Chapter 322: Is it a debt or a sin, why are there tears?

"Pedal——! ”

Footsteps sounded messily from the stairs, and it was Lin Shuhan and Lin Wenhe, who rushed back to Feng's house.

"Zhao Ma ——!" Lin Shuhan came to the door of the room and saw Zhao's mother covering her face and crying. His heart was even more messy, and when he saw that Wei Rong was in Lin Mansheng's room, he directly confronted him and asked him coldly, "What are you doing here!" ”

"What are you doing——! But in the next second, the male voice directly counterattacked, "At this time, you actually left her alone!" I didn't even look at her! ”

Those eyes were staring at him, and Lin Shuhan was stunned!

He wasn't wrong, it was true that he didn't watch.

As early as last night, he originally wanted to return, but because of his aunt Lin Fujuan's words, he stayed in the hospital.

Because my aunt kept persuading: Shuhan, don't go back yet! It's better to let your sister be alone and be quiet first! At this time, you passed, no matter what you said, she couldn't listen! You also know her temperament, she has been so stubborn since she was a child! If you go to her again, she will really not be able to bear it!

As early as Lin Shuhan's childhood memory, there was such a time.

At that time, it was not long after his father married Gao Changjing, and because of the winter vacation of the school, they both lived in the Lin family's villa. Although their parents divorced, their father would take them to the Lin family from time to time. That day, probably because of some trivial matters at home, their sister and brother once again had a conflict with Lin Yishan and Lin Yifan, but their father was not on their side.

Lin Mansheng was stubborn and didn't say a word, but he also had a stomachache because of sulking, so he didn't go downstairs to eat in time.

But Gao Changjing said a few words to her father at the dinner table, and her father decided that she was deliberately putting on the eldest lady's temper.

When Lin Mansheng came downstairs to eat, her father criticized and educated her in public.

I vaguely remember that one of my father's words was: If you are not satisfied with this home, then go back to your own home!

At dinner that day, Lin Mansheng did not leave the table, and still sat down to eat with everyone as usual.

After dinner, Lin Shuhan followed Lin Mansheng to her room.

He wanted to appease his sister.

He said to her: Sister, don't be angry with your father! But Dad is too partial, and I hate him too! When I grow up, I will definitely stand up for my sister! Don't let them bully you anymore!

When I was a child, on the one hand, I thought that my father was just angry and unintentional, but on the other hand, I was dissatisfied with what my father did. All he could think of were words of comfort.

As everyone knows, this is really worse.

She directly picked up her backpack and quickly put away her textbooks, homework, and a few clothes, all of which were put into the backpack.

She said to him, "Shuhan, my sister is going home now!" Will you come with me?

Lin Shuhan was young at the time, and he was stunned for a moment, and he subconsciously shouted: Sister, don't go! If it's gone, Dad will be angry again!

My father had always been strict in his teachings, and if he did something like that, he would definitely be punished.

Xu was his plea had an effect, and she didn't say anything more about leaving.

But who knows, when he woke up from a nap, Lin Mansheng had disappeared.

Later, I learned that she quietly left from the backyard and walked back to the Feng Mansion from the Lin family's villa with a schoolbag on her back. Because she didn't have the money to take a taxi, she didn't want to contact her mother to pick her up.

When she returned to Feng's house, her father also rushed over at the same time, and it turned out that there was another war at that time.

He couldn't forget his mother's tears at that time, and his sister's stubborn and forbearant red eyes.

Today, many years later, Lin Shuhan is still thinking that if he hadn't spoken the so-called comforting words in front of his sister at that time, would there have been no runaways......

But who would have thought that even today, many years later, he is no longer the self he was back then, but he still can't step forward and do anything for her!

……

Just when Lin Shuhan was distracted and painfully blamed himself, Lin Wenhe was even more guilty, he wanted to explain, but found that it was just in vain, "We didn't expect this, I really didn't expect it, because——"

"Because after the referendum meeting was held in Jinyue yesterday, she went back to Feng's house!" Immediately, Wei Rong stubbornly picked up his words and said, "You think that since she is at home, she will be fine!" Because there is Mother Zhao at home, and there are so many maids! ”

"She's probably really tired and really uncomfortable, that's why she has been sleeping since she got home! It's also because after she got home, everything was normal, she still ate and talked! I thought that at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, the day had passed, and even if her heart was not at peace, she would want to sleep! ”

"At least she's still at home, this is her home!"

He kept telling, like an interrogation, but more like he was analyzing whose mind was going on, who was thinking so, but the result was-

"How can you leave her alone! How could there be no inch-stuck-looking at her! He asked sharply, and the male voice resounded throughout the room, and at last slowly dispersed, leaving only a long silence.

Lin Wenhe froze, because he was swallowed up by the words like a wave at this moment, and he actually said what they thought in every sentence.

That's really what he thinks.

I thought that I would have to wait until I got through the dark night, and then I would discuss it slowly in the future.

Lin Shuhan was also silent with palpitations, but in the midst of speechlessness, an unbelievable question arose.

Why does he know what is going on in their hearts like this?

And why was he so aware of what she had been through yesterday? knew that she was home, knew that she was like nothing, and knew that she was still in Feng's house until twelve o'clock in the evening......

They hadn't told him that she had visited Feng Qizhen at one o'clock in the morning.

But he decided that she was still in the Feng Mansion at twelve o'clock in the night!

It's as if he saw it with his own eyes!

The stunned was intertwined, and the surprise hit the whole body, and there was a stalemate for a moment.

"...... shouldn't go" At the end, everyone saw Wei Rong lowering his hand, and he muttered to himself, "You shouldn't let her ...... alone"

It seems that they are not the ones who are really at fault.

It's himself!

But how could this be......

They have already canceled their engagement, and they have nothing to do with each other at all!

Lin Shuhan suddenly remembered this, worried about Lin Mansheng, but also shouted angrily, "In this family, she announced in front of everyone that day, she said that she would be happy——! For her, this home is only sad and sad——! ”

Thinking about that day, it seems to be untouchable.

She squeezed his hand earnestly, and they stood side by side.

I thought that in this life, I would not let each other down.

Her oath is clearly etched in her mind - I will be happy!

Now it's just a phantom of nothingness.

It's a debt, it's a sin!

……

The sound of arguments broke out in the room, and the past was vivid, which made people even more astringent.

At this moment, it is not a family, and people are not adults.

"You go for me——!" Lin Shuhan shouted at him, "My sister, I'll find it myself!" I'll definitely find her! There's no need for you to fake your kindness here! Don't even watch a good show here——! ”

Wei Rong was indifferent, just listening to all the reprimands, his solemn expression slowly dispersed.

The windows in the room were still open, and a cold wind blew, and a hazy cold air seemed to linger around him, piercing his body and freezing cold.

Everyone stood still, but Mother Zhao choked up and shouted, "Young Master Shuhan!" Master Wen He! Don't quarrel with Young Master Rong anymore! The eldest lady left a note, and the eldest lady said on the note that she was just going out for a while, and she would go back when she went! ”

Mother Zhao shouted, she hurriedly stepped forward and took the paper in Wei Rong's hand to Lin Shuhan and Lin Wenhe.

The two of them didn't have time to look at the message paper, because a figure had already swept past!

It's Wei Rongfei who leaves!

When the two of them came back to their senses, their eyes fell on the paper, and if they really saw Lin Mansheng's handwriting, Lin Shuhan immediately said, "Contact the company's security department immediately and send everyone to find it!" No matter what method you use, you must find your sister——! ”

Immediately, at this early moment in the morning, the Jinyue Security Department was equipped with people and horses.

Gao Jin and Cheng Mulei also went out together, and Yu Anan stayed in the company as a backing, but I was afraid that Lin Mansheng would suddenly go back to Jinyue, and he could be notified in time when the time came. And Lin Shuhan, on his side, mobilized all the people under his command who could be sent out to look for it.

There is no information at the airport, no information at the train station, and no bus stop......

She didn't even drive out the door.

Documents and passports were also kept at home and never taken with them.

Only her clothes and coat were gone, and the satchel she usually carried.

Where did she go in such a situation?

While Lin Shuhan was frantically searching, another group of people was also searching.

At the same time that Gu Xiyuan sent his subordinates, he drove off.

He Jiaqi couldn't rest assured, opened the car door directly, and sat in the co-pilot's position.

"What do you do?" Gu Xiyuan immediately asked.

"I'm with you!" He Jiaqi had already fastened her seat belt, and without waiting for him to refuse, she said directly, "Drive!" ”

Gu Xi didn't have time to say more, didn't care about anything else, and stepped on the accelerator and set off.

In another place, Wang Yanhui directly sent the subordinates of the Langham Hotel of the Yicheng Branch to look for him separately, Chu Yingyan saw that he was about to leave, and she also got up to catch up, "Brother Yanhui......"

The news of Lin Mansheng's disappearance made Chu Yingyan very worried.

She just learned about Jinyue's internal affairs, if Lin Mansheng is really not Chairman Lin's own son, then for her, it is really like a fatal blow!

Wang Yanhui picked up his coat with one hand, his steps came out sharply, but he stopped and said directly to her, "Yingyan!" Don't make a mess! Stay here and wait! ”

Chu Yingyan's pace stopped suddenly, and she didn't step forward again, because in fact, she just wanted to say: Don't worry, go to Sister Mansheng, I will take over the company's remote meeting today......

But she didn't have time to speak, just looked at his figure and quickly left, disappearing from her sight.

Also, she shouldn't make a mess.

She shouldn't have caused any more trouble for him at this time.

The only thing she could do was to wait here quietly, hoping that Lin Mansheng would return safely.

……

After a heavy snowfall last night, the sky in Yicheng is still gloomy today.

The car drove all the way through the city and towards the outskirts. Just on the way forward, suddenly in the blink of an eye, I saw snow falling on the glass of the car.

Soon disappeared and turned into snowy water.

But then, more and more snow continued to fall.

It was in this snowfall that the car came to the outskirts and finally arrived at a village house.

In this village, there is a single-family bungalow.

The bungalows are built very generously, and you can tell that the family is rich.

A strange man appeared in the village alley, and the neighboring residents were about to close because of the snow, when they suddenly saw the figure of the man, and they were a little surprised by the visitor, and they were even more probe.

Behind him is his little daughter shouting, "Mom, you don't close the door yet!" What are you looking at? ”

"What a handsome young man!" The aunt of that family couldn't help but say.

The aunt's youngest daughter, out of curiosity, immediately walked to her mother's side to take a look, and sure enough, she saw a heroic figure striding past, like a silhouette in a painting that appeared in the snow.

The youngest daughter of the family looked all the way and saw the man walking to the bungalow next door, knocked on the door and walked in, "Secretary Du's house has another guest......

Braving the wind and snow, Secretary Du led the man into the bungalow, and then shouted to an elderly man over sixty years old in the side hall, "Dad! A gentleman came, saying he was coming for you! ”

"You are ......" The elder immediately stood up and shouted, "You are the chief ——! of Poly ”

"Lawyer Du, I'm disturbing you by my sudden visit." Wei Rong replied politely.

The younger Secretary Du is the deputy secretary of the village, and his father is not a bystander, but Lawyer Du, who has been with Chairman Jin Yuelin for decades.

"I'm just here to ask you something, has she ever been here?" The next second, he asked directly.

Lawyer Du was silent for a moment, and his reaction had already given the most honest answer.

"She's been here." Wei Rong whispered the result.

Lawyer Du recalled the scene when the eldest lady came, and it was nearly three o'clock in the morning.

Suddenly, someone came to knock on the door, and even stood outside the house and shouted "Lawyer Du", which woke up everyone in the Du family, even the neighbors.

Lawyer Du put on his coat and took a look, and found that it was the eldest lady Lin Mansheng.

In the night, it was dark because of the snow, and her face was calm but pale.

Lawyer Du immediately invited her in, ordered someone to serve tea and set the charcoal stove on fire.

But Lin Mansheng said: Don't be busy, I'll ask a few words and leave.

Lawyer Du waved off her family and met her alone.

And the first thing she said after that was: Lawyer Du, I think you must know what happened to your father and mother back then.

At the moment, Lawyer Du was really unable to respond, for her arrival, her words, everything was unexpected.

Immediately afterward, she said coldly in the second sentence: Please tell me how he failed my mother!

Lawyer Du never thought that there would be today's scene in his life, but unexpectedly, it became a reality!

Everything in the past is about to be shaken off, and Lawyer Du is panicked and collapsed under her cold eyes like green lights.

It's like a person who has gone to hell, and when he comes to the underworld judge, he doesn't want to be reincarnated just to count this debt!

……

The snow in Yicheng began to fall at noon. Last night, a heavy snowfall had already turned the whole city into a white blanket, and today it was a fine snowfall, as if it was about to completely bury the city in this clean, cold white world.

In the villages in the suburbs, there are really a lot of guests visiting Secretary Du's house today.

The aunt and the youngest daughter of the neighbor were knitting sweaters while roasting the fire in the house, and saw two figures, a man and a woman, walking over with umbrellas outside their yard and going to Secretary Du's house next door.

"Here comes another handsome young man, and a delicate girl......" The aunt stopped her knitting work and exclaimed.

The youngest daughter was surprised, "These two must be a couple!" But the one before came alone, I don't know what the girl he was looking for looked like? It must be a beauty......

"Lawyer Du is the lawyer next to the chairman, which company is that?" The aunt couldn't remember for a while.

In fact, every household in the village knows that Secretary Du's father is a well-known lawyer, and he works for the chairman of the board of directors in a company. When he retired a few years ago, the chairman gave a generous gift, and even when his son Secretary Du got married, he also sent a congratulatory gift.

Secretary Du's magnificent bungalow was built after Mr. Du entered that company.

I heard that that company is engaged in the hotel industry, and Yicheng is also very famous in the industry.

"It's Lin Jinyue!" The little daughter beside her immediately said.

It is indeed this Lin Jinyue!

And the Du family just sent one away one moment ago, and the next moment ushered in the other two-

Lawyer Du did not hesitate this time, he recognized the person at once, "Young Master Xi Yuan......"

When Gu's mother married Lin's father, there was a short business marriage, and the two later divorced and separated peacefully. But during this period, every time Lawyer Du saw Gu Xiyuan, he would always call him "Young Master Xi Yuan".

Gu Xiyuan's arrival surprised Lawyer Du, but because people arrived one after another today, he was no longer surprised, "You are here too......

As soon as Gu Xiyuan heard the word "also", he immediately asked, "Mansheng has also been here?" ”

Lawyer Du has nothing to hide at this moment, "Yes, the eldest lady has been here......"

"Where did she come from?" Gu Xiyuan asked again.

Lawyer Du replied, "It's less than three o'clock in the morning. ”

Gu Xiyuan carefully calculated the time, wasn't three o'clock in the morning exactly after she left her uncle Feng Qizhen's house? Although Feng Qizhen sent someone to send her home, she did not enter, and then immediately came here.

Why did she come, and why did she find Lawyer Du, it was already clear at this time, but Gu Xiyuan trembled in his heart, he didn't want to agree, but he couldn't, and said in a deep voice, "So, she knows everything about Beicheng back then......

Lawyer Du was taken aback, "Young Master Xi Yuan, do you also know?" ”

Gu Xiyuan was also a little stunned at the moment, "Who else is here?" ”

Could it be that after Lin Mansheng, besides him, there is a third person who has also been here? Or even one step ahead of him?

Lawyer Du felt that this was too ridiculous, and he wanted to hide the truth for the rest of his life, but he found that he didn't hide it at all, and there were so many people who knew about it, "It's the chief of the Poly Captain——! ”

It's Wei Rong!

It really was him!

……

Gu Xiyuan had already expected that it would be him, who else would be here besides him......

"He left half an hour ago!" Lawyer Du replied again, shook his head and muttered, "Chairman, it turns out that everyone knows, they all know!" ”

"Ha ——!" Gu Xiyuan laughed, his laughter was so heartbreaking, so crazy.

Lawyer Du listened to the laughter in a daze, and He Jiaqi did not enter the bungalow, she stopped and waited at the door of the front yard with an umbrella.

Suddenly hearing the frightened laughter, she couldn't help but step forward, but when she approached, she heard him shout, "Heaven has done evil!" ”

"Her father did the same thing to her mother, and I went the same way and did the same wrong thing to her——!" Gu Xi regretted not being at the beginning, and his laughter was terrible, "I'm really evil——! ”

He Jiaqi was still holding an umbrella, but her pace stopped because of shock!

What is he saying......

Father Lin and Mother Lin, him and her?

The same path, the same wrong......

He Jiaqi thought of all this, and the previous generation was entangled with this generation, which made her suddenly feel cold. The hand did not grasp the handle of the umbrella tightly, and the cold wind blew, and the umbrella fell to the ground.

How can this be!

Father Lin actually sent Mother Lin to someone else's bed, thus giving birth to Lin Mansheng?

It's terrible, it's terrible!

"Why don't you say it!" He Jiaqi grabbed his hand, and she shouted in a trembling voice, "Xi Yuan, you already knew, why didn't you tell her?" If she had been told, maybe it wouldn't have been like this today, it wouldn't have been ......"

"What shall I say? How do you tell her? How could I have thought that it would be like this today...... "Gu Xi didn't have many things, for example, Father Lin would be so ruthless and ruthless to Lin Mansheng, and his father's love was as thin as paper in the end.

At this moment, in the messy words of the two, Lawyer Du suddenly remembered the captain, and when he left, he couldn't help but ask him: Since you all know, why don't you hide it?

But he didn't answer, just walked away in the snow.

In the snow, he vaguely said: I lost the bet.

……

It's nearly four o'clock in the afternoon—

This morning was not peaceful from the beginning, and because Lin Mansheng didn't know where to go, Lin Shuhan and others searched for it in a hurry. The only thing that can be known at this moment is that Wei Rong and Gu Xiyuan have found Lawyer Du one after another.

But after they left, there was no news.

Seeing that four o'clock in the afternoon was about to pass, and Xinhua School was about to end again, Zhao's mother went to pick up and drop off Master Bao as usual.

And Young Master Bao didn't know what was going on today, so he got into the car home and shouted happily, "When will Aunt Lin get off work today?" She said she would build a snowman with me! ”

Mother Zhao couldn't answer Young Master Bao's words, because Lin Mansheng still didn't know where to go.

Lin Shuhan almost rummaged through Yicheng, but he couldn't find Lin Mansheng anywhere, so he drove all the way to the entrance of the expressway. Ahead of the front was about to leave Yicheng and lead to other cities, he stopped the car near the toll booth, got out of the car in a hurry, and shouted to the uninhabited flying snow, "Sister——! Where are you——! Where the hell are you——! ”

But it seems that there is no forest in this world.

……

Snow is falling, and this year's winter in Yicheng seems to be colder than usual.

This is a county-level city under the jurisdiction of Yicheng.

The boundaries of this part of the city are really desolate.

In winter, it's even colder.

The withered grass does not grow, there is no emerald green, and there is only ash at a glance. But the sky seemed to be surprisingly bright, and when I looked up, I felt that ice crystals were falling.

Falling in this wilderness is more like drowning everything in this world.

Whew-

Whew-

Constantly wheezing, breathing a little rapid, but how slow.

In the midst of this snow-covered wilderness, a figure walked silently.

It was a lonely woman.

Around her neck, she was wrapped in a thick red scarf. On her body, her coat is even tighter. She wrapped her hands around herself and walked silently in the snow.

This wasteland is privately owned, and no one usually comes to it.

And because I heard that this place is about to be developed, it has been planned to enclose the land, and when it snows, it is inaccessible, and it has become an isolated place.

But in this snowy field, the figure kept walking.

No one knows when she arrived, how long she had been here, and how long it would take to leave.

It's just that her long hair, which fell behind her shoulders, had already been covered with snow, and her black hair had turned white.

After walking for a while, probably because she was tired, she stopped moving.

From afar, it looks like a snowman. Because she was wearing a white coat and a red scarf. But when she took another step, she began to walk like a snowman.

Snow, falling in pieces.

It fell on the ends of her hair, on her eyebrows, on her lips.

She was breathing and panting, she didn't know where to go, she just went ahead, walking in circles along the wilderness. As if in this way, you can find an end, find an end to stand out from the encirclement.

Phew——! Phew——!

The sound of breathing became so rapid that the eyes began to blur in the hurry, and the sound of the wind was raging, with a hook that evoked the most silent past in people's hearts.

She stopped and looked at the wilderness, but the last words of her grandfather Lin Daochang rang in her ears.

- After my death, all my real estate, my bank account property, was passed on to my children. The relevant allocated quotas will be notified one by one. Among them, all the land deeds of more than 1,000 acres in Fucheng City were transferred to the name of the eldest granddaughter Lin Mansheng.

- After the title deed is transferred to the eldest granddaughter, she will be married as a dowry when she reaches adulthood. Otherwise, the sale shall not be disposed of.

- Mansheng, grandpa left you more than 1,000 acres of land, I hope you will cherish it carefully. No matter what happens, no matter what others say, remember not to transfer the land. Unless you really can't, if you want to. This is grandpa's only request, and you must never disobey it.

This more than 1,000 acres of land made her the daughter of the Lin family.

also made her grandfather's favorite granddaughter.

She doesn't sell it, and no one will persuade her to sell it.

Even if it is a sky-high price, even if it is the idea of her family or even her father who wants to build the land, she will not waver.

Because—

Because this is the proof that her grandfather loves her, and this is the love that she has few in her life.

She suddenly felt that she was about to suffocate, her eyes became more and more blurry, the last words were dispersed, and more messy words jumped out, constantly circling, filling all her life.

- If you're not happy with this home, go back to your own home!

- My Lin Jiadong's face has been lost by you!

- The thing I regret the most in my life is having a daughter like you!

It was my father's voice......

- Man'er likes to draw, so your mother will accompany you to paint at home in the future.

- Creeping, don't fight, we don't fight.

- What to do...... My vine ...... Who will raise you in the future......

It was the mother's voice......

They were all shouting at her, they were constantly saying to her, all those words, outlining the life of the last thirty years.

Everything in the past, those who once thought it was love, turned out to be the truth.

She finally understood why she had never liked her father, why her mother was always so worried, and why her grandfather would rather leave her more than 1,000 acres of land to her than to others......

Because, she is not a child of the Lin family at all.

Because, in those so-called loves, paternal love is disgust and hatred, maternal love is deception and sorrow, and grandfather's love is pity and sympathy......

What about those people?

And what is their love?

It's all vanity and illusion......

The cold wind came to her face, and the pain made her close her eyes, and she stumbled and fell to the ground!

The snow fell on her face, and she closed her eyes, and the taste of snow turned out to be only bitter.

It turns out that all this is nothing more than that.

That's it......

She sat down on the ground, unable to get up, and all she had at the moment was the snow.

Dizzy, she felt like she could no longer stand up, almost losing to this cruel and desolate world......

But the snow above his head suddenly stopped, and he couldn't taste the bitterness of the snow.

She slowly opened her eyes and looked at the sky.

The darkness cut through a ray of light until it slowly filled her eyes, but an umbrella was held up above her head.

The man's hand is slender and transparent, and it is dazzling in the snow.

Her gaze followed the hand, and she looked over in a daze.

In the next second, facing a pair of deep eyes, like a bottomless pit that breathes people's souls, he was looking at himself, and she fell to the ground in the snow. Through these eyes, she saw her figure clearly, so messy, such a defeated prisoner.

Even so, she still raised a smile, "It's you......"

Why is it him, why is it this person again, to see her cowardly failure, to see her downfall.

"Wei Rong!" She shouted, as if she couldn't dodge it, and she had to recognize it even more.

He held his umbrella and didn't say anything, just looked at her.

Mansheng smiled softly and asked him, "You're here to laugh at me again?" ”

But he just stood in front of her, the umbrella held up, let the cold wind howl, let the snow and frost continue to fall, like an evergreen pine and cypress that would not fall. He appeared too just in time, and he showed up too coincidentally, at such a moment of defeat.

She waited for his ridicule, as usual mockery, whatever it was, she didn't care.

She could only smile and be silent, and saw that suddenly he moved his lips, and the male voice finally came, but it was abrupt after a long time.

But he just whispered, "It's snowing, and you forgot to bring an umbrella when you go out." ”

In an instant, the whole person seemed to be frozen, but his eyes suddenly turned red, and the irrepressible liquid was about to rush out of his eyes. She would rather him laugh and ridicule with the most ruthless words than the vain care at the moment.

Endure.

She desperately told herself to hold back.

endured until his eyes stinged, so painful that he could no longer see any color in this world, but he was unwilling, let alone able to ...... in front of him

In this world, I don't want to be in front of this person......

But suddenly, a thing in her eye socket fell out completely unobedient, and she couldn't clean it up if she wanted to.

The gods and Buddhas are also liars, and they can't hear her pleadings and prayers.

Who can tell her.

Why should people have tears.