Ah Zhi chuckled: "Heh, I know, if I say that I have no feelings for you anymore, no one will believe it, and I myself will not believe it."

But, you know, I followed you in the first place. Now, after so long, so much has happened, precisely because I love you so much and feel that I am no longer worthy of you, I admit it. ”

Zhao Hongbing tried hard to see the flaws in Ah Zhi's face, but he couldn't see Ah Zhi's eyes, and hurriedly said: "Then don't go, I have a good opportunity now, as long as this battle is won, I don't have to stay here forever."

You believe in my abilities, so, don't go, okay? ”

As he spoke, Zhao Hongbing stretched out his hand to touch Ah Zhi's face, but she staggered it.

Ah Zhi's loneliness went straight to the hearts of the people: "Listen to me, okay?" The relationship between us is very deep, I used to love you very much, but people can change.

After you came to Macau, it was the darkest and most painful period of my whole life, I suffered so much physical damage and our children were gone.

All of this, for me, everything is enough to make me lose confidence and courage in life, but I survived, do you know how I survived? ”

The more Zhao Hongbing listened, the redder his eyes became: "Ah Zhi, I know that you have suffered a lot, let me love you more in the future, don't ...... Don't leave. ”

In the end, Zhao Hongbing felt powerless.

Ah Zhi was unmoved: "Hehe, you don't know. I also admit that you are also in pain, and I didn't kill myself because I was afraid that you would do something stupid for me, so I survived.

But how do I get through these days, you know? ”

Speaking of this, Ah Zhi's expression finally changed, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Sometimes, living is more painful than dying, and it takes more courage, and I, for fear that you will do something stupid, so I have endured more pain than death, and I have done everything I can for you.

But I'm human too, and I'm the woman who has been hurt the most. At that time I needed you the most, I needed someone to enlighten me, comfort me, give me a shoulder to lean on, make me miserable, but I had nothing.

Because for so long, all my centers have been placed on you, so I have no friends other than Lingzhi and the secretary of your company.

Only Lingzhi can listen to my grievances, but I can't tell her those things, because she only suffers and persuades me to come back to you.

I've endured so much to come back to you, all my previous pain, simply ...... I'm the only one who stiffens up, just gritting his teeth and holding on......"

Ah Zhi took the tissue handed over by Zhao Hongbing, wiped his tears, and continued: "It was at this time that I met him.

That's it, my, husband.

He didn't know what was wrong with me, but he saw that I would go to a small shop he owned every evening to buy a loaf of bread and a bottle of mineral water. At first, I never spoke, and I didn't pay attention to him, like a ghost wandering in the world. ”

When Ah Zhi said this, Zhao Hongbing obviously felt a breath in his chest, which made him want to cry. He didn't dare to imagine what Ah Zhi was like in those days.

Ah Zhi didn't pay attention to him, and said to himself: "He took the initiative to talk to me and asked me why I came every day." The first time he asked me, I didn't speak, the second time he talked to me again, and told me some nutritional combinations, I still ignored him.

On the third day, he handed me a boiled egg while I was checking out, his face was a little red, and he just said to me, 'Eat something nutritious,' and went to greet the other guests, and did not speak to me again.

And I really seem to be a little more relaxed, and that feeling is amazing. From that day on, he would add an egg to me every time I went shopping, and I would put the money on the counter before leaving, and we didn't say a word for a whole month. ”

Ah Zhi calmed down a little, took a sip of water from the cup, and said: "Maybe it's because I was too tight before, when I heard Secretary Li say that the suspect had been arrested and asked me to go to the Public Security Bureau to identify the suspect."

It was like a big stone had fallen in my heart, and I felt a lot lighter.

After going to the public security bureau the next day to identify the brute, Secretary Li and a gentleman from the police station were handling the rest of the matter.

I went back by myself, passing by that little shop, you don't know how I felt at the time...... I actually ...... I felt a sense of relief, but I went early that day, and he apologized to me before the tea eggs were cooked. Heh, what a fool he is, why apologize for such a thing. ”

Zhao Hongbing listened silently, drinking the black coffee in the cup from time to time to suppress the boiling in his heart. These time points are indeed the same as the time points when Li Guowen called and faxed over to do things.

So, he could only be silent.

Ah Zhi's hand under the table was loose, tight and loose, and his ten fingers were a little twisted: "He said that as soon as he got out of the pot today, I said that I was tired of eating tea eggs every day, and I wanted to eat boiled eggs."

He smiled, and he smiled beautifully. It makes me feel a little like you, and it's also very warm. He handed me the freshly boiled eggs, and that was the first time I spoke to him, but only two words, thank you.

I later learned that it wasn't what he sold to customers at all. He cooks two at noon every day, so that I can eat fresh every day. Hehe, do you think he's stupid or not? ”

Speaking of this, Ah Zhi smiled, without the slightest pretense, it was really a heartfelt smile.

But Zhao Hongbing felt that his hope was getting smaller and smaller, and Ah Zhi was afraid that he would never be able to return to his side.

Ah Zhi didn't look at Zhao Hongbing's face, looked out the window and said, "Since that day, he and I have gradually talked a little more and began to communicate with each other.

Once he asked me why I had to buy bread and mineral water every day, and I said that I didn't know either, and that I didn't want to cook by myself, so I just had to eat a little.

So take advantage of this time of day to come out and take a look, take a look at the people around you, look at the birds, the flowers, and make yourself feel ...... I'm still alive.

He didn't ask me why, just said that he had been in the same way as me when he had fallen out of love.

How it turned out, you can't guess, he's really funny and silly.

When I went to him the next day, he closed the door when I was inside. It was just the two of us, but strangely enough, I wasn't afraid.

He took out a large cardboard box from under the counter and put it in front of me for me to open, and I opened it and looked, do you know what's inside?

It was actually a box full of change, and he said that when he was sad before, he still had to work, and he couldn't leave. Just count the money to relieve the pressure, he counted them one by one, and counted them carefully. Then, spend them again.

Buy food, eat desperately. The change in this box was saved by him for three years, and the last time he was sad was when he fell out of love three years ago.

For the past three years, he put a little change in the box every day.

He didn't know when he would let them out again, until, he ran into me.

The two of us actually went to count the money, and we counted it all night, and it was more than five thousand. ”

Ah Zhi seemed very interested when she said this, but Zhao Hongbing was already so sad that she was numb, and she continued: "What's even more interesting is that I want him to keep the money in the bank, but he said that he must spend it."

I said I was embarrassed to spend his money, and he said that if we each pay half, I'll give him half of the money.

I don't know how, but that's what I did.

We went to eat at a seafood restaurant about the size of the Vido Hotel, we picked the best and the most expensive and ate for hours.

As a result, when it came time to pay, the cashier was dumbfounded, hahaha...... You don't know, her expression at that time is really funny when you think about it now......"

Ah Zhi laughed a few times, and the tears in the corners of her eyes slid down, Zhao Hongbing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, but Ah Zhi reached out and waved them away.