks of the world, and my real life is annoyed to the point of losing my mind. It may seem romantic to some girly mm, but in my eyes it is childish and inferior.
Even if they weren't in the same company, he still had a way. I was amazed that L was so poor and bored that he had the leisure to toss me like this, and these methods still took a lot of time. Maybe it's because of the power of the moment, and it's not refreshing not to abuse power! I was able to pinch a bed bug to death at once...... Again, I wanted to curse.
Deep down, I still want to redeem myself.
I just told Y that I was under some pressure at work. Then one day I curled up in his arms and muttered, "I'm not happy to do it." Can I quit my job and be a full-time wife at home? ”
Y kissed my sideburns tenderly: "Yes." I'll raise you. ”
I felt warm. Y's steady attitude makes the topic of "marriage" seem particularly natural and full for the first time. That's how it feels to be.
It's a pity that we are all rational. It's impossible for me to be unemployed, not because of how ambitious I am, but because of the salary alone, the pressure to support my family is too great. Since I still have to mix in the industry, I can do it left and right without showing traces, I don't think I'm as talented as him. What I wanted was simple, but he couldn't give it.