For a woman, it's a humiliation, because it's really a humiliation when you give yourself away and the other person doesn't want it.

I'm not angry, but I get more and more frustrated after each time.

It's like I'm on a par with him, and I want to see how long he can last.

So that night, when he pushed me away, I grabbed his clothes and put them on flexibly, and the movements of my hands were even more frantic than before, I quickly lifted his clothes, and then swam like a nimble snake on him.

He was already drunk and slightly drunk, how could he withstand my repeated tossing?

I remember that he was blocking his eyes with his hand, so I couldn't see the emotions in his eyes clearly, I just felt that he was a little sleepy, a little foggy, and said in a flat voice: "Jian Ning, don't regret it."

Instead of answering him, I dropped a soft kiss on his lips.

I just touched it, but I didn't want his hand to suddenly land on the back of my head, and then rolled over and crushed me underneath.

His kiss was fierce and urgent, with a hint of gnashing of teeth.

I knew he was angry at my actions, and I laughed triumphantly.

However, when his clothes were gone, he fell on me and asked, "I really don't regret it?"

Still not speaking, I grabbed his hand and placed it on my hill to lead him on.

I suddenly felt a chill in my distraction, and when I came back to my senses, I found that I was already sleeping on the bed, and the clothes on my body were gone, but he was still well-dressed.

I was a little unwilling, so I raised my hand and pulled his clothes.

He laughed a little and let me do whatever I wanted.

When he entered, I said unsteadily, "I miss you so much, what about you?" Did you miss me? ”

He pecked my lips and held my cheeks, and his eyes were full of watery tenderness: "Yes."

I laughed, Jian Mingchen is such a person, if you don't ask, there are some things he will never say, if you ask, he will definitely know everything and say everything.

I suddenly remembered the last time Fu Yao said that he was bored, and I think this word is really suitable for Jian Mingchen.

I wanted to ask him how his mother was and how she was doing, but I didn't ask, and I realized that there were some things I would rather run away from than face.

When I woke up the next morning, Jian Mingchen was no longer there, but the smell of breakfast was already wafting in the room, the smell of millet porridge.

I always knew he could cook, and I knew he made breakfast just by smelling it.

I put on my clothes and went out, but I didn't see anyone else, apparently he had left.

After last night, my mood has changed.

Now that his mother is like this, there are some things I can't do anymore, only one step at a time.

After breakfast, I went to Fu Yao's house to find her, today is the weekend, Qiqi doesn't have to go to school, so we went to the hospital together for prenatal checkups.

In the corridor, we met Ren Xinyue and Jian Mingchen's mother, who also seemed to have come down for a check-up.

We passed by as if we didn't know each other, and when they were gone, I turned to look at them.

Fu Yao also followed my line of sight, and she said, "I see that she has a ruddy complexion and is very energetic, and she doesn't look like a sick person at all."

I laughed and didn't speak, in fact, there are some things that I know even if I don't tell them.

Looking at their backs as they faded away, I said, "As long as she's okay, if something really happens, I should really cry."

After the examination, the doctor said that I needed calcium supplements, so he prescribed me some calcium tablets.

That night, my stomach ached so badly that it was like a drill stirring through my body.

I felt something coming out of my body, and that feeling made me panic.

Jian Mingchen didn't come to stay that night, because her mother insisted that he be in the hospital at night, in fact, I understand her careful thoughts, but I don't want to worry about her.

The pain in my stomach made me curl up, and I reached out to touch my phone on the bedside table, but I didn't touch it for a long time.

My clothes were soaked with sweat, and my whole body was shaking, as were my hands touching my phone on the bedside table.

When I finally got my phone, I stared at the lit screen in a daze as if I couldn't open my eyes.

The pain tormented me, I almost passed out, I felt like I was going to die, and I finally made a phone call, but it was turned off.

I glanced at the word uncle, smiled sadly, and then called Fei Yifan.

In fact, the first thing I thought about was Fu Yao, but when I thought that she couldn't move me when a girl came, and she had to take care of Qiqi, I called Fei Yifan.

In the stupor, I heard the doorbell ringing, I thought it should be Fei Yifan coming, but I didn't have the strength to open the door.

I tried to get out of bed, but I couldn't muster any strength.

I don't know how Fei Yifan came in later, anyway, in a daze, I heard him calling me, and then he picked me up and took me to the hospital.

In a trance, I smelled the pungent smell of blood, and I realized that my child was gone.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that I was in the hospital.

Although the child was still young, not yet formed, and my belly was not yet bulging, I could not feel his presence at this time, and the lingering pain in my stomach made me even more sober.

So I knew everything in my heart, and I knew he was gone.

I don't know how long I stared at the ceiling quietly like this, until Fei Yifan's voice came: "You don't want to die, don't you!" I'm pregnant and still take sleeping pills! You are pregnant, even if you can't sleep, you shouldn't take medicine casually, don't you know? ”

I was stunned, and I looked at Fei Yifan incredulously, and my voice trembled: "What did you say?"

"Tell me which doctor prescribed you sleeping pills! I'm going to look for her, you're pregnant, you can't eat this, don't you know? ”

It took me a while to come back to my senses Fei Yifan's meaning, but ......

"I've never taken sleeping pills, I've been sleeping well lately, how can I take sleeping pills?"

Fei Yifan's face became solemn: "Are you sure?"

"What am I not sure about? I didn't have amnesia. ”

The atmosphere fell silent and I said, "Are there no more children left?"

Fei Yifan frowned: "Hmm."

I closed my eyes, I didn't feel much grief or tears, but calmly accepted this cruel fact, but my heart still hurt.

Sleeping pill? Where do sleeping pills come from?

I think a lot, every day I am hungry fast, but I never eat indiscriminately, what is there sleeping pills in it?

Because with Fu Yao, we would go out to eat every day, and the restaurants were different, obviously it couldn't be a restaurant, unless they didn't want to do business.

My mind drifted back to Jian Mingchen's meals every night, and I felt ashamed and ashamed to suspect him, but I had to think that he seemed to be the only one who could approach me unscrupulously.

My heart hurts uncontrollably when I think of him, is it because he doesn't want this child?

I asked Fei Yifan: "Does he know now?"

"I don't know."

I said, "Don't tell him yet."

"Okay."

At this time, the door of the ward opened, Xiao Yi walked in, and he was holding a bottle in his hand, and he handed the bottle to Fei Yifan: "The sleeping pills in here."

I was stunned, and my heart thrust hard while breathing a sigh of relief.

Because of this bottle, Jian Mingchen can already rule out suspicion, and that bottle is the calcium tablets that the doctor prescribed to me when I took a pregnancy test that day!

I already have the answer in my heart, I didn't expect her to be so ruthless, Jian Mingchen's mother, such a gentle person, how could she do such a thing? Even if she doesn't admit it, no matter what, the child in my belly still has the blood of the Jane family, and it is also her grandson!

Before I could speak, Xiao Yi had already hit the nail on the head and said, "This bottle was originally filled with calcium tablets, but the medicine in it was replaced with sleeping pills."

Fei Yifan took the bottle and asked me, "Where did you get this medicine?"

"The doctor prescribed it to me."

"Remember which doctor?"

I shook my head.

I've always been a big person, and I don't pay much attention to my surroundings a lot of the time, unless it's work, I'm chasing the news, so I didn't pay special attention to the doctor's name that day.